Sleepless nights

"I want so much to open your eyes, 'Cos I need you to look into mine"
- Snow Patrol

Ahh soo the 3v3 League Of Legends competition on saturday was a bust,
lost at the first round to the group that got 2nd place in the end..
mmhmm.. bad luck i guess.

This was the scoreboard:
http://challonge.com/loltttgizmo2012

My team name was ForFun, Cos' that was t. :( he main reason we joined..
Experience..

The 5v5 competition still hasn't been confirm yet, I hope it happens...
but then its on my class field trip day.sad case..
But then I'm not in the mood to go anyway... eheh..

Anyway...
lately I havent been sleeping well..
ahaha.. I dunno what's wrong really, thinking too much i guess.
I had a nightmare 2days ago..
It was like a horror movie.. ahaha...
Of how people you see everyday may not be people at all.
But a specter a spirit.. an unrest..
And every night when the moon is full these spirits whispers their deepest thoughts to the ones closest to them.. whether good or bad they are there..
In my dreams there were,
people were saying that during the days they slumber they sleep inside the trees..

So thats a freaky thought.. How trees are actually haunted spirits.... heh..
And how late in the night they speak to selected people in silence..
The death of many was caused by these whispers of the dead..

And it's shown me how abnormal I am to have weird dreams like these :\ ..
"Somewhere between dream and reality.. I lost myself."

Last night I had another dream.. It was more on world balance though..
It was like saying you will always gain if u lose something in return.
It wasn't really a dream or a nightmare is like my inner thoughts were just battling each other.
ahaha.. I wasn't even sure if I was asleep or thinking out loud.. hmm

I guess... her passing had a big impact on me... sigh..
I dont even know how to recover from this...
I mean... Its just hard.. :\
And no matter how i look at it.. I just dont know how to get over it..
However, these emotions that's been eating me the last few days have produced an artwork of pure..... loneliness?


A Love Lost
Pieces Of A Broken Heart (picture 1)

The numbers actually represents the number of lost lovers.. i think?
The comb is a symbol of unity, you know its the way how Asian use to propose to their beloved.
The broken leaf shape thingy is a shard of a broken heart.
The stars represents unreachable dreams and the sea pretty much means loneliness...
ahaha.. it's not a happy picture at all.. :(
I'm not happy at all... sigh..


Tell me that you'll open your eyes .... :(

Memories

I've got a competition in an hour's time.. :\
Not sure if me and my team can win it or not tho.. sigh~
anyway just blogging before I leave.

I was pretty much reminiscing about the past last night.
And how some things I didn't take advantage of until it was too late.
You know the feeling where an opportunity comes and you didn't take it and finally you regret it?
yeah.. that's the feeling I get, along with wondering what could have come of it if I did or would it had change anything at all..
Or rather why didn't I take the chance. The most common and logical explanation would be because I was still young and didn't know what to do at the time.
ahahaha... not that age really matters in anything :S



I wish I could tell you these feelings of mine,
But time has already drifted us very far apart.
And I'm sure no good will come out of the words I wish to say.

What ever the case, the past cannot be change.
Which is why these memories are ones I wish to have forgotten.
I guess that's one of the reasons why I want to leave here more and more badly.
The more I stay, the more memories I create, the more painful it is to stay.
I wanna leave, forget everything, start a new..

This life, as nice and peaceful as it maybe..
Isn't what I want for myself..
I want something more.. I need something more..



"I cant change history, but history is what's changin' me"

So.. leaving for Japan in the coming years is what I've plan to do..
ahahahax..

Broken Wings

Its been awhile since my last post..
A lot has happened in the pass few weeks..
exactly 1 week ago.. last friday.


Ayuko has passed away.
I got to chat to her a final time a week before she left.
I feel bad that I couldn't be there for her.
but this isn't a fairytale and i cant just magically appear to her.
But she knew that, and she didn't expected me to.
Our last moments in chatting was really full of love and sincerity.
I wish it could've last longer..
I wish things didn't end the way it did..
At the end of it all, this fate couldn't be changed.
I accepted that fact..
For those of you who dont know,
she was suffering from cancer since young..
and it finally caught up to her.

Although I miss her..
I'm glad that she was happy during her final hours.
and the way she is really touched me..
Everything happens for a reason..
I really fell in love with her..
Although it lasted a month+, we really connected.
she was a really amazing person, and will forever hold that special place in my heart.
:| I really miss you...

Aha.. her words that would forever say with me are;
"You will always be an angel in my fairytale ne, And i feel this way give a fairytale more beautiful ending than painful one . ."

Rest In Peace..




I guess that's been the highlight of my entire month.. heh..
The rest are all assignments,
I've been super busy with my assignments,
constantly going out with my coursemates to finish them..
at that time Ayu was already at the hospital..
but i managed quite well.. finished all my assignments,
even with everything going on..
I guess being around friends helped me through it easier..
I dont regret ever meeting her..
And this doesn't affect my plan to go Japan in the near future in anyway..
In fact.. it made me want to go there even more..
Although it isn't what i expected as a first date..
I would love to visit the town she grew up in..
heh.. :\ ahh~
I dont know what more to write..
I'm sick due to lack of sleep.. and everything..
so thats it for now...
will post a more detailed update on my life on later days.

For now..
Thanks for reading ^^

Togetherness

"Look Into My Eyes"

Ghost Rider 2 released last thurs :D
went to watch on the day of release with my buddehs!
and yeah, its definitely better than the 1st one. ahahahax
and it actually made me wish Ghost Rider would appear in the upcoming
Avengers movie.
anyway~ as you know Ghost Rider is a comicbook anti-heroic hero.
a person possessed with the spirit of vengeance and what not.
And the fights are all more religious than other comic books, what with having demons, lucifer, angels. etc. etc.
mehh! yeah so this movie, goes more in-depth into the original Ghost rider character story.
which is good cos it made a fan out of me XD
ahahax totally worth watching, despite the slight annoying camera angle sometimes
though I think that's due to it being filmed for 3D..
So if you're gonna watch it, you should definitely watch it in 3D
overall its good~ and Nicolas Cage is just a great actor.

8.2/10


oh right, the days before thursday i didnt do anything except..
uhmm.. gaming, schoolwork, reading books, watch a couple of movies.
("Friends With Benefits" , "The Rum Diary" & started a Japanese-Drama "First Kiss")

But before I continue with reviewing,
I'mma talk about my weekend xD
I went out with my Sisters last sat, nothing much really.
Just went to eat and chat at hills. lol.
-_- they eat ALOT. ahaha... or maybe i just eat to little..

uhmm anyway!
Gave my farewell gift to "Destiny" and hope she has a safe trip to Taiwan,
that is if i dont get to see her before she leaves end of month.
Also finally passed the belated x-mas gift to "Aoi",
lol, she practically wanted to scream when she saw it.
ahaha! I gave her, a deck of cards that had pics of Kuroshitsuji on it.
just to fuel her fan-girlism. I actually didn't expected her to get soo high over it.
mehh! they were something like these. lol


mmhmm, we chat about a bunch of random stuff really -_-
ate Japanese food for dinner.. and I had my fav. Purple dream at kimbay.
so yeah.. I spent all my cash tat day. $__$ lol
still its nice to see them~
especially since both of them will be going out of town soon :(
of course, I'd be moving overseas eventually too...
It just felt abit sad, ahahax..



Bahh~ :)
Oh oh! this morning, I was woken up by a freaking nightmare .__.
which for me is really rare for a nightmare to scare me to not want to continue sleeping.
ahaha... It was a dream of my old high school!
arrived earlier, then everyone there was freaking out..
The guard at the gate was all skin and bones with pure white eyes..
then there was a student hanging on one of the classroom door but nothing was holding him up,
and he was like screaming "I dont want to die, I dont want to die"
The teachers were trying to get him down, but he was kicking and screaming like crazy.
Eventually everyone was moved to aside and back to their classrooms. when on the way,
Everyone was freaked out by 3 cats that pass through the hallway,
They were huge.. as in like 2/3 human height. when standing on all four legs.
one had small eyes, fat, was white with light brown patches, with the happy cute cat mouth.
while another had messy and dirty fur, of color darkbrown and grey, with small circular yellow eyes.
The 3rd one was skinny with long legs, black and white in color, with sharp golden eyes, with a look as fierce as a lion..
But like normal cats they just walk pass the hall ignoring everyone there.
As everyone was continued to be pushed to the class, eventually I got into my class too.
the teacher began teaching, then there was a scream at the back of the class.
students were scared and shock, as the huge white n brown cat came into the classroom.
It sat down next to my seat, staring at me, with no meow, nothing.
I thought it was a sign of acknowledgement.
Actually it made me wanted to pet it, so i pet it's head, thinking... "Why me?"
then I woke up..
and all that was left in my blank sleepy head was...

how freaky the cat looked!!!
then i couldnt go back to sleep -_-
meaning i was half asleep during my full day classes.. ahaha!
aiks... cats.. lol



Uhmm yeah..
So anything my review
The Rum Diary

This movie is interesting.
Its in one of those classic style. its about the life of a journalist.
And Johnny Depp be that journalist. ahahahax.
Its a very slow-pace classic type of film.
And actually it is interesting in it's own way.
I can name alottt of movies which are better than this.
But in it's own way it is unique.
I dont know how to explain it..
it's just... interesting.
and it leaves me speechless.. LOL
Just like what it says on the poster;
"Absolute Nothing In Moderation"
6.8/10



Friends with Benefits
Romantic comedy, starring Justin Timberlake.
it's quite alright, it has good storyline.. i guess.
Acting is definitely good.
and basically it's about how much a random relationship can grow.
ahaha... It isn't as nice as all the other romantic comedy out there.
So it's just one of the romance to pass the time.
Unless of course u're a fan of Justin Timberlake or Mila Kunis

overall, its okay;
6.7/10


Last but not least
The drama i've been watching.
First Kiss
This is a japanese drama basically about siblings. ahaha
And it definitely somehow reminds me of my girlfriend and her bro.
its a really good drama, storyline isn't bad, acting is nice.
The story is about Mio a girl with a heart-disease that decided to undergo a dangerous operation.
But before she gets the surgery, she made a deal with the doctors to let her have fun for the rest of the Summer, and go back for the surgery afterwards.
During this break, she moved back to Japan and lives with her brother. :)
And then that's when the story starts, comedy, romance, sadness, happiness, etc.
loads of emotions, and with good acting and plot.
Makes it very nice.
Overall all good.
8/10


and I think that's it..
:) ahahax. so yeah! my life is going great!
I cant wait to finally graduate and start living my future life.
As it seems, within all the disasters and wasted time.
I found.. Hope. :)
I hope and dream of a beautiful future a head ^^
Fight-o!
Thanks for reading !

Valentines Day

Its Officially Valentine's Day and though it'll just another normal day for me.
I cant help but feel loved. Even though I wont be spending it with her, it seems fine really.
I mean when the time comes, I'm sure we'd be spending loads of time together. ^^
And besides, all in all she is still an amazing, lovely, cute and kind person :)
anyway I posted her gift on facebook..
Though I still wish I could do more :S

Anyway, this was the gift I gave Ayu-chan ♥ ♥ ♥

with a short poem as well;

Although we're worlds apart.
I still love you with all my heart.
I may not be able to give u a proper gift this Valentine.
And even if this relationship takes time.
I just want you to know that I'm happy you're willing to be mine.
It isn't my best artwork, I hope that's fine.
It was done with only the thought of you on my mind.
Art is all i know, I hope you dont mind.
Whatever the case, Will You Be My Valentine? ♥


♥~ 大好きだよ。~♥

No matter what, I really feel great ^_^
Despite everything, I just feel really.... happy..
I hope she is too ~_~
uhmm yeah! so no plans today..
bahh~ either way, my playlist for today would be all "Poema" songs
Cos I'm just in that lovey dovey mood right now!

uhmm yeah. I know I'm crazy ^^

Valentines day, although originally it was only a day to celebrate St.Valentine's sacrifice and dedication towards the poor and needy. Has over the years became well.. a couple's day. But then I dont really care, I'll still use this day to be thankful of the people that's been in my life over the years. No matter good or bad. Every event, every person that's been in my life has impacted me into becoming who I am today.. and I'm thankful for that. ^^

And then i guess that's it..

Happy Valentines Day Everyone ^^

Wheee~

Its been a week since my last post.

A lot~ and I mean a lotttt has happen :)
ahahax~ But nothing bad, actually everything feels great!
Almost perfect, or rather overly perfect~


uhmmm so a few weeks back, I met Sora whose a Japanese studying in the UK. He was interesting ahahax, and since he was trying to make more friends on fb.
I introduced him to Z, only to find they know each other. And later on I met Sora's sis, Ayu...
Heh.. Its funny how life can twist and turn.. really.. :)
One thing led to another everytime we chatted. And I feel like I can really connect.
And now I'm in a long distance relationship.
Reminds me of the anime; 5 Centimeter Per Second really...


But.. Its nice in a way..
I mean I already plan on moving to Japan after working at KL for a couple of years.
So its a good uhmm.. boost? to my dream/plan.
At the same time, what ever happens..
I do not regret meeting her and I really can't wait to meet her in person as well.
And although I've been known to take relationships too seriously.
I've made a mental note, not to push it too hard and just see how it goes.
I've grown enough in the past year to know exactly the type of life I want to have.


Everything just feels abit too good to be true I guess?
Or more rather, even I dont know how it ended up like this..
it just did.. :) and I'm glad it did..
I'm.. Happy. ahahax, a feeling I havent felt in awhile.
I mean I'd learned the hard way that no matter, life isn't gonna be fair.
And how I'd made peace with the pain and still remain content in all things.
but this just really cheered me up.


It really feels like a dream.
Of course there're people who disagrees with long distance relationships.
or how naive I am, or whatever... But~ What's life if not for taking chances?
and I'm happy, that's gotta count for something, no?


So yeah! I'm no longer single. I'm content with my life.
I don't wish for anything more. Everything is just as simple as I like it to be.
And the feeling of such peace is just indescribable.


~大好きだよ~
~Daisuki Da Yo~



Uhmm in other news...
I ordered a 1/144 HGUC Psycho Gundam, after CNY.

and it finally arrived. AND I'm very much pleased :)
I'm still building it half way but i like how its coming out..
Its said to be around 30cm tall, after calculations I found that the actual size would be 28cm.
So yeah! its definitely worth it.. especially in size..
And the name is just epic awesome!

Why do I like such a big robot with no weapons.
Well, first off its from the classic 1985 Gundam Zeta series, which is the 2nd Gundam series aired. And as much as fans loving the newer gundam series than the old ones. I maintained and loved the classic. cos
1. They didnt add soo much super powered robots and maintain reality-based ideas.
2. It had more raw emotions in the series than that of the emotionless modern series.
But the main concept and idea of the Psycho Gundam is just pure gold :)
A woman brainwashed to only knowing war and destruction controlst this huge robot.
And inside the cockpit/pilot seat of the robot are technology that connects straight into the nerves of the pilot..
Which means, she's basically being controlled when she's fighting.
She fell in love with the main character, altho forgetting who he is when she's fighting..
and eventually pulls herself away with what little sanity she has left, only to get brainwashed again in the future.
Of which ended with her losing her life saving the main character, in her epic self-emotional battle. :)
Emotional, Psychotic and Dangerous? what's not to like?
So yesh! this robot is a tribute to such an epic classic character :)

Four Murasame.



"Again, I say this!
I'm a multimedia students so~ I will always share on anything with good concept, storyline, artstyle, music, script, poetry or anything that is relevant in making the human heart feel an emotion."


Next would be the movies I watched lately.
Out of boredom..
I watched..


Shinobi : Heart Under Blade (2005)


Uhmm I dont know about this really, I think it was a manga?
Cos i watched it during my free time in class.
And one of my senior said she knew this story!
and asked me for the file, so I passed to her..
uhmm anyway! its basically the japanese ninja version of Romeo and Juliet.
Which is kinda cool. i mean ninjas are cool, the characters aren't bad
And it is from 2005, so I cant complain. It didn't have any blood but who cares.
overall, pretty good.
8/10 :)
Love the character designs the most.


Next up is


Romance Of Darkness (2006)


Okay! this one is from the Manga of the same name
It has great storyline, not bad acting and great characters.
But.. alas it got lame halfway..
Starting was okay, in the middle of the movie was good.
It picked up fast and nice... but then it just dropped to a bit lame.
The fighting is lame, that's where the acting got lame..
And overall I just cant really comment..
:( Its just not what I expected.
5/10..




last is the horror movie I said before


Cinderella (2006)


This is a great movie..
I think its the 2nd best Korean horror i've seen soo far.
ahahax.. It had an interesting storyline :) and uhmm its definitely freaky enough.
Nothing much I can say really, its just good!
I'm going to watch Hair-extensions (Japanese Horror Movie) soon
then I'd make a dual counter review.
Since from the Synopsis both stories are quite similar.
overall Cinderella is scary, freaky, good story, good acting.
And gets my 8/10 rating :D





Alright thats it for movies :)
Nothing else has been happening I guess.
Just been busy with my own stuff.. and thats it?
I got the rm200 government book voucher.
Used 100 of it the other day when I went out with Jing.
Bought 3books From MPH. and thats pretty much it :)


Immortal is a mixture of alot of short stories on Vampires.
and the Editor is P.C. Cast the writer who wrote the House Of Night vampire series.
Which means its a good read... I read the first story d;
"Haunted Love" and that just really proves how love can last forever. Which is just sweet.



The Everafter by Amy Huntley
is about the life of a deceased person. and how the character felt was utter darkness and loneliness and how in the darkness she has flashback on her long forgotten life..
Interesting enough so I took it!


then I had around 20ringgit left on the 100$ voucher.
So I randomly picked this;


Bedtime Stories, also a book compiled of thrillers and horror stories.
its published by MPH itself and is well Malaysian.
ahahax what's wrong with buying local stuff? nothing,
except the fact that they make my story-writing feel like a step above them and makes me feel like I should publish a book as well.
I can totally do better :) if only I had that chance..




So Yeah!
That's pretty much it..
I'm totally... Speechless really.
My life has just jumped from being normal to amazing.
and is just.. too good to be true..
But since i'm blogging about it.
I guess it's still life.
And until something freaky happens.
Everything seems to be still good. :)



Thanks for reading!
Peace & Love to all my readers xD

Osu!

yoyo~ :) Its 12:30! 6th feb!
it's offically the last day of Chinese New Year!


But before that, ahahax :)
well, didn't do much today~
actually I left my computer on downloading mode the entire day.
Downloaded..
Cinderella (2006), Acoustic (2011) and High Kick Girl! (2009) :)
But I only watched Acoustic and High Kick Girl! lol~
oh! First off, Cinderella is a Korean Horror Movie, not the classic cartoon :)
but I'm saving that for tomorrow. ahahax

Anyway!

Watched Acoustic. Korean Movie based on well Music. :)

Its a very simple and an easy movie to get into.
Its one of those short stories type movies. So there're a total of 3 short stories on music..
Uhmm the cast includes; actresses, Shin Se-Kyung and Baek Jin-Hee.
Prefered Shin Se-Kyung ahaha.
Then the actors are; Im Seulong from kpop boyband 2AM,
Together with Lee Jong-Hyun and Kang Min-Hyuk from CNBlue.
Well I find this movie, not bad :) I mean it's about music.
so its all good. the OST are great xD
but that's probably cos 3 of the people in there are actual singers -_-!
mehh Story lines are good... and most the songs has catchy lyrics;
like "This bad broccoli." ahahahax.. yeahh.. :\
uhmmm rating

6.5/10

here's the first and my fav song from the movie
"Confession Of A Dangerous Broccoli" by actress; "Shin Se-Kyung"



The Translation of the lyrics =

Behind the shut lips.
What has put me in danger?
Oh, that thing.. Smiling, pretending not to know.

That broccoli in front of you. Oh, I'm sorry.
The broccoli begin to speak to me; Let's break up.

This bad broccoli. I'm in danger.
Though the green lips looked calm.

We had a beautiful love,
That's good enough for me.

Although I'm sick right now.


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NOTE that the other movie I downloaded, the korean horror movie;
Cinderella also has Shin Se-Kyung as the main actress.
So yeah... I'm loving her acting. xD

Cinderella (2006) Trailer

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ANYWAY! review 2!


High Kick Girl! (2009)


This movie stars; Rina Takeda, Actress and Ryukyu Shorin-ryu Karate Blackbelt martial artist.
After watching the movie; Karate Girl (2011), it made me interested in karate. lol, that was interesting. So I found this movie today and saw Rina's name on it, so downloaded it.

:) .THIS WAS/IS HER FIRST FILM. :)

Karate Girl was better, but what what do ya expect?
the movie was release 2 year after High Kick Girl! .. ahaha
yeah, the storyline are well, basic martial arts storyline really.
Revenge and what not, mehh all the basic storylines.
I guess the only reason to watch this movie is if you have actual interest in Karate.

7.8/10

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If you prefer something more modern.
I'd suggest watching,

Ashita No Joe (Tomorrow's Joe)


Its an adaption from the original anime, its about boxing.
and well it has a great storyline since its from a nice anime.
the fighting is gold. and the story is wayyy good.
so if you like boxing I recommend this. and it also stars
"Yamapi" who of course, is a very famous actor.

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2nd to Tomorrow's Joe, I'd suggest Shamo for more gruesome fighting.

Shamo is a adaption from a boxing manga as well.
But it has a whole lot more darker take on it's story than Tomorrow's Joe.
What with rape, blackmail, killing opponents, etc. etc. It's definitely different.
Though it has a lot more cooler and modern fighting style than any other martial arts movie I've seen. It has wayy too much violence. ah ha!
Check it out, if you're into the whole martial arts deal.

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And that's it for today :)
Check out my Story blog if you're interested in Vampyres.

Angelic Redemption

Valentine Mood

There's just something about you.. It's hard to explain..
Feel like I'm a little see-through.. I hope you feel the same.. :(


Well well~ Here I am again!
ahahax uhmm!

soo~I went out with one me best friend, ADELINE yesterday!
uhmm~ she forgot my house.. again :\
no surprise there, we went gift scouting the whole day.. Uhmm went from shop to shop, area to area, plazas to plazas..

Until finally stopped at a small gift shop near her house -_- where I 'found' the perfect gift.

Thanks for the help Adel~ :D

OH! SHE GAVE ME 2 BARS OF CADBURY PICNICS!
She bought them from her trip to Johor~ (since kuching no longer sell them)
My Beloved Chocolate Bars! Ahhh! yummy :)

and that's pretty much it xD


So like uhmm~ hmm!
I guess its official that I would be bored at home doing nothing tis Valentine's Day :(
sad..
But then why is this post entitled, Valentine Mood? well gee~
do you need to be in a relationship to celebrate a day that was distinctly made and called;
"Universal Love Day"? definitely not. :)
So either way. I'mma posting some cute songs at the end of the post, so yeah! read on!

Before that, lets talk abot Today!
uhmm well... I didn't do anything. Jing stopped by,
so we played some Mortal Kombat, Marvel, WWE, while chatting on random stuff...
Boredom really. Evening went for Guitar with feng, goodie! Nearing the end of grade 1 :D
mmhmm! nothing much else really.
Boring day!

oh well~~~
I downloaded and watched..



Pirates Of The Caribbean 4: On Stranger's Tide
(sorry for being a little outdated!)



So I really wanted to watch this movie last year. But I didn't had the chance. SAD!
so I finally finished downloading it and watched it... and to be perfectly honest.
I dont see how people can complain that it isnt as good as the original.. I guess maybe I just like the story..
oh hell, I'ma sucker for Pirates, vampires and cute stuff..
One thing that caught my attention most was.. the mermaids

they were cool, and when they're fierce they look like vampires,
only with fish tails. lol xD

Altho "Astrid Berges Frisbey" played the main mermaid character in the whole movie.

I prefered "Gemma Ward" (Supermodel) as a mermaid overall..
o_o kinda reminded me abit of Amanda Seyfriend even.
I think I'm getting starting to like blondes :\ lol!

At any rate, the Pirates4 storyline is not bad. Fountain of youth. good.
A more realistic storyline than the last few movies. Black Beard! great.

The ships, awesome. Spanish, English, Zombies, Mermaids, Pirates, Fountain Of Youth.

I dont see anything bad with that mix. ahahax :)
so I give it a

6.8/10

A little lower than it's prequels, cos it didn't had as much action.
but the overall story is still great. and of course Johnny Depp makes it all worth watching xD





And in other news... Uhmm well, Kpop Billboard (Youtube) top 50 out today!
So i'mma post some Kpop songs then some english songs :)

First up, Check out Hit U by Dal Shabet


I swear this song, is promoting violence soo badly!
ahahax so the music video is about girls who are abused by their lovers.
and when they couldnt take anymore, em' girls fought back :)
uhmmm.. yeah.... :\



NEXT!
Hoi Hoi Hoi by Rainbow Pixie


Well.. this is just too cute for me not to share out :) me gusta!
ahahahax XD




~AND THAT'S IT FOR KPOP~
Next up, are English songs :)


First up we got a slow and positive song.
Life Is Beautiful by The Icarus Account



If i'm not mistaken they're a Christian Rock Band.
Similar to Lifehouse :) and to be honest, I love this super duper nice song

~Cause every smile shown and Every laughing moment. Confirms that life is beautiful~


Next song is
Green Eyes by Joe Brooks
This is a very interesting song. and it's super duper catchy.



It'll be wrong of me to outlook this song..tho the only other song I heard from Joe Brooks was
Superman. Which I didn't like that much.. This however. is a whole lot better. :D

~Just say good bye step off your throne. Oh no, it's all because of you~
~I fall because of you. And finally, I'm free because you showed me how~
~To love lo-love who you truly are, Not la da not who you want to be~


NEXT!
I Blame You By Plug In Stereo

It's Plug in Stereo, so there isn't much for me to say except.
Its a good song my 2nd fav song by him. I LOVE THE 2nd Verse. LOL!

~I called my best girl by your name today, 'cos you're the only one that's on my mind~
~Now she's my ex-girl. She took a swing at me, now you know how I got this black eye~
~And I blame you, you, you~



FINALLY~
We have 3 Poema Songs, for the Valentine's Day mood :)
They aren't new songs.. 2 of them are old song.
while the Valentine's day song was their own unreleased song. which I find is really good.


Boys And Bugs


Well, I'm pretty sure loads of single girls have these feelings at times.
So this is a song based on the feelings of waiting for that perfect guy.. A cheery song for the sad.



Feel The Same


Everytime I see your face, my heart leaps and I melt inside.
Everytime you talk to me, I have a hard time seeing pass those eyes.
And all I want is for you to say; "Darling' I feel the same way as you.

This is a IHaveACrushOnYou type song... and probably gonna be my main song for this month :)



Perfectly Absolutely


There is someone on this Valentine's. That's been running circles round my mind.
They say he's too old for me, Oh, but I don't agree. I think he suits me so perfectly absolutely.

this is their original song (it plays at 0:54 in the video),
this song was never released to the public. But I love it..
I love it.. ahahax this song would be the songs for alot of singles out there too :)

February

♥ Jeremiah 29:11 ♥
I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord,
plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

First Feb..
Valentine's day is just around the corner!
:\ then again, It's a class day and I dont have a partner. pahaha
guess I'd spend it coop up in class doing nothing -_-
mmhmm anyway! Class starts today.. :)
ahahax i havent done my homework! whoops..

Anime

mehh~ finished building my Gouf Custom :)



uhmm yeahh~ ahahax.. :) I like it..
Its... Classic.. 1998 model :D
mmhmm! then i'm ordering Psycho Gundam too.


which is one of the largest gundam model :)
why would I spend such money for such an ugly object?
well I like the character in the classic anime..
~Psychotic~ ahaha.. that and I dont know what else to do..
so I'mma spend it on something I like.
after this though, I dont think I'll buy any more models.
Gonna upgrade to Anime PVC figures collection :)
I already have my list! lol!

here's the top3:

Lelouch of the Rebellion from Code Geass
he's the main protagonist and main antagonist, with the "Power Of A King".
(actually its just mind control, but yeah, i love this character)


Christina from Steins;Gate
She's just the best character in Steins;Gate :) a scientist with pretty horrible luck.
But still awesome. :D

Anjyo Naruko (Anaru) from Anohana
uhmm my fav character in that anime :) nothing else to say besides tat. lol!

I pretty much just want to collect my favorite character from each of my fav anime :)
ahahax~ I'm not that crazy as to collect all the characters xD mehh!



Friends

Anyway~ I'll be goin out tomorrow with my best buddy!
cant wait for that~ I can already feel the emptiness of my wallet :(
But still, she said she have a gift for me o_o wonder wat it is...
mmhmm~ I still need to manage my time better ~_~
Still got lots of things to plan before this month ends..



Personal

uhmm, lately I guess i havent been all to myself.
The past still haunts me -_- and it totally sucks.

So, I really cant wait, to just finish studying and the get out of this place..
my plan is solid and I'm gonna take my chance the moment it comes at me :)
find a job, earn some cash, learn Japanese. And leave for Japan when the time comes.

Migration.. that is the choice I have chosen.
Cos' I really need a new start at life..

No more of this sickening thoughts of being lonely or having a meaningless life, etc. etc.
I'mma own my life and rock it out the best way I know how.

By restarting it at a whole different place and level!
and all I gotta do, is to get through a couple of years! :'D

It's a funny thing.. having a dream for one's self..
and only at the final moments realizing it's becoming a reality faster than you can possibly imagine~

♥ its miraculous, its magical. its.. my life.. my reality. ♥



Loves

Random: I seem to have acquire a weakness to ♥ Scene/Emo Gals ♥ -_- imagine that.
Though the chances of meeting someone looking like that,
and still having characteristics I can handle is very close to.. Zero~ ahahax
again, tho.. I havent plan anything for my love life.. mmhmm!
wonder if someone would just pop up and make my heart skips a beat.
WITHOUT ruining the plan I have set for myself. :)

I guess, that's why.. despite me having a crush on her.
I still wont do anything.. Cos even if I did, it wouldn't be a good relationship for me or her.
ahahax Reality.. bites! but as long as I can still live and not get hurt.
I dont see why I should be sad. :3



Games

I bought 2 new games!

Mortal Kombat: Armageddon / Mortal Kombat 7

It was the last Mortal kombat release for the PS2,
MK8 was the mixed one, Mortal Kombat vs DC.Comics for the PS3 and X360
then the lastest is Mortal Kombat 9, which just released not long ago.

Mortal Kombat 7 has a unique feature that allows the player to create your own fighter,
u even get to give them their fighting style, and special moves..
So.. I was bored, and thus i created, Yip Man.. with Wing Chun fighting style.
And I'll be honest, he sucks at fighting in the game -_-! ahahax
But its fun to see him fight xD

Okay~ Now, I'll be honest, I've never liked the Mortal Kombat series.
Frankly because, I didnt know what it was about. I thought it was just another fighting game.
And the first movie was release in 1995,
I remember watching it, but not having a clue what it was about..
but then I rewatched it again (it actually has pretty good effect for such an old movie)

Then I did my research, and learnt all the stories that revolve around the MK franchise.
So it's about a warlord wanting to conquer other dimensions.
And the Gods were not strong enough or at least not allowed to interfere with mortal affairs.
But instead they made a deal with the warlord, that if he wants to take over a realm
all he has to do is beat the realm's best champions in mortal kombat.
They accepted and thus Mortal Kombat was created.

Now this is applicable to both sides, so anyone can just challenge another realm to battle.
that's pretty much what the story is about, fighting to conquer other worlds.. simple.
but then they have all these weirdos from all the other dimensions.
making it more interesting in it's own sense..


Sorry! Multimedia students.. its only right for me to do research on classic video games and movies.. and how they've evolved over the years :)


Now if it was a modern day Mortal Kombat, with a more realistic twist..
This is how it would be like, all the fighters would be psychos instead.
Check out this awesome fan-vid :)




Marvel Ultimate Alliance


Okay, well this is like X-men Legends, where players get to pick 4 playable heroes
and do their special missions. in X-men Legends you were only able to play well, the x-men members. in Marvel ultimate alliance, you can play most of the Marvel characters
ranging from Wolverine, Iron man, Thor, Capt.America, Black Widow, Ghost Rider, Hulk, The Fantastic Four, Iceman, Psylocke, Ms.Marvel, Spiderman, Spidergirl, SheHulk, Daredevil, etc. etc.

Now what makes this game interesting, is how each character has their own storyline.
Meaning however you set up your 4 character team, would determine a different outcome in the entire story.. Overall its fun :) Graphics could've been better tho.




And Music!

HERE IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE SONG..
Check it out :)

You - Audition


You're the one and only. Treasure in my life.
A feeling I can't hide from you. That you're the only one