Numb

I went to watch Twilight: Breaking Dawn part 2.

The other day with my friends. It was really nice! :)

I just simply love the Jasper and Alice coupling.. I wish I could have relationship like them :\

uhmm yeahh.. hmm.. I also gotta say,

Bella/Kristen Steward is definitely more attractive as a blood craving, super strong, red-eyed, sparkle-in-the-sun vampire than a human being.. hehehe

The movie to me personally, is a great ending to the saga.

even Aro the head of the Volturi was cool. 

yeah... the epicly stupid "no danger here" face. ahahaha

I LOL when I saw his face like this..

Overall I liked everything, 

It wasnt GREAT but it was Good enough. :)

I love all the different vampires and their abilities in this one too..

9/10 :) 

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Next up is Rise Of The Guardians.

The animated cartoon where the Guardians save the world from the Darkness

The Guardians Includes -

North (Santa Claus), Bunny (Easter Bunny), Sandy (Sand Man), Tooth (Tooth Fairy)

And the main character, new guardian recruit;

Jack Frost 

and the evil is the Boogeyman known as, Pitch Black !!!

So I dont normally watch cartoon unless they really catch my eye..

this did.. and I didnt regret watching it, Pitch Black is just an awesome villain :D

and i likey the script they wrote for him :)

stuff like;

"So sweet, so full of hope, there's only one thing missing. A touch of fear."or

"That dream is over. It time for fear to rule the world"

So yeah... a master of darkness who turns dreams into nightmares, and hopes into fears.

definitely an awesome villain :D

and I can totally relate to Pitch. always feeling like an outcast :(

no one believes in him, unwanted to the point where all he feels in hatred.

Such anger and depression definitely does bring a person to wanting to make the world fear them.

Of course good always win against evil... but hey, its still a nice movie.

 I rate this;

9/10
Dreamworks has definitely improved with storyline and animation ever since they released

"How To Train Your Dragon"

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The Cycle

So its been a long time since I last posted.
Been extremely busy finishing up my final and the exhibition thingy.
but with all the time spent breaking my skull for ideas, it wasn't without its rewards.
I guess through experiences like this is when I realize how strong I can be individually.
Independent Design Practice, definitely thought me how to be more independent.
Although my final work was still lagging in areas, it was good enough for me.
I got to really connect with myself, reflect on the people around me.
and found out where my creativity lies.
I can just feel my soul slowly crawling its way back into the dark abyss,
Where all these imaginations were born in me..

When I was doing my final, i broke down.. alot of times.
unsure of what i'm living for, or what was the point of me finishing my studies.
or where my future lies, or if this would be my future.
reflecting on the friends I've made in this course.
and finally letting go of it all.
The past 2 years, I've lived my life as distant from people as I possibly can.
I'm not good at farewells, I'll just tell you goodbye or leave without saying a word.
I'm tired of thinking, talking, feeling..
Everything just feels so out of place for me..
Nothing ever goes the way it should,
how much simpler life would be if it did.

But upon finishing my final, I took refuge in the circle of friends.
But alas, through all the pain and depression I've went through the past 2 months.
I finally found myself. A person I once lost. A person I once was.
A person I've grown to become.

I choose Solitude.The endless joy of Isolation.
feel no more of the world around me.
numb is my heart that I choose nothing more.
nevermore. forevermore. nevermore.
I choose to forget and to be forgotten.
forevermore, evermore. nevermore.
living like a shadow in the night of spring.
I will be the one, the immortal one.
the one that will live forevermore.

SHIAWASE!

This week has been an "awesome" week~ 

lol hanged out with Callie almost the entire week. 

Doing the damn impossible to do proposal of our final assignment.

Actually, we've been doing it for like 2 weeks plus.. 

means constantly eating out D: my money!

and also.. random stuff like going to the cineplex and going kbox.

but all of that and the, McD Burgers, McFlurries, Pizza, Cheesebaked Rice, Nasi Lemak, Sushi, etc. etc. consumed within those 2 weeks were all entirely for stress relieve~~  

its like burning money D: but worth it. :X

Worse for Callie since she bought a new Domo tissue box. 

& paid for some of my meals, cos she's an awesome friend! 

& cos she was grateful for the help i provided~ aww :D

So anyway! Watched The Looper... not bad... 

psychic abilities and time-travel... 

is enough to make my brain think about the movie more than assignment. :D

6/10 cos.. it isnt that nice overall.. ahaha

and surprisingly my bestie actually likes an anime enough to watch with me. 

Since normally she doesnt watch animes.. hmm~ Tonari No Kaibutsu-kun
Though I'll admit, its the cutest romance anime this year :) 

Also tried the McD new Mcflurry! Milo Supreme Mcflurry~
mmmmm~ definitely worth the price.

Though, only if you're a coffee or milo fan only.

Oh and since i helped me out with most of her assignment, ii asked her to be my driver to run random errands. like, buying movie tickets and delivering stuff. ngehehehe! great friends like these are hard to find~ really. :)  

Although the first time through, passing up assignment, 

everyone in the class had their proposal rejected. 

and the second time through, 

everyone was overall emotional and over stressed.

Thursday, passed up my proposal and hope that the lect wont send it back to us again. We all hanged out at the art museum to see their design work / exhibition. Since end of next month / beginning of december, we'll be having ours as well.. D: 
joked around with friends and lecturer 
and then finally ended the stress of assignments. :) 

So the whole; up, down, left, right, driving round town, 

going to museum for art exhibition, etc. etc. was actually sorta fun.

And also i got to get Taylor Swift's RED album
which is hugeeee PLUS to my stressful mood at the time.
and I love every single song on the album! :D 

I also got to meet up with Pric throughout the entire chaos.. and even got myself into helping her in her assignment -__- in exchange for free meal, and going to a horror movie with me, yesterday (friday).

....

Friday~ went out with Ric, Shey and Pric for a horror movie...
SILENT HILL: REVELATION *squeals!*

Ahaha before that~~ 

pric was the one that picked me up at around 4:30..

loads of cars and rain and traffic jam~
and my mum forced me to use an umbrella :| 

We went walking around spring, scouting for a place to dine in~ 

ended up at the food court too.. western food again..

....

Anyway! after watching Pric torture her food to be edible by her, 

We walked around and then went up to MBO to meet Ric & Shey 

hmmm~~ so so~ Its no secret that I'm a fan of silent hill.
tho the game still scares me o.O

The movie not soo much.. ahaha! but damn, i love the storyline. 

And of course, Pyramid head 
& now my new love, Mannequin Monster! :D

yay~ pric said the spider reminded her of my drawings o.O 

Ric agreed too that it looked like my artwork too ~__~ 

I should keep in mind to go apply for a job at Konami.

Maybe I'll be able to start my own horror story series.:') that'd be awesome!....

SERIOUSLY AWESOME MANNEQUIN MONSTER
....

The fact that the person sitting on my left~ 

kept turning her head and forcing it onto the chair~

and the person on my right is covering his eyes with his shirt~

makes me feel like there were only 2 people actually watching the movie..

hmmm ahahaha! but its still fun :B

Overall, it was a great day yesterday~

after the movie, pric had her own plan for the night,
So for convenience, I hanged out with shey n ric instead.

So walked around spring,

then headed to McD for ice-cream...
but the machine was broken!  SAD!

....
Overall it was fun :) although,
hearing something I'd rather not know is sorta depressing~

But I'm glad I know now.
(referring to the bat-shit-crazy bitch my last post was about)

....

And with that I was completely prepared for my exam this morning.

Yes I only had 4hours of study,
but its enough for me to know I'll pass..

I'm like..
A Sim! having a good mood effects my studies/job performance!

ahahah! thats pretty much it, another exam for tomorrow.

Hopefully i'll pass. then I'd only have my final to be worried about :)

....

Yay! I'm graduating soon! 

Not sure if I want to.. but... yeah... :B

For your hatred and jealousy

Your childish behaviors remind me of me.. when i was like 13.. 

but you're a person reaching adulthood. 

You're a little too old to be going through this phrase aren't you? 

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The person who was hurt, and feels the unfairness of the world. 

& then begins hurting and spreading rumors about those around her.

Out of jealousy, out of hate.

No matter how you look at it. 

To have such a break down at this age, would render you cold and alone. 

& the reality of it all will come crashing down on you, destroying you completely.

Your choices have been poor. & your thoughts are corrupted. 

You believe you deserve better, 

believe that a prince on a white horse will take you away. 

Hoping for someone, anyone to take you away from this place. 

But, my dear, a happy ending is not one beliefs can get you. 

It must be earned through hardship and sacrifice. 

Not jealousy nor selfishness. 

The life of an attention-seeker. 

The life on a hopeless patch.

The life that would ultimately lead you to ruin.

This is how the world works. 

Reality bites and it will never let go. 

You better be ready for it ;)

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It's actually kind of funny how you can get jealous of those who has friends.
and even funnier when you're spreading rumors but there is one being said about you.
Opps, your believe has betrayed you. and aiming me?
honestly, fine~ maybe i never cared about you enough as a friend.

I know you're hurt, i know you seek comfort. I know you dream of a happy ending.
But all you feel is sadness and depression. One which you drown out with everything you do.
You know you've changed when you were hurt by your ex. 

but I never did anything to you and there wasn't anything I could do to help you either.
but for you to feel the jealousy you feel, just because I hang out with my own friends.
Wow... just wow~ you've made me speechless beyond words.

This is the only time i'll feed your attention seeking. & my advice is,

1. Stay clear of me if you don't want any trouble.

2. This path you're on will destroy whatever chance of a future you still hope to have.

You better start choosing a better one, before you're destroyed.
3. Whatever goes around comes around, watch what you do, cos' it's slowing coming back around.
And the butterfly effect that it'll have,
will cause you pain a million times more than your heart can ever hope to handle.

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Morning~

hmm I just watched

ROCK OF AGES (2012)

and I can say that is by far one of my favorite musical now!

First off, rock music is awesome~

~WE BUILT THIS CITY ON ROCK AND ROLL~

secondly, russell brand is funny~ and tom cruise singing rock songs is epic~

thirdly, i love and know all the songs in the movie of which i ended up singing along to.

fourthly, it sparked back the poet in me to write! :D

it is an amazing movie, if u like music, partying, cool outfits, tom cruise as a rockstar, or just enjoy watching a fun relaxing movie then its a great movie.

8/10 
for me :D

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There's a million stories I can tell,
 Written from the miles I've walked in life.
But as far as all these stories go.
None is better than the story of you and I.

No~ It's not just a story,
It's a tragic tale,
of two lovers who fell out of love.
And into desperation.

In the darkness,
we found emptiness that broke our hearts.
and LOVE no longer lingers in this place.
and all we can do is just pray for the best day...
the best day.. the best of you and I...
 the best of you and I.

 -Aaron

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~I LOVE CATS NOW~
and wants to own an angora odd-eye cat in the future :') 

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Haruka Kudo from Morning Musume

hmm.. I do believe I've acquired a lolita fetish :O

roflmao! ahahaha kidding kidding~ :)

She's Haruka Kudo, one of the newer/youngest member (age:13) of the group Morning Musume and I find her adorable. AS IN, If i were to have a daughter some day. I'd want her to be just as adorable as tis girl~ 

Anyway~ random stuff aside~
lately i've been listening to this all-girl group;
Morning Musume

It's a female group that's been going on for the past 11generations
(with members age from 13 - 24)

Winners of the morning musume singing competition would join the group. 

and those older generations would ''graduate'' and be their own artist
(in other words i guess they get promoted and start their own group)

I actually admire how they're all such good dancers o.O even at a young age. 

and the fact that they're all from different age group but are able to cooperate and mix so well.. hmm..

So uhh anyway! this is their latest song playing on my blog 

The video is short preview version/promotion ver, means it's not with the final edit ver and also not the full dance ver. ahaha! cant wait for the full ver! (and the close-up ver. :X)

Seasons come and seasons go...

I feel like I've been stuck in a hole the last few days..
I haven't done anything productive and not sure why..
and I guess I've been feeling emotional and having too many thoughts running through my head.
I need an escape or at least a day to reduce the stress level abit..

Well anyway,
Been chatting with my beloved blurfriend the last couple of days.
I missed her soo muchie! though we still cant meet up anytime soon :(
Still its nice to chat with someone who has the similar taste in movie, songs and style i do. :)
You know, chatting about the whole vintage style with indie music and romance movies thingy..

Other than that...
Seriously, I haven't done anything productive..
Feel like I'm just wasting my life away~
and i'm barely even sure if I can do my final assignment.
the stress doesn't make graduating seem worth it.. lol.
I'm also wondering if I wanna go to Prom night..
but then I wont have anyone to go with,
and it might be awkward o.O hmm..
.
I should probably just shoot myself...
now.. if only I had a gun~~ :X
I need out... ASAP..

Poema: Remembering You .:Review:.

♥ Just got Poema's new album yesterday ♥

♥ Remembering You ♥

I fell in love with it, its just lovely. just like the singers :)



POEMA

I just purely love every single song in this album :)


1. Clean Getaway
This song really reflects on me.. about a father who runs away and never came back, with lyrics like:
"Did you even pack a single photograph of me? one little memory?
You thought it would be easy, well baby it was for you.
I watch you walk away I still don't know why.
I guess you were running, you broke my window paint. I started to cry.
& If there's a single sound I'll never forget is your engine running.
I wish you'd seen the mess that you made.. with you clean getaway. "

So obviously it reminds me of my own father. hah.. so yeah. it hits close to home. :')



2. Wonder
This has got to be the loveliest song I've ever heard.
"Is it just an impression I'm under? Do I even have to wonder?
I heard there might be someone in this world, exactly what's been missing in mine."
So.. basically it gives me hope for future love? aha.. :')



3. Fallin'
loving someone but not wanting to.. :|
"I think I.. I think I.. I think I'm fallin' in love with you..
Dont want to love you but I want to be here.
Dont think I can fight it anymore."



4. Hesitate
I love this song, cos' the guitar strumming reminds me of taylor swift ahahaha.
"Oh I know, what you never know.
How fast the time is gonna go,
We're fools if we take it slow.
So don't you wait to say the words you need to say.
Cos' this could be the only day, we're happy before it's too late.
So don't you hesitate."



5. Apricots
cute song.. :')
"Walk down just pass the apricot grove,
to the pond where we use to whisper things that nobody knew."



6. Play With Fire
Loving the wrong person
"So, no sir. I know better than to play with fire. I've been here before, I was just burned.
You should never mess around with water, it will put you out~"



7. Footprints
Another lovely song :')
"Footprints in the sand.. I'm washing away.. "



8. Your Song

LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS SONG :)
"In your heart I found my voice, you're the melody above the noise.
I will sing~ sing~ just for you. Let it bring~ bring~ joy to you. Only you."



9. My Turn To Go
This song just really reminds me of my latest relationship... Ayuko.. :'(

Seasons come and seasons go.
Before you know we're all grown.
Time can be a greedy thing.
I hope you know I'll miss you so..
There'll never be an easy way to let you go..
I know I never told you, I hope I've showed you.
You're the reason that I'm who I am..
So I can only love you till I'm old..
Till it's my turn to go..



10. Would You?
This song just brings me some confidence somehow.
I guess I just sorta hope whoever I fall in love with would have this in mind.. heh.. maybe.
"I want dinner made for two and you to make a move, But you never do.
Oh darling' if you knew what to do, would you? "



11. Love Of My Life
"I don't deserve you, but I'm so happy you're mine."
just the sentence I wish I could say .__.

Arts, Magic and Religion

When the question was asked, it was a moment of anguish and frustration. And from that frustration the words blurted out, "Animated Short Film".

That'd be my final assignment topic.. now... where do I start?

I need inspiration!!!

I need... to go out and party and and.. cheer up

before i die from this stressful ceremony of arts and designs.

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On a brighter note~
I'mma receiving my first pay cheque end of this month, goodie goodie.

And I didn't even feel like I did much :) still....

Money, money come to me

In abundance three times three

May I be enriched in the best of ways
Harming none on its way

This I accept, so mote it be

Bring me money three times three!

Three seems to be my lucky number. hmm..

That is a spell quoted from: www.spellsandmagic.com

and yes its black magic.. and I actually said that chant a week before I got the job.

Did it actually work? I'll never know..

Black Magic, did you know the first step of doing black magic is to accept God?

Its believed that all the powers are all God given.

The whole chanting thing is actually a just a poetic proclamation of belief.

And the Bible does teach

"If you proclaim it with faith~ it shall be."

I tried.. Astral Projection (Out-Of-Body Experience)
Its like the spiritual meeting you get when you get filled with the holy spirit.

But its different as it's done with a person's own spiritual strength..

Its where your spirit moves out of your body and into the astral plains/unseen world/spirit world. Where a mere thought and teleport your spirit to any destination.It's also a way to communicate with God more intimately spiritually.

I'll admit I wasn't searching for God, though if I did find him I'd have tons to ask..

Unfortunately,

I wasn't able to keep myself at peace during the meditation process..

And I ended up with lack of sleep, had a bad headache and couldnt get out of bed for 2days.

Conclusion:

Black magic is serious business..

But what got me more interested in the idea was a Psychological Anime called:

Ghost Hound

Where the main character is able to enter the spirit world/astral planes whenever he wishes. Due to life trauma, psychological/mental effects and self-understanding he could pass between worlds. He and his sister was kidnap when he was young, and the kidnapper died when the police were pursuing him. Due to his death, the police were unable to find the 2 children until 3 days later, when they found them. He was alive but his sister didn't make it. So he was taken into counselling and in high school he wants to remember what happen but couldn't which trigger the whole spirit world entrance.
Its all a psychological effect, scientifically.
But is it really?


So yeah.. I've been travelling on a road less travel. ahaha.

Tired Of Living Like A Blind Man~

My latest update is simple:

Arghhh~ frustrated with my final assignment :(

also.. i'm supposed to have class today, but it was cancelled without notice..

Now I'm trying to look for ideas on what to do for my final,

but am still unable to find any.

SO overall.. i'm just really stressed.. :(

I wish time could just stop a while... and let me catch my breath..

In the past few days,

I've been spam listening to the album by the new group delta rae..

lol I love their songs and their vocals.

And in a way it calms my mood :)

Conflicted

ahahaha! I finally have a job~
a simple job, with simple pay.. okay.

But.. i prefer doing this, then anything direct selling .__.

So... I havent done much the past few days..
Been dying from searching online for a good multimedia project that I can do for my final assignment.. But it's harder than anticipated.. its crazy hard to find any good yet easy design..

Mood:
~STRESSED~

ahh.. sighhh~
Today I had an emotional breakdown.
Been a longgg time since I had one..

not sure if its overstressed or due to this conflicted emotions..
I guess at some point,
there's a piece of my heart somewhere that still cares for her.

Its like how~
even if u bury the feelings they still find someway to crawl their way back out of the heart somehow. and yes it's as gross as it sounds.
AHAHA~ But then.. I figured it out..
And I even found a song that resembled my conclusion.

And the lyrics that speaks was..

"When you said it's over, I lost my head! And now that we're older I'm giving up on being right, So I can see the other side of you!"

And that would be the grown up version of her, that at some point I admire.
Over the year she's really grown up.
And that's just amazing :)


And I'm starting to feel that maybe this semester wont be that bad. hopefully.


Hmm...
Sometimes I wonder if blogging is a good idea... writing out every emotion to every ups and every downs.. But i love writing.. so who cares~ and besides~ at least this way, when I grow old & die. At least there's still be a story of my life here online :)
Sorta like "The Notebook" :D

Anyway~

So here's my new theme song;

"To Be Loved" - "Train"




Finally met Virginia on a slow summer night
Thought I should forgive ya so I came back
You're a sight for sore eyes
Right for those lies
They saved me after all!

Right from the beginning we were wrong I found
But no one did it better baby pound for pound
Those heavyweight fights were right for me
To learn how to see the light clearly
And it's the light I see in you!

No, don't go
I'll show you what it's like to be loved!
No, don't go
I'll show you what it's like to be loved!
(ba-da-da-da-da-da-da-da)
What it's like to be loved!
(ba-da-da-da-da-da-da-da)

Now that things are better for me
I can laugh at all your other lovers
When you do the math
Does it make you feel sad,
Make you feel small?
Thank God it ain't about me anymore!

I'm not coming back for round two
I just wanna love you like a friend would do
You were wrong for the feelings you had
But the man that I was isn't coming back
So stay, it's OK!

No, don't go
I'll show you what it's like to be loved!
No, don't go
I'll show you what it's like to be loved!
(ba-da-da-da-da-da-da-da)
What it's like to be loved!
(ba-da-da-da-da-da-da-da)

When you said it's over
I lost my head!
And now that we're older
I'm giving up on being right
So I can see the other side of you!

No, don't go
I'll show you what it's like to be loved!
No, don't go
I'll show you what it's like to be loved!
(ba-da-da-da-da-da-da-da)
when you said it's over
What is like to be loved!
(ba-da-da-da-da-da-da-da)
I lost my head!
What it's like to be loved!
(ba-da-da-da-da-da-da-da)
And now that we're older
What it's like, what it's like to be loved!

Yeah This Is Living But Without The Will.

Anyway first off, I got ric's Hard-disk,
got a bunch of new games to play n movies to watch...
If I have the time.. since I'm having my final project this semester.. sighh


Thursday was the first class of the final project.
Felt soo stress hearing about it..
need to use soo many programs,
soo many codes, soo much work.. ARGH!
and I still have no idea what to make yet!
Completely blank ...!




Yesterday was a public holiday..
i spent it doing research and playing a horror game.
yeahh.. playing a horror game on Chinese Ghost Independence Day Festival. HAH!
Then I got a headache n went to sleep.. Ahaha


& Today.. SATURDAY was my first Bahasa Kebangsaan class.. ARGH!
Surprisingly everyone in the class had the same level of Bahasa Malaysia as me! :D

BM Level: 0 ..

Which is good.. since its like.. oh good everyones a noobie not just me. :D
tho, i could tell that the lecturer was more stress. ahahaha
Our first work was to write an 350 word essay on..
"Tentang Diri Saya" (about myself)
boring, annoying, and everyone wrote it like.. a primary school student.
Yay~ No idea how i'm gonna pass this subject in the future exam. zz



In the afternoon..
It was quite interesting actually.


u know that awkward moment when uhmm..
You havent seen a person in a long time and they're studying to be a future teacher, then meet up watching an adult comedy (The Watch)


uhh yeahhhh.. AHAHAHA..

Long story short =
I had a date with the devil who surprisingly turned human over a year+


We didn't do much.. but it was nice really.. in a way.. i guess. :X

.
..
...
..
.

AHAHAHA! its like...

"We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time" - The Script


and.. I guess its good.. since I havent been out in a while..
( was stuck in a cave for one whole semester..!!! )

and it did get my mind off some things.. so.. THANKS :)


Hopefully we'd have the chance to go out again before I disappear... hmm..

Oh & This song is for you :D
tho.. i'm not sure if u'd changed ur taste in music d or wat.. :|


Lost in Paradise - Evanescence





I've been believing in something so distant
As if I was human
And I've been denying this feeling of hopelessness
In me, in me

All the promises I made
Just to let you down
You believed in me, but I'm broken

I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting

We've been falling for all this time
And now I'm lost in paradise

As much as I'd like the past not to exist
It still does
And as much as I'd like to feel like I belong here
I'm just as scared as you

I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting

We've been falling for all this time
And now I'm lost in paradise

Run away, run away
One day we won't feel this pain anymore

Take it all away
Shadows of you
Cause they won't let me go

Until I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting

We've been falling for all this time
And now I'm lost in paradise

Alone, and lost in paradise




P.S/
The tomato mee shop u said last time we ate at, is around Jalan Kapor area. But i cant remember the shop name. LOL XD

:(

What happened to you??

I died when every one decided to leave .

Autumn

So.. its Mid-August..
Which marks the end of another busy semester..
I did a lot this sem actually :D helped people with designs while being busy doing my own schoolwork.
Damn hectic -__- but it was fun..
Unfortunely I'd be taking my final next sem... SIGH!
Independent Design Production...
which we're suppose to make one uber big project within the 3 1/2 months.. still unsure of what to make ~_~
Needs to have the 5 elements of multimedia in it...
AVITA - Audio, Video, Image, Text And Animation

Arghh~ I can feel the pressure.. ahaha
But for time being i shall relax myself.. :)

Its Autumn/Fall ... so there's a bunch of new melodramatic/romance anime out..

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1 - Tari Tari (タリタリ)

'Tari Tari' is an interesting anime.. that revolves around the story of 5 high school students, each with a different family background, lifestyle and future dreams. The story is mainly about how they all created a choir club in school, so there's a lot of singing. Though, in the end their club ended up becoming a multipurpose club, where they try their best to reach their goals together.

I love the Soundtrack in this anime. :D

Tari Tari Opening (ENG/JAP SUB)



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2 - Natsuyuki Rendezvous (夏雪ランデブー)



The plot is quite simple, this guy (Ryosuke) fell in love with a florist (Rokka) and was too scared to confess to her, instead he went by her shop to buy flowers from her everyday. Till one day Rokka posted a part-time worker vacancy, which Ryosuke immediately took up.
However, when Ryosuke started working there he sees Rokka's dead-Husband, who isn't gonna let Ryosuke have a chance with his wife. So its fun to watch AHAHA


Natsuyuki Rendezvous Promotional Video



This was actually a very famous Romance Manga.. and the anime isn't bad either :) ahahaha I'm actually hoping for them to make it into a Live Drama~ like they did for "Paradise Kiss " ahaha


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3 - Sword Art Online



The plot in this anime is simple, a new virtual reality online game was released 'Sword Art Online (SAO)' when the game was first created and was undergoing Beta Testing only 1,000 players were allowed to test it. When the game full release, only 10,000 copies of the game was produced. The game was an instant hit and everyone who could get their hands on the game got it. When they entered the game and started out the first few levels, the 10,000 eventually found that there was no Logout button on their menu.



By evening, everyone was teleported to the Beginner town square where the GameMaster appeared and told them, that being unable to logout is part of the game's main mechanics and there is no way to leave the game. If by any chance their virtual helmet is removed, they'd have their brains fried, if they die in game, they will die in real life. (then he shows them a bunch of news reports of it already happening) and the only way out is to fight their way up to the final boss starting from the bottom floor (Beginning Level) all the way up the dungeon floors to the top level (100th Floor)..



Sword Art Online Trailer



Okay, so this is an anime about a virtual reality game where the players are stuck in and cant get out.. Similar to .Hack//Sign storyline.. and since that was my favorite childhood anime.
I LOVED TIS!

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Okay that's all :) Thanks for reading. LOL!

Words Spoken

A pictures holds a thousand words.
Sometimes it speaks louder than actions and words..
And at times... picture with words speak the loudest :)

Space Bound

We touch I feel a rush
We clutch it isn't much
But it's enough to make me wonder what's in store for us
It's lust, it's torturous
You must be a sorceress 'cause you just
Did the impossible
Gained my trust don't play games it'll be dangerous
If you fuck me over
'Cause if I get burnt imma show you what it's like to hurt
'Cause I been treated like dirt before you
And love is "evol"
Spell it backwards I'll show you

Nobody knows me I'm cold
Walk down this road all alone
It's no one's fault but my own
It's the path I've chosen to go
Frozen as snow I show no emotion whatsoever so
Don't ask me why I have no love for these motherfucking hoes
Bloodsucking succubuses, what the fuck is up with this?
I've tried in this department but I ain't had no luck with this
It sucks but it's exactly what I thought it would be
Like trying to start over
I got a hole in my heart, for some kind of emotional rollercoaster
Something I won't go on 'til you toy with my emotion, so it's over
It's like an explosion every time I hold you, I wasn't joking when I told you
You take my breath away
You're a supernova... and I'm a

I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
Two hundred fifty thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
Right at you

I do whatever it takes
When I'm with you I get the shakes
My body aches when I ain't
With you I have zero strength
There's no limit on how far I would go
No boundaries, no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks
Gonna be that one and then once we get 'em it's never the same?
You want them when they don't want you
Soon as they do feelings change
It's not a contest and I ain't on no conquest for no mate
I wasn't looking but I stumbled onto you must've been fate
But so much is at stake what the fuck does it take
Let's cut to the chase
But a door shuts in your face
Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open
That I won't be making a mistake
Cause I'm a...

I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
Two hundred fifty thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
Right at you

So after a year and 6 months it's no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts
Never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you
Let down my guard swear to God
I'll blow my brains in your lap
Lay here and die in your arms
Drop to my knees and I'm pleading
I'm trying to stop you from leaving
You won't even listen so fuck it
I'm trying to stop you from breathing
I put both hands on your throat
I sit on top of you squeezing
'Til I snap you neck like a Popsicle stick
Ain't no possible reason I could think of to let you walk about this house
And let you live
Tears stream down both of my cheeks
Then I let you go and just give
And before I put that gun to my temple
I told you this

And I would've done anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But it's over now
It's too late to save our love
Just promise me you'll think of me every time you look up in the sky and see a star 'cause I'm a

I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I'm so lost without you
Without you
Without you

Displacement . Disappearance . Development

Picture taken from I'm Dreamin' It Facebook page.

The more you like yourself, the less you're like anyone else, which makes you unique. - Walt Disney


.:Displacement:.

I've displace my life from something i know and love, To something i should never had cared about. A lot of time has passed since I last felt alive. And the experiences I've had along the way pushed me back to my roots. I am what I am. I've lost myself, but now I'm found anew. I've wandered lost for so long, Only to find the displacement of me and my old self was but a step away. I'm tired of hoping, tired of waiting, tired of wishing, tired of dreaming, tired of being everything I am.

.:Disappearance:.

On the verge of letting go of everything that's holding me back and down. I've come to realize the reason behind my demise. A compassionate heart. A weakness of mine that has caused more harm than good. Love. Why do you love someone who've hurt and rejected you? Or why are you still willing to try your best despite the pain? A mystery that can never be solved. A feeling that is often taken for granted. A heart as broken as mine can never be fixed... And now I feel as though, I don't want it to be.

Nobody cares, nobody notices, when it comes right down to it... I'm alone...And within the shards of my broken heart, I cast out all the pain, suffering, feelings, emotions, love, hate... Wishing for it all to disappear and to never be found. I've been hurt enough for one lifetime. I wish only peace of which only solitude can offer me. This is the conclusion that has been shown to me.... Before anyone notices, I'll be gone forever.

.:Development:.

The end of me. A process by which I will be reborn into something stronger. What I've learned from past experience, is no one is gonna care if you give up on yourself. Especially if you've given up on yourself, but not on them. By which has showed me truth and enlightenment. Giving up on myself isn't gonna change anything. The world will still suck and will still remain in its broken state. There is nothing saving this world from its end.

Caring about those around you, isn't gonna make any difference. It hurts really, to know that everything I've done is equivalent to nothing. Oh how weak the human mind is, to forget the good that has been given to them. Same case with me, i suppose. By which is something I don't want anymore. I don't want to love anymore. I don't want to care anymore. I don't want to feel anymore. But instead of giving up on myself. I'm giving up on you and everyone else in this world.

I've tried my best to find a reason to life, a meaning for my existence, and I found none. There is nothing, and if I died now it'd be but a small tiny little speck of sadness within this already broken world, after a week and no one would care anymore. The human race has degraded itself to the point of no return, a point that would destroy everything. And with how everyone on earth is like right now, I've found no reason to be me anymore. Crawling my way back into my shell. I shall reform myself into a monster that feels nothing. I loved this world and everything in it, but it just isn't worth it.. I give up.

Vintage Love

Rainbows, Balloons, Chocolates, Roses, Vintage Outfits and Sepia Photos.
Hats, Sunglasses, High Heels, Polka Dotted Dresses, Leather Jackets, Bikes and Paris.
Vintage Happiness & Love, At Its Best.

That's the kind of Love I wish for.. u know the whole, rich and beautiful girl falling for the artistic guy who sells art by the street for 30bucks a piece. and when the girl meets him, they fall madly in love at the fountain at the town square.

The whole romance gig, in real life.. :) If only I could be that lucky.
Very often I feel that I was born into the wrong century. Simply because I still believe in true love and romance like that and my love for art.. Since in this modern world, Art and romance is easily overlooked.. Sad really.. :\

So... anyway my blog has been super duper emotional.. cos i've been super duper emotional... I'm feeling better now tho. Spent the last few days watching romance movies.. Surprisingly they help more than causing more pain.. ahaha :)

Gonna review them one by one ^^
Brace yourself there are alotttt :)




The Notebook (2004)
"I have a crush on your mind, I fell for your personality and your looks are just a big bonus"
This movie isn't that new, and its actually my 2nd time watching it. But I still love it. True love cant break 2 people apart :) I just love the whole setting in this story. And although the usual poor guy falling for rich girl, romeo and juliet story is really common now. Each one always have its own unique-ness and this one has one of the best. The Notebook, one of my favorite romance.
9/10




Because I Said So (2007)
" I love that you have this insane way of talking in circles that makes perfect sense."
I like this storyline to be honest, ahaha.. cos the girl ended up with an artistic guy :D hahas. IMDb Sypnosis of the story: A meddling single mother tries to set her daughter up with the right man so her kid won't follow in her footsteps.
And that's pretty much it. :) the whole story goes pretty lovely..
Stars: Diane Keaton, Mandy Moore, Lauren Graham, Piper Perabo
6/10




The Last Song (2010)
"Sometimes you have to be apart from the people you love, but that doesn't mean you love them any less, sometimes it even makes you love them more"

I love this movie, its very sweet.. and its the movie that made me love~ Miley Cyrus. She's awesome in this movie.. I love the soundtrack, the storyline and everything. Okay, I guess anything by Nicholas Sparks is amazing :) in books and in movies.
Amazing movie ~_~ nuff' said
9/10




Love, Wedding, Marriage (2011)
"The key to a successful marriage is to find those qualities that make you fall in love with your spouse again every day"
This movie is rather silly, but still a good movie to watch. Its about how a girl who tries to get her parents to not divorce while endangering her own marriage in the process. Its okay, but probably better to watch with a partner rather than alone.
But of course if you're a fan of Mandy Moore or Kellan Lutz, you'd love it.
5/10




Crazy, Stupid, Love (2011)
"The war between the sexes is over. We won the second women started doing pole dancing for exercise. "
This one is similar to "Love, Wedding, Marriage" in a way.
But still completely different, its about a guy who is about to get separated with his wife. While a bunch of things happen, starting with him getting into a bar complaining about his wife and eventually meeting a guy who teach him how to hook up with womens at the bar. Its a fun movie to watch, funny and overall I like the connection of all the characters.
Stars: Steve Carrel, Ryan Gosling, Julianne Moore, Emma Stone, Analeigh Tipton
7/10




Take Me Home Tonight (2011)
Okay, this story is a little more typical. Its 4 years after graduation and old schoolmates having a Labor Day party as a reunion, where the main character Matt tries to tell his high school crush how he feels about her, with a bunch of lies cos' he thinks he isn't good enough for her.
Typical story :) fill in the blanks yourself. but its still quite a nice movie.
5/10




Prom (2011)
"When I'm about to kiss you, you'll know it."
Teenage Disney Movie!! :) This is worth watching!
The song u're hearing in my blog now. is from this movie! ahaha.. Its good. A little typical, but thats how disney is. Its about how everyone in school react and change differently when its nearing the graduation day. And how prom is the big event where everyone who probably never even speak to each other can get together and have a final day at school with one another. and if find the main actress: Aimee Teegarden, pretty good in this movie. :D
7/10




Beastly (2011)
"People make such a big deal about looks, but when you know someone you don't even notice them anymore. "
My friend told me that this movie sucked cos it wasn't as good as the book and that twilight movie was better. okay, taking that into consideration. I watched the movie, and found the movie actually is quite nice. Probably cos' I never read the book but its still nice, its more romantic than twilight. If you dont know, the story is basically a Beauty and The Beast story. How a popular and handsome guy was cursed to look ugly until he finds someone who can love him beyond outer looks and see inner beauty instead. :) And Vanessa Hudgens wasnt tat bad in this movie.
7/10




Monte Carlo (2011)
"I finally meet a guy who likes me for me. And I'm not even me."
This movie is nice, it gave me the whole princess diary feel to it.. I guess its due to the whole european and rich theme to the whole story. Its good, its more a teenage movie than pure romance. but worth watching :)

And I'd like to add that I never liked Selena Gomez, and the reason I watch this movie was cos of Leighton Meester.. But after watching is movie, I find Selena not that bad. I guess I only disliked her due to Justin Bieber. ahaha.. mehh~

Still a good movie :) the typical being an imposter of a superstar story but with a little bit of family drama and you have a pretty solid storyline.
8/10




The Vow (2012)
" I vow to love you, and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other. "

Okay, I gotta say, this is an amazing story :)
I love everything about this.. Its just nice to watch.. another movie to leave me speechless. The story is about how a married couple got into a car accident and the girl lose her memory. And the guy tries as best he could to make her fall in love with him again..
I loved this movie~
8/10





That's it :) and it really makes me wonder if love in real life would ever be as blissful and happy as the movies.. hmm~