broken by design.

So Finally I finished all my college assignment last week (thursday).
and with a minimum of just 1 breakdown. :) yay.
I've been thinking alot lately...
Okay, I think alot all the time, but anyway!
It was due to breakdown actually.
I was just overstressed i guess, I was feeling damn hopeless with my stupid map assignment.
and wondered why isit that I have to face it alone,
when there are people who do it with the help of others?
Then I figured, i dont really care about that.
Actually I'm bothered by how come its soo hard to complete it by myself.
(I still did it myself anyway, tho the outcome wasnt great, but I dont care anymore)
Well hmmm... yeahhh... I dont mind being alone or a loner. the silence is good at times too!
I just hate not being good enough to do things on my own sometimes.
Ya know, it really feels soo frustrating when no matter how hard you try and is unable to do something.

"No man is an island"? But... I wanna be an island...
all people ever do is hurt and disappoint. so whats the point? ahahax...


Anyway.. back to reality..
Friday, I asked hanjing to hav lunch wit me, my treat xD
so went to have McD~ lol~ after that went class. Handed in my work.
Lecturer didnt comment much, so I guess my artwork is okay...
I guess...? tho my juniors say its really nice =__=! dunno why.
anyhoo! Class breaktime, headed out with my friends to McD again,
Treated all of them to Mcflurry. ahahax~ xD
so yeahhh~ tats pretty much it on friday really...
Hmmm..
Saturday all gathered at my house,
to fix up Hanjing's Gundam (the one we gave him for his bday)
he liked how it looked after it got fixed up.
Cos its like all gold and shiny. lol!
I just watched them fix it up tho..

Actually i was playing Silent Hill 4 while they fix it up~
a super horror game aint as scary when u have a bunch of people wit ya.
and yes, Silent Hill is the only horror theme thing that freaks me out.
That.. and Dolls/Puppets... and also clowns. yeahhh hate them!
ahahax~ its fun to spend time with them, even if it is to do lame things.
Skipped church on sat. Didnt felt like going..
Nothing much happened on sunday either..
Just been kinda boring really..

Ahahax~ i love my friends tho xD

Loads of new movies releasing soon, cant wait for my exam to be over so I can go out and watch them xD
Captain America?
Rise Of The Planet Of The Apes?
Cowboys and Aliens?
Final Destination 5?
Conan?

Goodie~ cant wait.. ahahax..
Noting else much to say really, hmmm~
just that I hope to get better relation with my juniors next semester,
as they all seem like a fun group of people. ahahax~

sigh... tats all i guess... love n peace all~ byeh!