Justice? You Jest!

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Vanity: The Form Of Self-Idolatry, In Which One Rejects God For The Sake Of One's Own Image


I am the kind of person who believes goodness in everyone.
That said, good and evil is inseparable.
So Ultimately I believe in the evil that lurks within every living person as well.
But I choose my friends and foes wisely, if what you show me is not off ill-will and ill-intentions then I shall not judge thee to be evil in any way.
Human... Arent we all such narcissistic bunch? ahaha.

Justice (8th card of the Tarot)
In Forward Form: Injustice In Your Life That Needs To Be Justified.
Reversed Form: Life Going Out Of Balanced (current or near future)

But alas, who are we to judge what is right and what is wrong?
Tis' no urban legend that people believe that Justice in blind..
In truth.. she really is...
I dont know the story behind the whole belief.
Maybe she judge people too much and had her eyes crawled out of her face.
Maybe she was born blind. but either way.
The reason she's portrayed as such; is cos, most crime are not seen, but only heard.
where the offense and defense argue about their own beliefs of 'The Truth'.
For justice to be done accordingly. But how is it justified if Justice herself is blind?
Whose to say what is right and what is wrong?
Who are we to judge the being of this world?

Justice? In this world. You must be joking.

A world where killers roam free.


Murderers considered heroes.


Freedom Fighters called Terrorist.

Cults legalized for even the more horrific acts.

No, This world is not justified.
Darkness has shrouded every living being on this planet.
And what do we do? we judge all the rest just as how wrongly judge everyone else is.
We are not them, we dont not know what they think nor feel.
But if an act is done against another; It is a crime, regardless of the offender's self-emotion.
But Justice is not served for these crimes, sufferings given but no one saves the sufferer.
The world is bad enough as it is.
Why do people continue to make it worse?
ahaha.. Justice holds a balance. Its within that balance that at times..
Good is rewarded for their deeds, and the Evil punished. Also.. at times.
Evil is set free and the Good imprisoned.
Tis' a balance to balance this world. in both chaos and harmony.
Peace and War, no difference in one another.


So for me.. Emotionally I may be weak.
I may hate and I may love.
But i choose to hate and love everyone and everything around me.
Good or bad. No.. Good AND bad.. I accept.
For I am balanced just like anyone else.
Only human. I aint perfect. ahahax.
Tho it's just a choice if i wanna be that perfect.
A simple choice.
A choice that lately i dont seem to be making lately..
I've been down... ahahax. but still up..
I feel messed up but still alright.
Mehh...

I'm reminded of something, I still want a tattoo :X And the thing that reminds me of is... Someone once said she would get a tattoo on her neck if I got a tattoo too. I wonder if that offer still stands..? :P

Anyhoo!
nothing much happening lately... its friday.
Going to KL tomorrow. sigh~!
Uhmm I guess that's it.. heh!
Been thinking of looking for someone.. But dunno how I should do so.. Sigh!
Nehh! That's pretty much it I guess.
Nothing much for me to say. I'm just bored.... and this topic just came to mind today.

Justified? Clearly not. But who cares. Tis' Life.
I Know that in the past if I'd taken a different choice, I might not have became the way i am now.
I would have had a better life, better friends. and I wouldnt have had to face the things I faced all alone..

But I did, And it was in those moments that my shall we say 'innocent' blood was tainted by darkness of injustice.

My soul holds hatred and unforgiveness
But, I truly wonder if that year, my choice was made differently would it had stop the darkness from reaching me?

Would I not be who I am today? or would I have become worst instead?
But.. Well i guess the past is as it should be, nothing can be changed for it.
Nothing can be done about it..

Sigh~~~ I wish I had someway to contact you.

Forgive my random ramblings. tis' a blog afterall.

Goodnight all, peace and love peeps :)

Dont Patronize!

Scylla, The Sea Monster. Daughter of the Sea God "Phorcys" and Sea Goddess "Ceto".

First off i wanna get a random sentence off my chest.
A wish for a life to be easier, better, richer, happier, prosperous or overall "good", is really lame, stupid, and slightly pathetic i feel. LOL! Life has taught me that, if you want it better you gotta make it better, sitting around wishing aint gonna change anything. There's no such thing as a perfect life, only good decisions to make life more perfect. Our perfection are all in our imperfections. Clearly, people with their "This is as good as it's gonna get" attitude would never achieve over-average goals or even their own dreams. They've also set the limit to themselves.
Ultimately, I feel Dreamers rise above higher than the realists and wishers. Cos' we believe in ourselves, not bound by whatever the world appears to be, or whatever we want the world to be. We just think, dream and reach out for it. Risks and chances to make life better is all good when you know what your main goal and aim is. For that I say; I shall not have the chains of reality bind me ever again! Nothing is impossible. Cos I choose perfection, to believe in myself. One Life to live; One life to dream, take chances, make differences and have no regrets.

Dreamers are meant to be flexible, reliable, multipurpose, interchangeable, upgradable, unpredictable and ultimately a risk-taker. That's my target, to be ehehe~ EVERYTHING.


"Dream As If You'd Live Forever, Live As If You'd Die Today." - James Dean

So! today really nothing much happened. Chatted with friends and I guess that's pretty much it.
Haiz~ going KL this sat :( Bahh! I wanted a lazy holiday of me sleeping at home and doing random stuff and hanging out with friends. But Nooo~ i have to end up going KL.. hmm! ahahahax! Gonna buy stuff and make my bro pay for em'! :B wheee~
ahahhax! I wish I could bring my guitar with me.. :( but I cant.. Have to pay extra..
Swt! D: so bringing my laptop wit me.. LOL! x__X
blah blah blah~ I REGRET NOT MEETING SOMEONE TODAY! D: shyt! :X
ahahahax.... Tomorrow I'm gonna just be doing my artwork.
Wheeee~ BloodCross :)
ahaha~ :) Anyhoo~~ Today's post isnt anything much really..
I'd like to say something 2 people.

"It doesnt matter what others say, It doesnt even matter what they think or do. Around the world there are alot of people. And there are definitely those who would stand by your side and never betray you for it. Dont let your fear overtake you. Friends come and go. Good friends and bad friends. It doesnt matter. Even Enemies come and go. The fact still remains that you'll always be here. Always. For it is your life. Judge, not judge. Label, not label. Spread Rumors, be the main rumor. Who cares? One life to live, fear shouldnt be part of it. Chaos may come, it may hurt lots. but its only in pain that you will find true strength if not true friends. Smile. Face The World. You dont need anyone to help you stand on your own feet. Like I said about, Perfection is in you. Dont ever give that up. Its a choice that will always be available to you. Perfection to me does not mean being a God or anything. It just means being able to stay strong for yourself, no matter how you do it. At the same time achieving and changing yourself to the best YOU you're suppose to be. :) Always here for you sis. Take care."



Another..
"Fear may overcloud you, You may have lost more than most. And life probably has taught you that, Not everything that is lost can be ever found again. You search, looking for the one thing that can replace the emptiness. Holding on tight to it. Keep holding. Dont let go. But let that illusion of stability and perfection be your only support to stand. You're Alive. This IS LIFE. Your life. Its meant to be lived without fear and not limiting yourself. People make bad choices all the time. And at times holding on may be the choice you choose for you think without it you would fall. But at times it is the thing you hold on to most that makes you weaker and weaker each day. Draining every sense of life in you. Everything that proves you're alive. Everything that your life is suppose to stand doesnt have to be thrown away for fear. Your life was saved, you've been redeemed and given a chance to live a good life. Dont overthink, dont doubt, make a stand, make a choice. And Think Clearly. Is this all your life is worth? Is this all you see for yourself and your future? Dont make commitment to things you are still unsure of. Dont because of fear lock yourself to an unhappy future. You have a choice. There's always a choice. And I hope you will make the right one for yourself."

Rawr

So my week's been interesting :B

I'm crushing hard on a girl when i really really reallyyy not in the mood to have a relationship.
awww. LOL!

Anyway! went to watch priest yesterday after guitar lesson with feng.
It was nice... LOL! 7/10 rating for me.
It was okay, just not long enough. 1hour 20mins makes it bad. D:
Tho the graphics and concept damn cool.
I didnt watch it in 2D but i keep thinking it'd had been better if i did.
Cos alot of parts of the movie Would have looked better in 3D

ahahax.
And today went to mbo to watch
Fast and Furious 5. with Jun Yong, Feng, Eric & Jing.
it was nice! ahahax xD tho i'm disappointed as there were no longer any RX8 in this one D:
awww. my fav car gone poof... lol... yeah overall it gets a 9/10
yeahh! The Rock throwing punches with Vin Diesel is a big PLUS to the movie.
Ahahahax! :D awesome! No disappointment :B

Now awaiting next week for Pirates Of The Caribbean! :D wheee~
cant wait for that! :B

AND Right now the thing i want most for my birthday,
the no.1 on top of the whole list is a freakin Graphics card.
:O I just did a games requirement check for games and my com cant support most of them.
Even Dragon Age 2 cant support. :( boo!
my current graphics is called a Display Adapter xD it's not even a real graphics card.
But anyway.. :) i loved the way it handled most of the games til now.
But its time for an upgrade :| everything else is fine tho..
Bahhh! things to get from KL now is..

1- hard-disk
2- Tablet
3- 3D-max Program for MAC OS
4- Desktop Graphics Card (Nvdia Prefered since i'm doing all my school work on Mac)
5- Clothes! :D

and thats it.. :\ wowww~ all together is like 1K worth of stuff.
Ahahahax. hopefully with everything enhanced I'd be able to really do my stuff properly.
xD and maybe earn some cash like all my awesome awesome online artists friends :(
I envy you all soooo much! LOL!

Bahh! hmmm everything else has been more or less the same.
I'm finally freeeee~ from college until june.
So yeah! all's good!! :D ahahax
That's pretty much it.. Tired... Nights!