Holding Ground

So...
well~ the year is gonna end in 2month+ time :)
ahahax~ cool! i made it through the year!
hmmhmm~
I plan to restart my life anew soon. :)
still gonna strive to be the best of course xD
but then I havent been really focused in anything I've been doing lately.
Feeling disconnected from everything.
Everything that I once thought was interesting, fun.
So I'ma rededicate my life to well~ myself~

So lets recap on my lifestyle quotes;

"Take a risk, take a chance, make a difference. No fear, No doubts & No regrets."
"Nothing is impossible, if I set my mind on it"
"I'm perfectly imperfect, and thats perfect"
"One Life To Live To The Fullest"

I guess thats it.. :)
but thats more than enough XD
so I have like 4 assignments due next week and following week.
Gonna be stressing it out~ woots!

I'm not giving up or backing down anymore.
I've cried and missed and embraced this pain for too long.
I dont wanna give a damn about it anymore, I'm tired of feeling soo miserable.
For the time being, no one is worth my tears anymore~

Time for a step out~
Hell yeah! watch out world! I'm Back~~~ - Cybex

~The Revival Of A Fallen Angel~

I'ma start writing a story blog soon :)
Stay Tuned For The Link!

Goal:
Thrive For Creative Perfection

Not gonna back down anymore, not for you, not for anyone.
I'ma going up to the top, and laugh at all those left below.
Peace and Love my Readers.

This is a start of a new era.
Recharacterisation 6.0 ;)
my fav, number too!

I need a new look too.. but damn~~
budget's been tight since all these college trips started. zz
Gotta postpone that.
hmm hmm~
thats pretty much it~ ahahax
I'm starting my 2012 resolution early~
:P since i dont have one this year anyway ~.~

RAWR! Love love love~
HERE IS MY NEW STORY BLOG LINKIE!
Angelic Redemption

Raindrops

Sometimes, people are like raindrops.
Millions of them passing us by.
Reaching a sudden stop.
The Sun appears.
Raindrops, Puddles.
Evaporates. and gone forever.
So for every raindrop that touch your skin,
Feel them, Cherish them, Embrace them.
Cos' nobody know when the sun will come out.
And take away these amazing droplets from you.

D;

Aiight so i've been neglecting my blog!
:(
had quizzes last week. ahahax
overall the marks are okaye.. Average. :)
good enough for me~

So hmm~ alot has happened... arghhh~
uhhh!
went to Kbox yesterday :)
It was fun ^^! but there's still the sense of awkward-ness in the air~
:( I havent been to that Kbox since last year.
and that time it was with.. her -___-!
so apparently that affected me.
wtf rite?! its been like almost 1 year d~
and it still affects. !@#$%^&*(~
oh well~
Overall it was fun :)
Uhmmm... There's a lot of emotional imbalance in me lately.
but.. i dunno how to post any of it out. :(

So okayes~
I've been sick for about 1month now.
went to see my usual doctor whom gave me meds that didnt help.
went to see a chinese physician, whom gave me chinese meds that didnt help.
and i finally went to an expensive doctor. who diagnosed me with Lung Infection.
WTH! sounds damn serious.
but it actually isnt.. mehh~ gave me some meds and i'm getting better n better.
ahahax.. but still.. expensive -_____-!
I've been overspending my money lately!

Went sushi king with the gang, which helped with my wounded heart
ahahax! it was niceeee~ sushi!! :D
and then went to Batik Boutique Hotel, Restaurant.
and had a Japanese lunch with my friends too~
ate, Unagi Don~ Yummyyyyy~~ UNAGI! XD
obviously i dont give a damn about my sickness at all~
oh well!
and then Kbox. yeahhhh~

:) fun week!
despite all the quizzes~ it was an awesome week~
and Guitar! I can feel that i'm getting better after each lesson~
wakakaka!
:D so overall. I'm... content :)