Side effects

Wow~ been having such a busy week~

bro going back to KL tomorrow, and I wont be seeing him again till his wedding ceremony end of year.

mmhmm~

had japanese food for dinner yesterday (26th July) 

went to Sanga Japanese Restaurant.

it was.. not bad, but not as good as Tarot Salmon (at Boutique Hotel)

but it was still good enough for a japanese restaurant.

mehh~ my bro asked me what was my plan for the future.

and after telling him a bunch of random options thats been going through my mind,

he said that since my dream was always to goto Japan, i should just go for it.

I guess at some point he's right,

I shouldnt be held back by a past I can no longer see or a future that no longer exist for me.

I should just move on. & just... go for what I want.. ne?

that's it rite? that's what I'm suppose to do?

yet why do I feel so uneasy..

I feel like there's still so much I have to do before I leave.

yet I dont know what, or why, or how..

too many broken relationships and friendships lying around here.

Should they be mended before I leave, or should I completely shut my hometown out of my life completely?

cos' as everyone knows, I never liked my life here.

never had, never will. Even though I've had good experiences, the ones that sprout out the most are the bad.

I've had good days out with close friends who I hold dear before,

yet all I remember of them now are how we grew apart but not the things that made us friends in the first place.

Have I fallen to such a depth of negativity that I can no longer see the good things in life?

or have I matured and understand how to accept reality as it is?

at any rate, last time my plan was to go to Japan once I have enough money to.

My brother however, helped me planned it out to a point where
I'd be able to move and live in Japan by 2015 with a stable life.

He was always better at detailed planning than my target and go with the flow style. LOL.

But yeah, with the way things is going, I should be able to meet the target by 2015.

Is this wise though?

I need a day out with some of my close friends soon i guess.. :\

Alyn coming back next month so thats a great big plus. 

Since she's always been a direct go for your dreams type person.

She'd probably say that the Japan by 2015 plan is solid good~

while others might say I should pray for God's guidance.

mehh.. for now I'll just try my best to hit the target I guess.
I'm feeling better after conveying my feelings here.

Anyway~

Today bought 2 new shirts. Dark Maroon and Dark brown.

for my bro's wedding dinner end of year. lol

Justin Timberlake styled shirts :|

ohh~ and 2 new pairs of awesome shoes :3 mmmm~

and now I'm halfway broke.. great.. :( 

but I guess its all good~

I might need those shirts in the future anyway.

aha..

Oh well~ 

21...

So.. my 21st birthday..

Growing up... growing older.. I come to realize who I am.
I've met people, good people, awesome people, amazing people, friends, brothers, sisters, disciples and masters. People who've given me hopes, and people who caused utter disappointments.
People who hurt and people who heal. People who leaves and people that stays.
On the hour when I was asleep on my birthday~

I cried, for I realized as far as my memory can go back, I've never had a birthday will a full family before.
And I know I never will, perhaps someday when I have my own family I would.
At the moment of my wake,

I found my resolve. I found myself. I realize that in Life, people simply don't get happy endings.
Life just isn't going to be easy and people will always disappoint.
I've completely and utterly given up on the people around me.

A day of celebration? sure.. a celebration of my enlightenment.
To Live is to adapt~ to grow~
I've given up on hope, I've given up on dreams.
All I have is a goal..
A goal to run~ to leave this place~~
To leave it all behind~ A goal I will achieve even if I was to be the death of me.
F*ck everything and everyone.
I don't need anything or anyone. I just need to push myself towards the ending I desire.
I'm tired of being neglected, tired of being disappointed.

Everyone get disappointed... just as everyone will disappoint others.
this is the way humans are~ pure disappointments~
We disappoint God, we disappoint people, animals, country, land, sea, air~
The whole Universe are disappointed by the way we humans have lived..
So I've decided to pay no more heed to such feelings anymore.

I'm tired of feeling anymore~~
And at some point I think maybe I don't even feel anything anymore..
My heart is beating, but it feels dead..
Probably a sign that I'm growing up eh?
Probably this is the reason why, many adults dont show their emotions..
Because they no longer have any..

I'm tired of everything..
This is the end.
"Good guys dont get happy endings."
So I have to make my own ending.. and on this journey I shall make the best of it.
No matter what comes my way, I'd overcome it my way.
This is my resolve. This is the start.

Happy 21st Birthday to me!
May all my past be forgotten and start of a new age begin~ 

Liar Liar

I love this song~ and it resembles all the things i wanna say.. aha

You go it all, go it all down
Down to a science
Breakin hearts is what you do for fun,
Little one

But see,
I wrote it all down, wrote it all down in a song
I'll break you're heart in just three minutes now
Look who won

Yeah, i'm moving on
But that's the way it goes
When you break my heart
Everybody knows
Don't pull that shit again,

For me now, but i'm building up
I can see that i've had enough of you
I'm finally through

And all I see in you
Is another mistake over my shoulder
Now I see who you are
All I saw in you
Was a girl just lookin for love
Now all I need is an apology,
Is that too much?

Everybody's talkin about how you're not the girl
That you say you are
With that deceiving little smile
And your black hole of denial
I'm not the least bit surprised
That your whole wide world
Is crashing down right before my eyes

And all I see in you
Is another mistake over my shoulder
Now I see who you are
All I saw in you
Was a girl just lookin for love
Now all I need is an apology,

And all I see in you
Is another mistake over my shoulder
Now I see who you are
All I saw in you
Was a girl just lookin for love
Now all I need is an apology,
Is that too much?!

SHIAWASE!

This week has been an "awesome" week~ 

lol hanged out with Callie almost the entire week. 

Doing the damn impossible to do proposal of our final assignment.

Actually, we've been doing it for like 2 weeks plus.. 

means constantly eating out D: my money!

and also.. random stuff like going to the cineplex and going kbox.

but all of that and the, McD Burgers, McFlurries, Pizza, Cheesebaked Rice, Nasi Lemak, Sushi, etc. etc. consumed within those 2 weeks were all entirely for stress relieve~~  

its like burning money D: but worth it. :X

Worse for Callie since she bought a new Domo tissue box. 

& paid for some of my meals, cos she's an awesome friend! 

& cos she was grateful for the help i provided~ aww :D

So anyway! Watched The Looper... not bad... 

psychic abilities and time-travel... 

is enough to make my brain think about the movie more than assignment. :D

6/10 cos.. it isnt that nice overall.. ahaha

and surprisingly my bestie actually likes an anime enough to watch with me. 

Since normally she doesnt watch animes.. hmm~ Tonari No Kaibutsu-kun
Though I'll admit, its the cutest romance anime this year :) 

Also tried the McD new Mcflurry! Milo Supreme Mcflurry~
mmmmm~ definitely worth the price.

Though, only if you're a coffee or milo fan only.

Oh and since i helped me out with most of her assignment, ii asked her to be my driver to run random errands. like, buying movie tickets and delivering stuff. ngehehehe! great friends like these are hard to find~ really. :)  

Although the first time through, passing up assignment, 

everyone in the class had their proposal rejected. 

and the second time through, 

everyone was overall emotional and over stressed.

Thursday, passed up my proposal and hope that the lect wont send it back to us again. We all hanged out at the art museum to see their design work / exhibition. Since end of next month / beginning of december, we'll be having ours as well.. D: 
joked around with friends and lecturer 
and then finally ended the stress of assignments. :) 

So the whole; up, down, left, right, driving round town, 

going to museum for art exhibition, etc. etc. was actually sorta fun.

And also i got to get Taylor Swift's RED album
which is hugeeee PLUS to my stressful mood at the time.
and I love every single song on the album! :D 

I also got to meet up with Pric throughout the entire chaos.. and even got myself into helping her in her assignment -__- in exchange for free meal, and going to a horror movie with me, yesterday (friday).

....

Friday~ went out with Ric, Shey and Pric for a horror movie...
SILENT HILL: REVELATION *squeals!*

Ahaha before that~~ 

pric was the one that picked me up at around 4:30..

loads of cars and rain and traffic jam~
and my mum forced me to use an umbrella :| 

We went walking around spring, scouting for a place to dine in~ 

ended up at the food court too.. western food again..

....

Anyway! after watching Pric torture her food to be edible by her, 

We walked around and then went up to MBO to meet Ric & Shey 

hmmm~~ so so~ Its no secret that I'm a fan of silent hill.
tho the game still scares me o.O

The movie not soo much.. ahaha! but damn, i love the storyline. 

And of course, Pyramid head 
& now my new love, Mannequin Monster! :D

yay~ pric said the spider reminded her of my drawings o.O 

Ric agreed too that it looked like my artwork too ~__~ 

I should keep in mind to go apply for a job at Konami.

Maybe I'll be able to start my own horror story series.:') that'd be awesome!....

SERIOUSLY AWESOME MANNEQUIN MONSTER
....

The fact that the person sitting on my left~ 

kept turning her head and forcing it onto the chair~

and the person on my right is covering his eyes with his shirt~

makes me feel like there were only 2 people actually watching the movie..

hmmm ahahaha! but its still fun :B

Overall, it was a great day yesterday~

after the movie, pric had her own plan for the night,
So for convenience, I hanged out with shey n ric instead.

So walked around spring,

then headed to McD for ice-cream...
but the machine was broken!  SAD!

....
Overall it was fun :) although,
hearing something I'd rather not know is sorta depressing~

But I'm glad I know now.
(referring to the bat-shit-crazy bitch my last post was about)

....

And with that I was completely prepared for my exam this morning.

Yes I only had 4hours of study,
but its enough for me to know I'll pass..

I'm like..
A Sim! having a good mood effects my studies/job performance!

ahahah! thats pretty much it, another exam for tomorrow.

Hopefully i'll pass. then I'd only have my final to be worried about :)

....

Yay! I'm graduating soon! 

Not sure if I want to.. but... yeah... :B

Yeah This Is Living But Without The Will.

Anyway first off, I got ric's Hard-disk,
got a bunch of new games to play n movies to watch...
If I have the time.. since I'm having my final project this semester.. sighh


Thursday was the first class of the final project.
Felt soo stress hearing about it..
need to use soo many programs,
soo many codes, soo much work.. ARGH!
and I still have no idea what to make yet!
Completely blank ...!




Yesterday was a public holiday..
i spent it doing research and playing a horror game.
yeahh.. playing a horror game on Chinese Ghost Independence Day Festival. HAH!
Then I got a headache n went to sleep.. Ahaha


& Today.. SATURDAY was my first Bahasa Kebangsaan class.. ARGH!
Surprisingly everyone in the class had the same level of Bahasa Malaysia as me! :D

BM Level: 0 ..

Which is good.. since its like.. oh good everyones a noobie not just me. :D
tho, i could tell that the lecturer was more stress. ahahaha
Our first work was to write an 350 word essay on..
"Tentang Diri Saya" (about myself)
boring, annoying, and everyone wrote it like.. a primary school student.
Yay~ No idea how i'm gonna pass this subject in the future exam. zz



In the afternoon..
It was quite interesting actually.


u know that awkward moment when uhmm..
You havent seen a person in a long time and they're studying to be a future teacher, then meet up watching an adult comedy (The Watch)


uhh yeahhhh.. AHAHAHA..

Long story short =
I had a date with the devil who surprisingly turned human over a year+


We didn't do much.. but it was nice really.. in a way.. i guess. :X

.
..
...
..
.

AHAHAHA! its like...

"We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time" - The Script


and.. I guess its good.. since I havent been out in a while..
( was stuck in a cave for one whole semester..!!! )

and it did get my mind off some things.. so.. THANKS :)


Hopefully we'd have the chance to go out again before I disappear... hmm..

Oh & This song is for you :D
tho.. i'm not sure if u'd changed ur taste in music d or wat.. :|


Lost in Paradise - Evanescence





I've been believing in something so distant
As if I was human
And I've been denying this feeling of hopelessness
In me, in me

All the promises I made
Just to let you down
You believed in me, but I'm broken

I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting

We've been falling for all this time
And now I'm lost in paradise

As much as I'd like the past not to exist
It still does
And as much as I'd like to feel like I belong here
I'm just as scared as you

I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting

We've been falling for all this time
And now I'm lost in paradise

Run away, run away
One day we won't feel this pain anymore

Take it all away
Shadows of you
Cause they won't let me go

Until I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting

We've been falling for all this time
And now I'm lost in paradise

Alone, and lost in paradise




P.S/
The tomato mee shop u said last time we ate at, is around Jalan Kapor area. But i cant remember the shop name. LOL XD

What happened to you??

I died when every one decided to leave .

Memories

I've got a competition in an hour's time.. :\
Not sure if me and my team can win it or not tho.. sigh~
anyway just blogging before I leave.

I was pretty much reminiscing about the past last night.
And how some things I didn't take advantage of until it was too late.
You know the feeling where an opportunity comes and you didn't take it and finally you regret it?
yeah.. that's the feeling I get, along with wondering what could have come of it if I did or would it had change anything at all..
Or rather why didn't I take the chance. The most common and logical explanation would be because I was still young and didn't know what to do at the time.
ahahaha... not that age really matters in anything :S



I wish I could tell you these feelings of mine,
But time has already drifted us very far apart.
And I'm sure no good will come out of the words I wish to say.

What ever the case, the past cannot be change.
Which is why these memories are ones I wish to have forgotten.
I guess that's one of the reasons why I want to leave here more and more badly.
The more I stay, the more memories I create, the more painful it is to stay.
I wanna leave, forget everything, start a new..

This life, as nice and peaceful as it maybe..
Isn't what I want for myself..
I want something more.. I need something more..



"I cant change history, but history is what's changin' me"

So.. leaving for Japan in the coming years is what I've plan to do..
ahahahax..

Valentine Mood

There's just something about you.. It's hard to explain..
Feel like I'm a little see-through.. I hope you feel the same.. :(


Well well~ Here I am again!
ahahax uhmm!

soo~I went out with one me best friend, ADELINE yesterday!
uhmm~ she forgot my house.. again :\
no surprise there, we went gift scouting the whole day.. Uhmm went from shop to shop, area to area, plazas to plazas..

Until finally stopped at a small gift shop near her house -_- where I 'found' the perfect gift.

Thanks for the help Adel~ :D

OH! SHE GAVE ME 2 BARS OF CADBURY PICNICS!
She bought them from her trip to Johor~ (since kuching no longer sell them)
My Beloved Chocolate Bars! Ahhh! yummy :)

and that's pretty much it xD


So like uhmm~ hmm!
I guess its official that I would be bored at home doing nothing tis Valentine's Day :(
sad..
But then why is this post entitled, Valentine Mood? well gee~
do you need to be in a relationship to celebrate a day that was distinctly made and called;
"Universal Love Day"? definitely not. :)
So either way. I'mma posting some cute songs at the end of the post, so yeah! read on!

Before that, lets talk abot Today!
uhmm well... I didn't do anything. Jing stopped by,
so we played some Mortal Kombat, Marvel, WWE, while chatting on random stuff...
Boredom really. Evening went for Guitar with feng, goodie! Nearing the end of grade 1 :D
mmhmm! nothing much else really.
Boring day!

oh well~~~
I downloaded and watched..



Pirates Of The Caribbean 4: On Stranger's Tide
(sorry for being a little outdated!)



So I really wanted to watch this movie last year. But I didn't had the chance. SAD!
so I finally finished downloading it and watched it... and to be perfectly honest.
I dont see how people can complain that it isnt as good as the original.. I guess maybe I just like the story..
oh hell, I'ma sucker for Pirates, vampires and cute stuff..
One thing that caught my attention most was.. the mermaids

they were cool, and when they're fierce they look like vampires,
only with fish tails. lol xD

Altho "Astrid Berges Frisbey" played the main mermaid character in the whole movie.

I prefered "Gemma Ward" (Supermodel) as a mermaid overall..
o_o kinda reminded me abit of Amanda Seyfriend even.
I think I'm getting starting to like blondes :\ lol!

At any rate, the Pirates4 storyline is not bad. Fountain of youth. good.
A more realistic storyline than the last few movies. Black Beard! great.

The ships, awesome. Spanish, English, Zombies, Mermaids, Pirates, Fountain Of Youth.

I dont see anything bad with that mix. ahahax :)
so I give it a

6.8/10

A little lower than it's prequels, cos it didn't had as much action.
but the overall story is still great. and of course Johnny Depp makes it all worth watching xD





And in other news... Uhmm well, Kpop Billboard (Youtube) top 50 out today!
So i'mma post some Kpop songs then some english songs :)

First up, Check out Hit U by Dal Shabet


I swear this song, is promoting violence soo badly!
ahahax so the music video is about girls who are abused by their lovers.
and when they couldnt take anymore, em' girls fought back :)
uhmmm.. yeah.... :\



NEXT!
Hoi Hoi Hoi by Rainbow Pixie


Well.. this is just too cute for me not to share out :) me gusta!
ahahahax XD




~AND THAT'S IT FOR KPOP~
Next up, are English songs :)


First up we got a slow and positive song.
Life Is Beautiful by The Icarus Account



If i'm not mistaken they're a Christian Rock Band.
Similar to Lifehouse :) and to be honest, I love this super duper nice song

~Cause every smile shown and Every laughing moment. Confirms that life is beautiful~


Next song is
Green Eyes by Joe Brooks
This is a very interesting song. and it's super duper catchy.



It'll be wrong of me to outlook this song..tho the only other song I heard from Joe Brooks was
Superman. Which I didn't like that much.. This however. is a whole lot better. :D

~Just say good bye step off your throne. Oh no, it's all because of you~
~I fall because of you. And finally, I'm free because you showed me how~
~To love lo-love who you truly are, Not la da not who you want to be~


NEXT!
I Blame You By Plug In Stereo

It's Plug in Stereo, so there isn't much for me to say except.
Its a good song my 2nd fav song by him. I LOVE THE 2nd Verse. LOL!

~I called my best girl by your name today, 'cos you're the only one that's on my mind~
~Now she's my ex-girl. She took a swing at me, now you know how I got this black eye~
~And I blame you, you, you~



FINALLY~
We have 3 Poema Songs, for the Valentine's Day mood :)
They aren't new songs.. 2 of them are old song.
while the Valentine's day song was their own unreleased song. which I find is really good.


Boys And Bugs


Well, I'm pretty sure loads of single girls have these feelings at times.
So this is a song based on the feelings of waiting for that perfect guy.. A cheery song for the sad.



Feel The Same


Everytime I see your face, my heart leaps and I melt inside.
Everytime you talk to me, I have a hard time seeing pass those eyes.
And all I want is for you to say; "Darling' I feel the same way as you.

This is a IHaveACrushOnYou type song... and probably gonna be my main song for this month :)



Perfectly Absolutely


There is someone on this Valentine's. That's been running circles round my mind.
They say he's too old for me, Oh, but I don't agree. I think he suits me so perfectly absolutely.

this is their original song (it plays at 0:54 in the video),
this song was never released to the public. But I love it..
I love it.. ahahax this song would be the songs for alot of singles out there too :)

Birthday :)

So~~ my birthday was yesterday.. teeheehee..
Got ALMOST 100 wishes on facebook and handphone. I should know, i replied them all. +_+ too eng eh? xD
ahahax. :) but starting on 5th June.

I'd like to firstly thank Adel for dragging me out oh-so-suddenly.
ahahax, her driving rawks! dunno why erica always complains about it xP
ahem! neway, wanted to watch Pirates of the Caribbeans but... it was full.
This would be the 2nd time i went there wanting to watch that, but couldnt. :O
ended up eating and talking at the food court. :) joked around.
and awwww, she chia me ice-cream. ahahax xD
Seriously thats more than enough d. *Sugar-high* LOL! xD
So yeah! thankius lots for that. No wonder I call ue a bestfriend rite?! xD ahahax *Love!*
Oh Yeah! also 3 days before my bday hanjing already wish me happy birthday. damn Kiasu one. XD then on 5th june was... Stella said happy birthday, and self-proclaimed her kiasu-ness. then her boyfriend wished me happy birthday in the afternoon. More kiasu-ness.
SEGi Art Faculty = Si Beh Kiasu lor~ ahahax cute tho. Cute dao~~~

ahahax. thennn... Callie wished me happy birthday, cos i was havin post-bday-blues. LOL!
Sweet hor? ahem! ahahax she sent me an actual bday greetin on the actual day too :)

then unexpectedly... at 11pm Pric wished me an early happy birthday..
I was well surprised. so thanks. I really dunno what to say really. :| uhh yeahh....

~.~
Uhmmm~ hmmm..

Oh yeah first few to wish me happy birthday was Eric's Sis, Amelia :D and Ah-Chan. LOL!
2 of the people i didnt expect to wish me first. then came flooding in a few random ones.
from church people, school people etc. :)

ZR and Dor were the unique one. cos they tagged my name as status to wished me. pahaha; sweet wei!~and actually very kiasu too! aiyo~

ahahax, Lingsan and Adel also wished me on fb with sweet words.

Bf's one was unfair! :( I'm disappointed yo. boo you! LOL! :P
jk ahahax thanks for the chat wish bf :) love ya!

and thenn.. Ohh the St.Marians wished me too. ahahax I didnt think they'd either. If anything they have the most comments in their wish comment box ROFL!

Uhmmm~ my cell group only wished me on the actual day after waking up xD
Yating jie wished me before I went to college :) with sms.

Then Catherine wished me when i was in class and ask if i was going CG and stuff. LOL!
she was half-dead herself with no sleep and all that. huh.. busy with church stuff i guess

Mabel left me an fb bday wish too! ahahax xD sweet sis! :P xoxo

Then Roland was the coolest one lor, sent me sms; "Today your bday rite?" wait me to reply yes, then he wished me happy bday xD LOL! cute bro -_-!

Erica wished me when i was in class too :) ahahax thankius.

Destiny! she wished me later in the evening. Tho her wishing me is more than enough d. Thanks sis. Gambateh in your dance, sorry i cant watch :|

Alyn too, thanks! wish u didnt have to leave soo soon tho :S

Nish wanted to get me McD for my bday woowww, ahahas paiseh tho, so told her no :X

Sweet sister JiaJing ahahax sent me a sweet wish on facebook too :) all the from Sabah ah! ahahax *Love Love Love*.

A few wishes from Solomon B, and other CG from church. :)

Multimedia dudes gave me a PS3 link as my bday gift on Facebook.
LOL! i nicknamed their group the Gay Brigade. whoops :B jk ya? thanks y'all! xD
ahahx.. :)

But still there's no place like home!

ahahax My mum bought me Blueberry Cheesecake & A DragonFruit for my bday.
Enough liao. wowww~ perfect! LOL!

uhhmmm~ then today! Jing came back from his trip and he gave me.

A Hidan Akatsuki Blade Keychain Wooowwww~
Nothing says "You're Awesome!" better than a DeathGod Scythe Keychain.
LOL! Gay hor?! ROFL!
Anyway!
We planned today got watch X-men.
But wanted to goto the Gundam shop first. :O
Cos Jing bought a Gundam Destiny from his trip to KL o.O 200++
ahahax check the kuching price and all that lor.
anyway! feng suddenly said he wanted to get me gift,
pick anything i wan. LOL! but i only want the Zaku II F2000 ahahax
:) So no, too expensive xP but he said he help me pay abit when i wanna buy it lor :)
ahahax thats soo sweet~ sweet dao~~~~~~ also Gay ah! :P
ahahax! jk :) Brothers xD wheee
I think all of us kena Feng infected d. ==! all want to have at least one gundam. LOL!
Anyway! went on to MBO!
FAIL! 3rd time this has Happened wei! first time ended up watch Karal ==, 2nd time ended up with Icecream. and today like this?!
Hall closed?!
Due to... uhh~ Safety procedure. wth?
chia dato'/datuk then say la! Safety procedure. pui! LOL!
actually i dunno la. :) but really the whole hall closed off. God knows what happened. :S
O_O! someone heartattack when watching Xmen? :O
who knows... so no movie.
Ended up at Jing's place. talked and stuff. then ric n feng came here lepak awhile.
Talked, Guitar, Computer, Anime, Cake, Leave.
ahahax. mehh not bad la...

This morning class, not bad too.
A total of 11 new students joined Multimedia this semester. woowwww~
ahahax tho i dunno any of them.
Tho a few were from Sungai Maong before. I've seen them before.
hmmm. so yeah! :) overall it was okay..
Tho Kenny's lecture was uber boring.
Pas.Kel sent me a belated bday wish then too. he apologized for the delay as he was busy wit a funeral yesterday :) of course nvm la..
oh yeah, Got my results too.
Marketing A- , Digital Audo & Video A- , Flash Animation A, and the disppointment! KENNY's class :X 2D & 3D design B. :( the only one with no distinction. sigh! i hate ue! LOL!
but then I have 4 classes with him tis sem :(

But there's a few people that didnt wish me a bday wish till now. ahahax.. Disappointed wei!
.. but then, a bday isnt that important i guess. :) ahahax she's busy having fun and being busy too xD ahahax. Still love ya, u know who u r ;)

Isit Better Left Unsaid?

Oh Happily Ever After, Would You Know, Would You Know? Oh Skip To The Ending, Who'd Like To Know? I'd Like To Know! Oh~ Author Of The Moment, Can You Tell Me; Do I End Up.. Do I End Up Happy?





My week has been fun, pfft..
lets see... What have I been doing?

Oh yeah! I finished my all my 2D 3D work.
Now left one exercise and the Final Assignment For it.
Ahahax...




The 2D 3D Final..
X___X have to make a model... gahhh! can use any material we want.
But still... its gonna be very very time consuming.
and I still havent come up with sketches or Ideas yet! BAHH!
Sigh!
Flash Animation left the last assignment
need to design a 1min animation for 3themes (Beach, Jungle, City)
another time consuming assignment.

Ohh! Marketing Quiz, I got 20/20. ahahax
OWNED! :X
and the sad part is. I only had one point in the entire question :'D
1 point with lotsa elaborations :B
so yay? but then it's just a Quiz
There's still the final examination.
SIGH!

Audio/Video
ahahahx... yeahhh Makeup was a fail.. Tho it looked interesting,
Still cant find a suitable mask for the shooting :\
It'll be on 16 - 17th april. thus not going to church.
sigh! Group assignment.
Hope it wont end up bad :\
or end up being a comedy instead of a thriller/horror
ROFL! I still have no idea how to do the stupid Individual assignment!
double sigh!
Have to make a music video. I still dont know what music to use & no one wanna act! dang!


That's pretty much it for my college life..
Ohhh!!
I love my friends.

LOL! altho they forgot about me for like awhile T.T
neh, Normally Thursday I'd hang out with them and go eat lunch out with them
But they forgot me got class. And they bought their food alrdy in the morning.
WTF! rofl!
but then they still chia me eat :B share share.
So I actually had a free lunch instead. o____o!
wow! THANKIUS! :B


Also I saw Vivien and Lydia at SEGi on thursday. huh?
what were they doing there?
I have no idea! oh well! :X
Sis is gonna be in SEGi by next week. :D yay?
I dont know what to say to that really :S
Been chattin with Alyn the last few ermm mornings? 1-2am
rofl cos she's like the only person left online during those time.
Ohh! she'll be goin KL to study Interactive Multimedia too.
:B goodie. Cant wait to see her designs and work :B
BF! when we gonna hang out D: ROFL!
& Nic! I miss ya T.T




ENTERTAINMENT

So I havent been watching much drama lately.
been too caught up with my life,
Still that doesnt stop me from listening to new songs :B

So First off we have. again. He Is We
I dont know why, but i'm getting more and more addicted to this couple.
Rofl! I love their songs, and i dont know why. So yeahh!
He Is We. :) CUTE MV btw! :D

Happily Ever After MV




next up would be 4Minute.
And Their Latest Single. Heart To Heart :)
It's very catchy and addictive ahahas
And the MV is cute. tho..
Even if you dont normally like korean songs, the MV isnt bad :)

Heart To Heart MV + English Sub
Lets Have A Heart To Heart To Heart (Talk)





Simple Plan, Also had their single out on 31st march.
ROFL they announce that they'll release their new single in march. ended up coming out on the last day o__O!
Hmm anyway! its called Cant Keep My Hands Off You.
Still Lovin SP after all these years ehehe. xD

Cant Keep My Hands Off You.




Sum41 has also just released their newest album
"Screaming Bloody Murder" a couple weeks ago. :)
Lovin the song Crash

Crash
I Dont Wanna Die, I Dont Know Why. This Kind Of Fate Was Meant For Me.





The Foo Fighters Also Making Their Comeback Album.
Wasting Light. Comin Out Around April. :)
With Their Single; Wasting Light.

Arlandria
You Use To Say I Couldnt Save You Enough, So I've been Saving It Up, I Started Saving It Up. And When You Said, I Could Give You Enough, I Started Giving You Up, Started Giving You Up.






And that's pretty much it. :) Peace And Love Peeps. ahahas :)

and Now Some Random Writings by me :)

Better Left Unsaid; Aaron

You Got Me Fallin For You.
And I Dont Know What To Do,
I Dont Know What To Do.
And You, Have Left A Scar In My Heart.
A Love Stronger Than Art.
And Now I'm Left Here Thinkin Of You.
Without A Thought Of What I'm S'pose To Do.
Cos' This Heart's Taken Enough Pain And Shame.
So I'm Just Waiting For A Sign To Come.
Just Waiting For The..
Right Timing, Right Words,
Right Weather, Right Place
To Show You How Much You Mean.. To Me..
Yeah~~~ Woah~woah~oh~
I've Fallen Head Over Heels For You,
There's Nothing I Can Say; cept' I Love You.
But There's A Gap Between Us.
That's Too Far Apart.
And I Dont Know How To Get Through To You.
But I Swear My Heart Is True,
This Love Is True.
That I'd Be Everything That You'll Ever Need.
I'd Be The One, Your Only One.
I Know How You Feel,
I Know How You've Been,
I Know Of The Pain That You've Seen.
I Feel For You Now And I'm Right Here For You.
Forever And Always, I'll Be Waiting For You
Forever And Always, I'll Be Right Here With You
Yeah.. Its You..
Its You, I'm In Love With You.
But These Are Words Better Left Unsaid.

Happiest Day Of The Year, So Far~

And the seas that flow freely shall heal every pain, and wash away every tears. :)







Today~~ Was An Awesome Day~ :)
went to Hot Springs with CG today! ehehehe! Awesomeness! xD

Photo stolen from Mabel's FB :X

but before we get to that~~~~
I couldnt even wake up in the morning!
:X anyway I woke up at 7, got ready, had breakfast.
packed up and waited for the car to me up x)
texted with Roland the entire time, LOL!
uhh uhh anyway! reached Pastor's house at around 8.35
He wasnt in yet!
so Wei Feng kor, me n Anderson. went to a random kopitiam nearby to waste time x)
headed by to Pastor's house at about 9.
and 10mins later. Solomon C arrived along with Pastor.Kel in church van. :)
went into his house sit sit awhile.
And then Roland, Sheena. Mabel, Madeline & their 2 brothers Reached. lol! :)
then we split the cars and we were on our way to the Hot springs.
ehehe! long journey. LOL! i just put on my earphones through out the ride :B
tho my phone died when we reached the Hot Springs.
pfft! tats what happens when u massive text message + listen to songs in the morning.
We took pics at the entrance. Well, They took pic, my phone was dead and i didnt bring my cam.
Paid the entrance fee. and went on in, into the Hot springs.



so we changed, and went in there to have fun.
pfft! i was never and probably never will be a fan of water.
Too much sad memories involved. :\
anyway! we tried the hot springs,
but it was tooooo hot to actually stay inside. so we all just played in the normal water.
Either way, me n water not good, but it's fun to just joke and talk and walking around splashing water at people :X
After awhile.. okay, well not really awhile. after an hour~
we separate into our cell groups, and stood on the running waters, singing praise n worship. and praying for a short while.
spliting into smaller groups, to just talk :)
and yeah! its gooddd~ rofl. hmm.. after we did all that and had our group huddle thingy.
we went back up to change, talk and wasted some time goofing around :S
and then went back to the cars and went on our way back to Pastor's house.
Split the cars again, and we went back down to 7th mile bazaar to eat. :)
Solomon C had their lunch at After 7,
while we~ solomon A went for chicken rice :B yummy~ :) ahahaz~ so yeah! it was great to fellowship.
and we shud definitely do it more often! Blueks!

I Love My CG! :D

hmmmmm~ :) we went on our way home after eating. had small talks with groups mate. but there were only (for solomon A) me, maurice, anderson, guo jun, hui ting & lydia. I would name out the 3 Solomon C members that were in the van, but i dunno their names. oopps :\ ahahax~ came back home, fb, rested, 8pm gaming as usual, and then from 11 - 1 I played my guitar. and now my fingers has blisters. pfft!!! but still! AWESOME DAY! :) ehehehe~ love you people :D

Not Bad ;)

I had by far the best week of the year :)) hehehe ♥ ♥ ♥

Shall we just move on the Vintage! News of my life? ehehe~ xD

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~♥~FRIDAY~♥~

Friday: Digital Audio/Video Class

Had lots of fun. Shared ideas, Created plans, and finished our Script and Storyboard for our Ad, now all we need is to film it! Our luck when down hill when we found a nice place to film. Cos Miguel's Camcorder malfunctioned. we were all like completely "WTF?!" So filming delayed till next week, where we'd be using MY Canon XL1s. Hope for success ;) And since we didnt have a Camcorder to film at that moment, we went back to class. Telling Valerie (the lecturer) that we had Technical Problem. So we ended up Watching Mr.Bean On Vacation on someone's Laptop (yes i know, "WTF?! Mr.Bean" X_X!) till class ended and we went home. I also texted with Adeline (who was at Johor at that time) that day. Jealous! she gets to go on vacation on a school day D: ROFL!

♥~ All in All, Nothing Much Happened On Friday, Just Had Great Fun With Course mates ~♥

~♥~SATURDAY~♥~

~Morning~
First Off, I LOVE THIS PIC!
It represents my Saturday soo well! hehe!
SO! YEAHHH! woke up at 7 on Saturday.
Had my breakfast and milo. Waited for Feng to come, and we went on our way~ Where? To Mr.Sim's House. Yesh the Guitar Teacher. We Registered! xD And its awesome.. Oh, Learning Beginner, Classic Guitar. :) meaning learning to be a guitar player that actually knows how to play and knows what he's playing. Instead of those lame Folk/Rhythm Guitar players! So anyway due to not having any Music background. Me and feng had to start at the verrryyyy bottom. Oh! First off, Mr.Sim rocks, he's damn charismatic ;) and can really shred a guitar! Going for his class = Using his studio guitars. and damnnnn those guitars are fiiiiiinnnnnneee~~~ damn nice to play. His Guitars one costs around 500 - 700 of course. which is No wonder why its soo damn nice. He said if we plan to buy new guitar, can just contact him, and he'll intro :) he also can service broken guitars and shit. So thats really awesome ;)


Anyway For our First class, we learned alot of basics d ;D I know how to read notes liao! ehehhe! also! he said that Justin (Justin Sing from Graphic Designs in SEGi College) also took Guitar lessons at
the place, Since Primary school! which was a big shock to me and feng. LOL! who would've thought...So after a really really awesome first day, My fingers hurt but it felt f'ckin awesome! and yes its THAT AWESOME! anyway! my classes are now fixed for Saturday 10am ;) ehehe! Its great~~ Love it soo soo much!





~Afternoon~
After Classes went back to Green Road, and had (my fav) Nasi Lemak+Fried Chicken and of course~ Teh C Peng Special. at the green road kopitiam. LOL! Chatted with feng about loads of random stuff as alway~ then he sent me home afterwards ;)
Went gift shopping throughout the entire afternoon after that. ehehe~ went to loads of shops, only to find that suitable things are too expensive, and cute things arent that cute at all. LOL! But after hours of searching, I found the perfect gift.. Or rather.. God shook me and told me that, that's the right gift. So with my Spirit instinct I bought it down, and tadah! done with the gift, when to get wrapping paper too. x) Thought out the perfect present wrapping design too. ahahax, so yeah overall it was a good morning and good afternoon. Thank God for always being with me..




~The Night~
So anyway~ after gift hunting, went to eat at HongKong Noodle House, came back home, got ready and was on my way to church~ :)
hehe~ there's gonna be a party this tues! woooowww. That aside. Well nothing much happened at church to be honest. I love the new Worship song. Uhh, Mabel seems to be coming back to church every week (which is great!) LOL! she returned me the 2 books after service. Going to lend her book3 tis coming saturday. hmmm! wat else am I missing?! uhh uhh~ Ah well! nothing much happened for Youth then.. Came back home afterwards, wrapped the present, did some collegework. and went to sleep. :) Since I have a big day on sunday too! xD

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Well woke up at 7, had breakfast and went for morning service in church. Since I'd be busy in the afternoon ;) hehe! Communion service. and eee! God's presence was really working xD But Nothing much to talk about either. Cept' I havent stepped into the Sunday Morning service for quite some time d, cos i always go English service. And To be honest, I'm surprised. There were lots of people i never seen before that are in the morning service. hehe! which is great xD So that aside! After service, went to supermarket with mum awhile, cos she wanted to buy some groceries.

Afterwards I was on my way to Adeline's house :B
Twas her bday and she was holding a party. So yeah! Reached.
handed her her present. Said hi-s all around, Helped out with something lame. Ahem! Balloons o____o! LOL! Watched "Despicable Me" while doing the balloons.
More and more guests flood in. ROFL I only knew Erica and Adeline there tho. :\
Ah well~ While waiting for the food, everyone was just helping out. And having random chitter chatter. blueks~ After the food was done. Everyone gathered to pray before digging in. lol.. yeahh! that one was a wee bit awkward for me.
Being a protestant and all, and never actually stepped foot in Catholic churches means I just closed my eyes and bowed my head, while they said their prayer. Still! it was interesting. Hehe ^^" Anyway! when we started eating, we were watching "UP" I dont know why they keep putting on Pixar movies :O
ROFL! So yeah~ ate. watched. talked. blah blah blah.
After that movie, We had "How To Tame A Dragon" on :\ yeah! 3 movies.
(The party lasted from 1+ till 5ish for me. Which is reallyyy long)

Anyway! halfway through the movie, we paused it cos it was Desert time ;)
So they brought out the Bday cake, sang happy bday and cut the cake. Then before we started eating, 2nd Desert came out, Choc Pie, sang happy bday in mandarin and Malay. Then the 3rd cake came out. And some of people sang some weird version of happy bday ROFL! so yeah! Afterward went back to the movie, talked and ate the deserts. YUMMY~

After awhile, some people started to leave d~ We played a random game just to pass time afterwards tho~ lame! but nice la~ felt like Cell Group Fellowship. LOL!
So~ Overall had fun. Sang in Public too, which is like a totally uhh~ new experience for me? I mean i sing in Kbox yes, but that's with friends and actual music, and without a stupid clown hat on ~.~ ROFL it was punishment for the game. LOL! anyway! Ended at around 5ish, Adeline started to open her gives first, via request from her friends :) and she did. LOL!
Uhh! My present design FAIL! Cos the gift got stuck to the tape! :O
Thankfully, it didnt damage the gift. Rofl, Neways hope my Instinct was right. Hope she loves the gift. hmph~ took a pic with her and was on my way home~
hehe, nothing much happened after that. But overall it was a tiring day :)

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So anyway! Loads of things happening for me this year! hehe~ want to finish guitar lesson ASAP of course. wanna be able to shred like a rockstar before midyear xD Also! Next month going out with Alyn, and maybe Jason and Aishang too. LOL need to get my pendrive back from Alyn. Looking forward to that. I kinda miss her! And to be honest, there are loads of friends I miss hanging out with. Ying! you're on that list D: I miss hanging with u! Hang out when free eh! Rofl! sometimes I wonder if she still kept the necklace I gave her last time~ hmm~ So Anyway! Seriously, Hang out when free la~ rawr! we use to go out soo often de bo~ Now hardly ever see one another T.T sniff sniff~ ROFL! hahax~ :) Joking, just meet up when you can ya? I know u have loads of stuff to deal with too. huggies! take care bff!!! ;)

I'm seriously really really thankful to have all you people around me ;) you all rocks!
hehe! hope our friendships last forever neh ;D So anyway! I cant wait for next month xD loads of new movies coming out. Also! all my assignments would be starting by then xD loads of work, loads of fun, loads of experiences to be well.. Experienced. ehehe.. But now.. I need a freakin new guitar!


Thats pretty much it :) ehehe! Oh yeah, one of my American Idol season 10 Fav.
"Emma Henry"
didnt make it through Hollywood week D: sad la! Well actually to be honest, I just like her for her hairstyle LOL! :) Awesome! and somehow reminds me of bf :O maybe its cos of the hairstyle, hmm!

Bluek! cant wait for this week's episode tho, they be singing songs by The Beetles. Goodie. :) nothing else to say really

Heard an interesting song when buying the gift on saturday tho. Falling in love with the song. Hehe! its; "Give me your eyes" by "Brandon Heath". Its really nice.
So neway. thats all I have for this week.

so PEACE~~ out~ ;)