So

So! today.
yeahh, Nothing really interesting.
hmm i found out I can talk to a certain person,
without going all emo and have a not so bad conversation with him.
I think he prefers me this way too. lol.
I guess I changed alot in just a couple of days..

.Happiness.

I am happy, I am sad, but i am happy :)
The happiness cannot compare with the happiness I had before.
and there is sadness when I that I've never felt before.
An emptiness now filled by the holy spirit.
So my spirit is joyous. and I have found my peace.
Although my heart still bleeds.
Things happen for a reason
And so, yeah. heh~ :)
I'm still not sure about my future.
no visions nor signs or anything yet.
So I hope everything I'm doing now is right for once.
cos It doesnt seem wrong at all.

LIFE IS JUST

FILLED WITH MYSTERIES

Sometimes I feel selfish for wanting more than what I got.
Cos Christ did sacrificed on the Cross for me.
But still the world is hard and cruel place. I'm sure He understands too.
cos I remember there was part in the Bible that says

If you suffer for doing good, you will be blessed. But if you suffer for doing bad, you dont deserve any reward.

So I suffered from doing bad. but from there I started doing good and still suffering.
So i think if continue on, I will be blessed :) yes? or no? o__o
hmm! tis a mystery! rofl!