Welcome 2013

Today is the first day of the new year...

Happy New Year everyone!

The past year has been... I guess a more amazing year than I'd imagine..

I never thought that, I'd ever get over my depression..

But somehow I managed.

In a way, going to church today/yesterday (31/12/2012)
made me realize why her passing was such a pain to me..

When I should've just cherished the memories and be happy.

It hurt mainly because I was unable to grasp the fact that someone so good could die so young.

But I finally realized that, in its own way this experience will allow me to always remember her
as the one person that was and always had been good to me.

We never fought, we never argued, we never disagreed.

We never met and may never meet, but we were there for one another.

Till the end.. and I should've been able to understand that early on.

But I didn't, so.. yeah.. I'm thankful for the memories we shared. :)

I actually met quite a number of new friends last year, as well as mending old ties :)

gotta say, It feels good to actually have people to be around..

I mean usually I prefer to be alone.. still do, but.. a little company is needed sometimes..

So yeah.. anyway I spent the night watching an anime movie with my mum.

The Secret World Of Arrietty 

It's by Studio Gihbli and Co-produced by Disney.

It's a story about little people.. :) and I gotta say, it reminds me of my Childhood..

You know how children fairytales would tell stories of little people who lived in shoes,

or how a climbing up a giant beanstalk would lead one to a giant city.

Those magical fairytales that people like me grew up listening/watching/read to.

It was what set up our beautiful creativity of all the children from different generations in the past..

So anyway, I love these kinds of stories still..

and I love the soundtrack in this movie.

9/10 :)

The end of the year has made me realize that I'm officially getting older.

And it's sad to see that the generation after mine...

My generation of people being the Creative, Independent, Self-Righteous, Over-Confident, Slightly-emotional, suicidal, dreamy & visionaries.. are going to eventually grow up into society.

And the newer generation would be taken over by the

materialistic, short-sighted, selfish, greedy, distasteful little kids.

:\ hmm.. talk about a generation gap! :O

ahahaha.. makes me wonder what my big brother's children are gonna be like o.O

But it's good ya know, it's like saying the people from my generation should be the ones to..

Create, write, show and share the fantasy world... Happy beginnings and happy endings of a fairytale world.

Or at least that's what I wanna do..

To create a story where good does triumph over evil, through true love and courage.
With mystical creatures and a magic world... one that would completely reshape the imagination of humanity.

Perfect...

Okayy~ so my dream is a little over the top.. but mehhhh~~
anyway.. I feel alot better about 2012 than I thought it was... ahaha

With hopes of a better year..
I wish everyone a
HAPPY 2013 NEW YEAR!!!