Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Goodbye Days


:') This song always soo sweet to me. ahahax Goodbye days by Yui.. (its playing on my blog!) She's one of my first fav. Japanese singers/composer.
And well.. this was the first song i heard from her.
I still love it lots..
Also loved the movie Yui stars in (with this song as the soundtrack)
The movie is just as touching as the song :')



It's called Midnight Sun or in japanese Taiyou No Uta (A Song To The Sun)
Its a very original story really..
its like a very famous story in japan i think.
Koreans made a remake of the movie too.
Some stars even had performance with the story.
but i still love this version the most, cos its the most well... nice.. :)

The story is about a 16 year old girl who has a very serious yet rare skin disease, that makes her unable to have direct contact with sunlight. So she's like always stuck at home unable to go out and stuff. she's bad at socializing and she does go out.. but only at night, often at a park where she'd simple sit and play her guitar.
love it soo much! Yui is just really an amazing singer :)
The movie is actually very sad really..
Oh It's a love story btw.. and its very sweet..
and very touching.. and seriously worth watching.

Check it out if ya havent.
i mean if you like serious and touching movies that boosts self-esteem and confidence. Actually i dont think anyone would regret watching it.
it's really one of my fav movie of all time :')




Translated Lyrics =

So I'm going to go see you right now, that's what I've decided
I want to have you listen to this song, that I have in my pocket

Quietly, I turned up the volume, to make sure that it was there

Oh good-bye days, right now I've got the feeling that things are going to change; so long to everything up until yesterday
An uncool kindness is at my side
~With you

I pass one ear phone over to you
And this moment slowly streams over to you
Can you really love me? Even though I sometimes lose my way

Oh good-bye days, right now things inside my heart have begun to change, alright
An uncool kindness is at my side
~With you

If possible, I'd like to not have sad feelings
But they'll come to me, won't they?
In those times, it would be good, if only I could say
"Yeah, hello! My friend", with a smile

When we both are humming the same song, I wish for you to be by my side
I'm glad that we were able to meet each other, with such an uncool kindness

... Good-bye days


Tuesday, July 26, 2011

broken by design.

So Finally I finished all my college assignment last week (thursday).
and with a minimum of just 1 breakdown. :) yay.
I've been thinking alot lately...
Okay, I think alot all the time, but anyway!
It was due to breakdown actually.
I was just overstressed i guess, I was feeling damn hopeless with my stupid map assignment.
and wondered why isit that I have to face it alone,
when there are people who do it with the help of others?
Then I figured, i dont really care about that.
Actually I'm bothered by how come its soo hard to complete it by myself.
(I still did it myself anyway, tho the outcome wasnt great, but I dont care anymore)
Well hmmm... yeahhh... I dont mind being alone or a loner. the silence is good at times too!
I just hate not being good enough to do things on my own sometimes.
Ya know, it really feels soo frustrating when no matter how hard you try and is unable to do something.

"No man is an island"? But... I wanna be an island...
all people ever do is hurt and disappoint. so whats the point? ahahax...


Anyway.. back to reality..
Friday, I asked hanjing to hav lunch wit me, my treat xD
so went to have McD~ lol~ after that went class. Handed in my work.
Lecturer didnt comment much, so I guess my artwork is okay...
I guess...? tho my juniors say its really nice =__=! dunno why.
anyhoo! Class breaktime, headed out with my friends to McD again,
Treated all of them to Mcflurry. ahahax~ xD
so yeahhh~ tats pretty much it on friday really...
Hmmm..
Saturday all gathered at my house,
to fix up Hanjing's Gundam (the one we gave him for his bday)
he liked how it looked after it got fixed up.
Cos its like all gold and shiny. lol!
I just watched them fix it up tho..

Actually i was playing Silent Hill 4 while they fix it up~
a super horror game aint as scary when u have a bunch of people wit ya.
and yes, Silent Hill is the only horror theme thing that freaks me out.
That.. and Dolls/Puppets... and also clowns. yeahhh hate them!
ahahax~ its fun to spend time with them, even if it is to do lame things.
Skipped church on sat. Didnt felt like going..
Nothing much happened on sunday either..
Just been kinda boring really..

Ahahax~ i love my friends tho xD

Loads of new movies releasing soon, cant wait for my exam to be over so I can go out and watch them xD
Captain America?
Rise Of The Planet Of The Apes?
Cowboys and Aliens?
Final Destination 5?
Conan?

Goodie~ cant wait.. ahahax..
Noting else much to say really, hmmm~
just that I hope to get better relation with my juniors next semester,
as they all seem like a fun group of people. ahahax~

sigh... tats all i guess... love n peace all~ byeh!