I'm what I've overcome

So its already the Thursday, my semester ends tomorrow (Friday). Yessss~
Cant wait for holidays..

Uhmm so I went for the tuition teaching on tues.
LOL only had 2 students mmhmm..
Its fun in its own sense. but its a little weird.
Knowing that the students are well, about 3 - 7 years younger than me only :\
But anyway its a good experience..
Tho, seeing the level of english of secondary students nowadays.
Its kinda.... uhmm unnatural.
Its like I completely don't understand what teachers are teaching their students in school nowadays.
Its fun in its own way. Abit stressful when seeing their standard.
I mean seriously, how can you improve a person's language...
It improves from daily activities, the more u do it, the more you understand it.
So i just gave them a short essay and some objective questions to do on the first day.
Communication ain't bad, i mean at least they ask whatever they don't understand.
But, I've been thinking after that lesson that maybe I'm not cut out for the job. ahaha!
I've never been that great of a teacher.
I mean the only thing I taught someone that ended up being a success was drawing ._.
English is like.. uhhh kind of hard to teach.
That and being called "老师" sends chills down my spine. LOL!
I'm not that old! :( ahahaha!
Uhh yeahh.. I'll probably stick to it for about a month and see how it goes first. :)

In other news, today is the animation presentation!
COMPLETELY UNSURE OF MY GROUP'S PROCESS ON THE ASSIGNMENT.
Hope its finished on time. our all of us is dead.
I really don't understand why must it be group work :(
I mean if it was for report i understand, but for designs is a bit weird.
Considering the fact that everyone has their own way of designing their stuff.
There will be disagreement and consequences.
In group sometimes its hard for people actually learn for themselves,
instead lead them into the way of shoving their work to one of the group members.
I just really don't understand it.. but whatever.
Just hope it can be finished on time.
I don't care about it anymore.

ahhhhhhhh... so i guess you'd probably already know that I'm not feeling well lately.
I mean you can completely tell, from my previous blog post. ahaha
At some point, I feel like I could just go on top the highest mountain in kuching and jump off it.
Feeling the cool breeze, the fast altitude drop that makes it hard to breath and the ears to bleed, and just feel alive at that final moment before it all ends. :\

ahahaha! freakin negative eh? yeahhh...
Maybe I'd get a job as a Shinigami too :) that might be fun. lol~
I dont even know what i'm saying anymore. I'm just soo unstable lately.
I need a day to just completely breakdown into nothingness.
and find myself again the following days.
Like a snake shedding its skin after completing its digestion of its food.
I need the holidays to come... ASAP..
One more day to go... then I'd be able to just completely fall to pieces. :)

:) thats all i have to update. thanks for reading.



Fireflight - What I've Overcome..
This use to be my fav song of all time :) by one of my top fav Chiristan Rock Band.

If only you could see me yesterday, Who I used to be before the change.
You'd see a broken heart, You'd see the battle scars...
Funny how words can't explain, How good it finally feels to break the chains..
I'm not what I have done, I'm what I've overcome!

Skip To The Ending?

Well.. its been a longggg time since my last blog post.. heh

I miss my bloggie..


Anyway~
I've been busy spending 80% of my time at college finishing up my assignment.
And now i'm actually almost done with it all, and with 2 weeks left to spare before the pass up date.
Feels like i'm already on holiday~
ahahaha Monday (9/4) was the last day i went out to my assignment with C.
Of course~ we ended up not doing it..
actually.. we ended up going for Sushi king bonanza around noon.
Walked around later on.. and ended up at star cineplex watching

"孩子不坏 We not naughty"
had fun laughing at the movie, uhmm yeahh.. ahaha~ its nice ya know?
finishing up assignments n hanging out with my best buddy in college relaxing in a cinema hall.
ahahah the movie is goodddd~ uhmm.. its a story i can relate... heh..
sighhh~ really really can relate. :( but i guess that's why its good :) mehh check it out yourself.

uhmm yeahh~
LAST WEEK~
hmm went for a few family dinners... uhmm
went to this cafe called, Railway, near my house o_O
which sold epic huge western burgers and fries, chicken chop etc.. and weirdly enough
japanese food as well as, chinese food. uhmm yeah..
But its cute little cafe.. lol~ tho its quite hard to find o__o!
definitely gonna head there again next time :D

Skip the next part if you're not into toy models :)

Last Monday after classes came home and went for guitar class.
after that me n feng headed over to HKT.. cos its been a long time since we last went there.
.__. and it completely overtook me.. cos..
they had the entire HG (1/144) Char mobile suits in stock D:

From Char's original Zaku
to his Z'gok
Gelgoog
Sazabi

But of course i'll be going to KL end of month, so the prices for these stuff there are cheaper.
mehh we'll see... :)




Last thursday, me n C did our assignment from 8am - 9pm.
kinda torturing our lecturer with questions before she leaves for her thailand holiday.
around 5pm, we headed home awhile before coming back for the night class.
got to meet up with Grace. lol! its like been a longggg time since i last chat with her.
I think it was like my first semester that i actually talked to her.
till now which is like my 3rd last semester. O.O
so yeahh~ chatted about random stuff.. including Titanic 3D -_-
ahahaha~ not an interesting topic, but surprisingly she likes titanic.
And was asking for people's opinion cos everyone says its a waste of money.
uhmm~ i gave her the same comment. :X wahaha~
For good friday and easter weekend.
uhmm yeahh... i spent it doing my assignments :(
but its all worth it :)


hmm~ i guess thats it... Havent had the chance to meet up with MY yet. :(
hope i get the chance soon~~ ahaha. :B hopefully this holidays? xD
uhmm my twin's bday is next week ~_~ still not sure what to do :S
la la la~~ loads of movies coming up that i wanna watch~

Games

uhmmm hmmm~ ohhh! Bought a bunch of classic games simply because they're cheap and I need something to do for my 2+month holidays ( I LOVEEE NOT HAVING EXAMS!).
Such as

Rogue Galaxy

Which is a Role Playing Game, but its about Space pirates, so the whole setup just makes me think of..... Treasure Planet XD which is just awesome!



Uhmm its actually quite hard to play, but the storyline isn't bad.
The english dub isn't that bad either.
and it comes with a large group of weird yet interesting characters.


So overall its good and worth playing.. and of course a good time consumer.
No where near the best PS2 RPG~ PERSONA tho..
But lets face it, nothing can compare to that xD


2ndly I got this cuteee game called
OKAMI

which the graphics is drawn with those chinese paint brushes
and they talk in echoed gibberish.. and with cute japanese spirit characters.
Its the story of how the wolf spirit Okami fights again the evil snake demon Orochi.
One of the oldest Japanese myth ever. :)

3rd we have
Armored Core
A robot fighting game.. this one is reallyyyy hard to play..
But uhmm its still nice? ahaha.. havent really played it yet.
Been too hooked onto Rogue Galaxy.

And finally we got,
State Of Emergency 2


which is kinda like a comic book style of Grand Theft Auto.
But with more storyline and style.. and its more arcade style above all else.
A good game to just get into and whack the heck out of officers and gangsters.



OVERALL

I think thats pretty much it.. :)
ahaha~ I still get sad from time to time..
But overall I'm still content with my life...
Still unsure of what the future holds... But for right now.. its not half bad..
I still get lonely at times :( but thats unavoidable i guess?

I'm kinda just hope feelings like this go away in time..
I dont say it openly but my mind has been set on the fact that maybe;

Happiness is just an illusion.
Which makes me feel as though nothing is really important anymore.

aha~ :) thats all i have to post..
Thanks for reading ^^







EXTRA

Oh, last month.. Poema had a Q&A video,
they posted on facebook asking people if they had any questions they want answered.
I posted asking them,

"what kind of guys do you 2 like? or is it all completely the same as the song boys and bugs?"

and they answered it in their video :) ahahax~ its kinda cute how they answered xD
and actually reminded of my mabz cos we chatted about the same thing at that time.

Check it out.



For those who dont know the song;
Boys and Bugs by Poema

LYRICS:

Verse 1:
I like boys that like to smile
and laugh at themselves once in a while
that can sit and talk for hours
and in the morning, pick me flowers
boys that like to be very clean
that are never ever mean
and can tell a witty joke
boys that do not like to smoke

Chorus:
One day I'll find you (X4)

Verse 2:
I like boys that aren't afraid of bugs
that will always give me big warm hugs
like to sing and play guitar
that are happy being who they are
boys that like to be outside
and that aren't full of pride
boys that have an honest passion
with at least a slight hint of fashion

Verse 3:
Boys that are funny and artistic
that are mostly optimistic
boys that are not very lazy
a little weird but not too crazy
boys that aren't afraid to cry
that will always give a second try
and will try to do their best
i want a boy not like the rest

Neutral?

"The choices are always in your hand, And only by making the choice, Will you free your hand to grasp the opportunity."

Haixxx~
So its been a long day.
pahahax. started playing a new online game. the game is kinda old tho.
Its called Rohan, the only reason i play it?
cos I get to play as an assassin.
Most multiplayer Role-playing games are party/group based.
where u play the good guys fighting against monsters and the evil ones.
watever, but this one is splited into different races.
and altho all of them do the whole good vs evil thing.

The Dhan assassins stands out as u can play them as a normal character.
or use him/her to kill other players to gain exp. to level up. blah.
Altho the character is always considered an enemy,
it's well fun for me. ahahax,
nothing says fun, then pissing people off by killing them when they're fighting evil :D
so yeahhh~~ I guess i like having the free will of playing the character.
yeahhh. ahahax.. I love assassins! :\
~Dont Trust Me~ LOL!


anyway..
Finished most of my work..
Here's My HEXagon.
yes, its a freakin HEXagon. if i had to name the work;
it'd be called; Pendora's Box.
LOL! cos it's soo Eeeebil! bwahahahaha

Top:
(the night shall come, and the moon shall glow; a new age to come, a new dawn for growth)
Side 1:
(Darkness shall fall from the heaven, like death's Golden descending)
Side 2:
(the Earth shall divide, with the end's coming)
Side 3:
(the sins of man shall bear witness to their own doing)
Side 4:
(The one in darkness shall smile at man's undoing)
Side 5:
(The world will be ripped and torn, life shall taken by death, darkness shall overwhelm the light)

Side 6:
(And all we do.. all we do, is bear witness to our own undoing, dying from the sins we commit and love, have our god-given life stripped from us.. knowing, it was by our own choice)



Tadah! my art! LOL! :B yesh its deep. yesh its dark. yesh its goth and emo at the same time.
yesh i know i've changed and shudnt do art like this.
But still it came to me that way. and i love the way it turned out.
ahahax :) Darkness...
It isnt Evil it isnt Good. it be neutral. and thats not bad xD
Even in Revelations God allowed The Messenger Of The End; Death.
to take his role in the end. Its his job i guess, to lead the dead to their judgement.
mehh! tbh, i'm curious on how he looks like. o_o!
is he like the grim reaper, skeleton and all.
or an angel with black wings..
but then why would he be sitting on a horse?
(bible say; death rides on a black horse)
my guess is; he's as unworldly and beautiful as any angel, and altho emotionless, holds beauty in his own way. hah! :x hmmm~ LOL! xD Curiousity about Death..
Damn! I definitely have a problem

Oh well! anyway!
So yeahhh! all i've been doing is assignments.
assignments, assignments!!!
sigh! Ahahahax.
CG meeting tomorrow, cant wait! :DD i need the few hours of relaxation.
and i think that's pretty much it.
:) I choose God.. over death, over myself, over Hell.
Basically, because, I'm still alive.
And it aint death nor hell keeping me alive.
ahahax~ so yeah! x)
I might have always been curious about the darkness and death itself.
But it shall not divert me from the light.
I might love to hide in the darkness once in awhile,
but it doesnt mean i aint praying in it.
So yes, I am emo. yes I am not what i seem.
yes I am not the best. yes i aint perfect.
But when it comes down to it, at least I'm neutral.
ahahax. I may aim to be better, or present myself as something more.
But when it comes down to it, I'm neutral.
And i know most people love me for being the way i am.
ehehe~ :) I love the people around me more n more each day!
even new people i just know! or random friends on fb! ahahahax

so yeahhh.. Overall life is good.
I may not be normal. I may be messed up.
But i love my life... and that means alot to me.
Few years back, I probably could never imagine;
myself, being the way I am today.
the way I walk, talk, sit, stand, present myself.. express and expose myself.
I guess I just never thought life could end up this good for me.

it may still have its flaws, i may still be sad, things may still go wrong, i may still feel alone,
but overall.. I'm still alive.. and that is good..
I can wish and I can hope..
I can want to have happiness in my life.
But when it comes down to it.. I am happy..
I may not be super duper happy till i jump around like a crazy bunny.

But i'm happy...
I'm happy i'm in a loving church.
I'm happy having a lovely group of friends. (you guys are awesome! ahahax! xD)
I'm happy meeting and knowing more n more new people lately.
I'm happy people dont look at me like I'm a freak.
I'm happy that I can live my life, the way I want to.
I may not have what I want.
I may have lost a lot.
I may never find what I want.
I may never have my wish granted.
but that doesnt mean I cant live my life the best way I know how. :)
ahahax. that's it for today.

Peace n Love All.
:) I love you all!

Perfectly Human

Walk Like A Devil. Smile Like A Sinner.
Talk Like An Angel; Heart Filled With Mercy.
Love Like Its The First Time. Fly High Above The Sky.
Tremble Everyone; On The Earth Tonight.
For I Come,
I Come As The Perfect Human Being I Was Made To Be.

Oh yeah~ yeah yeah yeah~ oh yeah~

I'm Living My Life The Way That I Should,
I'm Giving My All For A Future That's Good.
Struggling With Every Choice That I've Made.
But Hey, I'm Alive In The Best Way! Yeah!

I'm Taking Everyday One Step At A Time.
Yeah, I Stand Alone, But Hey That's Fine.
Cos' No Matter What Comes My Way; My Friend.
I Assure You I Have A Plan For Everyday Of My Life!
Yeah yeah yeah (I'm Alive) Yeahhhhh yeah.

So I..
Walk Like A Devil. Smile Like A Sinner.
Talk Like An Angel; Heart Filled With Mercy.
Love Like Its The First Time. Fly High Above The Sky.
Showing The World, How A Human Live His Life.
So Here I Come,
With All That I Am. I'm Everything You Wish You Could Be~
But I'm The Best At Living My Life Oh Yeah~

yeah yeah (I'm prefect) yeah yeah yeah (Perfectly Human)
Woah~ Perfectly Human.

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A little vanity goes a long way no? ahahax :)
but still, it is written that we're all perfectly and wonderfully made.
xD so might as well. wheee~ :P
that's pretty much it. LOL! peace!

Its almost 2am!

So I'm like sitting here waiting,
For the time to pass,
Waiting for the clock to strike 3.
For me to leave this place at last.
I wish I dont have to come back,
But I do, Bahh!
A day that begins at 3am, how long can you last?

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Well, My life has been, hmmm FUN
LOL! going out later. yay! cant wait.
I'ma gonna go psycho from not sleeping. but who cares!
ROFL! x)
Uhh uhh!
Loving New Band!

they called;
The Bawdies!
1. they are not bald.
2. they are a japanese blues band
3. they sing in english




thats pretty much it.
Lovin their beatles kind of style, Soo classic! ehehe LOVE!


Thats pretty much it? Damn what a boring post.
Ahahax.
Assignments all the lecturers postpone till the following week then dateline.
So I have plenty of time to finish everything. yay?
Still havent had the chance to see/meet up with Lydia and Vivian in SEGi
hmmm! ahahax
Next semester. gonna have History Of Arts. AGAIN!
Which is still making me think that all the New students that just joined SEGi arts faculty
are gonna end up quitting college or go gaga in the next semester.
LOL!

Random note;
I'm seriously hating people who talk bad about others,
When knowing they're doing exactly what they're badmouthing at others.
Damnnn, pathetic syok. Even worse!
I met a few guys lately, that loves to fight and argue and find problems.
just because of a brokenheart. If you're still alive and gonna cry over a gal who left,
at least be nice about it when you're hanging with someone else.
Channeling it all into anger against everybody on earth is wayyyyyy over the line.

Sad case.
I mean, I know i aint perfect. But.. Seriously? what have i ever done to you? o__o!
duhh.. ahahax
that aside.
i'm lovin all the people around me more and more.
learning more and more about each individual each day.
And thats something interesting!
woooo! 3am! why are you taking soo long D;

Oh! chatted with BF just now. Yay?
Havent chatted with her in awhile, tho she left soon after.
meano! :( lol.. +u in your studies! xD

And as the saying goes;
'Darkness Does Not Always Equate To Evil, Just As Light Does Not Always Bring Good.'

most things are never as they seem.
When the time is right, and the world starts to crumble,
Everything will be made clear.

God is Good. God is Awesome. God is Just. God is Fair. God is Loving. God is Caring. God is Everlasting.

Tho at times; we might feel
God is cruel, sometimes He makes you live (Stephen King)

and as true as that maybe. Despite the suffering and pain of life.
It's better to be good than evil, but one achieves goodness at a terrific cost. (Stephen King)

He Contradicts himself! LOL!... in the end.
Life is basically =
You're born. You suffer. You die. Fortunately, there's a loophole. (Billy Graham)

Yes i'm in love with all the creative quotes of the literal art.
here's one of the best thing ever said :)

Were I called on to define, very briefly, the term Art, I should call it 'the reproduction of what the Senses perceive in Nature through the veil of the soul.' The mere imitation, however accurate, of what is in Nature, entitles no man to the sacred name of 'Artist.' (Edgar Allan Poe)

Thus i AM an ARTIST. :)
Awesome! ahahax
Gawd! I Miss You... :( sigh! I miss you badly.
SIGH! 3am still soo far off.

Minutes To Midnight

First off, A biggg happy birthday to my awesome sis. :)

Havent Been Doing Much Lately..
Actually Been Sort of dead lately.
Sigh!
I keep being reminded of the past.
Memories why do you haunt me so?? T~T
yeahhh..
been thinking too much again.
SIGH! :\
"Author Of The Moment, Can You Tell Me?
Do I end Up, Do I End Up; Happy??"



Anyway,
Today was the Principles Of Marketing Presentation.
ahahax, Pressca (the lect.) commented on my outfit looking nice.
Goodie. LOL! x)
overall it was okayy so yay?
Especially even though when I'm having sore-throat and flu.

my playlist through out the whole day was SuckerPunch OST.
LOL! I'm loving those weird music! xD

Bahhh, All my assignments due next week.
Going Sematan at 3am this Friday.
Gotta speed up all my work and finish it ASAP.
And then voula, everything will be more relaxing xD
going to KL on the 21st may.
Gahhh! soo much things to do.

And overall life is okay.
Tho... I still cant help but think something is missing :(

So,
Dear God, Often I Wonder;
What Were You Thinking When You Created Me?


and on a random note,
I seem to like gals with light blonde hair. x)
ah hell, I like guys with light blonde hair too.
ROFL! its a nice color xD
ROFL! totally and utterly random :)

NIGHTMARES!

Had a continuous nightmare last night..
Like got it, shocked, woke up, went back to sleep and it continued. LOL..
3times straight through the night. :\
Twas first about ghosts.. well peaceful spectres who looked totally "eww".
But harmless. but still. gross. anyway..
twas in a house, and I was with my friends.
and we met the ghostly child o__o! so yeahhh. freaky. then he disappeared.
There was a knock at the frontdoor afterwards.
We went towards the door. And tried to open it..
But it was stuck. As if locked. We tried pulling it open.
Just to pull back a few moments later as the wooden door glowed.
It turned into a mirror. But it didnt reflect anything..
it was pitch black.
Then I looked into it and saw one of my friend's reflection.
But not truly his, but a more pale, ghostly version..
My friends behind me saw it too, He then walked towards his ghostly reflection.
And the Horror movie cliche happened. He got pulled into the mirror by his own image.
And then the door turned back to normal.

Woke up after that..
Went back to sleep.
part2.
It continued after the doorknock, my friend was still there at that time.
Kinda like you reloaded a save file :S
so, doorknock. Wanted to open it but again it was stuck.
But then the door shook.
We all backed away.
And suddenly 3spectres walked through the door.
one fat, one skinny, one moderate.
I dont remember their dead faces, so I cant describe.
They hissed out a "hello"
and the skinny one pulled out a switchblade,
and stuck it on my friend nearest to him.

woke up again.
ah hell, went back to sleep.
part 3.
Twas about Demons now! wooowww
We were on a road trip me and my friends.
(it was kinda like MCR's Nanana song theme. as in the whole desert scene kind of thing)
So yeah... car broke down halfway.
We tried restarting it but couldnt.
There wasnt any phone signal on anyone's handphone.
Tried pushing the car, but it was damn hot.
So we decided to just walk to the closest repair shop in that area.
Whats weird was everywhere was soo empty and deserted.
Then as we were walking, one of my friend was falling behind.
We looked back to see him standing still.
We asked him what's wrong but no response.
then he fell to the ground. arms wrapped around his body, as if trying to hold himself together.
We walked closer only to see his skin ripped apart. and turned inside out, before exploding.
(EWWWW)
Anyway, There was a shadow in the background, I couldnt see his face or whatever.
But he had a very very scary grin.
And after that I woke up completely.
Not wanting to sleep again for the night.

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LOL! So yeah! I didnt rest at all last night! ISH!!
Its.. kinda interesting.
But still ewww. :\
oh! the friend taht died wasnt the same one in any of the 3dreams.
each one different person... uhh yeahhh..
So anyway..
I guess I havent been that well lately...
I feel like I might be getting sick.
Sigh! I hope not though...
SIGH! I dont know isit due to the nightmares or what.
But I really dont want to get sick.
So am going to sleep right after this post x)
I havent been doing much lately.
Just assignments assignments assignments

Went to church last sat, we all did the whole Prayer Competition thing :)
It was nice... Well actually.. to be perfectly honest, Being on stage feels nice.
ahahahax after service we grouping celebrated
HuiTing's bday :) along with Winnie's Belated Bday


Did I mention; I Love My CellGroup? Yeahh! I love my CG! xD
Although I cant help but think we all can still grow closer as a group somehow. :S


Anyway! The day after that, went to Pastor. Paul Ang's Service
All I can remember is his cute smile; and his phrase for the sermons
"Are You Bearing Fruits? If You Do Not Bear Fruits, Then You Are A Nut."
ROFL! Yeahhhh~
Which got me thinking about a bunch of random stuff.
And I think I really really got my future planned properly d.
All I need now is to work hard. :)
and hope its the path I'm suppose to be on.
Blah! ahahax :)


Anyway! going out later in the afternoon. MAYBE.
Hopefully it'd get my mind off all the weird things.
Mehhh!
Still lotsa people I wanna hang out with soon tho :\
that's pretty much it i guess.
OLIVE YOU ALL :B
rofl. I love this song more and more.

Olive you. xD
ahahahax.
Oh! I know how to play Jay Chou's "AnJing" on Classical Guitar :DDD yay!
ROFL! :x
But only the notes tho. :\
not the chords. cos I still not used to the whole notes+chords thing. :S


Oh! and did i mention my Guitar Teacher rocks?
not only is he an epicly awesome guitarist.
He's one charismatic dude. and can make good points when lecture.. I mean "talking" :X
Last sat during class, pretty much chatted with him.
Ahahahax xD
He was like talking about, how Graphics Design and Multimedia nowadays really mafan.
And should decide now, where to go after studying.
Since malaysian dont appreciate these kind of things much.
Then he pulled out an example.
his name card. He said it was made by his friend.
And charged him only 18ringgit for 100 of the namecard.
he said;
"Look at this namecard. It isnt great, but it cost only 18ringgit to have 100 printed out.
how do you think people like this can survive? I mean, if you go photostat the card 100 is like 20ringgit. How much can he earn really?"
and random stuff like that.
Which as well, got me thinking of my future more. ahahax so yeahh.
Been planning and thinking alot lately.

anyway! that's all.
Good Night Everybody.
xoxo. Love and Peace :)

Isit Better Left Unsaid?

Oh Happily Ever After, Would You Know, Would You Know? Oh Skip To The Ending, Who'd Like To Know? I'd Like To Know! Oh~ Author Of The Moment, Can You Tell Me; Do I End Up.. Do I End Up Happy?





My week has been fun, pfft..
lets see... What have I been doing?

Oh yeah! I finished my all my 2D 3D work.
Now left one exercise and the Final Assignment For it.
Ahahax...




The 2D 3D Final..
X___X have to make a model... gahhh! can use any material we want.
But still... its gonna be very very time consuming.
and I still havent come up with sketches or Ideas yet! BAHH!
Sigh!
Flash Animation left the last assignment
need to design a 1min animation for 3themes (Beach, Jungle, City)
another time consuming assignment.

Ohh! Marketing Quiz, I got 20/20. ahahax
OWNED! :X
and the sad part is. I only had one point in the entire question :'D
1 point with lotsa elaborations :B
so yay? but then it's just a Quiz
There's still the final examination.
SIGH!

Audio/Video
ahahahx... yeahhh Makeup was a fail.. Tho it looked interesting,
Still cant find a suitable mask for the shooting :\
It'll be on 16 - 17th april. thus not going to church.
sigh! Group assignment.
Hope it wont end up bad :\
or end up being a comedy instead of a thriller/horror
ROFL! I still have no idea how to do the stupid Individual assignment!
double sigh!
Have to make a music video. I still dont know what music to use & no one wanna act! dang!


That's pretty much it for my college life..
Ohhh!!
I love my friends.

LOL! altho they forgot about me for like awhile T.T
neh, Normally Thursday I'd hang out with them and go eat lunch out with them
But they forgot me got class. And they bought their food alrdy in the morning.
WTF! rofl!
but then they still chia me eat :B share share.
So I actually had a free lunch instead. o____o!
wow! THANKIUS! :B


Also I saw Vivien and Lydia at SEGi on thursday. huh?
what were they doing there?
I have no idea! oh well! :X
Sis is gonna be in SEGi by next week. :D yay?
I dont know what to say to that really :S
Been chattin with Alyn the last few ermm mornings? 1-2am
rofl cos she's like the only person left online during those time.
Ohh! she'll be goin KL to study Interactive Multimedia too.
:B goodie. Cant wait to see her designs and work :B
BF! when we gonna hang out D: ROFL!
& Nic! I miss ya T.T




ENTERTAINMENT

So I havent been watching much drama lately.
been too caught up with my life,
Still that doesnt stop me from listening to new songs :B

So First off we have. again. He Is We
I dont know why, but i'm getting more and more addicted to this couple.
Rofl! I love their songs, and i dont know why. So yeahh!
He Is We. :) CUTE MV btw! :D

Happily Ever After MV




next up would be 4Minute.
And Their Latest Single. Heart To Heart :)
It's very catchy and addictive ahahas
And the MV is cute. tho..
Even if you dont normally like korean songs, the MV isnt bad :)

Heart To Heart MV + English Sub
Lets Have A Heart To Heart To Heart (Talk)





Simple Plan, Also had their single out on 31st march.
ROFL they announce that they'll release their new single in march. ended up coming out on the last day o__O!
Hmm anyway! its called Cant Keep My Hands Off You.
Still Lovin SP after all these years ehehe. xD

Cant Keep My Hands Off You.




Sum41 has also just released their newest album
"Screaming Bloody Murder" a couple weeks ago. :)
Lovin the song Crash

Crash
I Dont Wanna Die, I Dont Know Why. This Kind Of Fate Was Meant For Me.





The Foo Fighters Also Making Their Comeback Album.
Wasting Light. Comin Out Around April. :)
With Their Single; Wasting Light.

Arlandria
You Use To Say I Couldnt Save You Enough, So I've been Saving It Up, I Started Saving It Up. And When You Said, I Could Give You Enough, I Started Giving You Up, Started Giving You Up.






And that's pretty much it. :) Peace And Love Peeps. ahahas :)

and Now Some Random Writings by me :)

Better Left Unsaid; Aaron

You Got Me Fallin For You.
And I Dont Know What To Do,
I Dont Know What To Do.
And You, Have Left A Scar In My Heart.
A Love Stronger Than Art.
And Now I'm Left Here Thinkin Of You.
Without A Thought Of What I'm S'pose To Do.
Cos' This Heart's Taken Enough Pain And Shame.
So I'm Just Waiting For A Sign To Come.
Just Waiting For The..
Right Timing, Right Words,
Right Weather, Right Place
To Show You How Much You Mean.. To Me..
Yeah~~~ Woah~woah~oh~
I've Fallen Head Over Heels For You,
There's Nothing I Can Say; cept' I Love You.
But There's A Gap Between Us.
That's Too Far Apart.
And I Dont Know How To Get Through To You.
But I Swear My Heart Is True,
This Love Is True.
That I'd Be Everything That You'll Ever Need.
I'd Be The One, Your Only One.
I Know How You Feel,
I Know How You've Been,
I Know Of The Pain That You've Seen.
I Feel For You Now And I'm Right Here For You.
Forever And Always, I'll Be Waiting For You
Forever And Always, I'll Be Right Here With You
Yeah.. Its You..
Its You, I'm In Love With You.
But These Are Words Better Left Unsaid.