You're not alone

When your day is long, And the night. And the night is yours alone.. When you think you've had enough.. Of this life, Hang on.. Don't let yourself go, Cos' everybody cries, And everybody hurts. Sometimes..



Dedicated to the people down in Japan. :'(


The Tragedy that hit Japan yesterday, has had its own big impact on me.
Unlike the others thinking its the end of the world, or worried about our safety.
I was and currently am sadden by the whole event..
Yeah i know, there's nothing i can do, but seriously i wish i could do more..

.:Japan:.

Tokyo, It is probably the City i wanted to visit most.
Everything is there. and just yesterday, it was hit by Earthquakes and Tsunami. I didnt know if it was true at first. Cos i was in class.
Then everyone started talking about it on fb.
So i asked around. and the news really devastated me.. Like bigtime depression.
I guess one of the main reason is cos I know someone that lives in Tokyo.
I'm not sure which part. and I'm not sure if she's alright.
And damn, I'm scared and worried about her and her family and her friends.

She's like a little sister to me.
Altho we never met. We always talked about how one day, me n my friends would go Japan and meet up with her and her friends etc. or how we'd hang out like actual siblings. etc. etc.
heh.. she was also the first real person who actually called me an Angel.

and actually meant it. I dont know, I just feel really uneasy about the whole thing.
Japan, is like a place i wanted to retire to, when i get old and rich.
A city where i wouldnt mind being buried under.
But it seems the city is burying itself in, before i even have the chance to visit..
I believe in God, I believe in hope, I have faith.
But that doesnt stop the fear from building inside of me.
Everyone knows i love Japan. Despite how i plan to work in Korea.
Or go vacation in Paris someday. etc.
Everyone knows Japan is the origin of me growing up to being who i am today.
It was in its arts that i found out my ambition. and it was in its music, that I found myself. & it feels horrible when someone actually important to me lives there.
And there's nothing i can do about it.
She calls me an Angel and a brother. But I feel like i'm neither.
I dont know how she is over there, and i dont know if she's alright.
And that just feels wrong. Yes i barely know her.
Yeah she's just a little girl.
But.. I just.. I just feel soo wrong..
I dont know how people can still go through like nothing happened
like Japan isnt a big deal. Even when most technologies were created by them.
And what boils my blood even more is how some people can still criticize and be racist when they went through soo much yesterday.
I just really feel damaged by the thing that happened.
I dont even wanna think of the people that are lost.
Everything is just soo... sad......
I couldnt even sleep well last night.
Not scared of dying in the morning, but just sad of wat happened...

sigh...

While all this happened. my own life is going well.. :(
and a lil bumpy here n there, but still going well.
Going out with CG next week, and catching a movie with Alyn.
Hmm, that aside.. Started playing a new game with my coursemates.
Iris Online.
and then... Nothing much really..
ermm, Loving House Of Night Book4 :)
Loving my Guitar more n more.
Getting better in my college assignments.
So overall my life is great...
the only thing sad is the Japan tragedy part... :(
I really dont like these kind of things.
On movie screen its fine... in real life not so much..
I just hate the thought of ... losing people...
Sigh!
Thats all for now...
Peace & Love to all my readers
And if you can fit prayers in your busy schedule, please pray for my friend in Japan and her family, and everyone else whose in Japan.