Numb

I went to watch Twilight: Breaking Dawn part 2.

The other day with my friends. It was really nice! :)

I just simply love the Jasper and Alice coupling.. I wish I could have relationship like them :\

uhmm yeahh.. hmm.. I also gotta say,

Bella/Kristen Steward is definitely more attractive as a blood craving, super strong, red-eyed, sparkle-in-the-sun vampire than a human being.. hehehe

The movie to me personally, is a great ending to the saga.

even Aro the head of the Volturi was cool. 

yeah... the epicly stupid "no danger here" face. ahahaha

I LOL when I saw his face like this..

Overall I liked everything, 

It wasnt GREAT but it was Good enough. :)

I love all the different vampires and their abilities in this one too..

9/10 :) 

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Next up is Rise Of The Guardians.

The animated cartoon where the Guardians save the world from the Darkness

The Guardians Includes -

North (Santa Claus), Bunny (Easter Bunny), Sandy (Sand Man), Tooth (Tooth Fairy)

And the main character, new guardian recruit;

Jack Frost 

and the evil is the Boogeyman known as, Pitch Black !!!

So I dont normally watch cartoon unless they really catch my eye..

this did.. and I didnt regret watching it, Pitch Black is just an awesome villain :D

and i likey the script they wrote for him :)

stuff like;

"So sweet, so full of hope, there's only one thing missing. A touch of fear."or

"That dream is over. It time for fear to rule the world"

So yeah... a master of darkness who turns dreams into nightmares, and hopes into fears.

definitely an awesome villain :D

and I can totally relate to Pitch. always feeling like an outcast :(

no one believes in him, unwanted to the point where all he feels in hatred.

Such anger and depression definitely does bring a person to wanting to make the world fear them.

Of course good always win against evil... but hey, its still a nice movie.

 I rate this;

9/10
Dreamworks has definitely improved with storyline and animation ever since they released

"How To Train Your Dragon"

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The Cycle

So its been a long time since I last posted.
Been extremely busy finishing up my final and the exhibition thingy.
but with all the time spent breaking my skull for ideas, it wasn't without its rewards.
I guess through experiences like this is when I realize how strong I can be individually.
Independent Design Practice, definitely thought me how to be more independent.
Although my final work was still lagging in areas, it was good enough for me.
I got to really connect with myself, reflect on the people around me.
and found out where my creativity lies.
I can just feel my soul slowly crawling its way back into the dark abyss,
Where all these imaginations were born in me..

When I was doing my final, i broke down.. alot of times.
unsure of what i'm living for, or what was the point of me finishing my studies.
or where my future lies, or if this would be my future.
reflecting on the friends I've made in this course.
and finally letting go of it all.
The past 2 years, I've lived my life as distant from people as I possibly can.
I'm not good at farewells, I'll just tell you goodbye or leave without saying a word.
I'm tired of thinking, talking, feeling..
Everything just feels so out of place for me..
Nothing ever goes the way it should,
how much simpler life would be if it did.

But upon finishing my final, I took refuge in the circle of friends.
But alas, through all the pain and depression I've went through the past 2 months.
I finally found myself. A person I once lost. A person I once was.
A person I've grown to become.

I choose Solitude.The endless joy of Isolation.
feel no more of the world around me.
numb is my heart that I choose nothing more.
nevermore. forevermore. nevermore.
I choose to forget and to be forgotten.
forevermore, evermore. nevermore.
living like a shadow in the night of spring.
I will be the one, the immortal one.
the one that will live forevermore.