Serenity

~Show me how to see the love that brings Serenity~

So.. nothing much happened today. ahahax
classes skipped lunch. more class. and uhh yeahhhh thats pretty much it. lol.


Yesterday was great tho xD
went to watch Transformers 3: Dark Of The Moon with my mates.
ahahax :) it was epic nice!
And its transformers.. so u know, its kinda of a must watch. lol.
I still prefered the first one among the 3 movies tho. ahahax
despite all the improvement in graphics and devolopment etc.
I preferred the first movie cos it was the starting, more unique..
And more original xD now its like 70% of the transformers are new.
so uhh yeahh!
ahahahax basically it scored 8.9/10 :) which is rather high d.
It would had been better if they made things clearer.
There're a lot of Whys and Hows and What Happened;
that didnt had any answer. Though some parts of it is very touching.
It still wasnt enough.. so yeah! but still its epic, love the story.
Love SHOCKWAVE
That one red eyed beast is Shockwave wit his pet giant worm o.o
So all in all, its still basically a must watch xP ahahax..

After watching we headed over to 3rd mile market
(as in the midnight hawker stalls there)
to eat kueh chap. yum yummm~
ahahahx xD chatted about cars and stuff. :S
and then came back home.. uhh yeah!
I cant really say anything much really.
:) Its just nice to hang out with me buddies.

So.. like i said nothing much today~
went to eat canai with jing and feng after classes.
hmm hmmm~ uhh yeah! thats pretty much it. ahahax
nothing new really... kinda dull..
:( am still scouting for people to pei me go watch "Monte Carl0"
but of course.. i'm still unable to find anyone willing to go watch it with me.
Siighhh~ oh well~~~~
Tomorrow guitar lesson... ahahax
uhh yeah! that seems more or less it :)

I really dont know what more to say.. ahahax
Emotions been going crazie but other than that, everything's overall still the same. mehhh~
what else could i do rite? ahahax...
oh soo dull! haiz~~

Peace and Love all... xoxo. byeh.

Runaway From Love

♥ ♥ ♥~ Its an endless summer, I want you close to me, in an endless summer; now its time for you & me ~♥ ♥ ♥


So.. Life's been fineeee... lol..
Ohh~ I've fallen deeper and deeper in love with... Taylor Swift~! hahahahax
Random-ness! xD
I even have her as my laptop wallpaper, also drew a fullpage A4 artwork based on all her songs from album; Fearless & Speak Now
Mehh~ I dont know what to say really..
I've been feeling quite uneasy lately :(
Today more than ever.
Hopefully; Thursday outing (watching Transfomers!)
would boost my mood up or something. lol!

Facebook messaged with someone the other day :)
I dont know, it felt normal. ahahax its been 6months i guess that's normal.
Listening to Cascada "Perfect Day" album now
perfect timing too =_=!
my playlist playing the song; "Last Christmas"
But then, as far as reality's concern..
I dont really care~ xD
pahahahax! For now to me
Teen Love - Overrated.
Crushes - Not Worth It.
to me anyway, ahaha maybe i'm just too broken up.
mehh... I still wonder about the past at times.
pfft.. but again, i know better than anyone, the past cannot be changed.
And nothing I do now can make it better, so I can just look at the future.
Future..
I think too much, i know. :) what to do?!
sigh!

Finished my Website Comparison Assignment2 yesterday.
Going to finish Website Design Assignment1 tomorrow (hopefully)
then everything else I HOPE i can do them on time without losing my sleeping time.
all in all, college's going fineee.
heh.. haizzz~
Oh! I've been downloading lots of dance video lately (korean of course)

ahahahax, i still love the CO-ED SCHOOL dance style most :)
+ they're super cute. xD
And my best friend even cut her hair same as one of the members in there!
and it actually looks nice :))~ hehe!
And this link is to my fav music video by them..

"Bbiribbom Bberibbom"

Also! SEGi had students and faculty members from Hansung University come visit.
ahahahax KOREAN! :D
uhh~ yeahh~ :) teehee!
thats it about music and college life i guess...

BACK TO MY REALITY~
"Tell Me How Could It Be, Boy? You're Still A Runaway; You Chase The Dreams From Heaven Above. Where In This World Will You Find A Place To Stay? Runaway From Love"
Fits my mood currently very well..
ahahax :) I'm seriously dont wanna love again.
I wouldnt mind having my heart ripped out and eaten by some beast so I wouldnt have to feel anymore either.
But again, Reality... Reality Bites. But It Wont Ever Kill You, Only Torture You.
Hmph! Its again, one of those days I wish I cant 'feel'.
Dreams, Goals, Visions, Hope; I doubt them now.
sigh~~~ I know I know; Repent!
but still.. sigh~~~~~ ehehe

I think.. I'm just gonna continue lovin all those awesome superstars, and ignore whatever feelings that my heart wants to create. Cos I really dont want to get involved in anything else that'd hurt me...

"Oh, Dear Heart, Why Does Thou Want Love? When Its The Thing That Breaks Thee."

Obviously! if you follow my blog u'd know that I'd had a crush for quite some time d! ahahax but i havent done anything about it. And all this time I've been pushing myself away from it, I dont wanna be in love and dont even wanna think about it... So all in all... :( I wish my heart would just stop Feeling.

This is Aaron, Signing Off. xoxo. Peace! :)

Beauty False

~!~!~!~RED COLISEUM~!~!~!~

Spent my entire afternoon there!!!
But before i get into that, lets talk about my yesterdays xD

Friday~
Uhmm well, nothing much to say really.
ahahax it was Marcus's bday!
Nothing much really friday..
morning got all my assignments d..
and signed lecturer form for class cancellation for monday.
Lecturer going Honeymoon o.o wth.
LOL! so yeahh~
after class went out with Mig, Cus & Roger.
Had lunch, Bday boy actually paid for everything.
:) soo niceeeee~ ahahax
after that was history of art class.
hmm nothing much to say about that..
I got my final artist d.
Keith Haring..
A very comical grafitti, social activist artist -__-!
LOL! which to me isnt really an artist..But whatever. You might know him from his most famous artwork...

The Dog


Very lame indeed~~~
so well, that was my friday..
ahahax.
Saturday, huh... hmmm.. uhhh. oh yeah!
Guitar class :) learning more n more stuff ahahax next week learning Chords d.
hmm.. thats it i guess..?
ahahax afternoon didnt do much..
Skipped church tis week, cos spent it mostly with my bro and his gf.
lol.. yeahhh.
Saturday night went out for dinner and walk walk.
and that's pretty much it..

Today!
went to Kbox with me gang..
Jing, Feng, Eric, Andy, Amelia, JunYong, SiangYong, Timothy.
wowwws ahahahax
what's more the Kbox is freeeee from 12 - 7 xD
so we were singing all the way through.
Random songs.
As in very very veryyyy wide range of songs..
and its 7 hours so i cant really write out our entire playlist :S
awww... yeah but it was fun!
altho some of the songs reminds me of someone and somethings i rather not remember.
blueks~ cant be helped.. ahahahax :) love love love my friends...
after that had dinner and came home..
I dont know what to say really.
It was just a really really fun day..
tho the red coliseum is a bit disappointing.
ahahax i've been to better kbox-s than it.
So yeahh... it aint the best...

Bro n his gf went back KL tis afternoon when i was out tho.
uhmmm.. tomorrow no class... but still going to college to finish assignments
arghhh~~ no more fun and games. bz bz bz :)


and thats it! ahahahax! Love and Peace all xD

woots!

Had full day today! :D ahahahax.

Well first, my bro came back yesterday afternoon :)
so I skipped CG last night, to have a family dinner and stuff.
lol..
today morning i had class..
Fundamental Of Graphic Design.
Ah! Final Assignment Out.
need to DRAW a map of kuching, in a 3D form. wtf?!
how can u draw a map in 3D ?
that seems almost impossible and worst! It's on A1 size!
(thats the size of 8 pieces of A4 all together) D:
what's more yesterday history of arts assignment out too.
The lecturer said we would have to
1. find and write a report on the selected artist (he will give each and everyone of us 1)
2. draw an artwork in that artist's art style (he will tell us how big the size shud be next week)
Well first, i HOPE i wont end up with a Pointillism artist :x
This is Pointillism. (art work done with dots!)

And if worse-case-scenario, i get an artist like that, I hope the artwork doesnt have to be done in some supersized paper D:
mehh! horror!
the lecturer is such a bully :(

next!
after class today,
went to Spring with family~~
Kimbay for lunch
(Roast duck rice, yumm yumm~ and Purple Dream (ribena,sprite float)
ahahax and then went to walk walk around spring.
and ended up watching Dylan Dog: Dead of night
it wasnt that bad really.

actually, its quite nice. ahahax 7.8/10 for me tho.
cos starting it was like in the narrator form, which is like a total turn-off
u know like those classic Private Investigator story.
which of course is very cliche, since he IS a PI.
still.. if i'm not wrong, the movie takes place after the whole graphic novel stories.
Cos its like he retired from the undead stuff and then reactive in it.
why? check out the movie to find out.
x) its a B rated movie. so all in all 7.8 is high enough for it xD

hahax. then walk walk. then went for guitar class, cos last week canceled.
going to that again tis sat. Feng drove me home, talked and stuff.
so yeah! overall it was an okay day :) ahahax

Reality recheck!

last night i had another weird dream. MM, VV & LL was in it. Lol. with JJ~ LOL! its soo cute to call them like dat. ahahax my gang was in it too. jing, feng, ric. etc. etc. it was like some big party. everyone was there. ahahax.
it was actually quite lame. until time-stopped.

and the world fell apart.
and i was the only one left in the room.
then some weird demonic ninja samurai thing appeared.
and then my eyes turned red.
uhhh yeah! it was a mess.
another one of those dimension thingy thing.
then i woke up (in the dream) and was actually asleep at the restaurant table.
LOL! uhhh~ then after eating everyone was leavin. talked to MM awhile.
while VV teased. and then they went into JJ's car. LOL! Tis was weirdddd.

and thennn~ uhhh. wat else..
ohh~~~ I was with my friends walking to their car. when again the world collapse.
and then i suddenly appeared at a mountain top with one of those cable car above me
(cable car? genting ah? LOL! )
then again that thing poped out and it chased me for awhile, then i was pushed off the mountain.
aiks then i woke up... LOL! epic weird-ness xP

Let it stop~

♥♥♥~ I'd rather be anywhere else, anywhere else, anywhere else but here ~♥♥♥


To celebrate the release of Simple Plan's latest album ; "Get Your Heart On"


I have changed my blog song to one of my fav song from the album (well actually i like all the songs in the album LOL!) so~ la la da da da~
I'd rather be anywhere else but here! :(
in college now, and i'm blogging? LOL!
so i havent really been blogging about my recent events.
actually on the 16th june went out with the gang to celebrate Jing's bday
till 11++ LOL! yeah.
and this sunday am goin to Kbox n steamboat wit the gang too :)



Anyway thats it for my fun-ness..
other days i'm just busy with assignments, but i still havent really done any :x
sigh! stress! :( I'm getting tired of this. i need a reason to workhard.
uhmm~ yeah! soo touched my sis; MM posted my name on her blog, awww. LOL!
she's havin SP fever too xD woots! Power to Punk Rock! :B
anyway her blog be talkin about how teenagers shudnt be dating and stuff.
lol. I guess for me, I'm really tired of Love too.
But i guess my past relationships taught me that I'm either not good enough for the person, or that the person would not be good enough to accept me.
so all in all, any lovelife now would pretty much end in tragedy too.
still~ I'm crushin harder n harder over someone..
ahahahax! tho i dont plan to actually tell her or anything xP
I'm such a contradiction to myself!
But for me, I've never been someone who would put anything more important than a relationship.
So i really feel uneasy when i'm like, well.. single.




ahahax, yes dear sis, Lingsan, Love DOES Define Me.
And its not the friendship kind of love that defines me too.
So yeahh.. I'm the kind of person who would throw it all away for love.
I remember being insulted for being too irrational for being that way tho :B
ahahax, i just dont believe any love can be a lie.
Love can either be true or not love at all.
Of course I guess I've been through alot and my thinking about it changed.
ahahax still single life is... okay..
LOL i spending on all the random things in life and friends.
Still.. i miss having someone close to really just talk to, hang with, and just be there for me.
sigh~~
Ahahax. ;) Oh well~~


♥♥♥~ I'm The Loser Of The Year ~♥♥♥ - Simple Plan



Anyway...
i feel sad after listening to Gone Too Soon by Simple Plan :(
ahh~ it reminds me of my bro soo much T.T
uhmm~ yeahhh..


hmmmm~ I dunno what i'm doing really. I'm just kinda messed up. ahahax
thats all i guess.




♥ Love & (v) Peace

Have I been forsaken?

So.. Everyone has their own takes in life.
There are those who find it fitting to be just within the comfort of friends, and those who find solace in the realm of solitude. People who gets lost in their own worlds of books & studies, People who hides away in cyberspace. Hobbyist who takes up hobbies just to cure their emptiness. Oh how we mortals get rooted into this wonderfully materialized world~
TRAGIC~ & a wee bit dramatic.
But what of me? what of me.
Depression has consumed me time n time again.
I may not be crazy enough to cut my own ear off and send it to a lover (Artist, Van Gogh)
nor will i hide in a broken down house away from the world writing poetry (Poet, Edgar Ellen Poe)
No.. I choose to remain here. Altho I'm not seen as much.
And I may possibly just seem like a Ghost to the people around me.
I remain.. here... in silence.
I'm appreciated; Not.
I'm loved; Not.
I'm Walking, Talking, Breathing, But Am I Alive?

years of solitude and rejection has caused me a hole in my chest.
an emptiness.. a gap that nothing in this world can ever fill!
I have tried over and over. In every single possibly way to fill it.
But it remains... the hole remains.
is love what i'm after? is happiness what i need?
is a companion all i want? is life worth living.... ?

no no no no no NONONONONO!!?!

no... I've waited, I've ran, I've fallen, I've practiced, I've trained, I've cried, I've died, I've been revived. I've been broken, I've been fixed, I've been ill, I've been healed, But still this emptiness remains.
Years and years this emptiness remains.
A depression that I cant seem to break.
why why why why WHY?!
Life is not unfair, in fact, my life is getting better and better.
I get blessed almost daily, I have every reason to be happy.
I've had probably a life with a lot more experiences than others.
but still... still...
I cant find what i'm looking for..
Is there nothing to fill this gap?
Is this world soo limited that a hole cannot be filled?

ahahax..
..

I wanna be loved. I wanna be appreciated, I wanna be noticed.
I wanna... be... Happy...
tired of being alone, tired of trying, tired..
oh soo tired...
If there is truly nothing for me in this world..
I really dont know why I'm still going..
will waiting really be all I'm suppose to do?
I'm really sick of it. soo sick... of waiting.
I dont even know what i'm waiting for..

and if y'all think this is Emotional, than F U .
Cos its my blog and its suppose to be personal.
If u wanna judge than say it to my face, dont gossip!

ahahax...
Torment..Sacrifice..God..Love..Life..Earth..World..Relationship..Friendship..Depression..Self-harm..Myself..You..Everyone..Hate..Disappointment..Unreliable..Insecure..Unsafe.....Broken... Dead... Empty...

Why'd you have to leave me falling down this bottomless pit? I'm an angel, I'm suppose to sore in the skies, free, with no chains, no limits.. Not falling with burned off wings and broken bones..



.:FORSAKEN:.

the week

The week has been quite fun and hectic really. lol.

Well.... for one, I'm sooo happy the week is over. full week of classes is no fun.
ahahax, went to watch x-men: first class yesterday ( FINALLY!)
Loved it. :) niceeee~ xD
ahahax went there wit feng,jing n ric right after History of Arts class.
:) it was really awesome la.

8.6/10 for my movie rating. ahahax.
I guess cos my bro collects the comics, so i kinda grew up knowing about X-men.
ahahax so yeahh.... :S


I'm rather speechless
anyway... seriously nothing much for me to say about my week.
I've just been really on off emo.
la la la.
went pizza hut yesterday afternoon too.
wit Callie, Stella, Sanny & Justin.
shared with Callie, cos 1. Pizza Hut is expensive! 2. we dont eat much.
ahahax xD surprised that she likes mountain dew.
Not many people do o___o!
ohh~ she was playing her (lame & stupid) iphone game when waiting for Stella, Sanny n Justin to get back from the bank. o___o!
everyone at the other tables were like staring at her =___=!
lame like wat~~ LOL!
yeahhh~ grrr hmmmm~~ meow!
she asked me something random too!
"你不能一天不要想太多的啊？"
naturally for me! i said no. :S
ahahax. she said if it was her, she'd go sot from over-thinking too.
mehh..
oh well...
class was boring like i said..
all i did was....
watch anime :S ahahahax! fail student!
But then..... everyone still suan me for getting 3 Distinctions last semester -__-!
mehh~
oh right... I've been watching a rather old anime called;

NOEIN
its really good :) all about timespace (time+dimension travel)
so yeahhh..... Psychological Sci-fi Anime.
My friend said that; "什么样的人, 就是看什么样的戏."
But then she had her earphones on when listening to music on max volume.
SEGi Creative Arts & Design really all crazies :D

Also today after guitar class i went to buy down the;
Super Custom Zaku F2000.
LOL! yay my purple Zaku!

Uhmm so yeah! nothing much to say really.
ahahax. :)
College got junior geng in drawing animes! :O
yeah tats totally random.
just that long time din meet tiok people who still likes to draw anime liao.
hmmm~ I really nothing much to post la. ahahax
mehh~ i guess i've been spending a lot. teehee...
But then.. I dunno, I mean..
I'm okay with it.. I mean I achieved a new goal, i now owned a real Bandai Zaku!
all I have to do now is put it together .____.! LOL!
one enough tho xD pahahax. Achieving Personal Achievements is always fun.
I guess thats it lor... peace n love all :) xoxo

Birthday :)

So~~ my birthday was yesterday.. teeheehee..
Got ALMOST 100 wishes on facebook and handphone. I should know, i replied them all. +_+ too eng eh? xD
ahahax. :) but starting on 5th June.

I'd like to firstly thank Adel for dragging me out oh-so-suddenly.
ahahax, her driving rawks! dunno why erica always complains about it xP
ahem! neway, wanted to watch Pirates of the Caribbeans but... it was full.
This would be the 2nd time i went there wanting to watch that, but couldnt. :O
ended up eating and talking at the food court. :) joked around.
and awwww, she chia me ice-cream. ahahax xD
Seriously thats more than enough d. *Sugar-high* LOL! xD
So yeah! thankius lots for that. No wonder I call ue a bestfriend rite?! xD ahahax *Love!*
Oh Yeah! also 3 days before my bday hanjing already wish me happy birthday. damn Kiasu one. XD then on 5th june was... Stella said happy birthday, and self-proclaimed her kiasu-ness. then her boyfriend wished me happy birthday in the afternoon. More kiasu-ness.
SEGi Art Faculty = Si Beh Kiasu lor~ ahahax cute tho. Cute dao~~~

ahahax. thennn... Callie wished me happy birthday, cos i was havin post-bday-blues. LOL!
Sweet hor? ahem! ahahax she sent me an actual bday greetin on the actual day too :)

then unexpectedly... at 11pm Pric wished me an early happy birthday..
I was well surprised. so thanks. I really dunno what to say really. :| uhh yeahh....

~.~
Uhmmm~ hmmm..

Oh yeah first few to wish me happy birthday was Eric's Sis, Amelia :D and Ah-Chan. LOL!
2 of the people i didnt expect to wish me first. then came flooding in a few random ones.
from church people, school people etc. :)

ZR and Dor were the unique one. cos they tagged my name as status to wished me. pahaha; sweet wei!~and actually very kiasu too! aiyo~

ahahax, Lingsan and Adel also wished me on fb with sweet words.

Bf's one was unfair! :( I'm disappointed yo. boo you! LOL! :P
jk ahahax thanks for the chat wish bf :) love ya!

and thenn.. Ohh the St.Marians wished me too. ahahax I didnt think they'd either. If anything they have the most comments in their wish comment box ROFL!

Uhmmm~ my cell group only wished me on the actual day after waking up xD
Yating jie wished me before I went to college :) with sms.

Then Catherine wished me when i was in class and ask if i was going CG and stuff. LOL!
she was half-dead herself with no sleep and all that. huh.. busy with church stuff i guess

Mabel left me an fb bday wish too! ahahax xD sweet sis! :P xoxo

Then Roland was the coolest one lor, sent me sms; "Today your bday rite?" wait me to reply yes, then he wished me happy bday xD LOL! cute bro -_-!

Erica wished me when i was in class too :) ahahax thankius.

Destiny! she wished me later in the evening. Tho her wishing me is more than enough d. Thanks sis. Gambateh in your dance, sorry i cant watch :|

Alyn too, thanks! wish u didnt have to leave soo soon tho :S

Nish wanted to get me McD for my bday woowww, ahahas paiseh tho, so told her no :X

Sweet sister JiaJing ahahax sent me a sweet wish on facebook too :) all the from Sabah ah! ahahax *Love Love Love*.

A few wishes from Solomon B, and other CG from church. :)

Multimedia dudes gave me a PS3 link as my bday gift on Facebook.
LOL! i nicknamed their group the Gay Brigade. whoops :B jk ya? thanks y'all! xD
ahahx.. :)

But still there's no place like home!

ahahax My mum bought me Blueberry Cheesecake & A DragonFruit for my bday.
Enough liao. wowww~ perfect! LOL!

uhhmmm~ then today! Jing came back from his trip and he gave me.

A Hidan Akatsuki Blade Keychain Wooowwww~
Nothing says "You're Awesome!" better than a DeathGod Scythe Keychain.
LOL! Gay hor?! ROFL!
Anyway!
We planned today got watch X-men.
But wanted to goto the Gundam shop first. :O
Cos Jing bought a Gundam Destiny from his trip to KL o.O 200++
ahahax check the kuching price and all that lor.
anyway! feng suddenly said he wanted to get me gift,
pick anything i wan. LOL! but i only want the Zaku II F2000 ahahax
:) So no, too expensive xP but he said he help me pay abit when i wanna buy it lor :)
ahahax thats soo sweet~ sweet dao~~~~~~ also Gay ah! :P
ahahax! jk :) Brothers xD wheee
I think all of us kena Feng infected d. ==! all want to have at least one gundam. LOL!
Anyway! went on to MBO!
FAIL! 3rd time this has Happened wei! first time ended up watch Karal ==, 2nd time ended up with Icecream. and today like this?!
Hall closed?!
Due to... uhh~ Safety procedure. wth?
chia dato'/datuk then say la! Safety procedure. pui! LOL!
actually i dunno la. :) but really the whole hall closed off. God knows what happened. :S
O_O! someone heartattack when watching Xmen? :O
who knows... so no movie.
Ended up at Jing's place. talked and stuff. then ric n feng came here lepak awhile.
Talked, Guitar, Computer, Anime, Cake, Leave.
ahahax. mehh not bad la...

This morning class, not bad too.
A total of 11 new students joined Multimedia this semester. woowwww~
ahahax tho i dunno any of them.
Tho a few were from Sungai Maong before. I've seen them before.
hmmm. so yeah! :) overall it was okay..
Tho Kenny's lecture was uber boring.
Pas.Kel sent me a belated bday wish then too. he apologized for the delay as he was busy wit a funeral yesterday :) of course nvm la..
oh yeah, Got my results too.
Marketing A- , Digital Audo & Video A- , Flash Animation A, and the disppointment! KENNY's class :X 2D & 3D design B. :( the only one with no distinction. sigh! i hate ue! LOL!
but then I have 4 classes with him tis sem :(

But there's a few people that didnt wish me a bday wish till now. ahahax.. Disappointed wei!
.. but then, a bday isnt that important i guess. :) ahahax she's busy having fun and being busy too xD ahahax. Still love ya, u know who u r ;)

grrrrrrrr

So I'm abit disappoint :(
ahahax...
but I'll get to that later. :)
Anyway! been stressing about the whole Word Power thingy.
Arghh.. been too busy emo-ing to actually care about it the entire week actually.
Then stressed at the very last minute. ahahaha.
Guitar lessons are going great. will be learning strumming and plucking and all that next week.
should be reaching the end of it d.
uhhh yeah!
I was dragged to an anime store at BDC by Feng (its on top of everise) yesterday after guitar lesson.
LOL! it was.... not as bad as i imagine it to be.
I mean its called an anime hobby store, but I think it should had been called; Gundam Collector's store. LOL! and I'm serious, it has a whole megaload of gundam models ==
which is a reason why Feng wanted to go. Gundam freak. xP LOL!

Gundams

More Gundams... X_X

To be honest, i should sue him for making me as crazy about anime items as he is now.
damnnnn~ LOL! but then i'm not the only one. jing n ric got infected by him too.. LOL!
Now its like everyone has at least one gundam robot they want..
well except me. I want a Zaku II model. lol... the enemy bots in gundam :S
I just cant stand the stupid gundam heads xP LOL!

(Gundam NU, Gundam Hi NU, some red gundam, & ARMORED CORE!)

they sold the most LEGIT models and figures and stuff from Japan.
all the way to the not-so-legit stuff from China and taiwan. LOL!
But like i said it wasnt soo bad. But 3 things caught my eyes best when i was there.
1 is that Robot behind the gundams :) Its called Mirage: Armored Core.
It looks 100% more detailed than any of the other gundams, it only comes in its made in Japan version. LOL! and its just soo robotic cool, as compared to the rest xP For those who dont know,
Armored Core is a Playstation game. LOL! :) It was super famous in Japan. M'sia, not so much. LOL!

( Armored Core! :'D EPIC! )

Then next were their figurines, they had like Miku (Vocaloid) figurines, to Final Fantasy figurines, to ONE PIECE figurines, all the way to Death Note figurines.
Ahahahahax, DEATH NOTE! :'D they had the chibi version too! cute dao~~~

Vocaloid - MIKU!

Death Note - LIGHT!


Death Note - Ryuzaki L (HE WAS SOLD OUT! So I couldnt take an actual pic or actually buy him D: rm10 nia! lol)

Death Note 3in1 Figure - Misa, L, Light (rm140)
This one looked cool too... sorry for my lousy photography xD


One Piece Figurines O_O


Final Fantasy VII - Sephiroth :)


Sexay~ LOL! Code Geass Figurines :)


But What Feng Got Me Into Liking Most Is....
ZAKU II - F2000
Reason? Its Not Only Purple, ITS SHINY PURPLE.
lol and 2. It looks better than a gundam :P
3. Being from Japan too, and comparing it, its cheaper than the other gundam models. LOL

ahahax, If i buy it, it's not for a collection, its just an achievement :)

So that was pretty much it. :) for my saturday morning.
had lunch with him then headed home.. bath, slept.
pray, and started on my wordpower. LOL!
xD yeahh~
But when the time came, It wasnt that bad.
Again... the familiarity of the stage made me feel weird.
bluek~
I felt nervous yeah~ but I dunno, its just I feel like the stage felt natural
But again i say, I dont think i'ma stage performer.
I mean unless I'm suppose to throw knife at a person strapped on a spinning wheel,
like in a circus show or a magician show, I dont think I'm much of a performer. LOL!
Still... :)
Choosing no.6 out of the 20 wasnt that bad. xD
Tho i was blur at first, then the verse hit me. :)
ahahax, proud of myself. even if no one else is.
considering that I've never had much of a good memory or whatever, it ended up okay.
Still...
I'm disappointed about some things...
and it makes me very very unhappy.
And worse! it made the thought of leaving church came into my mind. :x
ahahax. :) that aside...
The offering challenge almost made me cry tho.. ehehe
the whole because of Jesus's love for me, I sacrificed for you. :)
And the question hit me, If i would do the same.
Yes i would x) definitely. Give for God has given me rite?
But then another part hit me.
If I sacrifice all i have for a person, would anyone do the same for me? :|
then the whole awkward emo moment got me all sad. lol.
I keep feeling soo alone ah~ :( sad.
I dont feel like I'm wanted or needed at all.
And that is really the worse feeling.

hmph... thats all i have to share for now... peace.. :)

Dimensions?

Wooowieeewowowwahhhh~
lol :) I had a very superbly insteresting dream last night.
ahahax first one was about friendship reunion nothing special.
o.O but then my n my gang went to one of our friend's house n there we monks all over the place.
And he was also turned into a monk xD wth! weird dream.
ahahax, but he was like saying random junk about the end in coming.
all those end of the world stuff.
and that was like in modern time..
nehh after that weird dream i woke up..
mehh~ went back to sleep.
Me thinks the 2nd dream was part of the first dream..
only maybe 10 years later.
ahahax~ I was working in a japanese techonology company! but it was located in America. huh.
blah blah blah! ohh! i had a best friend in there!
her name was yuki, tomboish girl with blackhair with pink streaks o.O
awesome. ahahax whatsmore she was the daughter of the company's boss.
So anyway! in the future the world is like hitech! but no flying cars those la.
Just the city look more advanced and industrial o.o
yeahhh~ the future world is like lack of resources d, and if they continue mining for stuff, the world would pretty much end up with no more advancement or ways to continue living :S
So! the company I work in (in the dream) had this secret project.
they were making some kind of Dimensional portal, so they could travel to other dimension and harvest the resources there instead of killing the earth here.
And the key element used for the portal is water! soo epic! Its like going inside a whirlpool and coming out somewhere else (it might really be possible!)
Unfortunely the lab was raided and the key dimensional portal part was stolen.
No doubt by raiders who wanna mine the resources themselves and sell it at high price.
At any rate, thats what Yuki told me.. then the world started to change.
people started dying with no causes of death but with severe internal bleeding.
Then they found out. That the prototype dimensional portal.
worked 2 ways, and a bunch of demonic looking monsters started travelling into this world instead. whats more! they're almost invisible! its like they're hollow, transparent.
like moving shadows in the night x)
They more hitech than the future human-race.
The company of course started making weapons and armor to go against the invasion.
Yuki was put in charge with a secret mission to deactivate the dimensional portal,
to stop any of those monsters that were coming thru.
I was dragged into the whole mess by her. sad.
Whatsmore she is experienced in the art of the swordsmanship.
and held a big samurai katana lightsaber at the end (yeahhh my dream is weird!)
ah hell~ we traced the portal to a competitor techonology company.
To find it was completely protected under a forcefield.
there were many people refuges going inside.
there were also a lot of AI guards all over the place.
After some 'persuading' we got inside the main hall of the building.
to find everyone in there calm and happy.
But it didnt last..
see the place had a fountain in the middle of the place.
and at some point the fountain began to shift and morphed and tadah
an moving transparent shadow started coming out killing people.
Oh hell, we fought for our lives. But there were too many, so we fled the area.
But after it we noticed that each time one of those things appear water is drained from the world.
Ended up back at our base. the news was now showing that demons are springing out all over the world. and people dying more and more every second.
All military forces have been dispatched but are being declined by the monsters. :S
yeahh! thats how the world ends in my dream..
Human greed causes bad accident that ends the world.
Eventually the all water was drained from the earth. :S and each time more of the monsters appear.
they'd be ripping thru the inner flesh of human beings :S
ewww~ cos well, we're the only source of water left in teh world.
So everyone started dying from the inside out.
And tats when i woke up! cos it was just sooo gruesome.
EWWWWWW~


so yeah! that was dream ahahahax.
This is what happens when you watch too much animes and movies.
x) still its nice... ehehehe, An Active Imagination is always good :DD
And i wouldnt mind working in a Japanese Technology Company x)
seems wicked awesome! bluekss~~ xD

Lately

Woowwwwwssss soooooo like lately~ hmmmmm~
ahhh soo much to update on.. teeheehee :X
ahahax Neway!
ehehehe, uhmmm well..
KL wasnt anything much, still..
Traded away my old old oldddd Macbook pro (2006).
To get meself a new laptop xD Yummy~
ahahax.... Asus Lappy with 8GB ram, 1GB graphics, Core i5 Gen 2, Windows7, 500gb HD space. :) for only 2.5K
wooooowwwww~ ahahahax :) totally worth it. Thankius!
ehehehe And thats pretty much it for the KL trip.
I know rite? No fun ahahax.
Well the Kbox with my bro n his gf not bad xD
Watching my bro having to sing a Gaga song made my day x) funny si~
Bahhh... in the end I still stick to Linkin Park for my Kbox singing. :S
I dunno its just.... easier to sing. LOL!
and of course abunch of One Republic songs wheeee~
so yeah that was pretty much KL for me. :)
ahahax fail eh? but really, theres nothing much there..
at least for me there isnt. :S
bahhhh anyway..
uhmmmm the vet/pet shop i sent Sparx to called the day i was to fly back to kch.
:( they killed him! sigh! rawr..... annoyed ah~ still annoyed..
sigh! :( so yeahhhh that day wasnt soo bright for me... sigh!
I Dont wanna talk about it~
uhmmm..
The rest of the week i just tried my best to fix up my laptop.
reading House Of Night Book 6: Tempted :) bought it at KL.
Uhhmm yeah.... thats all for my weekday actually..
ahahax contacted with Dor more n more.
Ended up meeting her at Scoops after my saturday guitar class with feng kor~ xD
ahahahahahahax Feng Kor! :X I shud use that more often xP kek si you! :X
soo yeah! sawwww ZR working there too :) ahahax..
yeahh din talk to her much :X ooppsss well i wudnt know wat to say anyway!
awkward :S *cricket sounds*
So yeah! I just knew scoops got sell,
Sprite+Blue Cocoa wheeee~~~~love it soo soo soooooo muchies!
Altho its not really Electric Lemonade (cos its missing alcohol and lemon)
But still! love it! ahahahax :)
Feng Kor xD rofl! ordered a very extremely creamy expresso.
:S tested one mouth of it. and its like OMFG too much cream aahahahahax.
:) but thats pretty much it, we chatted about animes, robots, japan, guitar, future, art, design, blah blah blah you know, college; soon to be designer stuff.. pfft~
at the same time sms-ing with Dor~ who finally arrived!
but ended up being bz with her work awwww~ D:
din get to chat much, but it was nice meeting her :) ehehehe~!
so yeah~! that was it for my sat morning.
Night went to church was totally blur!
Cos it was an eventful youth celebration @.@
had people singing and dancing on stage performance and stuff.
very epic and fun. LOL!
:) yeah felt very revived on saturday xD
It was a really really great day!
And Remember that night, makes me like Jamie jie jie's ahahax. JAMIE JIE JIE! :X
yeah i love her Elmo shirt more n more! gahh soo adorable :X
I mean yeah! Elmo was my fav character in sesame street.
But i never collect elmo stuff or anything :) but i like the shirt.
ahahax :X uhh soo yeah!
Church this morning tooo~~
hmmmm~ nothing special. :)
hmmm~~~ then went out liao lor xD straight skip all the boring part.
pen lai wanted to go watch Pirates de.
but no seat left...
ended up blur not knowing what to watch :O
so just meet up first lor.
out with Destiny, Dor, ZR and Alyn mei~
LOL! xD i seriously shud use this style more often!
ALYN MEI! :X
ahahahahx :) so yeah! uhhh, before meeting up tho..
got stuck outside SUB by Aaron Liew.
argh! ahahax :) no la, nothing bad. just chatted awhile :)
So yeahhhhhh~ thats all for that.
uhh uhhh~~ then finally meet up with Destiny,Dor & ZR lor
x) we spent our time, uhhh okay i spent my time watching them talk n joke
pahaha~ :x and then we walk n walk n walk. up and down dunno wat to do.
and finally we ended up in MBO Hall 5! watch horror movie!
Not just any horror movie! KARAK malay horror movie!
wth? LOL! I can honestly say its my first time watching a malay movie in cinema
and again I say! it wasnt as bad as i expected...
i know rite? i tot it'd be a total fail, but it was actually quite.... nice...
ahahax :) it like teaches a few extra stuff about the muslim religion xD
reminds me of PLKN
ahahax Culture and religion :s
uhhh yeahhh!
Alyn mei mei still eats... alot.... a wholeee freaking lot. :O ue seriously shud cut down yo! :X
ahahahax jk :)
overall it was a great night...
I like meeting new people.... and stuff like that, so blah :)
speechless... Destiny lost her bracelet tho...
She just knew when we all went home d
sad chin.... :\ hope she cheers up soon lor...
I really dunno wat to say about that part..
Overall the day was great la... :)
and the movie rating i give 7/1o. which is very high d. :O
lol.... :) that's pretty much it for my week.
Loved it. It be outings like these, and friends like these that makes me love my life oh soo much! :) I've had no regrets this entire week... tho a few things made me sad n cry here n there now and again... But overall I'm happy... ahahax... :) Happy happy.. not the fake smile, happy. but truly happy xP blueks! too mushy!
ahahahx i love u all!
that would be all..
Peace and Love! :)

Justice? You Jest!

.:PRIDE:.
Vanity: The Form Of Self-Idolatry, In Which One Rejects God For The Sake Of One's Own Image


I am the kind of person who believes goodness in everyone.
That said, good and evil is inseparable.
So Ultimately I believe in the evil that lurks within every living person as well.
But I choose my friends and foes wisely, if what you show me is not off ill-will and ill-intentions then I shall not judge thee to be evil in any way.
Human... Arent we all such narcissistic bunch? ahaha.

Justice (8th card of the Tarot)
In Forward Form: Injustice In Your Life That Needs To Be Justified.
Reversed Form: Life Going Out Of Balanced (current or near future)

But alas, who are we to judge what is right and what is wrong?
Tis' no urban legend that people believe that Justice in blind..
In truth.. she really is...
I dont know the story behind the whole belief.
Maybe she judge people too much and had her eyes crawled out of her face.
Maybe she was born blind. but either way.
The reason she's portrayed as such; is cos, most crime are not seen, but only heard.
where the offense and defense argue about their own beliefs of 'The Truth'.
For justice to be done accordingly. But how is it justified if Justice herself is blind?
Whose to say what is right and what is wrong?
Who are we to judge the being of this world?

Justice? In this world. You must be joking.

A world where killers roam free.


Murderers considered heroes.


Freedom Fighters called Terrorist.

Cults legalized for even the more horrific acts.

No, This world is not justified.
Darkness has shrouded every living being on this planet.
And what do we do? we judge all the rest just as how wrongly judge everyone else is.
We are not them, we dont not know what they think nor feel.
But if an act is done against another; It is a crime, regardless of the offender's self-emotion.
But Justice is not served for these crimes, sufferings given but no one saves the sufferer.
The world is bad enough as it is.
Why do people continue to make it worse?
ahaha.. Justice holds a balance. Its within that balance that at times..
Good is rewarded for their deeds, and the Evil punished. Also.. at times.
Evil is set free and the Good imprisoned.
Tis' a balance to balance this world. in both chaos and harmony.
Peace and War, no difference in one another.


So for me.. Emotionally I may be weak.
I may hate and I may love.
But i choose to hate and love everyone and everything around me.
Good or bad. No.. Good AND bad.. I accept.
For I am balanced just like anyone else.
Only human. I aint perfect. ahahax.
Tho it's just a choice if i wanna be that perfect.
A simple choice.
A choice that lately i dont seem to be making lately..
I've been down... ahahax. but still up..
I feel messed up but still alright.
Mehh...

I'm reminded of something, I still want a tattoo :X And the thing that reminds me of is... Someone once said she would get a tattoo on her neck if I got a tattoo too. I wonder if that offer still stands..? :P

Anyhoo!
nothing much happening lately... its friday.
Going to KL tomorrow. sigh~!
Uhmm I guess that's it.. heh!
Been thinking of looking for someone.. But dunno how I should do so.. Sigh!
Nehh! That's pretty much it I guess.
Nothing much for me to say. I'm just bored.... and this topic just came to mind today.

Justified? Clearly not. But who cares. Tis' Life.
I Know that in the past if I'd taken a different choice, I might not have became the way i am now.
I would have had a better life, better friends. and I wouldnt have had to face the things I faced all alone..

But I did, And it was in those moments that my shall we say 'innocent' blood was tainted by darkness of injustice.

My soul holds hatred and unforgiveness
But, I truly wonder if that year, my choice was made differently would it had stop the darkness from reaching me?

Would I not be who I am today? or would I have become worst instead?
But.. Well i guess the past is as it should be, nothing can be changed for it.
Nothing can be done about it..

Sigh~~~ I wish I had someway to contact you.

Forgive my random ramblings. tis' a blog afterall.

Goodnight all, peace and love peeps :)

Dont Patronize!

Scylla, The Sea Monster. Daughter of the Sea God "Phorcys" and Sea Goddess "Ceto".

First off i wanna get a random sentence off my chest.
A wish for a life to be easier, better, richer, happier, prosperous or overall "good", is really lame, stupid, and slightly pathetic i feel. LOL! Life has taught me that, if you want it better you gotta make it better, sitting around wishing aint gonna change anything. There's no such thing as a perfect life, only good decisions to make life more perfect. Our perfection are all in our imperfections. Clearly, people with their "This is as good as it's gonna get" attitude would never achieve over-average goals or even their own dreams. They've also set the limit to themselves.
Ultimately, I feel Dreamers rise above higher than the realists and wishers. Cos' we believe in ourselves, not bound by whatever the world appears to be, or whatever we want the world to be. We just think, dream and reach out for it. Risks and chances to make life better is all good when you know what your main goal and aim is. For that I say; I shall not have the chains of reality bind me ever again! Nothing is impossible. Cos I choose perfection, to believe in myself. One Life to live; One life to dream, take chances, make differences and have no regrets.

Dreamers are meant to be flexible, reliable, multipurpose, interchangeable, upgradable, unpredictable and ultimately a risk-taker. That's my target, to be ehehe~ EVERYTHING.


"Dream As If You'd Live Forever, Live As If You'd Die Today." - James Dean

So! today really nothing much happened. Chatted with friends and I guess that's pretty much it.
Haiz~ going KL this sat :( Bahh! I wanted a lazy holiday of me sleeping at home and doing random stuff and hanging out with friends. But Nooo~ i have to end up going KL.. hmm! ahahahax! Gonna buy stuff and make my bro pay for em'! :B wheee~
ahahhax! I wish I could bring my guitar with me.. :( but I cant.. Have to pay extra..
Swt! D: so bringing my laptop wit me.. LOL! x__X
blah blah blah~ I REGRET NOT MEETING SOMEONE TODAY! D: shyt! :X
ahahahax.... Tomorrow I'm gonna just be doing my artwork.
Wheeee~ BloodCross :)
ahaha~ :) Anyhoo~~ Today's post isnt anything much really..
I'd like to say something 2 people.

"It doesnt matter what others say, It doesnt even matter what they think or do. Around the world there are alot of people. And there are definitely those who would stand by your side and never betray you for it. Dont let your fear overtake you. Friends come and go. Good friends and bad friends. It doesnt matter. Even Enemies come and go. The fact still remains that you'll always be here. Always. For it is your life. Judge, not judge. Label, not label. Spread Rumors, be the main rumor. Who cares? One life to live, fear shouldnt be part of it. Chaos may come, it may hurt lots. but its only in pain that you will find true strength if not true friends. Smile. Face The World. You dont need anyone to help you stand on your own feet. Like I said about, Perfection is in you. Dont ever give that up. Its a choice that will always be available to you. Perfection to me does not mean being a God or anything. It just means being able to stay strong for yourself, no matter how you do it. At the same time achieving and changing yourself to the best YOU you're suppose to be. :) Always here for you sis. Take care."



Another..
"Fear may overcloud you, You may have lost more than most. And life probably has taught you that, Not everything that is lost can be ever found again. You search, looking for the one thing that can replace the emptiness. Holding on tight to it. Keep holding. Dont let go. But let that illusion of stability and perfection be your only support to stand. You're Alive. This IS LIFE. Your life. Its meant to be lived without fear and not limiting yourself. People make bad choices all the time. And at times holding on may be the choice you choose for you think without it you would fall. But at times it is the thing you hold on to most that makes you weaker and weaker each day. Draining every sense of life in you. Everything that proves you're alive. Everything that your life is suppose to stand doesnt have to be thrown away for fear. Your life was saved, you've been redeemed and given a chance to live a good life. Dont overthink, dont doubt, make a stand, make a choice. And Think Clearly. Is this all your life is worth? Is this all you see for yourself and your future? Dont make commitment to things you are still unsure of. Dont because of fear lock yourself to an unhappy future. You have a choice. There's always a choice. And I hope you will make the right one for yourself."

Rawr

So my week's been interesting :B

I'm crushing hard on a girl when i really really reallyyy not in the mood to have a relationship.
awww. LOL!

Anyway! went to watch priest yesterday after guitar lesson with feng.
It was nice... LOL! 7/10 rating for me.
It was okay, just not long enough. 1hour 20mins makes it bad. D:
Tho the graphics and concept damn cool.
I didnt watch it in 2D but i keep thinking it'd had been better if i did.
Cos alot of parts of the movie Would have looked better in 3D

ahahax.
And today went to mbo to watch
Fast and Furious 5. with Jun Yong, Feng, Eric & Jing.
it was nice! ahahax xD tho i'm disappointed as there were no longer any RX8 in this one D:
awww. my fav car gone poof... lol... yeah overall it gets a 9/10
yeahh! The Rock throwing punches with Vin Diesel is a big PLUS to the movie.
Ahahahax! :D awesome! No disappointment :B

Now awaiting next week for Pirates Of The Caribbean! :D wheee~
cant wait for that! :B

AND Right now the thing i want most for my birthday,
the no.1 on top of the whole list is a freakin Graphics card.
:O I just did a games requirement check for games and my com cant support most of them.
Even Dragon Age 2 cant support. :( boo!
my current graphics is called a Display Adapter xD it's not even a real graphics card.
But anyway.. :) i loved the way it handled most of the games til now.
But its time for an upgrade :| everything else is fine tho..
Bahhh! things to get from KL now is..

1- hard-disk
2- Tablet
3- 3D-max Program for MAC OS
4- Desktop Graphics Card (Nvdia Prefered since i'm doing all my school work on Mac)
5- Clothes! :D

and thats it.. :\ wowww~ all together is like 1K worth of stuff.
Ahahahax. hopefully with everything enhanced I'd be able to really do my stuff properly.
xD and maybe earn some cash like all my awesome awesome online artists friends :(
I envy you all soooo much! LOL!

Bahh! hmmm everything else has been more or less the same.
I'm finally freeeee~ from college until june.
So yeah! all's good!! :D ahahax
That's pretty much it.. Tired... Nights!

I LOVE THIS :D

So i'm sharing about this thing i found online. teehee. Its soo me! xD check it out





Geminis born June 6 are remarkable individuals and have a need to express themselves through artistry and words. They have unbounded curiosity and never tire of learning new things.

Friends and Lovers

June 6 individuals are psychological magnets, drawing to them the individuals best equipped to teach them what they need to learn about life. Where love is concerned, they tend to fall in love deeply, and if they are severely disappointed, they can take a lifetime to get over it.

Children and Family

Family life has a powerful effect on these individuals. As children they were no doubt highly imaginative and may have been left to their own devices. This tendency toward escapism is evident in their behavior even as adults. With their own children they will either discourage too much play-acting, or they will encourage it for the emotionally enriching experience it is.

Health

These people require a powerful spiritual interest in life to maintain their emotional equilibrium. Meditation, prayer, and even fasting can help them to center themselves. Light to moderate exercise plays a big role in keeping June 6 people in fit condition.

Career and Finances

With so many artistic talents at their disposal, these people can easily make a place in some creative field. True to their creative heritage, they are not particularly adept at handling finances. They often turn that duty over to a spouse or business partner.

Dreams and Goals

June 6 natives are dreamers. They often set goals for themselves that seem impossible, and yet on some level they seem able to hit their mark. They aspire toward a high level of spiritual perfection.

Boring post

ねぇ神様...答えてよ　どうすれば願いは叶う？

So~~~ I havent been doing much lately. ahahax. sigh!
been busy studying for exam (in 2 days) and also memorizing the word power thingy.
boring. Finished House of night book 5 dunno when gonna buy book 6.
Blah! so yeah! been soo dead lately i dont know what i'm doing anymore :(
Fallen in love. Fallen hard. But I dont wanna be.
So I'm just waiting for the crush to fade. ehehe~ :)
ohh Guitar lessons are going great. more or less. LOL!
blah! I dont know what to post about?!
my days have been sooo dull! :(

Downloading Psychoville season1.
Cos Cyn (cousin) kept saying its nice and i would like it.
And she's probably right. But then its taking soo long to download.
rawr rawr rawr!
I've got a life but there's nothing for me to do or build on it right now.
Grrr~ cant wait to be rid the exam and get on with holidays
ahahax.. My bday coming up!
wheeeee~ next semester starts on my bday! wheeee~
actually i aint happy about that. boo! :'(
I rather spend my bday doing what i wanna do.
Not doing most probably nerve-wrecking assignments the lecturer throws at me D:
and I dont think anyone's free to go out that day either.
And I doubt I can find enough people to start an actual party :(
hmph. boo!!! rofl!
what do I want for my birthday?
well since its a wish, it probably wont come true.
But still, its a materialistic world and I've got my needs... well.. Wants.. ahahax

1. Playstation 3 (So.. it probably would eat up most of my time.. gaming. but still. I want it)
2. LG Lollipop (simple stylish phones ftw! say no; to blackberries and Iphones. NO! xP)
3. Electric Guitar (with the amp and everything :D ahahax. "Flying V" prefered tho :B)
4. Mazda RX8? ahahahax! as if anyone would give me that as a gift :S sigh! still a long way to go before i can get one :(
5. this is the simplest gift i want. A PET FOX! :D awwww soo cute! :)

But in the end! xD who really get gives on their bdays anymore?!
LOL! no one. especially not people my age. bwahahaha xD
So i dont really expect anything.. Or rather I hope nothing unexpecting happens.
I dont know, I've grown weary of surprises.
aiyayayayayai~ ahahahax.
so anyway! my current fav song is...
Eenie Meenie Minie Moe~
NO NO NO NOT THE JB SONG. :X I hate that, when i say song title and people think its a song by someone who is a sucky to me :X LOL! Anyway! I'm talking about the korean song :) and it's by none other than~


~Lee Jung Hyun~
aka. Hyoni (jap) aka. AVA (US)
LINKIE
("Baby, love me love me now. Baby, give me give me now. la la la ba da bom ba la la la la" )


next is well you can pretty much guess this one..
SIMPLE PLAN! :DJET LAG!
LINKIE

NOW ENOUGH WITH MUSIC!

LETS CHECK OUT
THE BEST ANIMATED MUSIC VIDEO ON YOUTUBE
(FAN MADE). ahahahax
LINK
its really really awesome :'D

haizzz~ anyway! i seriously am superbly bored right now. :(
I feel like starting the Blood Cross. But I dont know where to begin D:
Dang! LOL! oh! the Blood Cross be the misfit group of anti-superhero/Assassins. I've been meaning to draw/sketch out since 2 years ago. but never had time to. ahahax
Its basically a 6 people group of mercs.

BLOOD CROSS - Sneakpeak of the Character Background

6. A Desperado european mix japanese assassin, who specializes in firearm combat. One of the first pioneers of the Blood Cross Organization.

5. A highschool dropout girl with psychic ability who was saved by Blood Cross from juvenile prison after blowing her schoolmates head into bits and pieces.

4. A mechanic who likes to keep to himself, whereabouts and past unknown. handy with any tool and weapon given and can fix up some badass guns. He's maybe fat and slow. But what he lags in speed, he makes up for by carrying his big cannon around. + he has a scottish accent.


3. A rogue monk who specializes in stealth and quick assassinations. He was hunted for leaving his temple, he fought back and died atop the forbidden shaolin mountain. But miraculously managed to find his inner strength to give himself the breath of life once again. Battled and bruised he was found by Blood Cross during one of their looting mission and He was saved and pledge allegiance to the group.

2. Beauty in its most deadliest form. Another pioneer of the group. A Chinese woman, She holds great intellect in getting into high-security facilities and specializes in melee switchblade combat. Of course that doesnt stop her from having a few guns hidden here and there. She moves fast and silent like a snake, and strike with precision and swift.

1. With great power comes great destruction ? comes the leader of the blood cross organization. A cyborg. An Immortal. Merged as one. Inhuman. A Monster. The reason behind the history of the organization lies with him.




ahahax. actually i've given the whole group a lot of random thots and jumbled them all together.
I think i have a history for each and every one of them d. :) but i never really gotten up to actually draw them out. ahahaha. bluek! thats all i guess... :)

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