Totally SUCKS!

pfft, i'm seriously feel disgusted by our malaysian lifestyle currently :X

first off, i started the day in Marketing class. blah blah blah.
Quiz time, can still hear a bunch of people talkin out loud and stuff.
Disrespectful jor. to both the lecturer n other students.
pfft! Lame! still the quiz only had 2 questions so, its like YAY? ahahax
I think i did good. but i cant be sure..
after class I went to buy me House Of Night Book 5: Hunted, at popular.
and its like wtf. Last 4 books i bought the hardcover it was rm30.
now book 5 is like rm50. wtf? so i bought the soft cover one pfft.
and i saw book 6 hardcover rm30. Lame man! :O
suddenly book 5 hardcover rm50. blueks!


then i headed to McD. had myself mcvalue lunch.
ehehe spending time alone rocks.

But then, a bunch of working "adults" sitting on the next table.
were talking amongst themselves n I could hear them gossip about the people around the restaurant.
and I'm like wat the f?!
Just cos u ppl are sitting together in your smart suits, doesnt make u better than everyone else around.


But i kept that to myself. Thinkin' how sad it is that people like that, would never reach full potential in life. unlike... ME! :B
pfft. Went back to class.
Finished up Storyboard for our Sematan trip movie.
its called The Notice (might change soon)
Story?
Murder story! we basically just take vid along the the way, like documentary of our field trip.
Then suddenly people get killed one by one, and shyt. blah blah blah.
I'm playin' the murderer. Goodie! :B next week lecturer gonna teach us on Makeup
ahahax, I think its the first time our Lecturer actually going to teach us something interesting :B
ROFL! how to make fake blood is interesting! :X



anyway afterwards Marcurse drove me home..
Kena police tangkap wtf!
for not tyin seatbelts. :X
opps. the police was like, I give u Saman ah. 300 ringgit for not tyin seatbelt.
blah blah blah, kept talking, asking where we heading, show IC, which college blah blah blah.
Then ask, u want me to write you saman? Macurse said obviously, No. The guy said, nvm la, I let u go this time. Just give me kopi-o. then he passed his book into car, and told Macurse to put it inside the book.
(LOL Macurse is the coolest guy i know. For one reason!)
He asked the policeman; "how much?" X_X
the guy said; "Suka Hati you"
LOL! Macurse attempted to put in 5ringgit. AHAHAHA :X
then the guy was like "mana boleh 5 ringgit? Tiada Kopi-O 5ringgit punya."
then Macurse quickly changed it to 10ringgit.
ahahax. :X he said okay, and let us go. pfft!
we went on our way, cursing all the way back home.
and how lame malaysia is. blah blah blah
mehh! usual stuff..


Got home..
found i received a mail from Ling San :DD
my sis from Selangor.
Ahahax, she went to Singapore n sent me a postcard.
there was a rip in the envelop, i didnt care much for it at first.
Then i found out there was suppose to be a keychain inside...
._____.! shyt la... Bad day much?!
damn postman stole my fckin gift from SG. :|
damnnnn...
so yeah, my mood isnt at its peak today.
SIGH! disappointed, like to the MAX.

pfft. boxim!
but still, i managed to finished all my flash assignment 1 work. yay?
gonna hand it in to Valerie next week.
next up are my 2D 3D assignments, wooo~ cant wait.. ROFL!
and that's pretty much it.
bluek! eh wait! look at all the sins i posted out!
we've got,
Greed, Pride, Wrath, Gluttony, Envy. Woooowwww :\ EPIC!
mehhh! anyway, thats all i've got to say;
peace n love peeps! :D

blah

& all I hear is blah blah blah blah blah~






Anyway, I quick spam done my Flash assignment 1. outdone myself really.

Bouncing ball and flying bird done. last is the walking character zz.
My laptop died when i was halfway done with it. @#$%^&*()
and i didnt saved it! hope the auto draft kept it saved. :x
that said, tomorrow having Marketting quiz.
Bahhhhh!!! lameeee
and I'm sick. pfft!
shyt!
thats pretty much it...
going out with adel n kiwi this coming sat.
out with Alyn this sun.
spam my 2d 3d assignment on mon n tues.
collect everyone's marketting assignment parts, finalize, print n create slideshow on wed.
thursday hand in all my 2d 3d exercises and start with final.
friday, gotta finish up flash assignment 2. woo!
epic! busy week ahead.
:) cant wait..
but for nw i shall rest. bahhhh headache.
I love my friends. :') thanks people! xoxoxo

Heart Breaking.. Literately

"It's Too Late. It's My Fate. I Cant Turn Around. There's No Fear In The Mirror To Hold Me Down. I'm Too Far From The Start. Now I'm In Too Deep. I Gotta Stick To The Plan. Cos' There's No Plan B." - M A N∀ F E S T




So.. like..
I dont know what's wrong with me..
I felt emo since waking up. nothing seems right.
I wanna relax, i wanna chill, i wanna find myself.
Cos somewhere along the line, i lost well.. me, myself.
I DONT KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE!~
And its a scene i know soo clear.
I've just turned one huge round back to where I started from.
Not knowing who i am... Sigh..
my chest hurted just now, i have no idea why.
I cried just now due to overthiking.
so yeah, today isnt really my day.
just posting to get my thoughts out.
If i was a Sim from Sims 2 or 3.
I'd be the one with the Family Aspiration.
rofl. cos thats pretty much all i aim for in life.
not being a superstar, not being famous, not overachieving.
Just having a decent job, a good wife and a happy family.
and the thing is, i dont know if thats possible for me.
I'm creative and thats all i am.
I know i can be perfect and wonderful just as how God has made everyone to be.
but in the end, i just dont know if i can make it.
Everything else doesnt seem worth it.
and the only reason i'm still alive is cos i still have Hope.
I still have Faith in God. Sometimes that runs low.
I just feel soo lost right now.
i just wanna be happy.
eeeiiiissshhhhhhhhh...
Life is officially... meaningless.
to me. for now. at least. :(
sigh! save me.. anybody?
I know I should just be patient and wait for the good thing to come.
And I of all people should know that it's gonna be soon.
Buttt... I'm as always, bad at being patient.
I'm not good in waiting.
So I pray that the good days that are to come, be comin' soon.
Pretty please ♥ ? .___.!
that's pretty much it.

Can We Just~~~

So there's nothing much happening to me lately. Sigh! its kinda depressing how boring life is getting really.. That said, I'm really enjoying my MARS bar. YUMMY ! :X Tho I still miss eating Cadbury Picnic! :S but this is the best i can come up with for now. *Munch*

!~Awesome~!

Anyway! check out my new background!
isnt it just wicked! "God Is Love" x) ahahax
Background by:
NOTW
(Not Of This World)
They're well a.. Christian Store?
Altho we dont have any here, I love their site..
And there're loads of things there that I WISH i could buy. Pfft.. SAD!

Check it out
Not Of This World

!~Movies~!

SADLY! and i DO MEAN SADLY!
I got dragged to cineplex with my friends
to watch "Big Momma" yesterday afternoon (march 22)
pfft! Comedy isnt really my thing. Especially black comedy.
but Portia Doubleday is just soo wicked awesome. It made it okay. yes. Just "ok". 6/10 for me. and for now I'm waiting for the movie; "Sucker Punch" to reach cinemas.. and for next month.




The main movie i wanna watch is, Soul Surfer. Cos 127hours made me like the whole real life experience to movie genre thing. and also cos Annasophia Robb is the main actress. and also cos Carrie Underwood is in it. WOOWWW~
Red Riding Hood comes in 2nd on my to watch list for April. and 3rd Dylan Dog: Dead Of Night, and 4th Fast&Furious5. Seriously cant wait for April.. But then.. It'd also be the deadline for all my assignments! BAHH!.

!~BOOKS~!

Just finished House Of Night Book 4: Untamed.

its getting more n more complicated.
and yet interesting. ahahax.cant wait to get my hands on book 5: Hunted. I wish life would be just as interesting. pfft! "Fallen" & sequel "Torment" by Author Lauren Kate seems like a good series..
story about a psychotic girl murdering some guy, and being sent to a reform school where she falls in love is a big plus to me! Plus I'm seeing more n more of these books on sale in most of the local bookstores. Though I havent got myself to buy it yet. hmmm.. Still wondering if i should.

Link: Fallen

!~Music~!

I guess you can say i've been looking into a lot of random artists lately x) some are just really really awesome.. But out of the 4 group i found to be really awesome. I still like the singer known as "See You Soon" AKA "Sarah Beintker" she's a freelance artist. and her songs are sweet, cool and very calming. And she's beautiful. The ironic part is that I fell in love with her song "Fall In Love". Check out all her songs on her myspace, facebook or youtube account :)

Link: See You Soon





A group i fell in love with would be "Poema"
their sentimental guitar strumming music blah blah blah.. is just all soo awesome. Reminds loads of the corrs in some sense.
I like them. its definitely an awesome group!
and the song "Boys & Bugs" is a cutee song.
ahahahax~ any gal would like it.
love their guitar strumming. ahhh~~~ :'D
Link: Poema





NOW! For a more different note. We have~ Manafest. A Christian Rap & Rock singer. He's a really cool rapper. and I love his style. And his song lyrics are awesome :) and he's reason for singing is just awesome too. Hehe! Lovin his song; Avalanche.

Check out his short testimony:
~Manafest~

And there cant be light, if there isnt any dark. Tying Tiffany. An Italian singer! I've heard people talk about her. But i never actually listened to her songs. Until her newest single, "Show Me What You've Got" its.. well interesting. ahahax. That's all i can say. Tying Tiffany is like a Darkwave group. the whole gothic underground club thingies. Basically, it isnt positive, and songs like these can make you go head bangin' but sometimes thats all i wanna do. So Plus i think I still have a thing for those short haired, tomboish, emo, goth, punk types. :X

LINK:SAMPLE

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and thats pretty much it about my life lately. been rather super duper duper dull D:
OH AND GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE PEOPLE TAKING THEIR SPM RESULT LATER.
seriously the 1993 people can die of bad results.. which is completely different than 1992 people.
pfft! i remember back then we were like.. "Oh no i'm gonna fail." "No, I'm gonna fail more." "No, if you 2 fail, i have no chance." then end up betting on who has the most fails and stuff.
you can think we were immature or whatever. but being less caring about it, makes it less stressful. and our lives seems to be going fine. and we've gone through maturity through College.
Which is more than I can say for some of the others who went into form6. note the SOME part.
as in a very few number. LOL but they are sure still damn childish XD
oh anyway! thats all i have left to say.
I bid thee beloved readers, fare thee well~