Interesting

Woah, Got interviewed today..
and i thought it'd be easy lame interview with few simple questions.
but they were in-dept. So had to express myself... alot.. O_O
but it made me realized yet again, how much Church had actually helped me in the past.
hmph...
I use to be a person who had no reason to live.
and now i do. lol.. I feel bad cos, the interview n this morning preaching.
reminded me of recent events.
But they've already happened and that cant be changed.
But things happen for a reason.
The line has been drawn, the gap have been teared open.
Now as we stand on opposite side.
The only thing I can do is...
Praise God. XD
cos cos I'm me, this is well me. I'm perfectly and wonderfully made; in my own unique way.
As is everyone else over the gap.
All that I have to do is bring the people on this side to church.
And the other side to find their way.
And maybe someday we'll all learn to accept one another.
Till then~
I'ma living my life :)
I know my future, I know my dreams. God even gave me a vision.
And Before this year is out, I'ma have another breakthrough year! woots!
actually yesterday night,
at church talked about Goal setting..
and pastor said; most people would already forget what they ask for to happen last year.
And not know that what they wanted to achieve actually did happen...

I recalled...
Ironically, My Goal last year was to have a long-lasting relationship.. and i did.
the longest relationship ever. the best even though the ending isnt that great.
But I did get what I asked for.... although It didnt end like I wanted it to.
Guess that we cant always get what we want..
But I can however get what I ask for..
And if I DO have the desire for it, it will happen.
Gasp! XD
I wanna learn guitar this year.
and thats my main goal for the year. :)
I might spend time at the gym to improve my stamina and stuff.
Then take part in this year's talentime.
& trust me when I say, I aint backing out this time.
I have a new fuel to fuel me for going into talentime +__+!!
hmmm...
I guess thats the basic plan. :D
everything else will come on slowly.
Hehe! The Truth Will Set You Free~~~ bible teachings :)
say what you want, believe what you will.
What ever happens happens. Life is full of mysteries
and its these mysteries, that allow us to be shaped into who we are.
and who we are to become. But also the choices that we make that allow us to find the right path to walk on.
I . have chosen my path.

Learned Lesson?

Lack of communication and trust undermine teams

and also;

Dont love too deeply.

also!

What isnt yours can never be yours, if it is, it will be.

so! Pain? yes. alot.
But experience? Worth it.
And the interview actually cheered me up :')