Merii Kurisumasu...

Wow..
The year just seem to have pass me by.
I dont even know what happened the entire time..
Christmas has passed..

Otanjoubi Omedeto Kirisuto, Iesu...
(Happy Birthday Christ, Jesus...)

hmm..
So I didnt do much really.. ahahax.. Pst actually asked me to help out.. but I rejected..

I guess, due to last Christmas, I wasnt really into the whole festive thingy this year.
Pfft. still living by emotions? oh yes I am.. :(


Reality, its a cruel and frightening thing.


What did i receive from X-mas?
uhmm a bunch of greetings, loads of sweet words and friendship poetry.
hmm, thats pretty much it..
had a great dinner with mum on X-mas eve tho.. :)
yeah, while everyone was out going for movies, dating, countdowns, events, etc.
I was at home enjoying Animes and good food with my mum.
ahahax.. I dont really do much with her..
I guess, its normal for family to not really spend time together :\
But i do cherish the moments we have, even if just for a little while.

Hmm, Christmas.
Well, lately I only sleep at 4am, and wake at 12..
so My christmas was really meaningless.
and I guess the honest truth is I didn't want to give it meaning.
I know its the birth of Christ, and a day to rejoice.
But I just couldnt move myself to do so.
I chose what I always chose, to shy away and just remain in my own shadow.
I went to church during the evening..
Have a bunch of laughs, and amazing moments.
But my heart, my soul just wasnt completely there.
Oh how sinful I've become. heh..


A smile is definitely easy to fake..


and hiding from the world is definitely easy.
I've been thinking a lot lately...
like how I want to proceed with my life.
Is doing this or that more worth it.
Should I or should I not.
Indecisiveness still cloud my better judgement
Oh how I dislike choosing my own fate.
I guess... that's my own fault. :\
Should I just let go of all these emotions and just grow up.
Accepting the world as it is and start living my life as I should...?

I'm soo well confined and content with my comfort zone.
I've not felt the need to move..
But I know that reality will soon chase up to me, and all these will be gone.
I just want this moment to last..
It may not be the best moments, but it certainly ain't the worse.
These moments with no worries, no troubles, numbed feelings...
One might look at it as a child's lifestyle..
Perhaps it is..
Should I move.. or should I stay until there's nothing left of this place?

Yeah, these have all been haunting me the past few days.
I know what I am, I know who I am, I know my strengths and my weaknesses.
I know what is to become of this place if I were to remain..
I'm back at a crossroad..
A very comfortable crossroad at that..
a crossroad of undefined thoughts, undefined dreams and immature feelings.
Even if I was to take the right direction now,
I can already feel the temptation of returning here would creep at me everyday.
Should I run further into the darkness..?
No, I aint that stupid. I know what dead end awaits me there.
But..
I'm afraid.. ahaha, though I know very well, that no one's gonna hold my hand through this.
Reality... a world I must choose to face alone.
Choices... decisions I never dare to choose again..


2012...
End of the world..? nay.. End of my world.
I dont even know why I bother battling with myself, knowing my choice.
I wasn't raised a fool. Regrets, pain, doubts... whatever.
I'm gonna redo my life the right way this time.
With however much time I have left.
I choose to be... a new me... :)
like I said, i can already feel the temptations creeping at me..
ahahax.. clinging on to this little tiny bit of faith left in this lifeless doll of a body..
I choose to be your doll, a puppet in your hands..

Will I be good enough?
no, I wont be. But I'll be the best that I can be.. :)

\\ see I can be positive too! without losing my own personality.

I await this weekend, a Thanks giving for this new perspective of mine...
I give to thee... all I am... for all of you... :)

No more false claims... no more wrong decisions... no more sins...


~This Time I Wont Give Up~

FIGHT-O!
ehehe ^_^ off to bed, Jaa ne!

我 爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人...

Stefanie Sun 孫燕姿 - 天黑黑


我的小时候. 吵闹任性时侯.
我的外婆, 总会唱歌哄我.
夏天的午后, 老老的歌安慰我.
那首歌好像这样唱的.

天黑黑欲落雨, 天黑黑 黑黑.

离开小时候. 有了自己的生活.
新鲜的歌. 新鲜的念头.
任性和冲动. 无法控制的时候.
我忘记, 还有这样的歌.

天黑黑欲落雨. 天黑黑 黑黑.

我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人.
我以为 这就是我所追求的世界.
然而横冲直撞 被误 解被骗.
是否成人的世界背后 总有残缺.

我走在 每天必须面对的分岔路.
我怀念 过去单纯美好小幸福.
爱总是让人哭. 让人觉得不满足.
天空很大却看不清楚... 好孤独...

天黑的时候, 我又想起那首歌.
突然期待, 下起安静的雨.
原来外婆的道理早就唱给我听.
下起雨, 也要勇敢前进....
我相信.. 一切都会平息...
我现在.. 好想回家去..

天黑黑欲落雨 天黑黑 黑黑..

Translation:

When I was small, when I was stubborn
My grandmother would always sing to calm me
On summer afternoons, grandma's song would comfort me
That song went something like this

The sky is dark, it's going to rain, the sky is dark, dark...

After leaving childhood, having my own life
Fresh songs, fresh ideas
When it's impossible to control my wilfulness and impulsiveness
I forget that there is still a song like this

The sky is dark, it's going to rain, the sky is dark, dark...

I fell in love with someone I could risk my life for
I believed this was the world I pursued
However, I fumbled, was misunderstood, was cheated
The back of the adult world is always incomplete.

I walk on the forked road I must face everyday
I reminisce of my past's innocent blissful little happiness
Love always lets people cry, lets people feel unsatisfied
The sky is very big but unclear - how lonely

When the sky turns dark, I'll think of that song again
And suddenly anticipate to see the peaceful rain
So it seems like Grandma had already sung for me the truth
That even if it rains, we must bravely continue
I believe everything can calm down
I now really wish to go home

The sky is dark, it's going to rain, the sky is dark, dark...

ano... wakari mashita... demo.....

Well, its been awhile since i blogged... as always.. ahahax..

First off I'd like to Congratulate 2 of my good friends on starting a relationship!
ahem~ ahahax

Eric Chin & Sheynne Lim
~*~ ~*~ Hope You 2 Happy Together Always ~*~ ~*~

hmm~~
NEXT!
I went back to playing AuditionSEA not long ago. :D
Its fun~ with all the new songs and modes :)
And it reminded me alot of how I met 1 of my best friend on there..
hmm i guess thats why i keep going back to it..
anyway.... meet new people on there is fun...
talking about life and music is fun.
like today; Played Beat Up Mode with OhMyGoddess.
whose been a player of Audi, since like forever...
maybe since she was my age, she's probably older than me by 8years or so..
Or at least, tats what i think from the way she speaks..
Oh well, she is now my Beat Up mode sensei..
ahahax altho she wont be online often, but like I said, its fun to meet new people.


Bought myself an X-mas gift.. A book;
"Original Sin" off the Personal Demons Series.. Its nice.. Devil falling for a mortal girl whom is protected by a Guardian Angel. Oh yeah! totally my kind of book!


mmhmmm~ Gonna get myself either a Zaku Warrior model or Gouf model, next week..
Most likely its the Zaku Warrior, since i love the original Zaku.
as a Christmas gift from my big bro.. thanks :)

went to a hobbyist convention event the other day with Jing, Feng, Leon, JunYong & Ric the other day... saw lots of cool and unique work of arts.. ahahax xD it was funnn~
I didnt take pics, cos i went after church and din bring my cam :(
Oh well... :(



Lately I've also been researching the director; Makoto Shinkai.. The creator of "5 Centimeter Per Second" that short and sad animated movie.. Cos' his animation style is just unique.. I found that all his animated movies had those unique style... and most of them are romance movies... Most likely all have a good and pretty sad ending, despite all the different plots... but I like it.. Cos most of the stories are realistic.. :) So I'm gonna be busy downloading his movies for awhile ahahahax :)


I also recently just reactivated my Deviantart account :)
hoping to upload more and more of my works on there in the near future

as for my love life, nothing new is happening. lol!
still Crushing, still aint gonna do anythin' about it :)
Just gonna wait for the feelings to fade.
ahahahax xD hell yeah!
and besides! its Christmas season,
it's a bad season to be looking for a partner. ahahax

hmm~! next would be Movies and Shows~
I only watched 1movie and 1 anime lately..



Time Traveler: The girl who leapt through time This is a veryyy good movie! "The Girl Who Leapt Through Time" was a japanese novel, which was created into an Anime, then a movie off the same name... and then this movie, although this movie has a completely different plot than the Anime and 1st Movie, it still had elements of the Novel inside it.. :) I rate it a 8/10 ! its a good romance movie.. that and.. it made me love the actress..

Riisa Naka Oh, in the anime japanese n english dub in, Riisa Naka was the voice of the main character.. As well as a character in the 1st movie as well... So she's like the no.1 choice for directors who makes this novel a movie.. no idea why.. but she is awesome. ahahax.. I was looking for other movies which she stars in. unfortunately, as always Japanese Movies are quite hard to find.


Next is the anime..

Seitokai No Ichizon
Its one of those typical comedy, harem animes.
lol! nothing much really. i was just bored, so I watched something different..
lol.. comedy... ahahax! xD its still nice~
at least it was good enough to make me laugh.. :)


uhmm yeah! that's pretty much it!

!~THANKS FOR READING~!

WOW!

woots! its been a month + since i last posted!
ahahahax i've been busy with all the assignments the past months :D
I really feel great! wheee~ so okaye~ here was wat I did.. uhmm~

Photography Final, I took Black And White (Abandoned Houses) Theme..
and yes, those are actual abandoned houses.. lots of people were like saying how crazy i am to go inside them alone :\ uhmm~ LOL! its not my fault Kuching has soo many abandoned houses that looks good in black n white! tho. alot of them are like locked and cant be entered *disappointed* so i ended up changed my topic to just being black n white. Oh well, here are the photos.

And then for Multimedia Design I did a Editor opening. u know how people who make videoes always have their video intro of their accounts on youtube or company name or just a intro for credits? Youtube one mainly asking for subscribers and what not, yeah I did tat.. will link it here, after I upload it on youtube.


Then... Web Design i finished my website nothing much on that.. And then Interactive Programming, Finished my Taylor Swift flash website. lol nothing much on that either..


Then Electronic Publishing I did a Magazine on J-rock :) ahahahax.
this is the cover..



Actually i can still remember that day, since Magazine need like half a day to print, so I had to pass it up in the afternoon. then i no ride home, so I just stick around the class watching the Graphics Design student present their magazine.
Polly (my lect) gave me the priviledge to bully them :X whoops? asking them questions about their work and stuff... LOL one of them juniors was funny, he did an automobile magazine. So we asked him what car would he recommend, then he had to flip his own magazine to tell us..
Honda Civic Hybrid :\ uh huh~ then we asked what does the Hybrid mean, took him a long time to give a wrong answer... cos one of the other student said it meant that it means it doesnt consume as much petrol. ahahax then he was like; "why do you ask these questions? D: " then the lect blamed me ~__~!

D: My lecturer is making seem like a bad guy. T__T hate ue!
so yeah! fun~~ I guess I outdid myself this semester. *proud* wakaka xD 5 subjects! OWNED!

Okayes! So after passing all that up~ I was finally free.
So went out often xD wheee!
watched...


You are the apple of my eye (那些年，我們一起追的女孩)
Nice movie, its like really realistic, and sweet and just sad at the end.. It reminded me alot of my ex. ahahax. I kinda liked the movie lots. no wonder lots of people said it was nice.. and I miss high school. but then the holidays are always nice, i mean hanging out with the gang :) ahahax Eric cried after watching this movie! awww! i mean its sad, but it didnt affect me as much.. maybe cos I cant actually feel what the main character feel. :\ mehh!


Breaking Dawn Part 1.

Its not that bad.. I mean it could have been better. Its like.. after the movie i felt.. wat? that was it? then i saw the time, and it has passed 2hours, it felt like only half an hour. so its like.. woww~
LOL! the story could have been deeper.. like how the book is (not that I read the book) lol!
Oh well! Waiting for Part 2... I wanna see the other vampires. Tho no doubt my fav would still be Alice... Oh Renesmee isnt that bad either. I cant imagine she was an CGI ! ((Computer Generated Imagery)) damn awesome. xD


Then watched
Petaling Street Warriors.

LOL! its nice :) Mark lee still damn funny. Namewee's character was funny too. xD ahh! its just a cute movie! especially the final epic battle! Awesome!


then last night, went out with the gang to celebrate Siang Yong's birthday. went to eat at Tarot. :)
Had my favorite drink there, The Lovers.. ahahax DragonFruit + Vanilla. :D
uhmm yeah! just a small gathering.
Afterwards we wanted to go Kbox. the closest one was Popwave II, but the price was like too expensive hell~ rm22 for 9pm - 2am. lol, and some of my friends had to work in the morning. so they couldnt join in. and for hourly charge is like rm8 per hour + need order a rm4 drink. which is like rm20 per person for 2hrs.. so Oh well!
ended up going to the cinema.. Chose a random movie to watch;


White Vengeance (鸿门宴)

It actually aint that bad. Oh hell, its a chinese war film set during/a little after the 3kingdom era. Blah blah blah. strategic warfare, lies n deceit, betrayal and vengeance. mehh you get the picture. :) nothing new, nothing special. just a strategic chinese war film. lol.


Oh yeah! during the break times i had when halfway with my assignments I watched a few downloaded movies too!


Main one is... 5 Centimeters Per Second
Its an anime movie, about how a guy n a girl struggle with a distant relationship, and how they just grew apart as they grew older, altho they still keep each other in mind, there was near to no way of meeting again. :( its really sweet and rather sad..
The title 5 Centimeters Per Second, is the rate of how fast Sakura petals fall.


I also watched a Japanese Movie called; Cyborg She.

Its also very cool and sweet. :) Nothing cooler than a robot girl going back to the past to protect her creator.. :)


also watched a couple of horror movies too..
Ouija Board (Bunshinsaba 분신사바)


Its nice.. its like... wowww~ possessions...
witches? black magic? random deaths of people suiciding? oh yeah! nice horror movie :) If you like asian horror movie this is a must watch. altho it may not be that scary, the story line is very good.


White : The melody of the curse
(which stars the l of the members from Kpop group T-ara)

Its not bad too.. :) Cursed music, kills the members one by one. looking for ways to exorcise the evil spirit, but fail? woo~ epic. but like always its still a Korean horror, so it isnt as well-written as japanese or thailand horror. and aint as scary either. so its just okay~ I mean i guess the main point is that they put in what korean are good at.... dancing. :\ LOL!



Mehh! Thats it for movies..
I've been playing an offline game called Skyrim.
its really neat, and addictive. Its a very free realm game, where u get to do just about anything u wan in a very open world.. You play a character which u create yourself, but will have the dragon-blood in his/her veins, so he/she can kill dragons and absorb their essences to become a dragon-slayer. :) Just check it out yourself if you wanna know more about it..

Words Unspoken

So... Things havent been as i expected..
:) I havent been blogging for about 2 weeks :)
Been busy. had to finish up all my assignments.
teehee!
Stuff like this...
Flash design video.. its a simple one..
Plain and simple. always my target lately...

I'm too tired of trying and never getting what is deserved ya know?
so Its like i have made this habit of making things less of what I can let it be..
Had a chat about this with my lovely lecturer.
and she kinda jolted me into wanting to do better again...
So I might actually be willing to give my all in the things i do... :\
uhmm here are the rest..?

Webdesign.



Multimedia Design.


mehh..
All simple simple stuff.. hehe..
But it was fun, working with all my coursemates when doing assignment.
Actually i think the time everyone stress out together is pretty enjoyable.


Uhmm! went to Bako National Pak previous Thursday.
With my Multimedia mates and lecturer :)
It was tiring and fun... Even the part where our boat died off on the middle of the sea.
and we had to jump into another boat. pahaha!
Experience :)

It was fun really...
mmhmm~ ahahax~
Became better friends with most my coursemates too.. hehe..
to the point where, we'll all be going to the cinema together soon :D
I also finished 2 very nice anime in the past few weeks~
will update on those later...

Went to Damai last weekend with the photography class.


lived with the gang (feng, jing, ric & wes) for the trip~
eat, sleep, play together. ROFLMAO! ahahax! along with the gals of course :)
ate korean mee, played ps3, ipad, laptop watch anime and movies.
It was good to just hang out with them, can feel friendship growing. LOL!
Although, most of us were unable to take any nice pics -_-!
damn! but it was ultimately fun~
and indeed I love love love my friends :)




ohoh! went to watch In Time on halloween also! it was nice!

I guess mainly cos I've always like Justin Timberlake. hahax
use to love his songs :3 still do...



uhmm also! Amanda the actress for the lead female role in the movie.
Looked really really hawt in it.. o__o! i was like woowww~
cos last I checked she wasnt that wooww :\ LOL!
The movie! i has great storyline, and the actor n actress are hawt. :)
so there's not much complain. worth the 10dolars. XD
8/10!


Uhmm.. Thats more or less it... ahahax.
Lately I've been able to open up a little more than before.
teehee! and its nice.. to finally let go.
uhmm. yeah.. :)
so the animes i watched were..

"Ano Hi Mita Hana no Namae o Bokutachi wa Mada Shiranai"
in english means = "We Still Don't Know the Name of the Flower We Saw That Day"

Its a very unique lifestyle drama anime.. Its no wonder it was on one of the top rating this year..It has a very unique storyline.. all based on a group of childhood friends. who in time grew apart, but due to circumstances were brought back together.. :) sweet... check it out!
rated: 8.6/10

Another anime is..
"Deadman Wonderland"

This anime is unique in its own way too.. People infused with blood ability.
they are all captive inside a newly created prison in new tokyo. Where the prisoners entertain the people of the country just to have a chance to live another day.
While the 'special' people are thrown into fights, to fight for their earning and survival.
Its really good... really really goodddd till, i'm unable to wait for season2.
8.9/10! Blood everywhere!



All in all, life's been good.. I cant really complain.. even though a part of me still wants to.
ahahahax.. life is just life i guess.. there's no perfection...
But its never wrong to try to become perfect

But the truth remains...
I love you, each and every single one of you living on this earth. Although I long for a love which goes far beyond the feelings I have. I still love all the people around me. And for those which I love deeply, I'm really thankful to have each and everyone of you in my life. Thank you.. :) thank God. Peace Out


Oh well!! Thats it!! Peace Out!

Holding Ground

So...
well~ the year is gonna end in 2month+ time :)
ahahax~ cool! i made it through the year!
hmmhmm~
I plan to restart my life anew soon. :)
still gonna strive to be the best of course xD
but then I havent been really focused in anything I've been doing lately.
Feeling disconnected from everything.
Everything that I once thought was interesting, fun.
So I'ma rededicate my life to well~ myself~

So lets recap on my lifestyle quotes;

"Take a risk, take a chance, make a difference. No fear, No doubts & No regrets."
"Nothing is impossible, if I set my mind on it"
"I'm perfectly imperfect, and thats perfect"
"One Life To Live To The Fullest"

I guess thats it.. :)
but thats more than enough XD
so I have like 4 assignments due next week and following week.
Gonna be stressing it out~ woots!

I'm not giving up or backing down anymore.
I've cried and missed and embraced this pain for too long.
I dont wanna give a damn about it anymore, I'm tired of feeling soo miserable.
For the time being, no one is worth my tears anymore~

Time for a step out~
Hell yeah! watch out world! I'm Back~~~ - Cybex

~The Revival Of A Fallen Angel~

I'ma start writing a story blog soon :)
Stay Tuned For The Link!

Goal:
Thrive For Creative Perfection

Not gonna back down anymore, not for you, not for anyone.
I'ma going up to the top, and laugh at all those left below.
Peace and Love my Readers.

This is a start of a new era.
Recharacterisation 6.0 ;)
my fav, number too!

I need a new look too.. but damn~~
budget's been tight since all these college trips started. zz
Gotta postpone that.
hmm hmm~
thats pretty much it~ ahahax
I'm starting my 2012 resolution early~
:P since i dont have one this year anyway ~.~

RAWR! Love love love~
HERE IS MY NEW STORY BLOG LINKIE!
Angelic Redemption

Raindrops

Sometimes, people are like raindrops.
Millions of them passing us by.
Reaching a sudden stop.
The Sun appears.
Raindrops, Puddles.
Evaporates. and gone forever.
So for every raindrop that touch your skin,
Feel them, Cherish them, Embrace them.
Cos' nobody know when the sun will come out.
And take away these amazing droplets from you.

D;

Aiight so i've been neglecting my blog!
:(
had quizzes last week. ahahax
overall the marks are okaye.. Average. :)
good enough for me~

So hmm~ alot has happened... arghhh~
uhhh!
went to Kbox yesterday :)
It was fun ^^! but there's still the sense of awkward-ness in the air~
:( I havent been to that Kbox since last year.
and that time it was with.. her -___-!
so apparently that affected me.
wtf rite?! its been like almost 1 year d~
and it still affects. !@#$%^&*(~
oh well~
Overall it was fun :)
Uhmmm... There's a lot of emotional imbalance in me lately.
but.. i dunno how to post any of it out. :(

So okayes~
I've been sick for about 1month now.
went to see my usual doctor whom gave me meds that didnt help.
went to see a chinese physician, whom gave me chinese meds that didnt help.
and i finally went to an expensive doctor. who diagnosed me with Lung Infection.
WTH! sounds damn serious.
but it actually isnt.. mehh~ gave me some meds and i'm getting better n better.
ahahax.. but still.. expensive -_____-!
I've been overspending my money lately!

Went sushi king with the gang, which helped with my wounded heart
ahahax! it was niceeee~ sushi!! :D
and then went to Batik Boutique Hotel, Restaurant.
and had a Japanese lunch with my friends too~
ate, Unagi Don~ Yummyyyyy~~ UNAGI! XD
obviously i dont give a damn about my sickness at all~
oh well!
and then Kbox. yeahhhh~

:) fun week!
despite all the quizzes~ it was an awesome week~
and Guitar! I can feel that i'm getting better after each lesson~
wakakaka!
:D so overall. I'm... content :)

yawn~

~I dont need a reason, she is just special~

So I havent been blogging in a long time.. ahahax!
Its been a fun couple of weeks. :) learned lots of stuff in class.
and also watched tons of animes and movies O_O
so this post is just about those stuff xD

errmmm~ lets start with the animes then! Finished. Level E, Steins;Gate, Usagi Drop, Darker Than Black, No.6 :) Level EWell, this was an interesting and fun anime to watch :) Its about aliens! and its a comedy! rofl! I dont know how to comment on this anime really. its just really funny! and the concept is all good. even the storylines are good! personally I liked it~ so it gets a 7/10 :) Summary u can look it up yourself xD



Steins;Gate This anime started airing early this year and ended about 2 weeks ago Its really nice, i love how the story developed from the start to end. and how it was confusing in the start and everything falls together at the end. and it had a sweet ending. :) A very good sci-fi anime that can get your brain spinning. 8/10


Usagi Drop This anime is just... wow.. :) its sweet cute and fun to watch. Its a lifestyle anime, so there isnt any action and very little drama. its just really realistic.. I guess its probably more suitable for young adults to watch than teens and children. But overall its still really sweet... :) To watch a story about how a man who has never taken care of anyone but himself. Changed his whole lifestyle for a child. is just really sweet. 9/10



No.6 This... last time i posted and gave it a rating at 8.9/10 but now, after watching the last episode. I feel soo cheated. the whole awesome storyline and layout from the start. Just dissolve into something lame... so I was disappointed about the ending.. New rating; 6/10



Darker Than Black So this is a rather old anime.. :) Heard of it, but never watched it and forgot about it. Then someone sweet reminded me of it. so i watched it. its good... :) I love the main character. ahahax and the storyline is great. hmm hmm~ I give it a 8/10 :)


So other than that, I've also been watching a drama and movies!
uhmm I watched, The Warrior's Way & Mr.Popper's Penguins
and for drama I started and almost finished; Zettai Kareshi


The Warrior's Way(2010)
This movie released December last year.
The trailer looked epic, and the fact that its Produced by the people who made Lord Of The Rings. made it seem like must-watch.
And now i'm glad I didnt watch it in the cinema.
the storyline is just very lame and suckish..
The fighting was okay, the characters could have been better.
and overall it just screams; LAMEEEE!
But then the overall rating I give it 6.5/10
only cos it had very dramatic fighting scenes -__-!



Mr.Popper's Penguins (2011)
Well this is nice~ rofl!
okay. everybody knows Jim Carey, and how every comedy he made is always nice.
cos he's just a great actor :) plus all the movies he acted in had the sympathic element in it.
To make viewers feel sorry for him :) Its always nice to feel connected to the main character.
So.. yeah! its a nice movie. and it had dancing penguins.
thats cute! rofl!
So uhh~ yeah! 8.7/10 :)



Lastly we have a Japanese-Drama
I always prefer Japanese Drama to Korean Drama..
Why? well to me, Japanese drama has better meanings and is more serious and less dramatic.
So it wont make u cry as much as a korean drama does, but it makes more sense.
even one with a robot made specifically to be the ideal boyfriend.


Zettai Kareshi (Absolute Boyfriend)

so the original was a love manga of the same name..
yesh! those romance manga girls love to read;

And everybody knows guys dont read stuff like that.
still for me, i love to watch romance dramas, teehee~
weather its in anime form or human form, its always good.
and this is one of those great series :)
I love it. and also I found myself a new idol.. rofl!
yeahhh :) he's one of the main character in the story.
So anyway! this story is about a robot made to love and is given to a girl whose desperate for love. and all the silly things in between before a happy ending.
Simple romance concept~
and the storyline is actually really good~
so me gives it a 8.9/10



I'm almost finish tho. so after i finish with this drama, I'ma move on to;
Otomen (drama not the romance manga)


another romance drama based on romance manga :)
and then I'd watch Paradise Kiss.
also a manga-based romance drama

while also watching a classic anime;
Code Geass
shared to me by that sweet sweet someone who reintro-ed me to darker than black


and that's pretty much it :) Peace And Love!

The Setting Moon

"Once In A Blue Moon..."


WELL! Raya Holidays are finally over!
Alright! so what did I do during my raya break?
well like the previous post i did last week,
I watched Movies!

After watching "I Give You My First Love"
I watched;
"Cello" (Korean Horror) and "Venus and Mars" (Korean Romantic Comedy)
I'll review these movies below.
Thats what I did on Monday.
Tuesday and Wednesday I just basically watch and finished a 50episode anime;
Mobile Suit Zeta Gundam. Its a classic anime. ahahax!
will review it later on in this post as well :)
Thursday was just boring, all I did was eat, sleep, gaming, facebook. x__X!
Played back an old game too! "Arcanum".

Uhh hmmm~ Nothing much happened on friday either. :(
Found out a bunch of stuff about Taylor Swift on the Youtube Presents :)
ahahax! uhmm hmmm~ found a bunch of awesome bands and singers on saturday.
Also bought my Palace Athene on saturday morning.
Night went to church and came back finished building my Palace Athene.
And slept.
Sunday!!!
Sunday was a special day; went to watch SMURF! ahahax. ikr? me? watch smurf? wth?
gonna write about it all the way at the end of this post :)
so lets move on to MOVIES! XD



!~MOVIES~!

CELLO
First, I'd like to say that... THIS IS NOT A GOOD HORROR MOVIE.
its no wonder korean horror is less famous.. ahahax
Its basically about this girl who plays the cello, and got jealous of a better musician, she killed her. and that ghost is now seeking revenge on the killer.
o__o! yeah.. its kinda lame... and its not as scary as some movies.
so honestly, i rate this movie at 4.5/10
yes, thats how bad it was for me.. ahahax. but dont let me stop you,
if you wanna watch asian horror movies, by all means, check it out.

Venus And Mars
This movie, I give a huge thumbs up!
Its an awesome Romantic Comedy, its even better than the classic
"My Sassy Girl"
and its at that level of movie style. funny and still sweet. :)
Its one of those movies where couples watch and joke about and enjoys.
Also individually its a good comedy with good enough storyline.

So I give this movie a 9/10!
A MUST watch for people who loves the Asian romantic-comedy genre




THE SMURFS
Honestly I dont know how I ended up watching this.
oh well! I mean its not that i dont like cute things. its just that, it feels like a waste of money to watch cartoons in a cineplex T_T my money! D:
ahahax! but still it was a fun day :)
So overall its like well not that bad, i mean its a cartoon. LOL!
It has enough funny parts to make it entertaining.
And of course the ever-so-addictive Smurf's song will get stuck in your head after leaving the hall~ LaLa LaLaLaLa Sing A Happy Song~
Ahahax! overall its quite okaye :) but I cant say much, i mean its a classic! XD 8/10 teeheeheee~ oh! i loved the evil wizard's cat in this movie! Azrael!

!~OTAKU/Gunpla (anything japanese/anime really)~!

Mobile Suit Zeta Gundam this is the 2nd Gundam anime that was ever released :) So looking back at a classic 80s anime like this, really shows how much animation has evovled okay, so this story takes place 8 years about the 1st series. And well I'd just like to say that my fav character in the first series (altho i din watch it) is still my fav character in the second series.
Char Aznable


Honestly to me he's the best thought-out character in the whole series,
without him the storyline would probably just sux. ahahax!
so yeahhh~ I mean its a classic anime! and its honestly really realistic how 30years ago the creators, could think and create stories about technology we actually do use today.
:) so its really cool that their idea was really down to earth back then. ahahx!
so yeah! I like this anime, compared to the shitty Gundam animes that are being released now, This is probably the only gundam series i like and finished.
Also! in this anime has the mobile suit

Palace Athene

This is the model kit i just bought on saturday,
and its a Rare model kit. means that BANDAI the company that makes these models
. Might not even be producing anymore of this model.

Which is rather sad, but then thinking it through and if thats the case.
This model might be worth a whole lot in the future to those crazy collectors +_+!
then i'd be earning alot. ahahax!


so yeah! The Palace Athene is a tall mobile suit with claws and huge guns and 2 sabers.
In the anime it was made by the Jupitoris group.
Piloted by Reccoa Londe and just basically looks cool.



NEXT!
Steins;Gate

I just started watching this anime,
And i gotta say that i'm loving it!
Its a new anime that just started this year.
Storyline is about; this craze person who thinks himself a mad scientist likes to make gadgets and stuff. with the help of his super hacker buddy; ahahax.
but ultimately they actually created a gateway with a phone and microwave,
that allows them to send text messages to the past.
Thus starts the anime~ :)
Its really unique and crazie, but i love it!
Psychological Animes for the win!
and that will be all on animes.



!~Songs And Music~!
So.. The other day Jin asked me to find her new or unique songs;
cos she was bored of all the music lately.

And thus I dig out a bunch of Independent bands out.
First up we have;

Stereo Skyline
They have this cute song called Tongue Tied;
that is totally awesome, check them out, they're quite good tho I still prefer Marianas Trench and/or NeverShoutNever than this group, but Stereo Skyline is still worth checking out :)


I also gave her songs from Poema, and of course; she loved them.
I think any gal would love them really. ahahax Poema is just soo awesome :)
MY FAVORITE SONG BY THEM IS: "Feel The Same Way"

Then also have a more rock-styled group called We Are The In Crowd.
Which have this Paramore-like feel in their music. which is quite nice too :)
MY FAVORITE SONG BY THEM IS: "Both Sides Of The Story"

Another weird group I found is The CreepShow,
they're really classic style, music style reminds me alot of Panic! At The Disco.
MY FAVORITE SONG BY THEM IS: "Creature Of The Night"

With all this Indie (Independent) music style; who needs hiphop?! ROFL
So my current playlist consists of mainly;

Marianas Trench, He Is We, Cady Groves, Poema, Stereo Skyline, Never Shout Never, The Downtown Fiction, The Script, Train, The Fray and Snow Patrol.



Youtube Presents TAYLOR SWIFT

2 weeks ago, Taylor posted a video of herself on youtube; allowing viewers from youtube and google to ask her questions via youtube; and also allows viewers to vote on the questions they wanted Taylor Swift to answer. last week on the 31st Aug; Youtube Presents Taylor Swift; and asked taylor swift the top rated questions during the interview;
So i learnt that; she likes to watch Crime series when she's free; CSI and all that o__o! she also likes to read History books.
She DOES sing her own songs in the shower and if she has an idea in the middle of the night while she's asleep and woken up by the inspiration, she'd record herself mumbling the lyrics into her phone. and thats how she capture those moments in order to create her songs... how..... nice.. lol! :) There were of course more questions. but those are the main ones i remember, you can check out the 40+ mins youtube present video on Youtube.com/taylorswift

!~GAMES~!
Thats all for music;
Next up we have the game I've been playing;
On my desktop I've been playing The Sims Medieval;
As compared to the other sims games this is better as it gives you quests and also a Kingdom to take care of rather then just a family of sims.
So personally I feel that anyone who likes The Sims should check this out;
along with its expansion PIRATES; Cos it really brings The Sims to a more Roleplaying level
with more things to do and actually having a story, makes it all better.

That aside;
I have installed a classic game into my lappy;

Arcanum: Of Steamworks And Magick Obscura


Its a game that brings players to a time similar to the 18th century,
Where technologies have just started advancing,
when people started using guns and all that; but at the same time its a fantasy world,
where magic and orcs, trolls, dwarfs, elves exist :)
so its really cool; ahahax and yes thats how boring my holidays was! T_T




----------BLOGGING---------

Thats that!
Now what exactly did i do on sunday?
well i had to go out in the afternoon; so i went to morning church service.

It was okay.. I was half asleep tho :\ sigh!
uhmm after that went to buy a new pair of jeans, ate at sugar bun.
and went to spring to meet my twin~ along with her friends. :)
then eric joined us. ahahx!
yeah~ :\ well i dunno waht to say really.
It was kinda awkward really.
but then it was still strangely fun :\
mehhh! XD we went to watch the smurfs at MBO.
it was nice. :) and then we walked around spring blah blah blah;
ahahax! It was just a nice day larh~ :)
I mean as compared to anything else I did during the raya week. it was nice.
and i found something out!...
ehehe! but i'm not saying it here :|
mehh! gahh rawr woof meow;
LaLa LaLaLaLa Sing A Happy Song~ Smurfs!
uhmm~ yeahhh...
Hopefully next time we hang out it wouldnt be as awkward? mehh~
ggrrr~~ ahahax xD
They're all a great group of people; so i dont regret going out.
uhh uhh~ yeahhh :| mehh~ hmm~
ahahahax! lame blog post i know.
But i just dunno how to put things into words..
...
Tongue-Tied
...

Byeh Readers! :D
Love And Peace To All!

.YOU HAVE SERIOUSLY STOLEN MY HEART.
But I Assure you! When The Time Comes! I'll Knock You Off Your Feet~ :)