Dragon

!.!.WARNING.!.!

The start of this post is rather nerdy or boring to some, please skip through till you see purple words, if you're against giant robots.

("Char Aznable (The Red Comet) Ace Pilot of the Republic Of Zeon and later, Leader of the Neo Zeon movement" Antagonist/Protagonist Of The Gundam Series)

So last week.. hmm..
nothing much happen really, i just stayed at home and watched.
MS Igloo and MS Igloo: Apocalypse.
Its an OVA series from the Mobile Suit Gundam series.


Tho this 2 OVA has nothing much on the suits themselves.
But the story of the soldiers that participated in the war
and the experimental weapons they tested
It isnt looking at the Earth Federation ("good guys") angle,
but the Principality Of Zeon (bad guys?) angle.
Actually watching these OVAs will make everyone understand why the Principality wanted to revolt in the first place.
The Earth Fed. are such asses~ :\ ahahax!

Overall Presentation, Storyline and 3D design, even the Character background and design makes me give this OVA a 8.9/10! its really awesome!
there's only 3 episodes for each of its OVAs


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Also about Gundam, 3weeks ago Ric showed me the 2ne1 fan cam, tv? (or watever) on youtube
its where the kpop group 2ne1 takes video of themselves and their video-shoot,
preparation, performance, backstage scenes and some introduction to their lives.
Turns out that

Minzy
(She's the youngest in the group)
actually collects gundam models, her fav model among her collection is her...

Master Gundam
she said its perfect! :\ LOL! so obviously me n ric has been joking around with Feng as maybe someday he'd be able to date her, bwahaha~ xD funny stuff.
But damn! I can really picture the both of them together :d
ngehehehe~ you can watch the video of where she shows her collection;

Here:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KaNLoleYrok


at any rate, the models i want will be coming in this end of August.
So cant wait for that. :) ahahax

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SO ANYWAY!

I went to kuching food fair last thursday night!
with Jing, Feng, Ric, Junyong, Timothy & Soon.
Despite having History Of Arts exam the next day, we didnt hesitate at having fun. whoops!
ahahahax! It was nice to hang out with the gang la~ tho i'm getting more and more broke each day :(
but then! oh well~ I still have enough to last wakaka :x
so yeah! food fair, messed around, talked about random stuff, joked about random stuff
after that wasted time at Open Air, then went back home~
the following morning studied my History Of Arts, couldnt get anything into my head.
oh well~ went for exam and hoped for the best.
And turns out the exam was easier than expected
So i should be able to pass this time around. xD
After that went to HKT with Ric n Feng, cos Ric wanted to buy his Bearguy model
It was his first model so good for him~ xD its damn cute too!


Hmm.. thats pretty much it...
Skipped youth service cos i wasnt feeling well,
went to church tis Sunday afternoon..
Hmmmm, yeahhh~ nothing much to say~

Next I'd post what i post on facebook.. :)
Its a bunch of answers to random quizes my friend ask me to take..
to cure boredom, and most of them are quite accurate... so Here's abit about me~

Your True Self Quiz

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Ahahax :) Accurate rite? well if you dont know me, its super accurate :B
ngehehe....
then i took this...

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test1.aspx



Love Test

When it comes to love, you fall in love very quickly and easily.

1. You give 50% to your relationship and expect to receive 50% in return.
   
   
2. If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
   
   
3. You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible.
   
   
4. If you don't like something from your loved one, you expect him or her to change for you.

Which again is very close to me.. :\ whoops! ahahahax!
and yes this is how bored i am!
its the holidays and there's nothing to do!
(am going to watch Rise Of The Planet Of The Apes this week tho :DD cant wait!)

Ohhh! DID YOU KNOW! I HAVE A TWIN!
Fraternal but still similar. lol! i dont know la, just personal characteristic similar.
Hobbies, Likes, Dislikes, Interest quite similar yet quite different,
but way of thinking very close :) lol!
So its nice... i guess? ahahahax! oh well!
I've spent last week annoying everyone on my Twin's list mix with my own friends.
We basically annoyed everyone in just one night on facebook O.O
yeahhhh.. pahahahax :X

And in other news!
My sis down in England~ Zianne (Xi'an) Intro-ed me a Jrock group.
They be called
Zwei


Zwei is basically made up of Megumi Ueno (born on May 24, 1980) on bass
and Ayumu (born on March 30, 1978) on vocals.
Yup! mainly just 2 gals,(altho at times they look really really alot like guys O.O!)
thats why they call themselves "Zwei", which means 2 in German :D

Zianne first introed me their song; Dragon , which is like WOW nice!
then i went on and listen to their other songs, all really amazing.

They arent a new group and are not famous.
I dont know why, maybe Japanese dont support Female bands much :(
But i still love them :D
So check it out! they aint hard rock like the Visual Kei bands i listen to,
But they're awesome enough :)


Bahhh! sorry readers, nothing much happened lately, thus short post:(
Will post more stuff if anything interesting happens tho. :)
Peace & Love ! xoxoxo

Lovable Week

So the entire week has been quite fun ahahax xD

Uhmm lets see.... well din do much on monday cept the usual gaming wit my buddies..
But tuesday jing asked me out to hangout.
Turned out Soon came back from Johor.
LOL! went to his shophouse ground floor luan~
ahahax! actually we just sat around and chat..
Seems like Johor life damn fun lor~ But then still as boring as here.
Ahahax he talked about his classes etc. etc.
mehh~ then night as always chat and gaming wit the gang..
hmmm~~

Wednesday!
Night~ went out wit the jing, feng, ric, junyong and soon xD
for well dinner. :\ ahahx.
then ride around town waste time. went spring, to saberkas.
all the back to Jing's house.
Saw his masterpiece!

~DESTINY (MG)~

Its huge in size. and tho i still prefer all the monoeyed mobile suits (like my Super Custom Zaku F2000) This one looks quite epic, ahahx in fact it makes me wanna buy an MG for myself too~ Just that at this moment, there isnt any stock of the one i want. awww~

That said! ahahax
jing borrowed Persona3 to play on his PS2 emulator on his computer. Lame~~ but then he loved the game (just like everyone else who ever played it did) Persona3 is an anime styled game, done by company; Shin Megami Tensei. Who was the company responsible for famous games like Nocturne, Digital Devil Sage, Devil Summoner and Persona. The game series is not connected, so starting on any of it is fine. The game is damn fun. and the monsters/summons are based off the Tarot Cards Arcana. Each with its own attributes, strength and weaknesses. ahahax~ also Persona4 the game has been such a hit, that they actually.. Created the animation series for it last month :) Proves how epic the game is. Check it out!
Persona3 & Persona4. Best PS2 game of year 2006 & 2007.

So anyway! watched him play that while we toyed with his well.. Destiny. :S LOL! we actually ride around town for quite some time before going his house, cos after that, I reached home at almost 1 xD ahahax then we met online to game awhile. before doing our own stuff..

Thursday! chatted with jing about school stuff, blah blah blah.
Gamed awhile. went out with him,
chatted about camera, school stuff, exam, games, blah blah blah. bought some stuff. went to eat awhile, then came home. nothing much really.

Friday~!
Nothing much too! just stayed at home bored :S tried to study but failed. LOL!

Saturday~!
IT WAS MAY'S (Ms.Chong) BIRTHDAY! ahahax.
Altho i dont know her well. she's a GD senior, and very awesome. ahahax :)
I wasnt able to get her a gift, actually I was only able to give her a facebook bday greeting :S
So, I felt kinda bad. :\ I thought I'd make another public birthday wish here!

♥ !~HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS.CHONG~! ♥
You're Amazing, Keep Rockin' xD

I'm pretty sure the keep rockin' part sounds misplaced... whoops~ ♥ ♥ ♥ oh well ^^
Anyway! Saturday! went out with feng. but missing our guitar class the previous saturday.
we din know that this saturday class canceled :\
So headed over to HengKim Trading Thats the shop that sells all those anime stuff xD
turns out its running low on workers,says the owner anyway.
So everytime he has to go out he has to close the shop then go back and open again, wow~
made a mental note to ask if he's hiring next time, cos he was busy that time.
Hmmm.. feng fell in love with

Exia Avlanche ahahax! but stopped himself from buying it to save up for his

Red Frame Ka


After that, went for lunch. came home. he hanged out my house awhile. To pose his...
00 Qan(T) vs my Zaku F2000 (zaku F2 form) Then Gaming with the group again for the afternoon.
Then went for church in the evening.
It was great, tho... group had a shortage of people...
kinda sad really... :\
nothing much after service. went home chatted with my friends for awhile tho.
But thats pretty much it.

Today! (Sunday)
Went to church in the morning after breakfast.
hmm~ was honestly half asleep in service.. but it was a good sermons :)
ahahax I like the last part most tho. About how when reaching heaven,
God will separate the Sheeps and the Goats
Meaning he will choose between the good and the wicked.
Those who have Fed, Given, Clothed, Saved, Sacrificed, Visited & Took Care of another.
Would be separated from those who does not.
so yeahh! Pas. Kel approached me too!
he asked me if I could help out the Trailer Ministry .
I didnt actually said yes, but i didnt say no either.
Ahahax! If he asks, I'll just do what I can ^^
Afterwards, Went to get my camera! wheeee~~
Hello my dear Nikon D3100 :) w/ 55mm lens



Bought it at.. RM 1,998
Cool! cheaper than i expected! ahahax~!
i mean its cheaper than the 2K - 3K cameras my friends are getting.
tho theirs are Canon.. But then i checked. Researched etc. etc.
Nikon is better. Altho not as userfriendly. but more options.
And at a cheaper price, u're not getting anything lousy.
I mean the specs aint that far off from the Canon 550D+55mm which costs over Rm2.3K +Nikon D3100 can take better looking Photos. I know! I researched!
Its due to the Nikon's better Focusing Mechanism.
LOL! Also, the salesman loves photography too! and said the model i bought was his first model too. ahahax and gave me some pointers. so... uhh yay?
I can say I'm fully prepared for Photography class next semester ^^

And now 2 of all random pics i took with it!
This is my fav pic so far. xD ahahax Black King Piece of the Harry Potter Chess Set.

& this pic proves how anything can look a whole lot better when in HD. LOL!

hmm.. then around 9+ jing ask me if wanna go out?
then we did.. me, jing, soon & junyong.
lol On the road we saw KianBoon.
after what seems like awhile of constant lane-switching on the roads.
Rolled-down windows and bunch of bad words and middle fingers thrown between both cars.
We msged him and went to boulevard to drink and chat awhile.
Then Boon had to leave first.
so left us 4 again. walked around the whole of boulevard.
Saw some familiar faces. Heard horrible singing on the first floor
(Catz fashion week singing competition or something)
Then we went back to the car,
went on over to Yong Min Chong cybercafe cos jing wanted to get something from there.
And then we headed over to Hui Sing and down to MJC, wasted time there talking and stuff.
Then saw wei yen. ahahax talked awhile. then he went back to his group.
and we went back home. Then gaming. and now i'm here blogging ahahax~
Awesome week i guess.
ohh~ soon said last friday he went to Friendship park for break-dancing
ahahax said that every night(? i think) 9 - 12am there got break-dancing and its open to all,
so he just went there to break.
again made a mental note to head over there for a look sometime xD
So yeah! thats been my week. teehee.
Tho i swear, if every week is gonna be like this,
I'ma soo gonna be broke next semester!
rofl!

Awesome week! I still had my emo moments... & I still.... ........
but overall i'm great.
That's all! Peace & Love! xoxoxoxo! ^^


...I still havent forgotten you...

Goodbye Days

:') This song always soo sweet to me. ahahax Goodbye days by Yui.. (its playing on my blog!) She's one of my first fav. Japanese singers/composer.
And well.. this was the first song i heard from her.
I still love it lots..
Also loved the movie Yui stars in (with this song as the soundtrack)
The movie is just as touching as the song :')



It's called Midnight Sun or in japanese Taiyou No Uta (A Song To The Sun)
Its a very original story really..
its like a very famous story in japan i think.
Koreans made a remake of the movie too.
Some stars even had performance with the story.
but i still love this version the most, cos its the most well... nice.. :)

The story is about a 16 year old girl who has a very serious yet rare skin disease, that makes her unable to have direct contact with sunlight. So she's like always stuck at home unable to go out and stuff. she's bad at socializing and she does go out.. but only at night, often at a park where she'd simple sit and play her guitar.
love it soo much! Yui is just really an amazing singer :)
The movie is actually very sad really..
Oh It's a love story btw.. and its very sweet..
and very touching.. and seriously worth watching.

Check it out if ya havent.
i mean if you like serious and touching movies that boosts self-esteem and confidence. Actually i dont think anyone would regret watching it.
it's really one of my fav movie of all time :')




Translated Lyrics =

So I'm going to go see you right now, that's what I've decided
I want to have you listen to this song, that I have in my pocket

Quietly, I turned up the volume, to make sure that it was there

Oh good-bye days, right now I've got the feeling that things are going to change; so long to everything up until yesterday
An uncool kindness is at my side
~With you

I pass one ear phone over to you
And this moment slowly streams over to you
Can you really love me? Even though I sometimes lose my way

Oh good-bye days, right now things inside my heart have begun to change, alright
An uncool kindness is at my side
~With you

If possible, I'd like to not have sad feelings
But they'll come to me, won't they?
In those times, it would be good, if only I could say
"Yeah, hello! My friend", with a smile

When we both are humming the same song, I wish for you to be by my side
I'm glad that we were able to meet each other, with such an uncool kindness

... Good-bye days

broken by design.

So Finally I finished all my college assignment last week (thursday).
and with a minimum of just 1 breakdown. :) yay.
I've been thinking alot lately...
Okay, I think alot all the time, but anyway!
It was due to breakdown actually.
I was just overstressed i guess, I was feeling damn hopeless with my stupid map assignment.
and wondered why isit that I have to face it alone,
when there are people who do it with the help of others?
Then I figured, i dont really care about that.
Actually I'm bothered by how come its soo hard to complete it by myself.
(I still did it myself anyway, tho the outcome wasnt great, but I dont care anymore)
Well hmmm... yeahhh... I dont mind being alone or a loner. the silence is good at times too!
I just hate not being good enough to do things on my own sometimes.
Ya know, it really feels soo frustrating when no matter how hard you try and is unable to do something.

"No man is an island"? But... I wanna be an island...
all people ever do is hurt and disappoint. so whats the point? ahahax...


Anyway.. back to reality..
Friday, I asked hanjing to hav lunch wit me, my treat xD
so went to have McD~ lol~ after that went class. Handed in my work.
Lecturer didnt comment much, so I guess my artwork is okay...
I guess...? tho my juniors say its really nice =__=! dunno why.
anyhoo! Class breaktime, headed out with my friends to McD again,
Treated all of them to Mcflurry. ahahax~ xD
so yeahhh~ tats pretty much it on friday really...
Hmmm..
Saturday all gathered at my house,
to fix up Hanjing's Gundam (the one we gave him for his bday)
he liked how it looked after it got fixed up.
Cos its like all gold and shiny. lol!
I just watched them fix it up tho..

Actually i was playing Silent Hill 4 while they fix it up~
a super horror game aint as scary when u have a bunch of people wit ya.
and yes, Silent Hill is the only horror theme thing that freaks me out.
That.. and Dolls/Puppets... and also clowns. yeahhh hate them!
ahahax~ its fun to spend time with them, even if it is to do lame things.
Skipped church on sat. Didnt felt like going..
Nothing much happened on sunday either..
Just been kinda boring really..

Ahahax~ i love my friends tho xD

Loads of new movies releasing soon, cant wait for my exam to be over so I can go out and watch them xD
Captain America?
Rise Of The Planet Of The Apes?
Cowboys and Aliens?
Final Destination 5?
Conan?

Goodie~ cant wait.. ahahax..
Noting else much to say really, hmmm~
just that I hope to get better relation with my juniors next semester,
as they all seem like a fun group of people. ahahax~

sigh... tats all i guess... love n peace all~ byeh!

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I saw you, did you see me? I wanted to say Hi, but every move you make only reminded me of your goodbye.. sigh...


~~But I Really Wish You Would~ Drop Everything Now. Meet Me In The Pouring Rain, Kiss Me On The Sidewalk. Take Away The Pain~~
(Taylor Swift)

So This post is gonna be quite long i guess :)
ahahahax
first off... I would like to talk about...well.. religious stuff ahahax.


RELIGION

Seriously.. on wednesday, there was as always cell group meeting.
and i've been skipping alot of it.. I wanted to skip then too!
but i still ended up going.. but there were only 5 people there..
and CY actually talked about the last saturday service and stuff..
she feels bad that last time she felt like giving up on the cg d, cos really felt like she cant control it and stuff.. But then last saturday she was really touched and felt like restarting and doing her best for the cg etc. etc.
but what affected me most was that she said;
"All of us remains in church because we were touched by God. Also, you cant tell me that from the past, from when our CG was called obed-edom till now that the CG never helped you. So in truth, CG is suppose to be closer, more together. like an actual family."

Anyway! the the part about CG actually helped is true..
I guess I shudnt skip anymore, ahahax.
But yeahh.. CG does help, and it is like a family more or less.
I guess when you think about it.. yeah.. Just because we're not that close, doesnt mean we shouldnt meet up, in fact it means we should meet up more.
Whatsmore, we dont know if in the future we'd have the chance to meet up anymore.
People keep leaving to go overseas, work, have a busy life, etc.
I guess since I have time, I should actually go.
ahahax tat night was great tho..
altho there were only 5people. The atmosphere was different.
Really spirit-filled and just woowww~
ahahahax :) Amazing feeling.
So yeahh~ despite everything, i still loveee my cg :)..
After the whole meeting, i got to know CY a little better.
In the form of.... Kpop!
She said she wants to bleach her hair light blond too! :O
I wanna see that ahahahax! definitely gonna look very epic on her

Yesterday (saturday) service rocked too, with CHC SG SOT team coming to lead it.
ahahax really nice la. and and the guitarist sang You & Me by lifehouse summore,
wheee fav song! it reminded me of Adeline's bday party. LOL!
since i sang tat song to her tat time, ahahahax. lameeee~
anyway! yeahh~ today they english service also SOT mission team lead praise and worship and a few of the stuff, it was nice.. Even the testimony was nice... awesome. God is great.

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~~And our scars reminds us, the past is real; I tear my heart open. Just to feel~~
(Papa Roach)

College life has been going okay.. ahahax getting better friendship with the juniors :P lol!
altho.. by close, i mean that they're asking me to help them with their work :O. tsk tsk tsk.. LOL! but yeah! its nice to know new people.. for now however, i'm quite annoyed by some of the seniors. :O especially the group i'm stuck with in animation.. zz.. watever.. not gonna complain. sigh! College life.. ahahahax. so everything is duedate this week. so have to hand them in tomorrow. Animation and Website design, both done d. wheee~ now left history of art assignment and Fundamentals assignment. sigh! stressin' but then after next week no more classes until HoA exam. YESH.
Then finally! the semester will be over!

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~~I've been screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain, & its 2am, and i'm cursing your name! and thats the way I loved you~~
(Taylor Swift)


Next is ENTERTAINMENT:)
>So.. lately I've been watching animes. of course..
Latest anime i finished was; "Ookami Kakushi"
its nice! and its about the Japanese Wolf God. So yeah!
Turns out they're like a new form of werewolves.. actually more like superhumans
and they live with human race with the rules of not supposing to fall in love with them.
blah blah blah~ so yeah! its epic and a must watch! XD

Gonna finish my guitar lessons soon too.. lol.. Its fun to have learn a new skill..
ahahax! hmm what else? i guess thats pretty much it for entertainment, nothing much really

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Life itself has been overall okay i guess..
I'm getting tired of being lonely sometimes.
and also all the schoolwork and stuff.
at times i just wanna disappear or just not feel anything at all.
at times i dont know what i'm living for or what i'm doing.
But here i am, alive and waiting.
I dont know what to do or how to do it.
I just feel soo... actually.. no words can describe how i feel ahahax.
I havent went out with my friends for awhile d. i mean other then, eating out together once in awhile, been about 1month since we last had fun :(
friends in form6, are like super busy preparing for STPM so i havent had much contact with them too.
sighh~~~ so for the moment, life is quite dull.. :(
I wanna fall in love, i wanna have fun, i wanna do something crazy, I wanna see you, I dont wanna talk to you, i wanna scream out loud, i dont wanna be here, i dont, i do, i dont , i do..
I just wanna feel alive for just one more second..
Where's that Jolt of lifeforce when i need it most??
:'( I feel soo frustrated!
Oh yeah! and i really hate hate hateeee people who only finds you when they're sad and ignores u when they're alright. =__=!! annoying! zz roar~

Changed!

ahahax, song changed again!
I love this song currently :D
Its korean! ahahax..



Living In Your Heart - Untouchable Feat. Narsha (B.E.G.)

Translated Lyrics:

Please come back to me
Please come back to me
Please come back to me Girl~

I can`t Breath
I can`t smile everyday so because of you
I can`t sleep
I can`t live everyday so because of you

Girl , my heart's still warm towards you
It still beats tirelessly
But your heart's cold towards me
Its cold, so cold it may stop anytime

Im parched for your love
My heart that has been abandoned because it was too dry
And the only source of moisture is the tear dripping down

The smile that shines like the Sun
Is too hard to avoid
Breakups are like
The showering sadness that comes without any warnings

You're still breathing and living on
Within my warm heart
My heart towards you
Thumps all night long

I can't breath because of you
I can't smile because of you
Strangely enough when I smile, tear drips down (like a fool)
You're still living on in my heart
Am I still living on in your heart?
As long as I live (and breath) I can't forget about you...

I breath because of you
Then I smile because of you
I'm hurt because of you
Then I smile because of you
I'm hurt because of you
Then I cry because of you
I'm hurt because of you
Then I cry because of you

I can`t Breath
I can`t smile everyday so because of you
I can`t sleep
I can`t live everyday so because of you

Just like a cold wind in the winter
The cold and sore breakups
Spun and spun around like the seasons
And it finally has been pushed towards me once again

The beautiful memories
That were once warm like the spring
Our hot love that was once like
The hot summer no longer exists
Our love died out
Just like the falling leaves

The winter I thought it would never come
Finally came and found me


Cold love and people were meant to be
Now, I no longer believe in love...

I can't breath because of you
I can't smile because of you
Strangely enough when I smile, tear drips down (like a fool)
You're still living on in my heart
Am I still living on in your heart?
As long as I live (and breath) I can't forget about you...

I breath because of you
Then I smile because of you
I'm hurt because of you
Then I smile because of you
I'm hurt because of you
Then I cry because of you
I'm hurt because of you
Then I cry because of you

If I did something wrong
Please forgive me, I will repay back in folds
If I could meet you once more
I would do anything for that

I still can't forget about you
The traces of you won't erase
Our important memories that were like a dream (piles up)
I'm still waiting for you
Where are you now?
Isn't it strange, (even as time flies by or) when I smile tears keeps falling down

Please come back to me
Please come back to me
Please come back to me Girl~

Please come back to me
Please come back to me
Please come back to me Girl

Anyway.. the last few days has been epic..
ahahahax Church Service with Rev.Joseph Tai..
Uhmm, I actually cried :O ...
lol.... details? ahahx not gonna say anythng :')
Just uhh yeahhh~ I guess i should get my life back on track.. ahahax.
I dont know what to post really.. bahhhh~
blah blah blah... :') tats all! what a lame blogpost eh? ehehe..

Oh, I Downloaded; How To Train Your Dragon.
And watched it again. xD aahahax to me its a very nice n cute animated cartoon :')
Love it! :D whee~~~ going McD this wed.. yummm~~!~!~!~!
Uhh yeah! that's pretty much it ;D

Boku Wa Shitteru

So.. I changed my blog song to a Japanese Song..
its by Japanese Rockstar Miyavi~ Its called;

Boku Wa Shitteru ( I Know)

its a pop song.. and well, it was the first slow song i really loved that was done by him xD
its soo sentimental. uhh yeah! so here's the translated lyrics! :D


I know, I know, I know.
That I know about you, but
You don't even know my name.

I know, I know, I know.
That you have someone important to you,
Sometimes when you're together with that person you look so happy.

I know, I know, I know.
That when you come back from dates with that person you love to get coffee at the place you always go.
Of course, because that is my best coffee.

I can't tell jokes and make you laugh
And I can't listen without complaining,
But anytime you like I'll pour you a little bitter coffee.

I know, I know, I know.
That you looked lonely when you incidentally showed me your face when you came alone.
"Maybe it was too bitter" well,
I also know that's not it.

The one thing I really don't know about you
Is why I've come to like you so much?

Just one cup of coffee, that all the love I can give to you.

I know, I know, I know.
That the reason you aren't coming lately is not the taste after all.
Because on the last rainy day, what was rolling down your soaked cheeks was not rain.

I can't hold you close on cold nights
And I can't be beside you till morning,
But if you want to drink a little bitter coffee
Come over again anytime.

So until that time, stay well.



:) ahahahax, its such a super duper cute song xD
wheee~ uhmmm okaye...
So speaking about LOVE.. ahahax
the other day i chatted with my beloved japanese sister.
ahahax about well, love.
she saw my fb pic of Paris.
I actually said that if possible i wanna find a french gf in the future.
then we chat chat chat.
And she said that she feels a japanese girl would fit me more :S
cos they dont care as much about material and money as other people.
and stuff like that, u know the usual japanese culture of their women.
huh. which makes me blur.. pahahahax xD still, it's alonggggg way to go before anything happens..
Sigh! soo long... :(
I hate waiting. hmph! ahahax
also i found online that, Korean girls are actually more materialistic than other girls in the world o.O and they're more career minded.
woowwwieee~
So.. i'm glad i like japanese more than korean for that one point. ROFL!
yeahh~ i'm bored and dont know what to say...

mehh that's all.. peace out!

Dont you worry your pretty little mind~

Dont you worry your pretty little mind, People throw rocks at things that shine, and life makes love look hard..The stakes are high, the water's rough. But this love is ours :)

So.. lately, I've been super duper busy with assignments argh..
nothing much happened really.
I just feel and wish that some people would be more considerate towards others.
ahahax, that and i'm disgusted by how some people gossip and spread rumors about others without having any proof or anything.
As well as the people who try oh so hard to make people stand on their side of their personal emotions towards another person.
Like someone hates someone and talked bad about them and want others to actually join him/her against that person. seriously?
c'mon. you're suppose to be older than me and you're still playing such childish games.
Worse. If friendship means that i have to take your side every time, that aint friendship.
That's just you being pathetic. I personally like friends who will never pick sides.
ahahax that way i know they'd never betray me, cos they were never with me or the other person to begin with anyway. xD
And thats what i do too! if you hate him/her, then its your problem.
And if its someone I dont know at all, then its even more inappropriate to make me go against them. :)
Do i make myself clear?
yes? good!..

Now... back to my life..
wow! been really worried about a friend of mine to be honest.
Ahahax assignments and personal problems has really got to her, hope you're still holding up; Jiayou! xD
uhmm~ i've been having nightmares alot lately.
one of which stands out more than the rest..
it had someone in it... ahahx
and that someone killed all my friends. :O
SO yeahh~~ whatsmore! It was one of those dreams where it's all super creepy but not scary enough to wake you up.... you know that feeling sucks like !@#$%^&.
ehehe...


Hmmm~ i dont know what to post about really... just really been feeling quite dead..
Sigh! save me? D:

Serenity

~Show me how to see the love that brings Serenity~

So.. nothing much happened today. ahahax
classes skipped lunch. more class. and uhh yeahhhh thats pretty much it. lol.


Yesterday was great tho xD
went to watch Transformers 3: Dark Of The Moon with my mates.
ahahax :) it was epic nice!
And its transformers.. so u know, its kinda of a must watch. lol.
I still prefered the first one among the 3 movies tho. ahahax
despite all the improvement in graphics and devolopment etc.
I preferred the first movie cos it was the starting, more unique..
And more original xD now its like 70% of the transformers are new.
so uhh yeahh!
ahahahax basically it scored 8.9/10 :) which is rather high d.
It would had been better if they made things clearer.
There're a lot of Whys and Hows and What Happened;
that didnt had any answer. Though some parts of it is very touching.
It still wasnt enough.. so yeah! but still its epic, love the story.
Love SHOCKWAVE
That one red eyed beast is Shockwave wit his pet giant worm o.o
So all in all, its still basically a must watch xP ahahax..

After watching we headed over to 3rd mile market
(as in the midnight hawker stalls there)
to eat kueh chap. yum yummm~
ahahahx xD chatted about cars and stuff. :S
and then came back home.. uhh yeah!
I cant really say anything much really.
:) Its just nice to hang out with me buddies.

So.. like i said nothing much today~
went to eat canai with jing and feng after classes.
hmm hmmm~ uhh yeah! thats pretty much it. ahahax
nothing new really... kinda dull..
:( am still scouting for people to pei me go watch "Monte Carl0"
but of course.. i'm still unable to find anyone willing to go watch it with me.
Siighhh~ oh well~~~~
Tomorrow guitar lesson... ahahax
uhh yeah! that seems more or less it :)

I really dont know what more to say.. ahahax
Emotions been going crazie but other than that, everything's overall still the same. mehhh~
what else could i do rite? ahahax...
oh soo dull! haiz~~

Peace and Love all... xoxo. byeh.

Runaway From Love

♥ ♥ ♥~ Its an endless summer, I want you close to me, in an endless summer; now its time for you & me ~♥ ♥ ♥


So.. Life's been fineeee... lol..
Ohh~ I've fallen deeper and deeper in love with... Taylor Swift~! hahahahax
Random-ness! xD
I even have her as my laptop wallpaper, also drew a fullpage A4 artwork based on all her songs from album; Fearless & Speak Now
Mehh~ I dont know what to say really..
I've been feeling quite uneasy lately :(
Today more than ever.
Hopefully; Thursday outing (watching Transfomers!)
would boost my mood up or something. lol!

Facebook messaged with someone the other day :)
I dont know, it felt normal. ahahax its been 6months i guess that's normal.
Listening to Cascada "Perfect Day" album now
perfect timing too =_=!
my playlist playing the song; "Last Christmas"
But then, as far as reality's concern..
I dont really care~ xD
pahahahax! For now to me
Teen Love - Overrated.
Crushes - Not Worth It.
to me anyway, ahaha maybe i'm just too broken up.
mehh... I still wonder about the past at times.
pfft.. but again, i know better than anyone, the past cannot be changed.
And nothing I do now can make it better, so I can just look at the future.
Future..
I think too much, i know. :) what to do?!
sigh!

Finished my Website Comparison Assignment2 yesterday.
Going to finish Website Design Assignment1 tomorrow (hopefully)
then everything else I HOPE i can do them on time without losing my sleeping time.
all in all, college's going fineee.
heh.. haizzz~
Oh! I've been downloading lots of dance video lately (korean of course)

ahahahax, i still love the CO-ED SCHOOL dance style most :)
+ they're super cute. xD
And my best friend even cut her hair same as one of the members in there!
and it actually looks nice :))~ hehe!
And this link is to my fav music video by them..

"Bbiribbom Bberibbom"

Also! SEGi had students and faculty members from Hansung University come visit.
ahahahax KOREAN! :D
uhh~ yeahh~ :) teehee!
thats it about music and college life i guess...

BACK TO MY REALITY~
"Tell Me How Could It Be, Boy? You're Still A Runaway; You Chase The Dreams From Heaven Above. Where In This World Will You Find A Place To Stay? Runaway From Love"
Fits my mood currently very well..
ahahax :) I'm seriously dont wanna love again.
I wouldnt mind having my heart ripped out and eaten by some beast so I wouldnt have to feel anymore either.
But again, Reality... Reality Bites. But It Wont Ever Kill You, Only Torture You.
Hmph! Its again, one of those days I wish I cant 'feel'.
Dreams, Goals, Visions, Hope; I doubt them now.
sigh~~~ I know I know; Repent!
but still.. sigh~~~~~ ehehe

I think.. I'm just gonna continue lovin all those awesome superstars, and ignore whatever feelings that my heart wants to create. Cos I really dont want to get involved in anything else that'd hurt me...

"Oh, Dear Heart, Why Does Thou Want Love? When Its The Thing That Breaks Thee."

Obviously! if you follow my blog u'd know that I'd had a crush for quite some time d! ahahax but i havent done anything about it. And all this time I've been pushing myself away from it, I dont wanna be in love and dont even wanna think about it... So all in all... :( I wish my heart would just stop Feeling.

This is Aaron, Signing Off. xoxo. Peace! :)

Beauty False

~!~!~!~RED COLISEUM~!~!~!~

Spent my entire afternoon there!!!
But before i get into that, lets talk about my yesterdays xD

Friday~
Uhmm well, nothing much to say really.
ahahax it was Marcus's bday!
Nothing much really friday..
morning got all my assignments d..
and signed lecturer form for class cancellation for monday.
Lecturer going Honeymoon o.o wth.
LOL! so yeahh~
after class went out with Mig, Cus & Roger.
Had lunch, Bday boy actually paid for everything.
:) soo niceeeee~ ahahax
after that was history of art class.
hmm nothing much to say about that..
I got my final artist d.
Keith Haring..
A very comical grafitti, social activist artist -__-!
LOL! which to me isnt really an artist..But whatever. You might know him from his most famous artwork...

The Dog


Very lame indeed~~~
so well, that was my friday..
ahahax.
Saturday, huh... hmmm.. uhhh. oh yeah!
Guitar class :) learning more n more stuff ahahax next week learning Chords d.
hmm.. thats it i guess..?
ahahax afternoon didnt do much..
Skipped church tis week, cos spent it mostly with my bro and his gf.
lol.. yeahhh.
Saturday night went out for dinner and walk walk.
and that's pretty much it..

Today!
went to Kbox with me gang..
Jing, Feng, Eric, Andy, Amelia, JunYong, SiangYong, Timothy.
wowwws ahahahax
what's more the Kbox is freeeee from 12 - 7 xD
so we were singing all the way through.
Random songs.
As in very very veryyyy wide range of songs..
and its 7 hours so i cant really write out our entire playlist :S
awww... yeah but it was fun!
altho some of the songs reminds me of someone and somethings i rather not remember.
blueks~ cant be helped.. ahahahax :) love love love my friends...
after that had dinner and came home..
I dont know what to say really.
It was just a really really fun day..
tho the red coliseum is a bit disappointing.
ahahax i've been to better kbox-s than it.
So yeahh... it aint the best...

Bro n his gf went back KL tis afternoon when i was out tho.
uhmmm.. tomorrow no class... but still going to college to finish assignments
arghhh~~ no more fun and games. bz bz bz :)


and thats it! ahahahax! Love and Peace all xD

woots!

Had full day today! :D ahahahax.

Well first, my bro came back yesterday afternoon :)
so I skipped CG last night, to have a family dinner and stuff.
lol..
today morning i had class..
Fundamental Of Graphic Design.
Ah! Final Assignment Out.
need to DRAW a map of kuching, in a 3D form. wtf?!
how can u draw a map in 3D ?
that seems almost impossible and worst! It's on A1 size!
(thats the size of 8 pieces of A4 all together) D:
what's more yesterday history of arts assignment out too.
The lecturer said we would have to
1. find and write a report on the selected artist (he will give each and everyone of us 1)
2. draw an artwork in that artist's art style (he will tell us how big the size shud be next week)
Well first, i HOPE i wont end up with a Pointillism artist :x
This is Pointillism. (art work done with dots!)

And if worse-case-scenario, i get an artist like that, I hope the artwork doesnt have to be done in some supersized paper D:
mehh! horror!
the lecturer is such a bully :(

next!
after class today,
went to Spring with family~~
Kimbay for lunch
(Roast duck rice, yumm yumm~ and Purple Dream (ribena,sprite float)
ahahax and then went to walk walk around spring.
and ended up watching Dylan Dog: Dead of night
it wasnt that bad really.

actually, its quite nice. ahahax 7.8/10 for me tho.
cos starting it was like in the narrator form, which is like a total turn-off
u know like those classic Private Investigator story.
which of course is very cliche, since he IS a PI.
still.. if i'm not wrong, the movie takes place after the whole graphic novel stories.
Cos its like he retired from the undead stuff and then reactive in it.
why? check out the movie to find out.
x) its a B rated movie. so all in all 7.8 is high enough for it xD

hahax. then walk walk. then went for guitar class, cos last week canceled.
going to that again tis sat. Feng drove me home, talked and stuff.
so yeah! overall it was an okay day :) ahahax

Reality recheck!

last night i had another weird dream. MM, VV & LL was in it. Lol. with JJ~ LOL! its soo cute to call them like dat. ahahax my gang was in it too. jing, feng, ric. etc. etc. it was like some big party. everyone was there. ahahax.
it was actually quite lame. until time-stopped.

and the world fell apart.
and i was the only one left in the room.
then some weird demonic ninja samurai thing appeared.
and then my eyes turned red.
uhhh yeah! it was a mess.
another one of those dimension thingy thing.
then i woke up (in the dream) and was actually asleep at the restaurant table.
LOL! uhhh~ then after eating everyone was leavin. talked to MM awhile.
while VV teased. and then they went into JJ's car. LOL! Tis was weirdddd.

and thennn~ uhhh. wat else..
ohh~~~ I was with my friends walking to their car. when again the world collapse.
and then i suddenly appeared at a mountain top with one of those cable car above me
(cable car? genting ah? LOL! )
then again that thing poped out and it chased me for awhile, then i was pushed off the mountain.
aiks then i woke up... LOL! epic weird-ness xP