Valentines Day

Its Officially Valentine's Day and though it'll just another normal day for me.
I cant help but feel loved. Even though I wont be spending it with her, it seems fine really.
I mean when the time comes, I'm sure we'd be spending loads of time together. ^^
And besides, all in all she is still an amazing, lovely, cute and kind person :)
anyway I posted her gift on facebook..
Though I still wish I could do more :S

Anyway, this was the gift I gave Ayu-chan ♥ ♥ ♥

with a short poem as well;

Although we're worlds apart.
I still love you with all my heart.
I may not be able to give u a proper gift this Valentine.
And even if this relationship takes time.
I just want you to know that I'm happy you're willing to be mine.
It isn't my best artwork, I hope that's fine.
It was done with only the thought of you on my mind.
Art is all i know, I hope you dont mind.
Whatever the case, Will You Be My Valentine? ♥


♥~ 大好きだよ。~♥

No matter what, I really feel great ^_^
Despite everything, I just feel really.... happy..
I hope she is too ~_~
uhmm yeah! so no plans today..
bahh~ either way, my playlist for today would be all "Poema" songs
Cos I'm just in that lovey dovey mood right now!

uhmm yeah. I know I'm crazy ^^

Valentines day, although originally it was only a day to celebrate St.Valentine's sacrifice and dedication towards the poor and needy. Has over the years became well.. a couple's day. But then I dont really care, I'll still use this day to be thankful of the people that's been in my life over the years. No matter good or bad. Every event, every person that's been in my life has impacted me into becoming who I am today.. and I'm thankful for that. ^^

And then i guess that's it..

Happy Valentines Day Everyone ^^

Wheee~

Its been a week since my last post.

A lot~ and I mean a lotttt has happen :)
ahahax~ But nothing bad, actually everything feels great!
Almost perfect, or rather overly perfect~


uhmmm so a few weeks back, I met Sora whose a Japanese studying in the UK. He was interesting ahahax, and since he was trying to make more friends on fb.
I introduced him to Z, only to find they know each other. And later on I met Sora's sis, Ayu...
Heh.. Its funny how life can twist and turn.. really.. :)
One thing led to another everytime we chatted. And I feel like I can really connect.
And now I'm in a long distance relationship.
Reminds me of the anime; 5 Centimeter Per Second really...


But.. Its nice in a way..
I mean I already plan on moving to Japan after working at KL for a couple of years.
So its a good uhmm.. boost? to my dream/plan.
At the same time, what ever happens..
I do not regret meeting her and I really can't wait to meet her in person as well.
And although I've been known to take relationships too seriously.
I've made a mental note, not to push it too hard and just see how it goes.
I've grown enough in the past year to know exactly the type of life I want to have.


Everything just feels abit too good to be true I guess?
Or more rather, even I dont know how it ended up like this..
it just did.. :) and I'm glad it did..
I'm.. Happy. ahahax, a feeling I havent felt in awhile.
I mean I'd learned the hard way that no matter, life isn't gonna be fair.
And how I'd made peace with the pain and still remain content in all things.
but this just really cheered me up.


It really feels like a dream.
Of course there're people who disagrees with long distance relationships.
or how naive I am, or whatever... But~ What's life if not for taking chances?
and I'm happy, that's gotta count for something, no?


So yeah! I'm no longer single. I'm content with my life.
I don't wish for anything more. Everything is just as simple as I like it to be.
And the feeling of such peace is just indescribable.


~大好きだよ~
~Daisuki Da Yo~



Uhmm in other news...
I ordered a 1/144 HGUC Psycho Gundam, after CNY.

and it finally arrived. AND I'm very much pleased :)
I'm still building it half way but i like how its coming out..
Its said to be around 30cm tall, after calculations I found that the actual size would be 28cm.
So yeah! its definitely worth it.. especially in size..
And the name is just epic awesome!

Why do I like such a big robot with no weapons.
Well, first off its from the classic 1985 Gundam Zeta series, which is the 2nd Gundam series aired. And as much as fans loving the newer gundam series than the old ones. I maintained and loved the classic. cos
1. They didnt add soo much super powered robots and maintain reality-based ideas.
2. It had more raw emotions in the series than that of the emotionless modern series.
But the main concept and idea of the Psycho Gundam is just pure gold :)
A woman brainwashed to only knowing war and destruction controlst this huge robot.
And inside the cockpit/pilot seat of the robot are technology that connects straight into the nerves of the pilot..
Which means, she's basically being controlled when she's fighting.
She fell in love with the main character, altho forgetting who he is when she's fighting..
and eventually pulls herself away with what little sanity she has left, only to get brainwashed again in the future.
Of which ended with her losing her life saving the main character, in her epic self-emotional battle. :)
Emotional, Psychotic and Dangerous? what's not to like?
So yesh! this robot is a tribute to such an epic classic character :)

Four Murasame.



"Again, I say this!
I'm a multimedia students so~ I will always share on anything with good concept, storyline, artstyle, music, script, poetry or anything that is relevant in making the human heart feel an emotion."


Next would be the movies I watched lately.
Out of boredom..
I watched..


Shinobi : Heart Under Blade (2005)


Uhmm I dont know about this really, I think it was a manga?
Cos i watched it during my free time in class.
And one of my senior said she knew this story!
and asked me for the file, so I passed to her..
uhmm anyway! its basically the japanese ninja version of Romeo and Juliet.
Which is kinda cool. i mean ninjas are cool, the characters aren't bad
And it is from 2005, so I cant complain. It didn't have any blood but who cares.
overall, pretty good.
8/10 :)
Love the character designs the most.


Next up is


Romance Of Darkness (2006)


Okay! this one is from the Manga of the same name
It has great storyline, not bad acting and great characters.
But.. alas it got lame halfway..
Starting was okay, in the middle of the movie was good.
It picked up fast and nice... but then it just dropped to a bit lame.
The fighting is lame, that's where the acting got lame..
And overall I just cant really comment..
:( Its just not what I expected.
5/10..




last is the horror movie I said before


Cinderella (2006)


This is a great movie..
I think its the 2nd best Korean horror i've seen soo far.
ahahax.. It had an interesting storyline :) and uhmm its definitely freaky enough.
Nothing much I can say really, its just good!
I'm going to watch Hair-extensions (Japanese Horror Movie) soon
then I'd make a dual counter review.
Since from the Synopsis both stories are quite similar.
overall Cinderella is scary, freaky, good story, good acting.
And gets my 8/10 rating :D





Alright thats it for movies :)
Nothing else has been happening I guess.
Just been busy with my own stuff.. and thats it?
I got the rm200 government book voucher.
Used 100 of it the other day when I went out with Jing.
Bought 3books From MPH. and thats pretty much it :)


Immortal is a mixture of alot of short stories on Vampires.
and the Editor is P.C. Cast the writer who wrote the House Of Night vampire series.
Which means its a good read... I read the first story d;
"Haunted Love" and that just really proves how love can last forever. Which is just sweet.



The Everafter by Amy Huntley
is about the life of a deceased person. and how the character felt was utter darkness and loneliness and how in the darkness she has flashback on her long forgotten life..
Interesting enough so I took it!


then I had around 20ringgit left on the 100$ voucher.
So I randomly picked this;


Bedtime Stories, also a book compiled of thrillers and horror stories.
its published by MPH itself and is well Malaysian.
ahahax what's wrong with buying local stuff? nothing,
except the fact that they make my story-writing feel like a step above them and makes me feel like I should publish a book as well.
I can totally do better :) if only I had that chance..




So Yeah!
That's pretty much it..
I'm totally... Speechless really.
My life has just jumped from being normal to amazing.
and is just.. too good to be true..
But since i'm blogging about it.
I guess it's still life.
And until something freaky happens.
Everything seems to be still good. :)



Thanks for reading!
Peace & Love to all my readers xD