The Way

Its been awhile since i last posted,
But i always seem to find my way back here..

It'd seem that I still find most peace when in the comfort of pretty words and creative sentences.

I've been... dying from lack of sleep lately,
due to the sudden change of sleeping time cos of work.
working 6 full days a week is a killer!

and having 3 amazingggg church service to attend from Thurs till Sat.. was just like,
being sooo tired that I can no longer sleep.. and when I do sleep, it'd be time for me to get up..

It'd appear that I've entered the working life..
and I dont like the feel of it..
Dont get me wrong, the place I'm working at is totally awesome, friendly colleagues, stressful jobs on some days, simple jobs on other days..

I just dont like knowing that i've already reached the age where I actually have to work..
If I could, I'd glady live without money than to have to work as if money is everything..
I dislike how people in this world only picture money as everything.

But if it's not, what else is there..
Apparently, God... as always when there's no answer, He's the answer..
and here I am again in His presence, a lost black sheep..
and my mind's been pulling me left and right, up and down.. in a vertigo.
Illusions and misdirections, I'm lost...
But I've found my way.. and I've finally decided on what I want to do..
or rather what I have to do..
something more, something new.. something.. different.. unique..
something that'll bring me up spirit above all else..
something that's out of this world, something that'll lead me out of these earth-bound chains..

~ So let the new year come and set a platform for my new found resolution and resolve ~