First off.. Last night/This morning as i was watching quite a lame movie cos I couldnt sleep. "Doomsday (2008)"3/10 Good movie, horrible storyline, alot of gore and slightly boring. I ended up doodling an artwork in front of my computer :) lol
Its based on Steampunk style artwork :) for those who dont know, steampunk is actually Victorian Science Fiction. Google it and see all the awesome creativity-ness of Steampunk.
Happy birthday to me :) It was my birthday uhmm yesterday.. ahaha June 6th :) I'm officially no longer a teen! :( I feel old..
Uhmm i didn't celebrated :( as always.. Every year, when i want to celebrate something bad happens.. sigh! Tis' year i was planning to go out for Snow White & The Huntsman with my friends. But it was cancelled cos my friend's car got knocked by a policeman
Yes, a policeman got into an accident with him.. although its a small accident.. just a small dent in the bumper.. but that guy, being a policeman needed to follow protocol. etc. etc. Uhmm he looked more sad than anything else. me n my friends agreed that he's probably sad cos he's gonna get ban from using anymore police vehicles :\ hmm..
So yeah... my plan for movie was cancelled cos of that.. sigh! I received a total of 81 Birthday wishes on fb and sms :) Comparing that to the 200++ i got on fb a few years back.. I prefer the ones i got this year.. cos 90% of the 81 are from people who are really close to me :) Its the result of clearing my 1000+ fb friends to just the 400+ people that i actually know and care about.
I guess my bday wasn't all bad.. got to go to the police station o_o uhmm.. got to compete in League Of Legends Online Qualifiers but lost.. got to chat with an interesting girl, who nows owe me a mcFlurry and whose actually very fun to chat with :) got to influence my cute junior to finally gimme the McD he owes me xD uhmm Gotten a smurf and sketchbook from my beloved twin :) uhhmmm got to joke around about flying over to the States and celebrating my birthday a 2nd time before the day ends there. Met a new blogger friend who is really great in poetry and writing.. wooww... Got a psychotic bday song sang by a guy in Batman's Joker costume.. Uhmm spent almsot the entire afternoon texting n catching up with my BF :( i missed her.
But again.. like I said in posts before... most of these are things i experience mainly online.. ahaha the internet really is the home of a multimedia designer i guess?
Overall... Its still not a bday celebration.. i mean.. its like things people do in normal days. But the time i got to chat with people i dont normally chat with is worth it.. :) and to just sit around at a police station with my friends in the middle of the night felt epic.. its like being in a music video! lol... mehh.. Still it could have been better.. To be honest I've always wanted to celebrate with a birthday party xD But its always too much trouble to conduct.. + i dont know who to invite.. mehhh.. so it never happens. ah ha.. But i'm used to it..
Every year my bday always has a sad side to it.. and at some point I'm tired of it.. its like fate.. I guess thats also a reason why I'm never really celebrating it.. heh.. Out of the 365 days i get in a year the day of my birth.. Has hardly ever been anything good .__. its like the world is cursing the day i've been borned.. sigh! But on a brighter note! I still get to watch Snow white tis Saturday :) and and.. uhmm i dunno wat else... ahhh! i shall sleep... There's nothing left for me to do now anyway~ lol
Its decided that after studies i'm going to KL to work and eventually move to Japan. Its no longer a dream or a vision or a goal.. ITS A FACT :)
I miss Ayuko. I admit that.. and i know i admit it alot.But its the truth. No one I've met in this world was as strong as she was..Or at least no one I know lived as cheerful and pure as she did..Moving to Japan was always been my goal..I've always wanted to go there..
So.. no i'm not going because i met her. I'm going because.. I believe that there's something more for me there.A future there.. what meeting her would make me do tho.. is donate to cancer charity..heh.. tho i'm not sure how much charity actually helps the needy..Its something I might do in the future..
The future.. a scary thought it is.. I've always thought I could have a bright future..But the journey towards it is really dull.. I'm tired, i need a big push.. or something.. anything.. Like a million dollar cheque, so i dont need to spend the 2years in KL and insta-migrate to Japan. lol..
I need the fresh start... I need that reset button.. :) and hopefully my plan is that button for me.And HOPEFULLY it wont set off a bomb in my life :|
will be giving a talk on his life and experiences .__.
I WANNA GO ! :(
as well as Tomohiko Ishii
from Studio Ghibli and the assistant producer for famous titles, such as"Spirited Away (千と千尋の神隠し)", "The Cat Returns (猫の恩返し)"and "Howl's Moving Castle (ハウルの動く城)". all the classics xD
There'll also be of course COSPLAY! even the GM.Bibi from Garena is gonna go there in her cosplay ._.
Arghh~ i wanna go.. T__T Anime fan.. but cant go.. sad case..
Hopefully! I'll be able to go next year!where ever it's gonna be held .__.!
Last night well.. tis morning 2am. i couldnt sleep.. So I watched one of the movie i downloaded, Dr.Seuss The Lorax.Its a cute movie with great storyline.. :) I also like the quote from Dr.Seuss at the end..
"UNLESS someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better. It's not."
I love that quote.. cos its really true... people nowadays simply dont care about anything anymore. Me included. ahaha its sad .__. but i loved the movie.. its meaningful enough. And it gave me a 2nd fav quote by Dr.Seuss.. The first one of course being;
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
Dont ever change who you are no matter what.. You're perfect... everyone is :)
Reading your blog post now, makes me feel.. relieved. I used to have a crush on you a long time ago, well of course i did. why wouldnt I? You were always an amazing girl. Hahax~ but I knew I would never be good enough for you.. and I know I still am not.. But I'm glad that your life is looking out better. :) I may not be as 'holy' or on fire for God as i used to be after my lastest relationship.. And yet, I believe that God will still bless you and your family abundantly.
A blog is a place to express anything you want to.. and anything that you feel. Nothing others think would have to matter.. That's how my blog is.. you can think of me whatever way you want.. But it doesn't change the fact that.. It is a fraction of who I really am.. At least I dont lie to myself everyday and keep true to who I am ;)
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