Saturday, September 15, 2012

Poema: Remembering You .:Review:.


Just got Poema's new album yesterday

♥ Remembering You ♥

I fell in love with it, its just lovely. just like the singers :)



POEMA


I just purely love every single song in this album :)


1. Clean Getaway
This song really reflects on me.. about a father who runs away and never came back, with lyrics like:
"Did you even pack a single photograph of me? one little memory?
You thought it would be easy, well baby it was for you.
I watch you walk away I still don't know why.
I guess you were running, you broke my window paint. I started to cry.
& If there's a single sound I'll never forget is your engine running.
I wish you'd seen the mess that you made.. with you clean getaway. "


So obviously it reminds me of my own father. hah.. so yeah. it hits close to home. :')



2. Wonder
This has got to be the loveliest song I've ever heard.
"Is it just an impression I'm under? Do I even have to wonder?
I heard there might be someone in this world, exactly what's been missing in mine."

So.. basically it gives me hope for future love? aha.. :')



3. Fallin'
loving someone but not wanting to.. :|
"I think I.. I think I.. I think I'm fallin' in love with you..
Dont want to love you but I want to be here.
Dont think I can fight it anymore."




4. Hesitate
I love this song, cos' the guitar strumming reminds me of taylor swift ahahaha.
"Oh I know, what you never know.
How fast the time is gonna go,
We're fools if we take it slow.
So don't you wait to say the words you need to say.
Cos' this could be the only day, we're happy before it's too late.
So don't you hesitate."




5. Apricots
cute song.. :')
"Walk down just pass the apricot grove,
to the pond where we use to whisper things that nobody knew."




6. Play With Fire
Loving the wrong person
"So, no sir. I know better than to play with fire. I've been here before, I was just burned.
You should never mess around with water, it will put you out~"




7. Footprints
Another lovely song :')
"Footprints in the sand.. I'm washing away.. "



8. Your Song
LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS SONG :)
"In your heart I found my voice, you're the melody above the noise.
I will sing~ sing~ just for you. Let it bring~ bring~ joy to you. Only you."




9. My Turn To Go
This song just really reminds me of my latest relationship... Ayuko.. :'(

Seasons come and seasons go.
Before you know we're all grown.
Time can be a greedy thing.
I hope you know I'll miss you so..
There'll never be an easy way to let you go..
I know I never told you, I hope I've showed you.
You're the reason that I'm who I am..
So I can only love you till I'm old..
Till it's my turn to go..



10. Would You?
This song just brings me some confidence somehow.
I guess I just sorta hope whoever I fall in love with would have this in mind.. heh.. maybe.
"I want dinner made for two and you to make a move, But you never do.
Oh darling' if you knew what to do, would you? "




11. Love Of My Life
"I don't deserve you, but I'm so happy you're mine."
just the sentence I wish I could say .__.

Friday, September 14, 2012

Arts, Magic and Religion

When the question was asked, it was a moment of anguish and frustration. And from that frustration the words blurted out, "Animated Short Film".

That'd be my final assignment topic.. now... where do I start?
I need inspiration!!!
I need... to go out and party and and.. cheer up
before i die from this stressful ceremony of arts and designs.


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On a brighter note~
I'mma receiving my first pay cheque end of this month, goodie goodie.
And I didn't even feel like I did much :) still....

Money, money come to me
In abundance three times three
May I be enriched in the best of ways
Harming none on its way
This I accept, so mote it be
Bring me money three times three!

Three seems to be my lucky number. hmm..
That is a spell quoted from: www.spellsandmagic.com
and yes its black magic.. and I actually said that chant a week before I got the job.
Did it actually work? I'll never know..

Black Magic, did you know the first step of doing black magic is to accept God?
Its believed that all the powers are all God given.
The whole chanting thing is actually a just a poetic proclamation of belief.

And the Bible does teach
"If you proclaim it with faith~ it shall be."

I tried.. Astral Projection (Out-Of-Body Experience)
Its like the spiritual meeting you get when you get filled with the holy spirit.
But its different as it's done with a person's own spiritual strength..
Its where your spirit moves out of your body and into the astral plains/unseen world/spirit world. Where a mere thought and teleport your spirit to any destination.It's also a way to communicate with God more intimately spiritually.

I'll admit I wasn't searching for God, though if I did find him I'd have tons to ask..

Unfortunately,
I wasn't able to keep myself at peace during the meditation process..
And I ended up with lack of sleep, had a bad headache and couldnt get out of bed for 2days.

Conclusion:
Black magic is serious business..


But what got me more interested in the idea was a Psychological Anime called:

Ghost Hound


Where the main character is able to enter the spirit world/astral planes whenever he wishes. Due to life trauma, psychological/mental effects and self-understanding he could pass between worlds. He and his sister was kidnap when he was young, and the kidnapper died when the police were pursuing him. Due to his death, the police were unable to find the 2 children until 3 days later, when they found them. He was alive but his sister didn't make it. So he was taken into counselling and in high school he wants to remember what happen but couldn't which trigger the whole spirit world entrance.
Its all a psychological effect, scientifically.
But is it really?


So yeah.. I've been travelling on a road less travel. ahaha.