Memories

I've got a competition in an hour's time.. :\
Not sure if me and my team can win it or not tho.. sigh~
anyway just blogging before I leave.

I was pretty much reminiscing about the past last night.
And how some things I didn't take advantage of until it was too late.
You know the feeling where an opportunity comes and you didn't take it and finally you regret it?
yeah.. that's the feeling I get, along with wondering what could have come of it if I did or would it had change anything at all..
Or rather why didn't I take the chance. The most common and logical explanation would be because I was still young and didn't know what to do at the time.
ahahaha... not that age really matters in anything :S



I wish I could tell you these feelings of mine,
But time has already drifted us very far apart.
And I'm sure no good will come out of the words I wish to say.

What ever the case, the past cannot be change.
Which is why these memories are ones I wish to have forgotten.
I guess that's one of the reasons why I want to leave here more and more badly.
The more I stay, the more memories I create, the more painful it is to stay.
I wanna leave, forget everything, start a new..

This life, as nice and peaceful as it maybe..
Isn't what I want for myself..
I want something more.. I need something more..



"I cant change history, but history is what's changin' me"

So.. leaving for Japan in the coming years is what I've plan to do..
ahahahax..