Neutral?

"The choices are always in your hand, And only by making the choice, Will you free your hand to grasp the opportunity."

Haixxx~
So its been a long day.
pahahax. started playing a new online game. the game is kinda old tho.
Its called Rohan, the only reason i play it?
cos I get to play as an assassin.
Most multiplayer Role-playing games are party/group based.
where u play the good guys fighting against monsters and the evil ones.
watever, but this one is splited into different races.
and altho all of them do the whole good vs evil thing.

The Dhan assassins stands out as u can play them as a normal character.
or use him/her to kill other players to gain exp. to level up. blah.
Altho the character is always considered an enemy,
it's well fun for me. ahahax,
nothing says fun, then pissing people off by killing them when they're fighting evil :D
so yeahhh~~ I guess i like having the free will of playing the character.
yeahhh. ahahax.. I love assassins! :\
~Dont Trust Me~ LOL!


anyway..
Finished most of my work..
Here's My HEXagon.
yes, its a freakin HEXagon. if i had to name the work;
it'd be called; Pendora's Box.
LOL! cos it's soo Eeeebil! bwahahahaha

Top:
(the night shall come, and the moon shall glow; a new age to come, a new dawn for growth)
Side 1:
(Darkness shall fall from the heaven, like death's Golden descending)
Side 2:
(the Earth shall divide, with the end's coming)
Side 3:
(the sins of man shall bear witness to their own doing)
Side 4:
(The one in darkness shall smile at man's undoing)
Side 5:
(The world will be ripped and torn, life shall taken by death, darkness shall overwhelm the light)

Side 6:
(And all we do.. all we do, is bear witness to our own undoing, dying from the sins we commit and love, have our god-given life stripped from us.. knowing, it was by our own choice)



Tadah! my art! LOL! :B yesh its deep. yesh its dark. yesh its goth and emo at the same time.
yesh i know i've changed and shudnt do art like this.
But still it came to me that way. and i love the way it turned out.
ahahax :) Darkness...
It isnt Evil it isnt Good. it be neutral. and thats not bad xD
Even in Revelations God allowed The Messenger Of The End; Death.
to take his role in the end. Its his job i guess, to lead the dead to their judgement.
mehh! tbh, i'm curious on how he looks like. o_o!
is he like the grim reaper, skeleton and all.
or an angel with black wings..
but then why would he be sitting on a horse?
(bible say; death rides on a black horse)
my guess is; he's as unworldly and beautiful as any angel, and altho emotionless, holds beauty in his own way. hah! :x hmmm~ LOL! xD Curiousity about Death..
Damn! I definitely have a problem

Oh well! anyway!
So yeahhh! all i've been doing is assignments.
assignments, assignments!!!
sigh! Ahahahax.
CG meeting tomorrow, cant wait! :DD i need the few hours of relaxation.
and i think that's pretty much it.
:) I choose God.. over death, over myself, over Hell.
Basically, because, I'm still alive.
And it aint death nor hell keeping me alive.
ahahax~ so yeah! x)
I might have always been curious about the darkness and death itself.
But it shall not divert me from the light.
I might love to hide in the darkness once in awhile,
but it doesnt mean i aint praying in it.
So yes, I am emo. yes I am not what i seem.
yes I am not the best. yes i aint perfect.
But when it comes down to it, at least I'm neutral.
ahahax. I may aim to be better, or present myself as something more.
But when it comes down to it, I'm neutral.
And i know most people love me for being the way i am.
ehehe~ :) I love the people around me more n more each day!
even new people i just know! or random friends on fb! ahahahax

so yeahhh.. Overall life is good.
I may not be normal. I may be messed up.
But i love my life... and that means alot to me.
Few years back, I probably could never imagine;
myself, being the way I am today.
the way I walk, talk, sit, stand, present myself.. express and expose myself.
I guess I just never thought life could end up this good for me.

it may still have its flaws, i may still be sad, things may still go wrong, i may still feel alone,
but overall.. I'm still alive.. and that is good..
I can wish and I can hope..
I can want to have happiness in my life.
But when it comes down to it.. I am happy..
I may not be super duper happy till i jump around like a crazy bunny.

But i'm happy...
I'm happy i'm in a loving church.
I'm happy having a lovely group of friends. (you guys are awesome! ahahax! xD)
I'm happy meeting and knowing more n more new people lately.
I'm happy people dont look at me like I'm a freak.
I'm happy that I can live my life, the way I want to.
I may not have what I want.
I may have lost a lot.
I may never find what I want.
I may never have my wish granted.
but that doesnt mean I cant live my life the best way I know how. :)
ahahax. that's it for today.

Peace n Love All.
:) I love you all!

messed up but still awesome

So I havent been that high high happy lately.
LOL been overthinking about lotsa stuff.
mehh!
I wish i can just stop thinking sometimes.
or maybe freeze myself to calm down.
ahahahax
anyway..
its 10mins to Easter sunday.
and i guess..
I kinda found my peace in church today.
ahahax.. got dumped into a competition i dont think i can do well in tho.
Drat! but then...
its good... new experience... ahahax even tho i might suck in it xD
to be honest, i cant wait for dance competition this year.
:) i'm looking forward to that~ hehe
wheeee~ i'm loving my guitar more n more n more n more~
ahahax~ thats random..
uhhh... going to KL in mid may. sigh!
honestly, i dont wanna go. :( i rather stay and hang out with my friends.
hehe.. especially when i might not be able to hang with them when i get back..
D: next semester starts 6th June... wthhh~~ LOL!
my birthday officially ruined.
LOL! i know classes arent scheduled yet.
but still... next semester is short semester.
which means every subject would have 2 classes a week.
and.. the sad part... Multimedia has the most subject next semester.
can see all the other faculty laughing at us T.T
4subjects for short semester. wth!
LOL! means 4classes within 5days..
shyt.. X_X! no free time...
and lecturer dont allow us to postpone subs D:
but then should be able to cope la...
hopefully..
having;
Animation 1 ( YAY! 3D max! :DD 3D animation ftw! sad part.. short semester n i dont really like the lecturer's teaching style = =!)
Multimedia Design 1 (woooo~ website design! ahahax gonna be using Adobe Dreamweaver. Cant wait to try that out :B )
History Of Art (retake1.. LOL! ms.Pressca saw it.. and laughed at me. wuhuhu. boo! LOL! she still rawks, cos she gave us the exam questions ahahax xD.. anyway.. I wanna see if the new intakes juniors are gonna die in History of art or not wakakaka.. that and wanna scout for maybe a new creative friend? ehehe)
lastly, having Fundamental of Graphic Design (the name already says it's NOT gonna be fun at all. SIGH!)

so yeah! sad sad sad!
no free time..
bahhh! i'ma off now....
nothing else to say really anyway. eheheh
love n peace :) take care all

Perfectly Human

Walk Like A Devil. Smile Like A Sinner.
Talk Like An Angel; Heart Filled With Mercy.
Love Like Its The First Time. Fly High Above The Sky.
Tremble Everyone; On The Earth Tonight.
For I Come,
I Come As The Perfect Human Being I Was Made To Be.

Oh yeah~ yeah yeah yeah~ oh yeah~

I'm Living My Life The Way That I Should,
I'm Giving My All For A Future That's Good.
Struggling With Every Choice That I've Made.
But Hey, I'm Alive In The Best Way! Yeah!

I'm Taking Everyday One Step At A Time.
Yeah, I Stand Alone, But Hey That's Fine.
Cos' No Matter What Comes My Way; My Friend.
I Assure You I Have A Plan For Everyday Of My Life!
Yeah yeah yeah (I'm Alive) Yeahhhhh yeah.

So I..
Walk Like A Devil. Smile Like A Sinner.
Talk Like An Angel; Heart Filled With Mercy.
Love Like Its The First Time. Fly High Above The Sky.
Showing The World, How A Human Live His Life.
So Here I Come,
With All That I Am. I'm Everything You Wish You Could Be~
But I'm The Best At Living My Life Oh Yeah~

yeah yeah (I'm prefect) yeah yeah yeah (Perfectly Human)
Woah~ Perfectly Human.

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A little vanity goes a long way no? ahahax :)
but still, it is written that we're all perfectly and wonderfully made.
xD so might as well. wheee~ :P
that's pretty much it. LOL! peace!

FAILED TRIP

wheee~yesterday, Marcus picked me at around 3:30, went to Shaamil's house.
we talked abit while waiting. LOL!
kinda dull really. x_X
went on our way to mcD at around 3:40+
reach around 4:30.
Had mcD breakfast meal.
chat and talk summore. then a few minutes before 5.
Lady Gaga walked into the place.
and were like chatting on FB about hw crazy it is to see lady gaga at mcD at 5am!
LOL! Actually it was just a wannabe la. but still. :S crap!
I guess only freaks go mcD eat at 4:30+ in the morning. :B
ROFL! awesome!
Started moving at around 5+
road to Sematan damn dark at that time. xD cant see the road at all actually.
Very nice experience. I love it o__O! the whole driving in the dark thing.
LOL especially when the winding roads got holes.
lalala~ anyway! at around 6+am.
I felt a strange presence when looking out the window staring at the forest.
It was like, there was a eerie sense of calm and peace mixed with disturbing insecurity.
yes I made a mental note so I can post that part out. LOL!
anyway~ reached the town area of sematan at around 6:30+. talked.
went kopitiam, drink and waste time awhile.
around 7:30. went open beach to rest awhile more.



Then went into palm beach at around 8.
paid 5 ringgit entrance fee each to get in.
At first everyone was still okay and active.
then after awhile of playing and talking.
Like about 10am. everyone started to get tired.
and wondering when are the others getting here.
then finally everyone felt tired of waiting and almost feel like dying.
lol.. i think we waited from 8 till 1+ before Stella and the rest reached.
they called Valerie and found out the registration was under her Husband's name. shyt.
LOL! so we went to our room, then plan to go bbq.
we took the stuff, and went bbq. marcus was tired so he went to sleep instead.
the bbq failed cos, someone forgot to bring the fan and clippers. =.=
and the fire wont start. and when we started it, it started to rain.
then Elton, Miguel and Jarvis gave up and went to swim in the rain.
Left me and Shaamil at the pondok. LOL!
i just sat around and stared at the sea & feeling the breeze really.
While he was still busy attempting to start the fire.
which eventually he did! despite the rain.
LOL! and cooked the food.
ate abit. the rest came to join. cept elton.
around 3pm after eating went back to our rooms and rested awhile.
bathed and chatted awhile. then everyone died off in bed. LOL!
I tried to sleep but couldnt.
ended up listen to songs on my phone till 6+
tried to call the rest up for dinner, but no one woke.
So i ended up going for dinner with Stella, Callie, Justin & Edwin.
Who were living next door.
The dinner isnt that great, even though its buffet. LOL!
well to me la, nothing special really. chatted and ate abit.
And thats pretty much it.
After eating went back to the rooms, Marcus was still awake then.
LOL but the rest was still asleep, woke them up and then they went to eat.
I spent my time with Justin and the rest in the room next door.
Playing card games. LOL! soo random.
After that went into Treasure hunt event.
Kinda stupid. But still ok la. xD
teamed up with the seniors and Callie for the event.
duhh~ finished the first part fast.
2nd part also not bad. blah blah blah.
Overall lost the game to another group.
But the prize was only junkfood, wtf.
LOL! then went back to rooms.
bathed awhile. chat and filmed abit.
blah blah blah nothing much really.
around 11+ I went next door again.
waste time talking and playing cards.
While my group on the other side wanted to bbq!
but then they found out they lost the bbq stove. WTF!
so ended up they cooked the sausages using the water boiler in the room.
O_O! wtf! LOL! while me in the other room, played cards, ate junk food.
and they chia me cup of mee. LOL! :)
Soo nice~ thankius! :X LOL!
anyway! played till 1+.
I went back to my room, to rest awhile.
Couldnt sleep still tho.
at around 3+am Callie msged, she couldnt sleep either.



we ended up hanging out and walking around the area for awhile.
before going back to the terrace to sit in the living room talking about random stuff.
Not bad to actually hang out and talk :)
actually its nice to have someone to really talk and have open-heart conversation with.
very far range of topics la xD but mostly about relationships, guys and gals, and gays?
LOL.. yeahhh~ damn random. xD
we went out for abit again at around 5+, nothing much to do again.
She finally felt tired so went back to the terrace to sleep,
and i found my houseroom door locked! and can guess who locked it.
LOL! elton. ==! so ended up crashing at next door living room xD
but i still couldnt sleep. :S
till 6+ then next door people all woke d.
went in, rest awhile while everyone else sleep.
duhh, of course spending one whole night out,
would earn me a bunch of random bullying by them.
sigh! LOL!
endured. :\ later on went for breakfast at around 8am.
then 9 back room, uhh the rest went beach.
I went to lie down for an hour.
then we went on our way back home d. :)
Finally slept in Marcus's car. LOL!
reach home.
straight into bed and slept from 1:30 till 10pm xD
awesome!
ate, bath, fb. then went back to sleep at 1am till 9 am. :)
shud be enuf sleep d la..
ahahahax.. fun... xD
I love my friends!
& I love staying up late at night.
ah! i think if i can, I wouldnt wanna sleep at all. :\
so yeah! thats pretty much my trip..
TRAGIC. like everything we wanna do = fail.
Even the video part.
the place wasnt as big or as fancy or watever as we planned it to be.
So cacat. so we gonna use all the random photos and vids taken as our video.
FAIL!.
100ringgit paid for nothing much. :S
and thats it. I do however love learning more about the people around me.
:) tats always nice.

Its almost 2am!

So I'm like sitting here waiting,
For the time to pass,
Waiting for the clock to strike 3.
For me to leave this place at last.
I wish I dont have to come back,
But I do, Bahh!
A day that begins at 3am, how long can you last?

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Well, My life has been, hmmm FUN
LOL! going out later. yay! cant wait.
I'ma gonna go psycho from not sleeping. but who cares!
ROFL! x)
Uhh uhh!
Loving New Band!

they called;
The Bawdies!
1. they are not bald.
2. they are a japanese blues band
3. they sing in english




thats pretty much it.
Lovin their beatles kind of style, Soo classic! ehehe LOVE!


Thats pretty much it? Damn what a boring post.
Ahahax.
Assignments all the lecturers postpone till the following week then dateline.
So I have plenty of time to finish everything. yay?
Still havent had the chance to see/meet up with Lydia and Vivian in SEGi
hmmm! ahahax
Next semester. gonna have History Of Arts. AGAIN!
Which is still making me think that all the New students that just joined SEGi arts faculty
are gonna end up quitting college or go gaga in the next semester.
LOL!

Random note;
I'm seriously hating people who talk bad about others,
When knowing they're doing exactly what they're badmouthing at others.
Damnnn, pathetic syok. Even worse!
I met a few guys lately, that loves to fight and argue and find problems.
just because of a brokenheart. If you're still alive and gonna cry over a gal who left,
at least be nice about it when you're hanging with someone else.
Channeling it all into anger against everybody on earth is wayyyyyy over the line.

Sad case.
I mean, I know i aint perfect. But.. Seriously? what have i ever done to you? o__o!
duhh.. ahahax
that aside.
i'm lovin all the people around me more and more.
learning more and more about each individual each day.
And thats something interesting!
woooo! 3am! why are you taking soo long D;

Oh! chatted with BF just now. Yay?
Havent chatted with her in awhile, tho she left soon after.
meano! :( lol.. +u in your studies! xD

And as the saying goes;
'Darkness Does Not Always Equate To Evil, Just As Light Does Not Always Bring Good.'

most things are never as they seem.
When the time is right, and the world starts to crumble,
Everything will be made clear.

God is Good. God is Awesome. God is Just. God is Fair. God is Loving. God is Caring. God is Everlasting.

Tho at times; we might feel
God is cruel, sometimes He makes you live (Stephen King)

and as true as that maybe. Despite the suffering and pain of life.
It's better to be good than evil, but one achieves goodness at a terrific cost. (Stephen King)

He Contradicts himself! LOL!... in the end.
Life is basically =
You're born. You suffer. You die. Fortunately, there's a loophole. (Billy Graham)

Yes i'm in love with all the creative quotes of the literal art.
here's one of the best thing ever said :)

Were I called on to define, very briefly, the term Art, I should call it 'the reproduction of what the Senses perceive in Nature through the veil of the soul.' The mere imitation, however accurate, of what is in Nature, entitles no man to the sacred name of 'Artist.' (Edgar Allan Poe)

Thus i AM an ARTIST. :)
Awesome! ahahax
Gawd! I Miss You... :( sigh! I miss you badly.
SIGH! 3am still soo far off.

Minutes To Midnight

First off, A biggg happy birthday to my awesome sis. :)

Havent Been Doing Much Lately..
Actually Been Sort of dead lately.
Sigh!
I keep being reminded of the past.
Memories why do you haunt me so?? T~T
yeahhh..
been thinking too much again.
SIGH! :\
"Author Of The Moment, Can You Tell Me?
Do I end Up, Do I End Up; Happy??"



Anyway,
Today was the Principles Of Marketing Presentation.
ahahax, Pressca (the lect.) commented on my outfit looking nice.
Goodie. LOL! x)
overall it was okayy so yay?
Especially even though when I'm having sore-throat and flu.

my playlist through out the whole day was SuckerPunch OST.
LOL! I'm loving those weird music! xD

Bahhh, All my assignments due next week.
Going Sematan at 3am this Friday.
Gotta speed up all my work and finish it ASAP.
And then voula, everything will be more relaxing xD
going to KL on the 21st may.
Gahhh! soo much things to do.

And overall life is okay.
Tho... I still cant help but think something is missing :(

So,
Dear God, Often I Wonder;
What Were You Thinking When You Created Me?


and on a random note,
I seem to like gals with light blonde hair. x)
ah hell, I like guys with light blonde hair too.
ROFL! its a nice color xD
ROFL! totally and utterly random :)

Love Is The Drug

Yesterday night

went out with the gang to watch Sucker Punch. :)
Ahahax, Its really really nice.. altho my friends all didnt understand the storyline.
Actually loads of people complained about the story.
D: Which to me, was actually good.
Oh hell!
The movie was Directed, Produced & Written by Zack Snyder.
Thats saying something. LOL!

To people who dont know, He was the director for 300


as well as the 3D animated movie Legend Of The Guardian
So yeah! I'm liking his style :)
Although He also has really sucky movie like... Watchmen. EWW! :X
So Anyway!
I like the whole Sucker Punch storyline.
And also the entire Movie Soundtrack (of which i'm downloading now)
ahahax.. It's well good...
Even the starting where the movie had;
Sweet dreams playing as background music.
Thats always, nice.. :X
And seriously, I guess i like the soundtrack cos
I use to be really into the whole, Underground Goth music blah blah style. LOL!
So yeahhh.
Oh! I love movies about Crazy people. x)
I think I've made that clear.
ahahax, And if the movie shows what mentally ill patients are actually thinking/daydreaming about. Then... Wowww~ Reality is soo boring compared to it. :X
Still I like the whole;
You own the world, you are your own weapon etc.
ehehehe cos I guess that's something I can relate to. cos I think like that most of the time anyway! xD


My Rating = 8/10

It would had been better to actually see the gal dance x__X!
thats the only disappointment. I think... well for me anyway xD
I mean at least the movie is making a clear statement of;
"No matter how broken a person is, they're still human"
tho I think lots a people didnt catch that point while watching the movie :S
In fact, I didnt expect the story to be in this style. ROFL!
But since it is, I enjoyed it xD
Tho my friends were just okay by it.


Oh yeah, the main actress Emily Browning still looks freaky to me :\
I mean she's pretty, but still she looks freaky to me :|
But then tis be the 2nd movie I watched, with her acting as a mentally unstable.
So I guess, she looks the part. bahhh! freaky.







Thats pretty much it.. LOL! I dont wanna give too much review cos there're still people who havent watch the movie :)

NIGHTMARES!

Had a continuous nightmare last night..
Like got it, shocked, woke up, went back to sleep and it continued. LOL..
3times straight through the night. :\
Twas first about ghosts.. well peaceful spectres who looked totally "eww".
But harmless. but still. gross. anyway..
twas in a house, and I was with my friends.
and we met the ghostly child o__o! so yeahhh. freaky. then he disappeared.
There was a knock at the frontdoor afterwards.
We went towards the door. And tried to open it..
But it was stuck. As if locked. We tried pulling it open.
Just to pull back a few moments later as the wooden door glowed.
It turned into a mirror. But it didnt reflect anything..
it was pitch black.
Then I looked into it and saw one of my friend's reflection.
But not truly his, but a more pale, ghostly version..
My friends behind me saw it too, He then walked towards his ghostly reflection.
And the Horror movie cliche happened. He got pulled into the mirror by his own image.
And then the door turned back to normal.

Woke up after that..
Went back to sleep.
part2.
It continued after the doorknock, my friend was still there at that time.
Kinda like you reloaded a save file :S
so, doorknock. Wanted to open it but again it was stuck.
But then the door shook.
We all backed away.
And suddenly 3spectres walked through the door.
one fat, one skinny, one moderate.
I dont remember their dead faces, so I cant describe.
They hissed out a "hello"
and the skinny one pulled out a switchblade,
and stuck it on my friend nearest to him.

woke up again.
ah hell, went back to sleep.
part 3.
Twas about Demons now! wooowww
We were on a road trip me and my friends.
(it was kinda like MCR's Nanana song theme. as in the whole desert scene kind of thing)
So yeah... car broke down halfway.
We tried restarting it but couldnt.
There wasnt any phone signal on anyone's handphone.
Tried pushing the car, but it was damn hot.
So we decided to just walk to the closest repair shop in that area.
Whats weird was everywhere was soo empty and deserted.
Then as we were walking, one of my friend was falling behind.
We looked back to see him standing still.
We asked him what's wrong but no response.
then he fell to the ground. arms wrapped around his body, as if trying to hold himself together.
We walked closer only to see his skin ripped apart. and turned inside out, before exploding.
(EWWWW)
Anyway, There was a shadow in the background, I couldnt see his face or whatever.
But he had a very very scary grin.
And after that I woke up completely.
Not wanting to sleep again for the night.

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LOL! So yeah! I didnt rest at all last night! ISH!!
Its.. kinda interesting.
But still ewww. :\
oh! the friend taht died wasnt the same one in any of the 3dreams.
each one different person... uhh yeahhh..
So anyway..
I guess I havent been that well lately...
I feel like I might be getting sick.
Sigh! I hope not though...
SIGH! I dont know isit due to the nightmares or what.
But I really dont want to get sick.
So am going to sleep right after this post x)
I havent been doing much lately.
Just assignments assignments assignments

Went to church last sat, we all did the whole Prayer Competition thing :)
It was nice... Well actually.. to be perfectly honest, Being on stage feels nice.
ahahahax after service we grouping celebrated
HuiTing's bday :) along with Winnie's Belated Bday


Did I mention; I Love My CellGroup? Yeahh! I love my CG! xD
Although I cant help but think we all can still grow closer as a group somehow. :S


Anyway! The day after that, went to Pastor. Paul Ang's Service
All I can remember is his cute smile; and his phrase for the sermons
"Are You Bearing Fruits? If You Do Not Bear Fruits, Then You Are A Nut."
ROFL! Yeahhhh~
Which got me thinking about a bunch of random stuff.
And I think I really really got my future planned properly d.
All I need now is to work hard. :)
and hope its the path I'm suppose to be on.
Blah! ahahax :)


Anyway! going out later in the afternoon. MAYBE.
Hopefully it'd get my mind off all the weird things.
Mehhh!
Still lotsa people I wanna hang out with soon tho :\
that's pretty much it i guess.
OLIVE YOU ALL :B
rofl. I love this song more and more.

Olive you. xD
ahahahax.
Oh! I know how to play Jay Chou's "AnJing" on Classical Guitar :DDD yay!
ROFL! :x
But only the notes tho. :\
not the chords. cos I still not used to the whole notes+chords thing. :S


Oh! and did i mention my Guitar Teacher rocks?
not only is he an epicly awesome guitarist.
He's one charismatic dude. and can make good points when lecture.. I mean "talking" :X
Last sat during class, pretty much chatted with him.
Ahahahax xD
He was like talking about, how Graphics Design and Multimedia nowadays really mafan.
And should decide now, where to go after studying.
Since malaysian dont appreciate these kind of things much.
Then he pulled out an example.
his name card. He said it was made by his friend.
And charged him only 18ringgit for 100 of the namecard.
he said;
"Look at this namecard. It isnt great, but it cost only 18ringgit to have 100 printed out.
how do you think people like this can survive? I mean, if you go photostat the card 100 is like 20ringgit. How much can he earn really?"
and random stuff like that.
Which as well, got me thinking of my future more. ahahax so yeahh.
Been planning and thinking alot lately.

anyway! that's all.
Good Night Everybody.
xoxo. Love and Peace :)

Held A Little Too Tight

Ever feel like your life is hanging by a thread?
As if it was the only thing left for you to hold onto, if not you'd fall?
Well.. Experience has taught me holding too tight ain't the best option.
It seems as when you grow tired and weary, you'd begin to slip.
Eventually you'd lose your grip and get massive rope burns before as you fall slowly to rock bottom.
Letting go would have been a better option. But well, being human.
It seems we're always too prideful of ourselves and never wanting to let anything go.
That said,
Although these emotional scars may take a long time to heal.
There's something special about being at Rock bottom.
What is it?
A Solid Rock for which i lay down upon. Grieving my lost. Healing from the fall.
Perhaps one day I'd find the strength to reach the sky again?
Perhaps it would be a thread of a different kind that would lead me to the stars?
Whatever it may be, one day I shall reach the top of the earth.
For now, I shall rest and let the wounds heal.
Thanks you, for being my comfort.
Thank you, my sweet Solid Rock.

Aftermath

So, I met a "friend" on fb. He isnt the kind person I'd thought to ever be friends with.
But seeing from his viewpoint I can understand. Still. He's an ass. But a very poetic one at that. So Jasper. here is a lame, long and overall not that great reply to your poem, cos I have no idea how to comment your poetry. ROFL!



Aftermath of The War

The Time of War Has Come And Passed.
Now, All That's Left Here Are But Dust,
Uncertain Of How Many Have Left.
Unsure Of Those Who Remain.
Buried Under The Soils The Remains Of The Past.
Things Never Seen Again, Things That Never Lasted.
All Have Gone But Their Sacrifice And Memories Remain.

No Hope For The Dead And Gone,
But Their Sacrifice And Bloodshed Will Never Be Forgotten.
Little It May Seem For Those Who Sacrificed,
For A New World Yet Unseen.
Hopeless It May Feel, When Sufferings Remain.
Faithlessness May Come, To Those Who Remain.

Death Of Thousands, For The Safety Of Hundreds.
Justice Served Tho Those Who Dwell In War And Anger.
Sacrifices Given, Suffering Everlasting.
No Hope Left For The People Who Wait To See Peace.
No Hope To Those Cursed To The Blade Of Death.
But Strength Comes From Those Who Oppose.
Power Comes To Those Left With Strength And Beliefs.
When The Time Of War Has Ceased.
There Is No Peace To Be Found.

In Sufferings; Endurance, Strength And Life Is Given.
To Those Who Suffer And To Those Who Have Fallen.
Find Courage For A Final Stand.
For The Dead Has Tried. And So Shall We.
To Take What Is Ours.
Peace Or War, Let It Be.
We've Lost All That Can Be Lost.
We've Given All We Have To Gave.
If We Fall So Shall It Be.Let Our Final Stand Be Clear.
And For What Is To Come, We Shall Show No Fear.

Peace? War? It Matters Not Now.
For We Fight For What We Believe In To Be True.
We Fight For Our Loved Ones. And Protect Them From Those Who Invade.
Forgiveness Cannot Be Given By Any Mortal Man. But By The Creator Himself.
There Is No Peace In War. Nor Honor In Murders.
But Is It Not Wise To Fight When All You Have Is Taken,
And All Life From Your Bones Have Been Stripped?
To Fight For Protection Of Others And For A Better Future Yet Unseen?
Death Means Nothing To Those Who Have Lost Everything.
To Those Whose Sacrifice Shape A Future Everlasting.

Bored

So i havent been doing much lately.
Pfft!
assignments, assignments, assignments.
Anyway! I logged into Deviantart not long ago.
Found that i was till part of 100Themes Challenge.
Something I never Started doing.
So I'm thinkin of starting ahahax xD
its basically just for fun.
100 themes. create Artworks for em. :)
So yeah!
Gonna post em' up on my fb and maybe on my blog too, whenever i do one xD
Takin Up Variation 1:

http://100themeschallenge.deviantart.com/
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

Anyway, Yesterday. someone said my art actually inspired her..
So thats kinda the reason why i think i should get back to drawing.
And its been quite awhile since people actually commented about my art.
ahahax... I guess, I should just keep doin it.
i mean i do loveee to draw actually xD
So doin the 100Themes when I have time between Assignments :)
ehehe. that's pretty much it. bahh!
Almost end of semester = Assignment rush.

Isit Better Left Unsaid?

Oh Happily Ever After, Would You Know, Would You Know? Oh Skip To The Ending, Who'd Like To Know? I'd Like To Know! Oh~ Author Of The Moment, Can You Tell Me; Do I End Up.. Do I End Up Happy?





My week has been fun, pfft..
lets see... What have I been doing?

Oh yeah! I finished my all my 2D 3D work.
Now left one exercise and the Final Assignment For it.
Ahahax...




The 2D 3D Final..
X___X have to make a model... gahhh! can use any material we want.
But still... its gonna be very very time consuming.
and I still havent come up with sketches or Ideas yet! BAHH!
Sigh!
Flash Animation left the last assignment
need to design a 1min animation for 3themes (Beach, Jungle, City)
another time consuming assignment.

Ohh! Marketing Quiz, I got 20/20. ahahax
OWNED! :X
and the sad part is. I only had one point in the entire question :'D
1 point with lotsa elaborations :B
so yay? but then it's just a Quiz
There's still the final examination.
SIGH!

Audio/Video
ahahahx... yeahhh Makeup was a fail.. Tho it looked interesting,
Still cant find a suitable mask for the shooting :\
It'll be on 16 - 17th april. thus not going to church.
sigh! Group assignment.
Hope it wont end up bad :\
or end up being a comedy instead of a thriller/horror
ROFL! I still have no idea how to do the stupid Individual assignment!
double sigh!
Have to make a music video. I still dont know what music to use & no one wanna act! dang!


That's pretty much it for my college life..
Ohhh!!
I love my friends.

LOL! altho they forgot about me for like awhile T.T
neh, Normally Thursday I'd hang out with them and go eat lunch out with them
But they forgot me got class. And they bought their food alrdy in the morning.
WTF! rofl!
but then they still chia me eat :B share share.
So I actually had a free lunch instead. o____o!
wow! THANKIUS! :B


Also I saw Vivien and Lydia at SEGi on thursday. huh?
what were they doing there?
I have no idea! oh well! :X
Sis is gonna be in SEGi by next week. :D yay?
I dont know what to say to that really :S
Been chattin with Alyn the last few ermm mornings? 1-2am
rofl cos she's like the only person left online during those time.
Ohh! she'll be goin KL to study Interactive Multimedia too.
:B goodie. Cant wait to see her designs and work :B
BF! when we gonna hang out D: ROFL!
& Nic! I miss ya T.T




ENTERTAINMENT

So I havent been watching much drama lately.
been too caught up with my life,
Still that doesnt stop me from listening to new songs :B

So First off we have. again. He Is We
I dont know why, but i'm getting more and more addicted to this couple.
Rofl! I love their songs, and i dont know why. So yeahh!
He Is We. :) CUTE MV btw! :D

Happily Ever After MV




next up would be 4Minute.
And Their Latest Single. Heart To Heart :)
It's very catchy and addictive ahahas
And the MV is cute. tho..
Even if you dont normally like korean songs, the MV isnt bad :)

Heart To Heart MV + English Sub
Lets Have A Heart To Heart To Heart (Talk)





Simple Plan, Also had their single out on 31st march.
ROFL they announce that they'll release their new single in march. ended up coming out on the last day o__O!
Hmm anyway! its called Cant Keep My Hands Off You.
Still Lovin SP after all these years ehehe. xD

Cant Keep My Hands Off You.




Sum41 has also just released their newest album
"Screaming Bloody Murder" a couple weeks ago. :)
Lovin the song Crash

Crash
I Dont Wanna Die, I Dont Know Why. This Kind Of Fate Was Meant For Me.





The Foo Fighters Also Making Their Comeback Album.
Wasting Light. Comin Out Around April. :)
With Their Single; Wasting Light.

Arlandria
You Use To Say I Couldnt Save You Enough, So I've been Saving It Up, I Started Saving It Up. And When You Said, I Could Give You Enough, I Started Giving You Up, Started Giving You Up.






And that's pretty much it. :) Peace And Love Peeps. ahahas :)

and Now Some Random Writings by me :)

Better Left Unsaid; Aaron

You Got Me Fallin For You.
And I Dont Know What To Do,
I Dont Know What To Do.
And You, Have Left A Scar In My Heart.
A Love Stronger Than Art.
And Now I'm Left Here Thinkin Of You.
Without A Thought Of What I'm S'pose To Do.
Cos' This Heart's Taken Enough Pain And Shame.
So I'm Just Waiting For A Sign To Come.
Just Waiting For The..
Right Timing, Right Words,
Right Weather, Right Place
To Show You How Much You Mean.. To Me..
Yeah~~~ Woah~woah~oh~
I've Fallen Head Over Heels For You,
There's Nothing I Can Say; cept' I Love You.
But There's A Gap Between Us.
That's Too Far Apart.
And I Dont Know How To Get Through To You.
But I Swear My Heart Is True,
This Love Is True.
That I'd Be Everything That You'll Ever Need.
I'd Be The One, Your Only One.
I Know How You Feel,
I Know How You've Been,
I Know Of The Pain That You've Seen.
I Feel For You Now And I'm Right Here For You.
Forever And Always, I'll Be Waiting For You
Forever And Always, I'll Be Right Here With You
Yeah.. Its You..
Its You, I'm In Love With You.
But These Are Words Better Left Unsaid.

Blessed Silence

Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. (1 Corinthians 13:4 - 8)





So anyway! My week's been bumpy and fun.
And I'm broke! ahahax! so what's been up wit my life???

Well first off, Hanged wit Alyn the entire Sunday afternoon.. :\
A reason why I skipped CG meeting.. Opps!
I wasnt on purpose.. The CG meeting was announced last minute.. sigh!
but i'm going to the next meeting :D
so anyway! Hanged with Alyn at Hills mall. Pfft!
She was sick, but we still ended up eating at Sushi King.
Caught up with recent events in her life.
and a bunch of random stuff.
We talked about how we use to communicate through Table Conteng art, When she was in Afternoon classes and I was in morning classes back in SMK SM.
And she reminded me that She and I were actually in the same tuition back in Primary school.
I didnt remember her. OPPS! :X but then we never talked back then.
Ahahax So yeah.. It was interesting.. We spent our time eating, talking and sketching artwork.
Even talked about her craze over.... Yaoi characters... :\ uhh! yeahh! annoying topic!
met her mum afterwards too. talked to her abit. then was on my way home.
Ahahax.. Oh yes! i paid for her meal, thus my broke-ness. xD but its worth it.
She's been down due to her SPM result + being sick,
so its nice to see my sis smile, even if just a bit.

:) ALYN!
Wishing You All The Best In Life, And Hope To Meet Up Wit You Again Before You Leave For KL D:


That's pretty much it for my sunday.. uhmm.. Monday and Tuesday,
I've been struggling, pushing, and doing all my assignments.
I love doing last minute burnout of my work, Cos its rather fun.
So yeah... I Love Having Insomnia, Having Adrenaline Rushes, And Frustration That Makes Me Go GAHHH! :)
ahahax, but the payout is not bad.
I have had countless Praises for being Awesome, 伟大， Soo Rock. blah blah blah.
Rofl, BUT the best praise of the week doesnt go to them tho. xD
I mean i had to like compile the whole assignment, Redo one person's part of the assignment, and create the slideshows. Though it's relatively easy.
I prefer not doing anything and get praises xD
ahahahahax!

No.1 Praise I Like For My Week Is By The Singer "See You Soon"
I mean hell! I know she's a freelance singer for tooth & nails, but i never thought she'd reply.
And seriously,
the most epic thing ever is having an amazing & pretty singer commenting "Your Awesome" on facebook. ROFL! Yes I Know I'm Being Lame! :)
No.2 would be from my sis, mabz :P for calling me, her; ""Dear Beloved Brother"" ROFL! Only cos it's not a common thing for me to be called xD so yeah!
thennn~ no.3 goes to my Marketing sub groups mate. pfft!

anyway!!! MABEL is going to SEGi College next week. I actually have not much comment for that tho. pfft! just glad she found SEGi to her liking x) Hope to see you around sis! :DD xoxo

BF BF BF! You're Spamming Less And Less.. each time you get on here :( its a bit disappointing! LOL! ah well.. Jiayou in your studies too!!!


So back to ME~~~
I think i'm learning to be more patient each day. ahahax
and I figured, as long as i'm alive, the world isnt gonna end anytime soon.
cos I know God still has his plan for me. And I also Know that no matter how much I wanna run away from it, or how many times I stumble or how I wanna just end everything.
it wouldnt do anything at all. Cos it's God's will. And altho that may seem sucky at times.
Thinkin it through, I find it rather sweet that I'm being kept alive.
Rather it be through hell and torment, or happiness and smiles.
I'm being kept alive for a reason and purpose.
:) And With that I've found my reason to have hope in life.
I've start reading House Of Night Book 5, ahahax, still loving the series :B
I dunno why, I just find the books interesting somehow.. Mehhhh!
That said.. Lately been seeing loads of couples sweet and happy,
having what seems to be a good life and maybe a chance at a "Happily Ever After"
And It got me thinkin alot, I figured, waiting is no big deal. rofl.
if anything it probably saves me from countless broken hearts before meeting/starting a relationship with the right person


.:I.M.A.G.I.N.E:.
Actually, I have been thinking about it, And wondered if Soulmates actually existed.
That 2 people can be soo alike that , when they think something like;
"Someday I'm gonna go Paris and find my true love there"
And then they mark their calender on the same day, and reaching the place they hope to meet their soulmate.
And actually found each other at the same location, at the same time. :)
I mean having unlimited numbers of people in the world,
I'm pretty sure there's gotta be one out there that might be thinking the same thing.
So yeah... I know i have a VERY active imagination.. But that doesnt mean others dont too :)


and that has been my week soo far~~~
:) Having marketing presentation tomorrow.. uhh yay? xD

That's pretty much it, So peace and love people. XOXO

Totally SUCKS!

pfft, i'm seriously feel disgusted by our malaysian lifestyle currently :X

first off, i started the day in Marketing class. blah blah blah.
Quiz time, can still hear a bunch of people talkin out loud and stuff.
Disrespectful jor. to both the lecturer n other students.
pfft! Lame! still the quiz only had 2 questions so, its like YAY? ahahax
I think i did good. but i cant be sure..
after class I went to buy me House Of Night Book 5: Hunted, at popular.
and its like wtf. Last 4 books i bought the hardcover it was rm30.
now book 5 is like rm50. wtf? so i bought the soft cover one pfft.
and i saw book 6 hardcover rm30. Lame man! :O
suddenly book 5 hardcover rm50. blueks!


then i headed to McD. had myself mcvalue lunch.
ehehe spending time alone rocks.

But then, a bunch of working "adults" sitting on the next table.
were talking amongst themselves n I could hear them gossip about the people around the restaurant.
and I'm like wat the f?!
Just cos u ppl are sitting together in your smart suits, doesnt make u better than everyone else around.


But i kept that to myself. Thinkin' how sad it is that people like that, would never reach full potential in life. unlike... ME! :B
pfft. Went back to class.
Finished up Storyboard for our Sematan trip movie.
its called The Notice (might change soon)
Story?
Murder story! we basically just take vid along the the way, like documentary of our field trip.
Then suddenly people get killed one by one, and shyt. blah blah blah.
I'm playin' the murderer. Goodie! :B next week lecturer gonna teach us on Makeup
ahahax, I think its the first time our Lecturer actually going to teach us something interesting :B
ROFL! how to make fake blood is interesting! :X



anyway afterwards Marcurse drove me home..
Kena police tangkap wtf!
for not tyin seatbelts. :X
opps. the police was like, I give u Saman ah. 300 ringgit for not tyin seatbelt.
blah blah blah, kept talking, asking where we heading, show IC, which college blah blah blah.
Then ask, u want me to write you saman? Macurse said obviously, No. The guy said, nvm la, I let u go this time. Just give me kopi-o. then he passed his book into car, and told Macurse to put it inside the book.
(LOL Macurse is the coolest guy i know. For one reason!)
He asked the policeman; "how much?" X_X
the guy said; "Suka Hati you"
LOL! Macurse attempted to put in 5ringgit. AHAHAHA :X
then the guy was like "mana boleh 5 ringgit? Tiada Kopi-O 5ringgit punya."
then Macurse quickly changed it to 10ringgit.
ahahax. :X he said okay, and let us go. pfft!
we went on our way, cursing all the way back home.
and how lame malaysia is. blah blah blah
mehh! usual stuff..


Got home..
found i received a mail from Ling San :DD
my sis from Selangor.
Ahahax, she went to Singapore n sent me a postcard.
there was a rip in the envelop, i didnt care much for it at first.
Then i found out there was suppose to be a keychain inside...
._____.! shyt la... Bad day much?!
damn postman stole my fckin gift from SG. :|
damnnnn...
so yeah, my mood isnt at its peak today.
SIGH! disappointed, like to the MAX.

pfft. boxim!
but still, i managed to finished all my flash assignment 1 work. yay?
gonna hand it in to Valerie next week.
next up are my 2D 3D assignments, wooo~ cant wait.. ROFL!
and that's pretty much it.
bluek! eh wait! look at all the sins i posted out!
we've got,
Greed, Pride, Wrath, Gluttony, Envy. Woooowwww :\ EPIC!
mehhh! anyway, thats all i've got to say;
peace n love peeps! :D

blah

& all I hear is blah blah blah blah blah~






Anyway, I quick spam done my Flash assignment 1. outdone myself really.

Bouncing ball and flying bird done. last is the walking character zz.
My laptop died when i was halfway done with it. @#$%^&*()
and i didnt saved it! hope the auto draft kept it saved. :x
that said, tomorrow having Marketting quiz.
Bahhhhh!!! lameeee
and I'm sick. pfft!
shyt!
thats pretty much it...
going out with adel n kiwi this coming sat.
out with Alyn this sun.
spam my 2d 3d assignment on mon n tues.
collect everyone's marketting assignment parts, finalize, print n create slideshow on wed.
thursday hand in all my 2d 3d exercises and start with final.
friday, gotta finish up flash assignment 2. woo!
epic! busy week ahead.
:) cant wait..
but for nw i shall rest. bahhhh headache.
I love my friends. :') thanks people! xoxoxo

Heart Breaking.. Literately

"It's Too Late. It's My Fate. I Cant Turn Around. There's No Fear In The Mirror To Hold Me Down. I'm Too Far From The Start. Now I'm In Too Deep. I Gotta Stick To The Plan. Cos' There's No Plan B." - M A N∀ F E S T




So.. like..
I dont know what's wrong with me..
I felt emo since waking up. nothing seems right.
I wanna relax, i wanna chill, i wanna find myself.
Cos somewhere along the line, i lost well.. me, myself.
I DONT KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE!~
And its a scene i know soo clear.
I've just turned one huge round back to where I started from.
Not knowing who i am... Sigh..
my chest hurted just now, i have no idea why.
I cried just now due to overthiking.
so yeah, today isnt really my day.
just posting to get my thoughts out.
If i was a Sim from Sims 2 or 3.
I'd be the one with the Family Aspiration.
rofl. cos thats pretty much all i aim for in life.
not being a superstar, not being famous, not overachieving.
Just having a decent job, a good wife and a happy family.
and the thing is, i dont know if thats possible for me.
I'm creative and thats all i am.
I know i can be perfect and wonderful just as how God has made everyone to be.
but in the end, i just dont know if i can make it.
Everything else doesnt seem worth it.
and the only reason i'm still alive is cos i still have Hope.
I still have Faith in God. Sometimes that runs low.
I just feel soo lost right now.
i just wanna be happy.
eeeiiiissshhhhhhhhh...
Life is officially... meaningless.
to me. for now. at least. :(
sigh! save me.. anybody?
I know I should just be patient and wait for the good thing to come.
And I of all people should know that it's gonna be soon.
Buttt... I'm as always, bad at being patient.
I'm not good in waiting.
So I pray that the good days that are to come, be comin' soon.
Pretty please ♥ ? .___.!
that's pretty much it.

Can We Just~~~

So there's nothing much happening to me lately. Sigh! its kinda depressing how boring life is getting really.. That said, I'm really enjoying my MARS bar. YUMMY ! :X Tho I still miss eating Cadbury Picnic! :S but this is the best i can come up with for now. *Munch*

!~Awesome~!

Anyway! check out my new background!
isnt it just wicked! "God Is Love" x) ahahax
Background by:
NOTW
(Not Of This World)
They're well a.. Christian Store?
Altho we dont have any here, I love their site..
And there're loads of things there that I WISH i could buy. Pfft.. SAD!

Check it out
Not Of This World

!~Movies~!

SADLY! and i DO MEAN SADLY!
I got dragged to cineplex with my friends
to watch "Big Momma" yesterday afternoon (march 22)
pfft! Comedy isnt really my thing. Especially black comedy.
but Portia Doubleday is just soo wicked awesome. It made it okay. yes. Just "ok". 6/10 for me. and for now I'm waiting for the movie; "Sucker Punch" to reach cinemas.. and for next month.




The main movie i wanna watch is, Soul Surfer. Cos 127hours made me like the whole real life experience to movie genre thing. and also cos Annasophia Robb is the main actress. and also cos Carrie Underwood is in it. WOOWWW~
Red Riding Hood comes in 2nd on my to watch list for April. and 3rd Dylan Dog: Dead Of Night, and 4th Fast&Furious5. Seriously cant wait for April.. But then.. It'd also be the deadline for all my assignments! BAHH!.

!~BOOKS~!

Just finished House Of Night Book 4: Untamed.

its getting more n more complicated.
and yet interesting. ahahax.cant wait to get my hands on book 5: Hunted. I wish life would be just as interesting. pfft! "Fallen" & sequel "Torment" by Author Lauren Kate seems like a good series..
story about a psychotic girl murdering some guy, and being sent to a reform school where she falls in love is a big plus to me! Plus I'm seeing more n more of these books on sale in most of the local bookstores. Though I havent got myself to buy it yet. hmmm.. Still wondering if i should.

Link: Fallen

!~Music~!

I guess you can say i've been looking into a lot of random artists lately x) some are just really really awesome.. But out of the 4 group i found to be really awesome. I still like the singer known as "See You Soon" AKA "Sarah Beintker" she's a freelance artist. and her songs are sweet, cool and very calming. And she's beautiful. The ironic part is that I fell in love with her song "Fall In Love". Check out all her songs on her myspace, facebook or youtube account :)

Link: See You Soon





A group i fell in love with would be "Poema"
their sentimental guitar strumming music blah blah blah.. is just all soo awesome. Reminds loads of the corrs in some sense.
I like them. its definitely an awesome group!
and the song "Boys & Bugs" is a cutee song.
ahahahax~ any gal would like it.
love their guitar strumming. ahhh~~~ :'D
Link: Poema





NOW! For a more different note. We have~ Manafest. A Christian Rap & Rock singer. He's a really cool rapper. and I love his style. And his song lyrics are awesome :) and he's reason for singing is just awesome too. Hehe! Lovin his song; Avalanche.

Check out his short testimony:
~Manafest~

And there cant be light, if there isnt any dark. Tying Tiffany. An Italian singer! I've heard people talk about her. But i never actually listened to her songs. Until her newest single, "Show Me What You've Got" its.. well interesting. ahahax. That's all i can say. Tying Tiffany is like a Darkwave group. the whole gothic underground club thingies. Basically, it isnt positive, and songs like these can make you go head bangin' but sometimes thats all i wanna do. So Plus i think I still have a thing for those short haired, tomboish, emo, goth, punk types. :X

LINK:SAMPLE

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and thats pretty much it about my life lately. been rather super duper duper dull D:
OH AND GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE PEOPLE TAKING THEIR SPM RESULT LATER.
seriously the 1993 people can die of bad results.. which is completely different than 1992 people.
pfft! i remember back then we were like.. "Oh no i'm gonna fail." "No, I'm gonna fail more." "No, if you 2 fail, i have no chance." then end up betting on who has the most fails and stuff.
you can think we were immature or whatever. but being less caring about it, makes it less stressful. and our lives seems to be going fine. and we've gone through maturity through College.
Which is more than I can say for some of the others who went into form6. note the SOME part.
as in a very few number. LOL but they are sure still damn childish XD
oh anyway! thats all i have left to say.
I bid thee beloved readers, fare thee well~