Soul Searching

Well.. its July. How fast time flies eh?
So the entire last month.. I've done nothing productive.
and I've been feeling so down, trying to figure out what to do next in my life.
Hope is an illusion that I no longer hold.
There is only good and bad decisions, nothing more nothing less.

So last night I did a bit of soul searching.
Burning down and reminiscing shattered pieces from the memories of my past.
I was inspired, but not enough.
I need more inspiration, and yet I know not where to find it.
There's this deep black hole in me that I cant seem to fill.
Its like a virus that consumes within me,
It molds me, it breaks me, its the voice that speaks to me.

But all the walk down memory lane wasn't in vain.
and a list was formed..

1. The Death Dealer
2. A Dreadful Storm
3. The Runaway Curse
4. The Vintage Dreamer
5. The Lovers' Regrets
6. A Hopeful Death
7. Lost of Sense and Direction
8. Fear of Commitment
00. The Fallen Angel

I think I've been lazing around long enough, aha.
Sucks to think that I've to step out into the world.
Ah well... :\