Steampunk

First off..
Last night/This morning as i was watching quite a lame movie cos I couldnt sleep.
"Doomsday (2008)"3/10
Good movie, horrible storyline, alot of gore and slightly boring.
I ended up doodling an artwork in front of my computer :) lol

Its based on Steampunk style artwork :)
for those who dont know, steampunk is actually Victorian Science Fiction.
Google it and see all the awesome creativity-ness of Steampunk.

Sleepless nights

"I want so much to open your eyes, 'Cos I need you to look into mine"
- Snow Patrol

Ahh soo the 3v3 League Of Legends competition on saturday was a bust,
lost at the first round to the group that got 2nd place in the end..
mmhmm.. bad luck i guess.

This was the scoreboard:
http://challonge.com/loltttgizmo2012

My team name was ForFun, Cos' that was t. :( he main reason we joined..
Experience..

The 5v5 competition still hasn't been confirm yet, I hope it happens...
but then its on my class field trip day.sad case..
But then I'm not in the mood to go anyway... eheh..

Anyway...
lately I havent been sleeping well..
ahaha.. I dunno what's wrong really, thinking too much i guess.
I had a nightmare 2days ago..
It was like a horror movie.. ahaha...
Of how people you see everyday may not be people at all.
But a specter a spirit.. an unrest..
And every night when the moon is full these spirits whispers their deepest thoughts to the ones closest to them.. whether good or bad they are there..
In my dreams there were,
people were saying that during the days they slumber they sleep inside the trees..

So thats a freaky thought.. How trees are actually haunted spirits.... heh..
And how late in the night they speak to selected people in silence..
The death of many was caused by these whispers of the dead..

And it's shown me how abnormal I am to have weird dreams like these :\ ..
"Somewhere between dream and reality.. I lost myself."

Last night I had another dream.. It was more on world balance though..
It was like saying you will always gain if u lose something in return.
It wasn't really a dream or a nightmare is like my inner thoughts were just battling each other.
ahaha.. I wasn't even sure if I was asleep or thinking out loud.. hmm

I guess... her passing had a big impact on me... sigh..
I dont even know how to recover from this...
I mean... Its just hard.. :\
And no matter how i look at it.. I just dont know how to get over it..
However, these emotions that's been eating me the last few days have produced an artwork of pure..... loneliness?


A Love Lost
Pieces Of A Broken Heart (picture 1)

The numbers actually represents the number of lost lovers.. i think?
The comb is a symbol of unity, you know its the way how Asian use to propose to their beloved.
The broken leaf shape thingy is a shard of a broken heart.
The stars represents unreachable dreams and the sea pretty much means loneliness...
ahaha.. it's not a happy picture at all.. :(
I'm not happy at all... sigh..


Tell me that you'll open your eyes .... :(

Kayōbi

Its tuesday!
had morning animation 2 classes ~__~
tiring~~ and a tad bit boring, I mean I didnt do anything in that class at all!
uhmm nothing much happened today,
cept that I got back all my past assignments.

Still out of everything I still love my magazine the most~ ahahahax

SO anyway~ I didnt know what to do with them, so I ended up cleaning my room the entire afternoon, just to find space for these things..
I'll sort them into a compilation later on tho... dont know when~ :X
for now i'll just leave them in my room...
kinda like classic artists who have like loads of artworks in their room which they go crazy just by looking at them O_O

and anyway! after i cleaned my room.
I watched a movie my lappy finish downloaded.

"Letters To God"
And woww~ this movie really like.. made me cry :(
first off, its a Christian film, and it's based on a true story.
If you know about the Community that helps cancer patients called "Letters To God"
This movie shows the reason why they have such a charity group. :)
It's just sooo goood!! ahahax
I also liked the ending song during the credit.

"Hope Now" by "Addison Road":)


Then, after that...
I basically just went to sleep.. was damn tired.
Woke up for dinner, ate. Gaming with the mates... then I was done..

Found an awesome video on youtube tho!

SHARING IT HERE!
Check It Out! :) This Girl Is Awesome!
she really like just make me wanna follow my dreams even more~!



I guess that's it :) Nothing else happened today..

mehh~ Signing off! cya!

Lets Go On A Joyride!

Wooow~~ Well its been heck of a awesome week~ :) ahahax~

So first off,
we have a new Lecturer for Multimedia course.

Polly, Welcome To SEGi College :D

She rocks~ and is a whole lot better lecturer than the previous one.
My friends in Graphics Design are wishing they could retake their previous subject to learn from this lecturer.
ahahahax~ I wish to do the same as well..
or maybe i'll just attend her lectures when my Juniors have her class :S


First; I have electronic publishing.
Which is mainly about Magazine Publishing.
Thats the class my friends in GD wants to retake! ROFL
Anyway, that class;
I was.. the only senior in that class :S
but its fun to hang out with the juniors.. ahahhax~


then tuesday; we learnt about basic HTML coding.
Which of course, is quite simple. I mean i do own a blog with HTML and CSS coding all over it. :S
ahahaahax!
But it was fun :D~
I can feel my brain finally receiving some new and actually learning useful info.
Taught by a lecturer and not Youtube :S
Yay! good lecturer = no more youtube tutorial @.@
uhh~ yeahh~ but i'm curious how the assignments lined up are gonna be like..



anyway!
had Photography class.
Went to Waterfront to take photos, of anything and everything.
kinda fun.. tho the heat was abit too much.
But still its funnn~ XD ahahahax I'm lovin my DSLR more n more~


then thurs; learnt about ActionScript ( Flash Coding ) that was a complete blur.
Comparing ActionScript vs. HTML. I prefer HTML cos it seems more...
Uhmm.. American? LOL! wat with codes like "img src" (Image Source) is easier to read than..
MouseX=X++... wth is that?! Algebra? LOL!

So yeahh~ afternoon.
Was suppose to be a class to teach us After Effects but due to technical problems.
we ended up learning about photoshop.
LOL! I always photoshop stuff...
and her methods make wat I did last time seem too time consuming.
So I'm thankful. and at the same time, remembered how awesome it feels to use photoshop.
Since I havent touched that program in like Ages~~~

So heres the pic I did~
Obviously, It's TaylorSwift inspired. ROFL!And I like how it turned out. :) its actually dedicated to someone~~
but I dont think she knows~ (sad!)
Overall I like how it turned out, tho it seems quite simple. ahahax

mehh~
In other news~!
Cant wait for 4th september!
am going out to watch Final Destination !!! with my friends and a new group of people.
Hope it goes well~ la la la~ :\ hmmm~
uhh~ yeahhh~


And then....




OMFG! My HGUC Mobile Suit (Models) are coming the week after raya!
cant wait. xD ROFL!
Gouf~!
It was one of the best Zeon Mobile Suit back in the first original Gundam series.
I think it was the first of many mobile suits that can counter the Gundams.
("This Is To My Friend;
I Hate You SOO MUCH For Spreading Your Gundam Model Poison To Me :\ ... and everyone else around you =__=! ")
So yeah! it looks wicked awesome, and its cheap! :D so cant wait for that~


mmm hmmmm~
Gonna download and watch No.6 episode8 tomorrow.
no more animes to watch currently except for that.
and I guess that's it for now. :)
Will update again later in the afternoon if I'm too bored.


Love n Peace All!

...
Oh! Just for fun~

Here's A Very Awesome Class Photo, from Singapore
(i think, at least thats what the post said) pahahax!
To think that back in high school all our class photos were soo ugly. o.O!
Oh well~


~Byeh All~

grrrrrrrr

So I'm abit disappoint :(
ahahax...
but I'll get to that later. :)
Anyway! been stressing about the whole Word Power thingy.
Arghh.. been too busy emo-ing to actually care about it the entire week actually.
Then stressed at the very last minute. ahahaha.
Guitar lessons are going great. will be learning strumming and plucking and all that next week.
should be reaching the end of it d.
uhhh yeah!
I was dragged to an anime store at BDC by Feng (its on top of everise) yesterday after guitar lesson.
LOL! it was.... not as bad as i imagine it to be.
I mean its called an anime hobby store, but I think it should had been called; Gundam Collector's store. LOL! and I'm serious, it has a whole megaload of gundam models ==
which is a reason why Feng wanted to go. Gundam freak. xP LOL!

Gundams

More Gundams... X_X

To be honest, i should sue him for making me as crazy about anime items as he is now.
damnnnn~ LOL! but then i'm not the only one. jing n ric got infected by him too.. LOL!
Now its like everyone has at least one gundam robot they want..
well except me. I want a Zaku II model. lol... the enemy bots in gundam :S
I just cant stand the stupid gundam heads xP LOL!

(Gundam NU, Gundam Hi NU, some red gundam, & ARMORED CORE!)

they sold the most LEGIT models and figures and stuff from Japan.
all the way to the not-so-legit stuff from China and taiwan. LOL!
But like i said it wasnt soo bad. But 3 things caught my eyes best when i was there.
1 is that Robot behind the gundams :) Its called Mirage: Armored Core.
It looks 100% more detailed than any of the other gundams, it only comes in its made in Japan version. LOL! and its just soo robotic cool, as compared to the rest xP For those who dont know,
Armored Core is a Playstation game. LOL! :) It was super famous in Japan. M'sia, not so much. LOL!

( Armored Core! :'D EPIC! )

Then next were their figurines, they had like Miku (Vocaloid) figurines, to Final Fantasy figurines, to ONE PIECE figurines, all the way to Death Note figurines.
Ahahahahax, DEATH NOTE! :'D they had the chibi version too! cute dao~~~

Vocaloid - MIKU!

Death Note - LIGHT!


Death Note - Ryuzaki L (HE WAS SOLD OUT! So I couldnt take an actual pic or actually buy him D: rm10 nia! lol)

Death Note 3in1 Figure - Misa, L, Light (rm140)
This one looked cool too... sorry for my lousy photography xD


One Piece Figurines O_O


Final Fantasy VII - Sephiroth :)


Sexay~ LOL! Code Geass Figurines :)


But What Feng Got Me Into Liking Most Is....
ZAKU II - F2000
Reason? Its Not Only Purple, ITS SHINY PURPLE.
lol and 2. It looks better than a gundam :P
3. Being from Japan too, and comparing it, its cheaper than the other gundam models. LOL

ahahax, If i buy it, it's not for a collection, its just an achievement :)

So that was pretty much it. :) for my saturday morning.
had lunch with him then headed home.. bath, slept.
pray, and started on my wordpower. LOL!
xD yeahh~
But when the time came, It wasnt that bad.
Again... the familiarity of the stage made me feel weird.
bluek~
I felt nervous yeah~ but I dunno, its just I feel like the stage felt natural
But again i say, I dont think i'ma stage performer.
I mean unless I'm suppose to throw knife at a person strapped on a spinning wheel,
like in a circus show or a magician show, I dont think I'm much of a performer. LOL!
Still... :)
Choosing no.6 out of the 20 wasnt that bad. xD
Tho i was blur at first, then the verse hit me. :)
ahahax, proud of myself. even if no one else is.
considering that I've never had much of a good memory or whatever, it ended up okay.
Still...
I'm disappointed about some things...
and it makes me very very unhappy.
And worse! it made the thought of leaving church came into my mind. :x
ahahax. :) that aside...
The offering challenge almost made me cry tho.. ehehe
the whole because of Jesus's love for me, I sacrificed for you. :)
And the question hit me, If i would do the same.
Yes i would x) definitely. Give for God has given me rite?
But then another part hit me.
If I sacrifice all i have for a person, would anyone do the same for me? :|
then the whole awkward emo moment got me all sad. lol.
I keep feeling soo alone ah~ :( sad.
I dont feel like I'm wanted or needed at all.
And that is really the worse feeling.

hmph... thats all i have to share for now... peace.. :)

Boring post

ねぇ神様...答えてよ　どうすれば願いは叶う？

So~~~ I havent been doing much lately. ahahax. sigh!
been busy studying for exam (in 2 days) and also memorizing the word power thingy.
boring. Finished House of night book 5 dunno when gonna buy book 6.
Blah! so yeah! been soo dead lately i dont know what i'm doing anymore :(
Fallen in love. Fallen hard. But I dont wanna be.
So I'm just waiting for the crush to fade. ehehe~ :)
ohh Guitar lessons are going great. more or less. LOL!
blah! I dont know what to post about?!
my days have been sooo dull! :(

Downloading Psychoville season1.
Cos Cyn (cousin) kept saying its nice and i would like it.
And she's probably right. But then its taking soo long to download.
rawr rawr rawr!
I've got a life but there's nothing for me to do or build on it right now.
Grrr~ cant wait to be rid the exam and get on with holidays
ahahax.. My bday coming up!
wheeeee~ next semester starts on my bday! wheeee~
actually i aint happy about that. boo! :'(
I rather spend my bday doing what i wanna do.
Not doing most probably nerve-wrecking assignments the lecturer throws at me D:
and I dont think anyone's free to go out that day either.
And I doubt I can find enough people to start an actual party :(
hmph. boo!!! rofl!
what do I want for my birthday?
well since its a wish, it probably wont come true.
But still, its a materialistic world and I've got my needs... well.. Wants.. ahahax

1. Playstation 3 (So.. it probably would eat up most of my time.. gaming. but still. I want it)
2. LG Lollipop (simple stylish phones ftw! say no; to blackberries and Iphones. NO! xP)
3. Electric Guitar (with the amp and everything :D ahahax. "Flying V" prefered tho :B)
4. Mazda RX8? ahahahax! as if anyone would give me that as a gift :S sigh! still a long way to go before i can get one :(
5. this is the simplest gift i want. A PET FOX! :D awwww soo cute! :)

But in the end! xD who really get gives on their bdays anymore?!
LOL! no one. especially not people my age. bwahahaha xD
So i dont really expect anything.. Or rather I hope nothing unexpecting happens.
I dont know, I've grown weary of surprises.
aiyayayayayai~ ahahahax.
so anyway! my current fav song is...
Eenie Meenie Minie Moe~
NO NO NO NOT THE JB SONG. :X I hate that, when i say song title and people think its a song by someone who is a sucky to me :X LOL! Anyway! I'm talking about the korean song :) and it's by none other than~


~Lee Jung Hyun~
aka. Hyoni (jap) aka. AVA (US)
LINKIE
("Baby, love me love me now. Baby, give me give me now. la la la ba da bom ba la la la la" )


next is well you can pretty much guess this one..
SIMPLE PLAN! :DJET LAG!
LINKIE

NOW ENOUGH WITH MUSIC!

LETS CHECK OUT
THE BEST ANIMATED MUSIC VIDEO ON YOUTUBE
(FAN MADE). ahahahax
LINK
its really really awesome :'D

haizzz~ anyway! i seriously am superbly bored right now. :(
I feel like starting the Blood Cross. But I dont know where to begin D:
Dang! LOL! oh! the Blood Cross be the misfit group of anti-superhero/Assassins. I've been meaning to draw/sketch out since 2 years ago. but never had time to. ahahax
Its basically a 6 people group of mercs.

BLOOD CROSS - Sneakpeak of the Character Background

6. A Desperado european mix japanese assassin, who specializes in firearm combat. One of the first pioneers of the Blood Cross Organization.

5. A highschool dropout girl with psychic ability who was saved by Blood Cross from juvenile prison after blowing her schoolmates head into bits and pieces.

4. A mechanic who likes to keep to himself, whereabouts and past unknown. handy with any tool and weapon given and can fix up some badass guns. He's maybe fat and slow. But what he lags in speed, he makes up for by carrying his big cannon around. + he has a scottish accent.


3. A rogue monk who specializes in stealth and quick assassinations. He was hunted for leaving his temple, he fought back and died atop the forbidden shaolin mountain. But miraculously managed to find his inner strength to give himself the breath of life once again. Battled and bruised he was found by Blood Cross during one of their looting mission and He was saved and pledge allegiance to the group.

2. Beauty in its most deadliest form. Another pioneer of the group. A Chinese woman, She holds great intellect in getting into high-security facilities and specializes in melee switchblade combat. Of course that doesnt stop her from having a few guns hidden here and there. She moves fast and silent like a snake, and strike with precision and swift.

1. With great power comes great destruction ? comes the leader of the blood cross organization. A cyborg. An Immortal. Merged as one. Inhuman. A Monster. The reason behind the history of the organization lies with him.




ahahax. actually i've given the whole group a lot of random thots and jumbled them all together.
I think i have a history for each and every one of them d. :) but i never really gotten up to actually draw them out. ahahaha. bluek! thats all i guess... :)

PEACE AND LOVE!