CNY week

Well, geez its been a longggg time since i last posted :\
Loads to update.. but where to start?
Oh first off!

!~Happy Chinese New Year~!


So during this festive season of the year~
My bro came back with his fiancé ;) to celebrate it here~!
If i remembered correctly they came back on the 19th?
mehh! didn't do much tho~
Watched a lot of movies that I missed last year!

Like.. uhmmm.. "What's Your Number?"
& uhmm.. "Your Highness"
& uhmm.. "Banraku"

All of which I will review at the end of this post :)

anyway the days before the start of CNY just went clothes shopping~
Bought 2 new Shirts! with Hoodies! XD
Oh! went to spring for shopping on.. saturday?~
I took that opportunity to meet up with my beloved gan mei who was bz working there.
mmhmm~ had a short chat with her~ Plan on meeting up soon again before she goes overseas :(
aiks! after that! went to catch a movie with the family~

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Journey 2 The Mysterious Island (2012)


It was uhmm okay~ it was well a teen movie. ahahax~
so nothing much there. and with Dwayne (The Rock) in it~
I just had to compare it with his previous movie. (no not toothfairy)
I mean, uhmm i think the title was Race To Witch Mountain?
yeah, I prefered that movie. lol! "Journey 2 The Mysterious Island" I'll just rate it 7/10
I do however like how they linked all those classic stories together in this movie :)
Especially since I watched most of those classic movie before
(20,000 league under the sea, Treasure Island, Gullivers travels, etc. etc.)
So yeah! it was like a trip to the past. LOL~

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uhmm after the movie, went for more shopping and ate Spring food court.
family ate thai food, i had western with a cup of "Honeydew Delight"
lol! I actually wanted the Honeydew milk tea xD but i was kinda short on cash d :X
so anyway! after that, nothing new happened.
Then the following day 30th night before the start of CNY day 1.
Had dinner out at Tarot Salmon Japanese Restaurant at Batik Boutique Hotel


had my favorite Unagi Katsu Don ~ ngehehehe!
Best dinner of the month for me :) ahahax
So yeah! my craving for japanese food was satisfied~


mmhmm!

FIRST DAY OF CNY!
went out to visit the aunts and uncles from my mum's side of the family.
had the traditional BeeHoon? for breakfast, blah blah blah.
Stopped by the other aunts and uncles houses..
had lunch at one of their house..
uhmm yeah~ that was my 1st day of cny :\

2nd day still family visiting..

3rd day~! spent it at home, doing... uhmm nothing. Had lunch at mcD tho :D~
ahahax Anna and the gang came by for visiting too.

4th day of CNY my bro and my future sis-in-law went back to KL in the morning.
Then after tat came home and waiting for Jing to pick me up

& FINALLY!
go visit all our buddehs!
There were umm a over 16 of us that went visiting~
lol! first stop was Eric's house of course~
then we worked our way through the entire matang area,
even visited our High School Moral Teacher.
Then work our way down to my house all the way up to annie's house at 7 3/4 mile.
LOL! yeahhh~
it was a funnnn day for sure!
Also! finally got my Gouf Custom from Jing XD

uhmm hmm, ate a little too much CNY food :S
But i guess what nailed the day down was at the last house.


Took a shot of Whiskey :D and played some Black Jack.
At first everyone had their winnings.. woots?
till we changed dealers -_-
I swear~ Annie's probably one of the scarier Card Dealers i know now.

ahahax~ i think everyone left with a slightly more empty wallet then.. D:
still it was fun~
after that, we all said our goodbyes at around 6, and went out separate ways~

lol! reached home at around 6:30? then got a msg from Jing to go out..
So me, jing n junyong went out for dinner at Tarot Cafe.
Chatted about random stuff.. and just chilled out till about 8.
then went home ~ Definitely an awesome day~


then today! the 5th day, didnt do much... :\
spent the morning sleeping, noon out again~
this time to cyber to play them zombie games~ LOL!


yesh it was a boring day! went to meet up with Soon at the cafe.
chatted then came back home, back to boredom.

ahahax... Nothing much to update on now.
It's just nice to actually do soo much in the past few days.
and now its back to boredom and studies :(
still~ I'm rm200 richer now :D yay!
other than that... nothing much happening..

aiight!~
time for the movie review and some music :)

Firstly I wanna review the movies I watched before pre-cny week.
first movie is.


Trust (2010)



THIS IS AN AWESOME MOVIE!
that I suggest any online junkie, or pretty much anyone who uses a social network should definitely watch.
Its a story on how bad being friends with a stranger can become ;)
a very meaningful story with lots of emotions.
Ending could have been better..
but i guess that'd be the most realistic ending for the movie.
so uhmm yeah....
I rate it 8/10


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Also watched

Arthur (2011)



It starts Russell Brand, as the head of a big and rich company.
and how he was forced into an arranged marriage because he isn't serious enough to take over the family business.. blah blah blah and how he met his perfect girl outside the whole thing.
and yeah! a really cool romantic comedy :) worth watching.
Though it doesnt make the mark other romance movie has reached,
It's still okay~ 6.8/10

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Aiight~ now for the movies i watched during pre-cny week.

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Red Riding Hood (2011)



Now! THIS WAS A MOVIE I WANTED TO WATCH WHEN IT RELEASED
but i couldnt find anyone to watch it with me that time..
So now i finally got to watch it! and i gotta say it didn't disappoint :)
Amanda Seyfried is definitely an actress i'mma gonna look out for now.
Cos she was great in the movie~ the storyline was good~
It still could have been a lot better tho~ but the whole idea and concept was good.
I give this an 7.5/10

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Your Highness (2011)



This, is the kind of movie i rate as Hardcore comedy, what with all the foul language.
And well dirty bits and lame jokes. uhmm yeah! Again, this isn't a genre I normally watch.
And this is proof of why~ lol! I guess maybe I'm just a little too use to watching comedies like these with more famous actors like Adam Sandler or Jack Black or Russell Brand.
I mean I watched "Get Him To The Greek" 2 weeks before watching this.
So i gotta say, this movie is no where near that and other movies of its kind.
Its funny but doesn't reach the target at all..
3/10

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What's Your Number? (2011)



This is definitely a good movie to watch. Romantic comedy, with a great storyline.
Sweet and Sexy, funny yet good :) Overall I feel that any newly found couples would love this movie and so will all the girls looking for love. its just that good :)
It has a good plot, script could've been better, romance is good, characters are not bad.
and well yeah! its nice :) and definitely worth watching if you like this kind of movie.
8.7/10

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Bunraku (2011)



Alright, this i gotta say I had no idea what it was about.
So I watched it with a blurness at the start.
then i figured it out that it was a gangster movie, Similar to the style of "Gangs Of New York" or "Kung Fu Hustle" .This movie sets a new mark on that list of gangster action movies.
with an all new style, a narrative comic-bookish movie. with lots of colors and interesting plot. It is definitely not bad movie to watch.
It might be lame for some.. It might be good for others. People who liked Sin City might like this movie as well..
Although I didnt like SinCity much, I liked this movie :)
I give it 7/10


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Music?
For the past few days these are the top 3 songs stuck in my head :)


1. Stronger (What Doesn't Kill You) - Kelly Clarkson



What doesn't kill you makes you Stronger! :D


2. Glad You Came - The Wanted



I'm glad you came, I'm glad you came ;)


3. Pumped Up Kicks - Foster The People



Nothing like a good ol' Shoot Em' Haters Song :x

All the other kids with the pumped up kicks, You Better Run Better Run! Out run my gun~



Again! Happy Chinese New Year!

PEACE OUT!

Shuǐyàorì

Wednesday! So I had class in the afternoon..
woke up, showered, and had lunch while watching an awesome movie. :)

So this post is gonna be more on that movie than anything else.. ehehehe~

"Get Him To The Greek (2010)"

Now, I have to say, I was never a big fan of Russell Brand~ uhmm you know! The comedian! uhmm Katy Perry's husband? well now, ex-husband~ mehh! I just found out they met each other due to this movie. And also this movie made Russell my new fav actor/comedian right after Jim Carey and Adam Sandler of course.. but above Jack Black. ahahaha. and I'll talk more about the movie at the end of this post;

Please note that the movie review and the movie itself may not suitable for minors.
what with all the racism, religionism, drug abuse, violence, adult humor, nudity and even a couple of sex songs. :)
Please bear in mind before proceeding to the entire post. thankius~ blah blah blah~

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So back to my day, afternoon I went to class. it was TYPOGRAPHY class
and I swear i was half asleep through the entire class..
Didn't learn anything special.
Nothing new happened.
And overall it was just kinda boring... ahahax
makes me glad that the College upgraded their wi-fi
so that we could get a signal on the fifth floor.
but Ohhh~ it only had 2 bars :( slow-ness..
but it was enough for me to get on facebook n chat with friends awhile.. mehh~
after classes chatted with ric, greeted a few familiar faces.. blahh blahh blahhh~
overall it was a really boring school day.
mmhmm~
but then I already got my first homework and its kinda sad. :\ ahahax..
Since i'm already in the CNY mood and not the studying mood~
argh~ oh well.....

So here's the movie review :)
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Aiight~ so first off we have Jonah Hill, who plays Aaron Green in the movie. He's a big fan of the rockstar, Aldous Snow (Russell Brand). works in a record label crumbling record label which is in need of some income. So during a board meeting Aaron gave his idea on having an anniversary concert on Aldous Snow to his boss, Sergio (P.Diddy). His idea was quickly shunned, as Aldous was a washed up rockstar due to his last single which had racism towards Africans. But in the end his boss was convinced and agreed to this and Aaron was in charge of bringing Aldous to the anniversary concert at the Greek theater.
And that's where the story really picks up :)

So first off, I didnt know Russell Brand can sing and damn he can sing!

as well as the Australian actress, Rose Byrne who plays Jackie Q, Aldous's ex-girlfriend in the movie. To be honest, I think that Katy Perry got her persona from this character.

uhmm~ This movie had a lot of cameo for people like Katy Perry, Johnny Depp, Mario Lopez, P!nk, Christina Aguilera, etc. etc...

So anyway~ some of the songs in these movie are dirty~
ehehe but still good, in fact they're better than some of the mainstream music we have today. Like I said its like Katy Perry's style.
The movie was a hit in the united states and thus brought forth the band.

Infant Sorrow
they released an album on all the songs used in the movie :)
and it was a big hit, despite the genre. ahaha~
though most of the songs wont make sense unless you actually watch the movie.
Its a very well thought out movie. It pretty much shows a Rockstar's rising back up to superstardom.. and all the crazy stuff in between.
Its really funny and very entertaining.
And Russell Brand is just damn funny xD
So I rate this movie

8.9/10 :)
Its just that good!

If you're open-minded enough to watch movies like this and I'll tell you that this is a fun movie to watch!

You can find the music videos of the songs from the movie on youtube.
If you just search for the in-movie singer's name :)
or just look up Infant Sorrow, for the songs.

That's it! as a closing for this post;
Here's two of the song from the movie...


Furry Walls - Aldous Snow (Russell Brand)
(it wont make sense unless you watch the movie, but its still a neat song)




Supertight - Jackie Q (Rose Byrne)
(this is definitely not for minors below the age of 16~ but who cares, our society's messed up anyway~ ehehehe~ uh hmmm~ mehh~ Enjoy? :\ )

Kayōbi

Its tuesday!
had morning animation 2 classes ~__~
tiring~~ and a tad bit boring, I mean I didnt do anything in that class at all!
uhmm nothing much happened today,
cept that I got back all my past assignments.

Still out of everything I still love my magazine the most~ ahahahax

SO anyway~ I didnt know what to do with them, so I ended up cleaning my room the entire afternoon, just to find space for these things..
I'll sort them into a compilation later on tho... dont know when~ :X
for now i'll just leave them in my room...
kinda like classic artists who have like loads of artworks in their room which they go crazy just by looking at them O_O

and anyway! after i cleaned my room.
I watched a movie my lappy finish downloaded.

"Letters To God"
And woww~ this movie really like.. made me cry :(
first off, its a Christian film, and it's based on a true story.
If you know about the Community that helps cancer patients called "Letters To God"
This movie shows the reason why they have such a charity group. :)
It's just sooo goood!! ahahax
I also liked the ending song during the credit.

"Hope Now" by "Addison Road":)


Then, after that...
I basically just went to sleep.. was damn tired.
Woke up for dinner, ate. Gaming with the mates... then I was done..

Found an awesome video on youtube tho!

SHARING IT HERE!
Check It Out! :) This Girl Is Awesome!
she really like just make me wanna follow my dreams even more~!



I guess that's it :) Nothing else happened today..

mehh~ Signing off! cya!

Getsuyōbi

First day of the new semester today!

Had Design Method & Multimedia Content Development.
Huh... I thought it'd be something crazy hard..
Turns out, I WAS RIGHT. rofl
so, its like what..
Both subjects are more Theory-based than creation-based.
means there's a guideline and laws to follow to do the work to the standard needed.. damn~

Final would be on Interior Design for Design Method.
And 3D content for Multimedia Content Development.
The notes we took today are crazy!
Especially with the new management style
-_- have to do soo many things suddenly.
Stressing this sem? maybe..
But Plus side, I'll be on holiday from this classes until next month.
Lecturer goin on holiday. rofl XD

So.. well its nice seeing everyone again :D
as lame as weird and loud as they can be sometimes.
I can say i mish havin classes.. LOL
coming back to the hectic class is like... uhmmm the storm after the calm.
:) yesh. its the other way around.
what to do~~

Went out to have McD with me coursemates.
ahahax :) afternoon class was with the juniors.
My twin had straighten her hair too! -__- really like twin eh.. both straight hair.
LOL! that aside, Class was more boring in the afternoon.
I think maybe cos I was too tired d.
mehh~


All in all it was a good day.
I got my result for last sem too!


Fundamental Of Photography : B
Interactive Web Design : B+
Interactive Programming : B
Multimedia Design 2 : A-
Electronic Publishing : A-


Good enough? to me.. yes. :)
but my lecturer said she's unhappy with the result the exam unit came out with.
cos she thinks that deserved better results.
wooww :D awesome lecturer.


mmhmm~ Other than that..
nothing else much to update on, I'm just really tired...
Morning till Evening class then just now Guitar lesson. wooo~
I'm beat! gonna head of to bed early.

I always use this sign, but I'm not sure if the people i wave to, know what it means.

Its a sign for saying =
Goodbye/Its the end of the day/wish for a good day tomorrow

Jaa ne~~ (Cya)

Wakaranai!

"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before." - Edgar Allan Poe

Wow, its already the 8th!
ahahahax.
Classes start tomorrow D:
damn~~
So what have I been busying myself with?
Nothing really...
Ahh its already a new year and I havent done anything worthwhile!
boring life :(
uhmm yeah!

Oh about the pic above, its Edgar Allan Poe, the poet who wrote The Raven. He rocks XD
and there's gonna be a movie about him this year, called The Raven.
And the role of Edgar will be played by John Cusack :D Cant wait for this movie.

Movie's about an investigation on a series of murders. Of which the murders are all related to Edgar's poems. xD ahahahax where Edgar Allan Poe (John Cusack) teams up with a detective to catch the culprit.

Other than that..... hmm... I've searched n found movies i'd wanna watch this year..
I already have my list of movies to watch :)

New year resolution.. uhmm i dont actually have one..
cept my goal is to be/remain one of the best student in my college course~ rofl! xD
hmmm~ Finish Basic Guitar, then take up Japanese class maybe.
Probably I'll try to find a part-time job to do.
Get a nice haircut that will last me awhile (still dont know what to go with)
Oh oh! maybe make a new best friend :) or at least reconnect with a past best friend.

Then, help out in church? If i ever get over myself :S lol...I'm such a sinner.. aahh~
uhmm~ then after this year, if I finish college by then.

I think I might move over to KL to find work, while part-time learning Japanese (if i havent finish taking it yet) and then take those Jap-language paper.
And then see if there's any chance I can 1. further my studies in Jap or 2. work in Jap.
If neither works out I might aim for either Singapore or the States o_o but then I'm not sure how long i have to be working in KL before either of those choices can be open up to me :(
oh well! that's for another time.


so for this year. I'm just gonna leave everything as simple as it already is. :)

The Simple Life, The Best Choice :D


Aiight.... Other random stuff...

I really wanna go out, cos there's someone I have to meet before that person leaves D:
but there's just no time :( crap! Dilemma 1.

I have a Christmas gift I'm suppose to give someone on X-mas but couldnt meet up n the gift is still with me, still unsure how to pass it now. :( Dilemma 2.


AND YOU!!!
have a safe trip back to KL and jiayou in your studies. Although we only met once, we dont chat often or know each other well.. :\ mmhmm~ Support ue!~ lol!~ :) cheers.


mehh!~ I dont really know what I'm talking about now XD
mmhmm... class start tomorrow, wonder how it's gonna be like :(

Lately I've just been soo alone! but then at the same time,
me gettin' comfy in this lonely state xD

I'll face this world on my own n rule it with a grin on my face, ngehehehe!

N before I forget this,
My list of movies to watch =

The Hunger Games (Based off the novel)
Dark Knight Rises (Batman! :D)
The Avengers (Just cos everyone else is watching)
Ghost Rider 2 (A Hero who eats the soul of the villains, whats not to like?)
The Hobbit (Only cos' i liked the game and novel)
Abraham Lincoln : Vampire Hunter (Just for laughs, interesting concept.)
The Raven (John Cusack, n cos I like Edgar Allan Poe)
Battleship (Transformers Director xD)
Gone (Amanda Seyfried :D)
Dark Shadows (Tim Burton + Johnny Depp)
Snow White & the Huntsman (Kristen Stewart)
Prometheus (Aliens vs Predator Creator)
Step Up 4ever (Dance!)
Resident Evil: Retribution (Zombies o.o)
The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn – Part 2 (Cos part 1 wasn't enough)
Les Misérables (Broadway Musical remake + Taylor Swift + Amanda Seyfried)
47 Ronin (Samurai :D)

Oh yeah! Totally ready for the upcoming movies! :D

and in other news.. my sources tell me that;

Diablo III is gonna release this Feb. woowwww~
ahahax tho rumors say its gonna suck :( so i'll just wait n see...
Other than that, no other game news.. pfft...


Songs!

Oh oh! Fireflight newest album coming out this year! cant wait!
Dont know about any other singers/bands... hmmmmm

My current no.1 playlist = Christian Rock Band with Female Vocalist o_o
Icon For Hire , Flyleaf , Fireflight , Eowyn ..
yesh very rock, metal, punkish. lol but still they sooth my ever emotional heart.

playlist no.2 = Yui
All her songs really... ahahax xD happy songs with gentle guitar strumming = LOVE!

Anyway.. yeahh~
Nothing much to update on...

My life hasnt have any drastic turn of events in a while aswell.. :(

It feels like I'm getting empty or running out of something, but i dont know what :\


Oh well! New Year~~
I should just do what want to, and see what happens


No Doubts, No Hesitations, No Regrets

PEACE OUT!

Creativity

As I gaze through the sea of people, I saw her. Someone whom I once knew.
Who was once a part of me, but now just a facade of a familiar stranger that I no longer know.

Anyway, I had a well, not so interesting day. pfft. so nothing much to post.
Hmmm, slept, read, ate, bath, online, gaming, homework, and i think that's it.

Gawd! I cant wait for marketing class tomorrow! its the only thing saving me from boredom. I swear, if the boredom goes on, I'd go crazy or die from it. rofl!
CNY is just around the corner, I think I'm not celebrating this year. hehe
ANYWAY!~

!LIFE!

Tried looking for a private guitar teacher, but turns out that the few that I found arent that trustworthy. huh. so still looking. and I'm not planning on going into IMH (the music school, not the mental hospital). and i dont plan going there cos i dont think I'd learn well. Anyway! that aside, downloaded a bunch of songs. hmmm.
I dont know what to do really.

!FOOD!

Ohhh~ I forgot to mention I ate Katsudon TWICE within last week. Yummy! its awesome! Katsudon is the Japanese-proclaimed Victory Rice. lol. Its actually fried pork + Miso sauce + egg + rice. but it tastes gooddd~ really good. no wonder the Japanese eats it before exam, its a really awesome dish! XD

!RELIGION!

Ahem! NEXT! "Creativity & Who Kills It" Audio CD by Rev. Kevin Loo. Isnt half bad. :) rofl! but it isnt much for me. D: guess I gotta find some other way to be more creative. But that doesnt mean it didnt help me at all la~ It made me feel alot better about a few things too :)

!EPIC!

Anyway! I got myself a new crush!
ROFL! yes its another superstar~
Its "Annasophia Robb"
I watched her in the 2007 movie, "Bridge To Terabithia" just now. She's a great actress :) and "Bridge To Terabithia" is an awesome movie. & If you didnt watch that movie and think she looks familiar She was also in "Race To Witch Mountain" & "Charlie & The Chocolate Factory" and She'll be in the movie "Soul Surfer" coming out this April 2011, its based on a true story about a girl and her dream. So it shouldnt be that bad.

!SPORTS!

next~ CM PUNK the wwe superstar, became the new leader of Nexus. Although the group kinda sux, He did beat John Cena. Plus the new shirt looks cool o___o! ROFL! STRAIGHT EDGE~

!ENTERTAINMENT!

Been watching American Idol Season 10
lots of great singers! and of course lots of bad ones.. but the main thing that attracted me isnt the people participating but the Judges this year! Randy is of course still one of the Judge since he's one of the producer of American Idol. They also have Jennifer Lopez, as one of the judge~! and the person who took over Simon Cowell's seat is none other than, the Rockstar himself~ STEVEN TYLER! lead singer of Aerosmith. and he's one heck of an awesome Judge.

That aside, I guess there's nothing else new. tho I've fallen in love with Lifehouse, My new fav group of all time :'D If you havent notice, This post is all about Creativity~ :) thus the Creativity-ness of the post :B

So~~~ I gotta go sleep d. Bro coming back in later, and I have classes :) cant wait to see him! He brought gives! kekeke! ROFL! :)
peace out everyone!~

cool

wow~
Its Jan25th, there's only one week before the end of January 2011.
And i feel as tho i havent accomplished anything..
Still, Life goes on.
Been feeling rather lifeless lately. I dont know what i'm doing
oh,
Watched American Idol Season 10 Episode 1 & 2 Earlier.
Losta great talents. goodie! cant wait for Hollywood week.
anyway.
Sunday night, had a blast with my friends.
Steamboat at D11. :B *nom nom nom*
hahax, had our laughs and jokes. talks and well food. xD
Nothing much really. But it felt good to gather with friends.

Anyway, I guess i havent been doing much lately.
feeling really really lonely some nights. and days..
Finished House Of Night Book 2: Betrayed..
Getting book 3 and 4 soon. :)
thats kinda the only thing besides music thats keeping me intact from getting all emo.
I would find my friends. but most of them be busy and i dont know with what.
I dont know anything.
I really wanna just take up as many things i possibly can to fill this emptiness.
I have my wishes, I have my dreams and visions, I have my plans.
but the future itself still can turn many way.
and what about now? I have not plan anything for each day of my life.
I do this, i do that, but i still feel lost.
Is there anyone that's looking for me?
anyone out there to find me?

Been feeling kinda lightheaded too lately.
And everyday seems soo familiar to me, and yet its not.
I dont know whats going on with me,
I dont know what i feel, or what i dont feel.
I basically just lost myself.
I still do this and that, but I dont feel anything. I dont feel anything at all.
CNY coming up, and i can honestly say i'm not in the mood for it.
havent even bought my clothes or anything yet.
lol, my mum isnt into it this year either. :) so maybe not celebrating this year :X
But I know one thing's clear.
I. WANT. TO. FIND. MY. OWN. SHIAWASE.
That means Happiness... :'| heh. I dont know when was the time when i actually, felt happy.
But i miss it. i want it. i need it. my life is dulling up, and i dont know anything anymore
I need the adrenaline, the sparks, the extraordinary events, i dont care if it hurts.
i wanna feel alive. I wanna feel... something.. anything.
I feel Joy, I feel pain, but its all too familiar to me.
I need something more, something different. I know God can provide it for me.
I pray, I worked, I tried, but I still feel the same.
I'm just waiting now for something to happen.
My days seems meaningless despite how much I do.
I dont feel all that important or useful either.
Even though I know I have a better life than some,
or even that I personality wise is better than some,
But ultimately, I dont feel all that great.
And i wish i knew why...

Can You just tell me why?

Interesting

Woah, Got interviewed today..
and i thought it'd be easy lame interview with few simple questions.
but they were in-dept. So had to express myself... alot.. O_O
but it made me realized yet again, how much Church had actually helped me in the past.
hmph...
I use to be a person who had no reason to live.
and now i do. lol.. I feel bad cos, the interview n this morning preaching.
reminded me of recent events.
But they've already happened and that cant be changed.
But things happen for a reason.
The line has been drawn, the gap have been teared open.
Now as we stand on opposite side.
The only thing I can do is...
Praise God. XD
cos cos I'm me, this is well me. I'm perfectly and wonderfully made; in my own unique way.
As is everyone else over the gap.
All that I have to do is bring the people on this side to church.
And the other side to find their way.
And maybe someday we'll all learn to accept one another.
Till then~
I'ma living my life :)
I know my future, I know my dreams. God even gave me a vision.
And Before this year is out, I'ma have another breakthrough year! woots!
actually yesterday night,
at church talked about Goal setting..
and pastor said; most people would already forget what they ask for to happen last year.
And not know that what they wanted to achieve actually did happen...

I recalled...
Ironically, My Goal last year was to have a long-lasting relationship.. and i did.
the longest relationship ever. the best even though the ending isnt that great.
But I did get what I asked for.... although It didnt end like I wanted it to.
Guess that we cant always get what we want..
But I can however get what I ask for..
And if I DO have the desire for it, it will happen.
Gasp! XD
I wanna learn guitar this year.
and thats my main goal for the year. :)
I might spend time at the gym to improve my stamina and stuff.
Then take part in this year's talentime.
& trust me when I say, I aint backing out this time.
I have a new fuel to fuel me for going into talentime +__+!!
hmmm...
I guess thats the basic plan. :D
everything else will come on slowly.
Hehe! The Truth Will Set You Free~~~ bible teachings :)
say what you want, believe what you will.
What ever happens happens. Life is full of mysteries
and its these mysteries, that allow us to be shaped into who we are.
and who we are to become. But also the choices that we make that allow us to find the right path to walk on.
I . have chosen my path.

Learned Lesson?

Lack of communication and trust undermine teams

and also;

Dont love too deeply.

also!

What isnt yours can never be yours, if it is, it will be.

so! Pain? yes. alot.
But experience? Worth it.
And the interview actually cheered me up :')

Wow!

Wwwwooooooooooooowwwwwwwwww~
Lol! lots of stories going around, woah~

:O Did i mention that Someone's GanGe, out of all this event,
suddenly contact me as if I'm his friend. SHIOK!
Anyway, hope he has a safe trip to Aussie. and hope he doesnt worry himself to death.
:X

That aside!
My life is going well.. normal. hmph!


!!BORING!!


BAM!
ah well~ nothing new really.
Checked out a whole bunch of Alternative rock bands (that are like Dashboard Confessional)
Disappointed! no nice bands.
pfft!
ah well! guess I'll wait for Simple Plan's newest album. and Blink182 album :O
and then this year Hillsong's Album Aftermath coming out. wooots! cant wait for that~
So anyway!
1 week since the event, and nothing new happened. fixed and mended and enclosed alot of friendships.
comforting the broken. and thats pretty much it..
I use to wonder why I care about others when they're hurt.
considering when I'm hurt not really anyone is there for me. :O
But I realized I did the same. so fixing lots of friendships.
Gomenasai~ *bow bow* I will be a better friend :)
I wanna take up Guitar soon :D kekeke! cant wait!
hmmmm,
and i think I'd be dancing more, cos it reallyyyyyy expresses my mood and it never hurts to try new moves... OKAY! so some moves hurt, but :) its fun.
So yeahh~
my new year resolution becoming more clear :O

Good Grades
Learn Guitar (wonder If i can find anyone to join me)
Dance (should I find a teacher :S)
Care for Others ( I LOVE YOU PEOPLE! :D)
Devote more time to God ( Needless To Say )
&
Just enjoy life to the fullest (All You People BEWARE! bwahahaha!)

no more hold backs or puppet strings. I'm Moving On. :)

Oh! and starting next semester I'ma change my whole clothing attire from t-shirt and jeans. to shirt and jeans :O I never liked shirts much... Collars! blueks... but I started liking them :)
hehe! (Thanks to Mariana's Trench's Lead Singer)

OH OH OH! Planning to get a tattoo! MAYBE!
On my right arm... A Tree! with the word "我" in the center. :)
My sister (not related sister, but really close! I mean share all the same likings and interest. If you exclude the she's living million miles away thing) anyway! she said that, It should look cool.. its like I'm branching out~ lol! I like her interpretation.. cos mine was like I wanna be as unmovable and strong as a tree. I would put "solid rock" but, rocks arent soo creative. LOL!
but still, it's just a plan.. cos I have no idea how much a tattoo would cost!

Oh! I'm now reading "House Of Night book 2: Betrayed" and its actually not bad..
Normally, series sometimes their 2nd book not as nice.. but this one keeps to its originality and cool story line. so me likey! :D

Movies! cant wait for Red Riding Hood!
and Pirates Of The Caribbean. and of course~ Breaking Dawn~ :)
oh I even feel like watching Green Lantern :O LOL!
Still have no freaking idea who to go with tho. Most probably drag random people I know. kekeke!

I started Bible Reading. ZOMG!
I'll admit I dont read the Bible much. :) but I'm starting.
LOL! by following those monthly bible reading paper thingy.
i dunno when I started, but I really like Reading nowadays :D hehe.
better than wasting my time playing online games.

Still~~ My life could me awhole lot more interesting. :\
Now it's just boring :O ah well! guess I just have to endure the boredom and wait!
kekeke~ college starting next week! woots! :D
CANT WAIT! YAY!
This year. 2011. I'm going to improve my life :)

So

So! today.
yeahh, Nothing really interesting.
hmm i found out I can talk to a certain person,
without going all emo and have a not so bad conversation with him.
I think he prefers me this way too. lol.
I guess I changed alot in just a couple of days..

.Happiness.

I am happy, I am sad, but i am happy :)
The happiness cannot compare with the happiness I had before.
and there is sadness when I that I've never felt before.
An emptiness now filled by the holy spirit.
So my spirit is joyous. and I have found my peace.
Although my heart still bleeds.
Things happen for a reason
And so, yeah. heh~ :)
I'm still not sure about my future.
no visions nor signs or anything yet.
So I hope everything I'm doing now is right for once.
cos It doesnt seem wrong at all.

LIFE IS JUST

FILLED WITH MYSTERIES

Sometimes I feel selfish for wanting more than what I got.
Cos Christ did sacrificed on the Cross for me.
But still the world is hard and cruel place. I'm sure He understands too.
cos I remember there was part in the Bible that says

If you suffer for doing good, you will be blessed. But if you suffer for doing bad, you dont deserve any reward.

So I suffered from doing bad. but from there I started doing good and still suffering.
So i think if continue on, I will be blessed :) yes? or no? o__o
hmm! tis a mystery! rofl!