Creativity

As I gaze through the sea of people, I saw her. Someone whom I once knew.
Who was once a part of me, but now just a facade of a familiar stranger that I no longer know.

Anyway, I had a well, not so interesting day. pfft. so nothing much to post.
Hmmm, slept, read, ate, bath, online, gaming, homework, and i think that's it.

Gawd! I cant wait for marketing class tomorrow! its the only thing saving me from boredom. I swear, if the boredom goes on, I'd go crazy or die from it. rofl!
CNY is just around the corner, I think I'm not celebrating this year. hehe
ANYWAY!~

!LIFE!

Tried looking for a private guitar teacher, but turns out that the few that I found arent that trustworthy. huh. so still looking. and I'm not planning on going into IMH (the music school, not the mental hospital). and i dont plan going there cos i dont think I'd learn well. Anyway! that aside, downloaded a bunch of songs. hmmm.
I dont know what to do really.

!FOOD!

Ohhh~ I forgot to mention I ate Katsudon TWICE within last week. Yummy! its awesome! Katsudon is the Japanese-proclaimed Victory Rice. lol. Its actually fried pork + Miso sauce + egg + rice. but it tastes gooddd~ really good. no wonder the Japanese eats it before exam, its a really awesome dish! XD

!RELIGION!

Ahem! NEXT! "Creativity & Who Kills It" Audio CD by Rev. Kevin Loo. Isnt half bad. :) rofl! but it isnt much for me. D: guess I gotta find some other way to be more creative. But that doesnt mean it didnt help me at all la~ It made me feel alot better about a few things too :)

!EPIC!

Anyway! I got myself a new crush!
ROFL! yes its another superstar~
Its "Annasophia Robb"
I watched her in the 2007 movie, "Bridge To Terabithia" just now. She's a great actress :) and "Bridge To Terabithia" is an awesome movie. & If you didnt watch that movie and think she looks familiar She was also in "Race To Witch Mountain" & "Charlie & The Chocolate Factory" and She'll be in the movie "Soul Surfer" coming out this April 2011, its based on a true story about a girl and her dream. So it shouldnt be that bad.

!SPORTS!

next~ CM PUNK the wwe superstar, became the new leader of Nexus. Although the group kinda sux, He did beat John Cena. Plus the new shirt looks cool o___o! ROFL! STRAIGHT EDGE~

!ENTERTAINMENT!

Been watching American Idol Season 10
lots of great singers! and of course lots of bad ones.. but the main thing that attracted me isnt the people participating but the Judges this year! Randy is of course still one of the Judge since he's one of the producer of American Idol. They also have Jennifer Lopez, as one of the judge~! and the person who took over Simon Cowell's seat is none other than, the Rockstar himself~ STEVEN TYLER! lead singer of Aerosmith. and he's one heck of an awesome Judge.

That aside, I guess there's nothing else new. tho I've fallen in love with Lifehouse, My new fav group of all time :'D If you havent notice, This post is all about Creativity~ :) thus the Creativity-ness of the post :B

So~~~ I gotta go sleep d. Bro coming back in later, and I have classes :) cant wait to see him! He brought gives! kekeke! ROFL! :)
peace out everyone!~

cool

wow~
Its Jan25th, there's only one week before the end of January 2011.
And i feel as tho i havent accomplished anything..
Still, Life goes on.
Been feeling rather lifeless lately. I dont know what i'm doing
oh,
Watched American Idol Season 10 Episode 1 & 2 Earlier.
Losta great talents. goodie! cant wait for Hollywood week.
anyway.
Sunday night, had a blast with my friends.
Steamboat at D11. :B *nom nom nom*
hahax, had our laughs and jokes. talks and well food. xD
Nothing much really. But it felt good to gather with friends.

Anyway, I guess i havent been doing much lately.
feeling really really lonely some nights. and days..
Finished House Of Night Book 2: Betrayed..
Getting book 3 and 4 soon. :)
thats kinda the only thing besides music thats keeping me intact from getting all emo.
I would find my friends. but most of them be busy and i dont know with what.
I dont know anything.
I really wanna just take up as many things i possibly can to fill this emptiness.
I have my wishes, I have my dreams and visions, I have my plans.
but the future itself still can turn many way.
and what about now? I have not plan anything for each day of my life.
I do this, i do that, but i still feel lost.
Is there anyone that's looking for me?
anyone out there to find me?

Been feeling kinda lightheaded too lately.
And everyday seems soo familiar to me, and yet its not.
I dont know whats going on with me,
I dont know what i feel, or what i dont feel.
I basically just lost myself.
I still do this and that, but I dont feel anything. I dont feel anything at all.
CNY coming up, and i can honestly say i'm not in the mood for it.
havent even bought my clothes or anything yet.
lol, my mum isnt into it this year either. :) so maybe not celebrating this year :X
But I know one thing's clear.
I. WANT. TO. FIND. MY. OWN. SHIAWASE.
That means Happiness... :'| heh. I dont know when was the time when i actually, felt happy.
But i miss it. i want it. i need it. my life is dulling up, and i dont know anything anymore
I need the adrenaline, the sparks, the extraordinary events, i dont care if it hurts.
i wanna feel alive. I wanna feel... something.. anything.
I feel Joy, I feel pain, but its all too familiar to me.
I need something more, something different. I know God can provide it for me.
I pray, I worked, I tried, but I still feel the same.
I'm just waiting now for something to happen.
My days seems meaningless despite how much I do.
I dont feel all that important or useful either.
Even though I know I have a better life than some,
or even that I personality wise is better than some,
But ultimately, I dont feel all that great.
And i wish i knew why...

Can You just tell me why?