You're not alone

When your day is long, And the night. And the night is yours alone.. When you think you've had enough.. Of this life, Hang on.. Don't let yourself go, Cos' everybody cries, And everybody hurts. Sometimes..



Dedicated to the people down in Japan. :'(


The Tragedy that hit Japan yesterday, has had its own big impact on me.
Unlike the others thinking its the end of the world, or worried about our safety.
I was and currently am sadden by the whole event..
Yeah i know, there's nothing i can do, but seriously i wish i could do more..

.:Japan:.

Tokyo, It is probably the City i wanted to visit most.
Everything is there. and just yesterday, it was hit by Earthquakes and Tsunami. I didnt know if it was true at first. Cos i was in class.
Then everyone started talking about it on fb.
So i asked around. and the news really devastated me.. Like bigtime depression.
I guess one of the main reason is cos I know someone that lives in Tokyo.
I'm not sure which part. and I'm not sure if she's alright.
And damn, I'm scared and worried about her and her family and her friends.

She's like a little sister to me.
Altho we never met. We always talked about how one day, me n my friends would go Japan and meet up with her and her friends etc. or how we'd hang out like actual siblings. etc. etc.
heh.. she was also the first real person who actually called me an Angel.

and actually meant it. I dont know, I just feel really uneasy about the whole thing.
Japan, is like a place i wanted to retire to, when i get old and rich.
A city where i wouldnt mind being buried under.
But it seems the city is burying itself in, before i even have the chance to visit..
I believe in God, I believe in hope, I have faith.
But that doesnt stop the fear from building inside of me.
Everyone knows i love Japan. Despite how i plan to work in Korea.
Or go vacation in Paris someday. etc.
Everyone knows Japan is the origin of me growing up to being who i am today.
It was in its arts that i found out my ambition. and it was in its music, that I found myself. & it feels horrible when someone actually important to me lives there.
And there's nothing i can do about it.
She calls me an Angel and a brother. But I feel like i'm neither.
I dont know how she is over there, and i dont know if she's alright.
And that just feels wrong. Yes i barely know her.
Yeah she's just a little girl.
But.. I just.. I just feel soo wrong..
I dont know how people can still go through like nothing happened
like Japan isnt a big deal. Even when most technologies were created by them.
And what boils my blood even more is how some people can still criticize and be racist when they went through soo much yesterday.
I just really feel damaged by the thing that happened.
I dont even wanna think of the people that are lost.
Everything is just soo... sad......
I couldnt even sleep well last night.
Not scared of dying in the morning, but just sad of wat happened...

sigh...

While all this happened. my own life is going well.. :(
and a lil bumpy here n there, but still going well.
Going out with CG next week, and catching a movie with Alyn.
Hmm, that aside.. Started playing a new game with my coursemates.
Iris Online.
and then... Nothing much really..
ermm, Loving House Of Night Book4 :)
Loving my Guitar more n more.
Getting better in my college assignments.
So overall my life is great...
the only thing sad is the Japan tragedy part... :(
I really dont like these kind of things.
On movie screen its fine... in real life not so much..
I just hate the thought of ... losing people...
Sigh!
Thats all for now...
Peace & Love to all my readers
And if you can fit prayers in your busy schedule, please pray for my friend in Japan and her family, and everyone else whose in Japan.

Reunited :)

hahax So I had a not soo bad day today :)Altho the afternoon i was kinda emo-ing =X
but the night, made me happy... really happy ... :')


Anyway~
ermm, spent my morning, sleeping, reading, guitaring, eating and gaming. :)
Afternoon like i wrote about emo-ing. Had my usual expression session with God.
Cried. Slept. Felt better.


Then i received an sms. :'D turns out Soon came back from Johor. ahahax :)
so had our small gathering at Tarot Cafe ehehe~
it was my first time there. I love the atmosphere there.
it definitely feels like a Tarot Cafe x)
ahahax so we gathered there.
Me, Feng, Jing, Soon, Eric, Jun Yong, Siang Yong, Andy, Amelia
I ordered Chicken Katsu Don. DISAPPOINTED. Cos i can make better Katsudon :x lol! so yeahhh, but then it's good enough la~~ xD I enjoyed the drink more. :)

It was based on the tarot number reading..
So we're suppose to add up our bday.. and then add that number together

1992+06+06 = 2004
2+0+0+4 = 6
pfft! I'm always 6!! xD

and no.6 was none other than~~~~ The Lovers :) Ironic
but then it fits me..And the horoscope compatibility was of course, none other than, Gemini :)
So i ordered it..
The Lovers = Vanilla IceCream Shake + Dragon Fruit...

Its actually really really nice xD ahaha~ LOVE IT~
So having a fooling around, eating dinner session with my friends was well... fun :)

we went to Boulevard afterwards. just to waste time.
LOL reminds me of one of Avril's music video.
Go Mall luan~ xD joked around, played around. and just had fun la~
Interesting evening x)
I miss Soon soo much lor~ glad he's back. even if just for awhile. LOL! gay huh? xD

so yeah~ came back at around 10...
Gaming with the gang online before they all went off to sleep. :)
ahahax and thats pretty much it for today.. really good night.. ehehe.

Tho I still distaste single life :X
but then I thought about alot of things during the outing.
and I swear, going into a mall doing crazy stuff can make one wonder alot~ I basically pictured how my future home is gonna look like and thats huge for me. So who ever I'm destined to be with in the future, I hope would appreciate the things i like too. Awaiting for Her arrival~ ehehe :)



Ena came back today too! tho i lost contact with her for the night! D:
I seriously hope I have chance to meet up with her too.
Hmmmm.. I guess that's all i have to blog for now.

there are still loadsss of people i wanna hang out with this month! x)

Amazing

Cos She's So High~ High above me, she's so lovely.
She's So High~ like Cleopatra, Joan of Arc, or Aphrodite~

What? ohhh~ The top sentence? Its a song :)
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So its been 2 weeks since I last posted anything. Wow! I've been busy. ahahax.. Lets see, Lets start from previous week then. Hmm, Oh! Nothing much happened really.




!~PREVIOUS WEEK~!
(21st to 27th Feb)

For Classes, Wednesday (23rd Feb) we were introduced to a new website for SEGians called The SEGiSphere. Its like Ebay. we can put up auction or auction for stuff on there. :) also can advertise our projects and stuff. Mehh~ Friday! I actually used my CANON XL1S and we finished filming the 100plus Ad with my Collegemates. :) ahahax, it was loads of fun :)) ehehe! that SATURDAY morning. Learnt my first song on Classical Guitar. LOL! Noobish! learnt Mary Had A Little Lamb. X_X mehh! it was actually quite ok lor~ 2nd lesson already learn a song. I didnt goto Church that night. Fell ill. Hmm, Sunday Sunday Sunday~ Well nothing happened on Sunday either :\ huh Dull life.. And then came last week :)

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!~LAST WEEK~!

Nothing much happened last week either. Huh..
Strenghten my friendships with some of my friends :) with sms-ing, random drawing dedications, chatting online, hanging out when got chance and stuff like that
Oh! Went to watch Drive Angry with the gang.
Not a bad movie. LOL! fallin in love with an actor :)
(Not in the i wanna date him kind of way, more on the He's an awesome Actor and I wanna watch all his shows kind.)
I have a broken heart, not a broken sense.
Anyway! the actor is none other than William Fichtner.
Yes! the guy who played the f'king detective on Prison Break.
He did soo well in Drive Angry, tat It made him just look awesome! :D
That said! Me loves my friends.. To be honest,
I dont even know if I can handle another relationship, I wouldnt even know how.
Life's been really busy, altho it may seem like i'm not doing much.
But days pass like they are only seconds of my life.
And there's still soo much I need to do! So yeah!
Uhhmm!!! Hmm! Last thurs went to eat McD :) joked around with my friends.
Ahahax Nice afternoon that was.
Bought House Of Night Book4. :) which is really really awesome!
Friday Class like no class, go in sign attendance go home nia ==!
Saturday, Church. Not bad :) Sermons on the holy spirit awesome.
Lend Book 3 to Mabel. LOL! she seems psyched.
Uhh Lending book1 to Callie tis week (just making a mental note)
hmm, Sunday also nothing special
Due to Tau Feng going trip, he and I couldnt attend guitar class on saturday,
So we swtiched to yesterday afternoon. So that was my Sunday.
ahaha,Guitar :) And that's pretty much it...
Nothing new.. nothing special.
missing loads of my old buddies :\ You Know Who You Are.




Waiting for Next Outing With Alyn them. Hopefully wont get cancelled.
And thats pretty much it.

Tried to fix the broken friendship. but was unable to.. sigh! oh well..
maybe time would fix that..

hmmm, Ena coming back from Singapore today. LOL! said she bought my a gift.
but not giving it to me, until I actually meet up and chia her ==!

My form6 buddies are having exam this week, wish y'all the best of luck :)

Thats all about my friendships :)



ENTERTAINMENT



So First off, I just watched WWE: Elimination Chamber 2011 And I gotta say, Morrison ROCKED! tho he lost. He definitely left his mark on the Chamber :) with his Epic leap off the chains up about 20feets in the air. Wicked Awesome! :'D I wanna be able to do that too!
Dont worry! Thats the only spoiler I'm gonna say.







And in the form of American Idol. I'm Heartbroken once again, cos one of my fav. was outvoted D: Brett Loewenstern~ Him and his epic hairshake was awesome on stage, but I guess he's too different for people to actually vote for him to stay or even win. lol..
of course alot left too~ I mean 24 people and only 13 went through to finals D:








Avril Just got her latest album out :) I got it and loving it :)
Simple Plan's single coming out soon.
& they purposely scheduled their album release on June 21st. Cos its the time when all the planets align :) and they just wanna make it an Epic day for their EPIC album release, which is sooo unfair! cos i freaking cant wait any longer! Oh and the song at the very beginning of the post is called "She's so High" Its an old and very nice song. Check it out :)







thats pretty much it for everything.. mehh! life's been busy but dull. pfft!
Still loving my awesome friends. Still have my hopes on fixing a few things.
Need time, but getting there.. I think? ROFL!
uhh yeah. thats pretty much it..
Happy Holidays to those who are still awaiting SPM result.
Good Job to those who gotten their STPM result.
Good luck to those having exam week.
And peace out xoxoxoxo love love love to all my friends out there :))